Date: Fri, 16 Oct 1998 11:12:34 -0500 (CDT)
From: comicality@webtv.net
Subject: "Summer Songs"

Looks like the inspiration bug is biting hard this week! Here's another
one for you guys out there! If you like it (Or don't like it), please
give me any feedback or comments you may have at comicality@webtv.net or
visit me at http://www.kanza.net/Comicality/ . Enjoy, and I'll see you
later! 
 
"Summer Songs"
 
It was nice to be in the Chicago suburbs after that little mishap back
in my hometown in Kansas. I made the huge mistake of letting a so-called
friend of mine know that I was gay. What can I say, I was in love with
him and figured I could trust him...or at least I wanted so badly to
believe that I could. That's when he turned me up in the middle of the
gym locker room! I had never been so embarrassed or hurt in my entire
life! He laughed at me and called me names, and naturally the news
spread throughout the entire school in a matter of hours. I went from
being a part of the in crowd to a total outcast in the course of a
single schoolday! There were times when I basically was on my way to the
hardware store to buy the razor blades to end it all. I figured 'That'll
show them!' and 'They'll be sorry when I'm gone!' But that was just
stupid. It wasn't like I was going to make them suffer and then suddenly
jump out of the casket and yell 'Ha Ha! Fooled you! I hope you learned
your lesson, now let's out go out for ice cream and cake!' But I was 15
years old, so my logic was a little screwy anyway.
My name's Gary and I could learn to love the big city. The people have
the same judgemental eyes as the rest of the world, but there's so many
people here that nobody really cares. It's like, if you're not dating
their sons or daughters, you're just a part of the crowd. I kind of find
solitude in just being a part of the background. I have dark brown hair
that hangs like thick curtains on either side of my face. But I always
part it just right so I can show off my baby brown eyes! It's the one
asset that everybody is always raving about. I guess they are kind of
cute, but who looks at eyes anyway? I stand at about 5' 11" which is
pretty tall for my age, but I'm too flimsy to really intimidate anybody.
I had a girlfriend before, but I think it was the brainwashing of my
hometown that made me do it. In my town, if you haven't kissed a girl by
the time you were twelve, your parents basically pimped you off to
anything in a skirt to keep you from being a homo. Sorry Ma...didn't
work! But there was something about Chicago that made life...better.
For one thing, there was an abnormal amount of cute young guys in this
town! I remember seeing quite a few young boys that cauht my eye back
home...but nothing like the boys here! They were everywhere! And they
all looked as good, if not better than, the hot teen studs on the
magazine covers! But out of all the candy treats that I salivated over,
there was only one that I wanted. Wait...I take that back...one that I
NEEDED!!! I lived a few blocks away from a record store and went in
frequently after school, but once the summer rolled around and they
started hiring new people, I began going in two or three times a day.
You see, they hired this young hunk to help out and the first time I saw
him I was captivated! There are some people who say that there is no
such thing as love at first sight. Well, either they don't know what the
hell they're talking about...or I'm the first! I did a shameless double
take in the middle of the store when I first laid eyes on him. His name
tag said "Hi! I'm Alex" and the name embeded itself in my head and my
heart forever. I sighed outloud, and suddenly, the world got a little
better, the sun shined a little brighter, and every breath that I took
was noticed...and appreciated. It was like Alex was put on Earth just
for me, and when I saw him that day I felt the angels smile down on me!
Alex was seductively slim, with a waistline that was made to comfortably
hold two human arms when they hugged him. His lips were a deep shade of
pink and his ice blue eyes were hypnotic with their irresistable gaze.
He looked at me one day and I had to run home to jack off right away!
They were that sexy! I came in to watch him everyday, drinking in every
possible detail! He was about my height and weight, and he had the
cutest butt! It was a tight, young ass that looked kind of pushed up on
the tops of his thighs. There were circles of faded material on the back
of his pants where he sat down. Oh, if only I could be that piece of
fabric, pressed firmly against his smooth buttocks as he grinded me into
the seat of a chair! His hair was probably the coolest part! He had
short blond hair that was in big golden curls! He even had a few
'Superman' curls that hung down into his gorgeous face. It looked kind
of like that guy's hair from that movie "Studio 54" (Ryan Phillipe) -- it
was sooo cute. His ear lobes looked delicious and my mouth watered when
I imagined sucking at the tender flesh. His cheeks were so smooth that
it looked like the slightest touch would bruise them. I could stare at
him all day, noticing the little things and getting excited about them.
I'd think to myself, "So that's what he sounds like!" or "That's what he
looks like when he smiles!" I even thought up a whole past for him! My
imagination ran wild, and I pictured him with a brother and sister, and
a dog, playing Nintendo with his cute friends. I imagined him getting
his first kiss under a tree during the full moon, and being chased and
harrassed by girls ever since. Then I pictured him masturbating. His
eyes closed, his butt clenched as he bit his bottom lip. He was in the
bathroom on his knees, facing the toilet. He stroked his meat, slowly at
first...then faster...and faster...his balls dangling and swinging from
his motions...moaning quietly so his parents don't hear. Sweating...
thinking...about me...
"You shouldn't bring a bag in with you when you come in." Came a whisper
over my shoulder. 
I turned around and saw him, standing there in front of me! I had never
been this close to him and it took my breath away! I couldn't speak. I
smelled a hint of his sweet boy breath and I was dizzy with teenage
love! After a long silence, allowing me the chance to come to my senses,
I asked what he was talking about.
"When you bring a bag in with you, it makes the management nervous. They
sent me over to spy on you so you don't lift anything." We both looked
over, and sure enough, the guys behind the desk were watching me. "See?
They're such nerds back there."
I couldn't believe that this kid was talking to me! I was in an
infatuated haze and even though my mind wanted to speak, my mouth
refused to follow it. He stuck out his hand and introduced himself. I
shook it and the soft velvet touch of his hand caused my cock to jump. I
could literally feel the blood rush from my head and leave me a babbling
idiot. I don't remember what I said, but I knew that it was good enough
to bring out that pretty smile of his. I had to get out of there! My
body temperature shot up to 150 degrees and my ears were burning! I had
almost a full erection and tried to lean against a wall and sort of
cross my legs to hide my true feelings! I quickly came up with some wild
excuse to leave and then hot footed out of the front door before he had
a chance to stop me. As I walked down the street, still replaying the
day's events in my mind, I mentally kicked myself for running out on the
opportunity of a lifetime! I figured that he probably thought I was a
dork and I vowed not to set foot in the music store again until the end
of the summer. That was that! But as the days went on, I realized that I
couldn't stop thinking about him, couldn't stop dreaming about him.
Sometimes I would walk past the store and secretly peek in through the
window to see if I could catch a glimpse of him. But I never did. I
wanted so badly to start all over again and let him know what a decent
guy that I could be. I just wanted to be friends...that's all...and
maybe I could run my tongue up and down his smooth thighs while grabbing
two handfuls of ass! Is that too much to ask? It had only been two weeks
since I last went into the store, and I figured that I couldn't live if
I didn't at least go in to see my dream lover one more time. Just for
closure...yeah, that's it. So I traveled back to the store and nervously
walked in.
Even though I was trying to be subtle about it, it was obvious that I
was looking for something. I searched from one corner of the store to
the other, and Alex was nowhere to be found. I felt a pain deep in my
gut. I'd never forgive myself if Alex had quit and I'd never get the
chance to see him again. If he had left, I swore that I would go into a
depression that would make the top of the list in the teenage depression
hall of fame! Then I heard some giggling young girls at the front
counter asking the manager if Alex was working. They were teasing one of
their friends about liking him and she evidently came in to bare her
soul. It was soooo easy for them wasn't it? Yeah, like Alex will pay
them any mind! They had a lot of nerve tresspassing on MY territory! I
listened closer, hoping to find out what happened to the object of my
desires. The guy said that Alex had the day off and would be in
tomorrow. Whew! I thought that I had lost him for a minute there. It was
right then and there that I took a clue from the giggling girl squad as
they shuffled their way back out of the store. I decided that if they
could do it, I could do it. So I promised myself that the very next time
I saw Alex, and I mean the VERY next time, I was going to bare my soul
and tell him everything that was on my mind and in my heart. I swear!
I felt a tapping at my left shoulder and looked over to find no one
there. I looked over the right shoulder and saw Alex standing next to me
with a lopsided grin on his adorable babyface. I suddenly drove that
self made promise right out of my mind and froze. He was standing really
close to me and it made me extremely nervous. Fearful vibes crawled
slowly up my spine and tickled my heart and made my stomach quiver. One
of his trademark curls fell down into his eyes and he gently used his
hands to push it back into place. He was so cute, even more so from this
close. 
"What's up man? Long time no see." He said. He talked to me as though we
had known each other for years, it was nice. "I was starting to think
that you were shoplifting from another store! We were kind of hurt that
you were cheating on us."
"What are you doing here? I thought you had the day off."
"Today's payday dude! I'm just here to pick up my check so I can buy
that Bob Marley CD. But it's nice to know that you'd only come in if I
wasn't here!" 
"I...I didn't mean.."
"Just kidding, man." He made every word he said sound so sexy. His voice
was still going through the change, with a little bit of a squeak every
now and then. But he seemed to be trying to keep it under control. "Stay
here, I've got something I want you to see!"
I'll say he had something I wanted to see...but I doubt he'd be whipping
it out in the middle of the music store! But I waited while he went to
pick up his check. I suddenly felt my whole body start to tremble, and
my mind went into a wild burst of random thoughts. Like, 'Why did he ask
me to wait?' 'Maybe he wants to have sex with me!' 'Maybe this is just
his way of playing a joke on me, and he's not coming back.' 'Did I put
on clean underwear?' And a bunch of other random questions that didn't
seem to make much sense. But he returned with those beautiful blue eyes
staring right into mine and we walked outside.
"Say, what are you doing right now?" he asked.
"Ummm....well, nothing I guess. Why?"
"Well, I got this new CD and it's just no fun if I listen to it all by
myself. So whaddya say you come over to my place and we take this bad
boy for a spin?"
His HOUSE??? HELL, YES!!! Shit! I tried so hard to contain my excitement
that I almost burst. "Yeah! Sure..."
We started walking for a few steps, and then he turned to the house next
door. "Here we are."
"You live next door to the music store?!?!?!"
"Yep. And believe it or not...I'm late every day of the week. Go figure."
And with that he walked up the steps and opened the front door. I followed
behind my blond prince hesitantly. I wanted so badly to just let go of my
fears and be myself, but dammit, the anticipation of where this little
turn of events might go had a tight grip on me! 
His room was in the attic and it was a space, a whole floor, that was
all his own. I envied him for that. His room was in the typical
'organized mess' that only teenage boys can understand. He had a HUGE CD
collection too! Everything from R&B, to Alternative, to Jazz, to Reggae,
to Acid Jazz, to rap...he had it all! He had to have at least 500 CDs on
the wall alone! Not to mention the ones scattered over the floor or
piled on top of his stereo. He also had a weight bench in his room,
evidently the place that he used to keep his heavenly body in shape. He
told me to take a seat as he ripped the plastic off of the CD and put it
in the player. Marley's soothing rhythms filled the room and Alex sat
down next to me on the bed.
I could feel my erection growing to it's full 5 1/2 inches as the mellow
rhythms and intimate surroundings came together into one beautiful
pictue. Neither one of us said a word. We just sat there, trying not to
make eye contact. My pulse was visible through my shirt as my heart beat
twice as fast as it ever had before. I was too scared to sit still, and
yet too scared to move. Alex's mere presence terrified me and I suddenly
became aware of everything I did. The way I breathed, the way I bit my
fingernails, the way I tapped my feet stressfully on his carpet. I could
catch a blurry vision of him from the corner of my eye, and he was
looking right at me! I fidgeted with my hands and tried to think of
anything other than the situation at hand. 
"You know...I don't even know your name." He said leaning into me to
whisper it softly in my ear. I turned my head and found him right in
front of my face and I fell off the bed and onto the floor! "Are you
alright man?!?!" Alex said with a genuine feeling of concern.
"Yeah...I'm fine." I said with an uneasy giggle. "It's Gary. My name's
Gary."
"Okay...that's better. Now we're getting somewhere." His voice kept
sending playful sensations to my ears, filling me with a strong need for
Alex's touch. The fear was leaving and making way for horniness and raw
instinct. "No Woman, No Cry" came over the stereo speakers and Alex
asked me to pass him the remote so he could turn it up. He loved that
song.
I couldn't feel it coming myself, so I know it had to be a surprise to
him. As soon as I handed him the remote, I thrust my head in quickly and
stole a sweet kiss from his tender lips. He looked really surprised, and
he began to blush. "Um....Gary...I..."
Suddenly, it all came back to me. My best friend from back home turning
me up in that smelly gym locker room, the depression that followed, and
the rejection of the whole community that I lived in. I had made a
mistake! I blew it! I had to get out of that house and quick! I felt
sick, and I grabbed my jacket and stumbled down the stairs. Alex called
after me and followed me down the stairs, but in my mind, if I could get
out of the house I'd be fine! Easier said than done! His house was a
maze of closet doors and hallways. I tried to escape with Alex two steps
behind me, calling to me, but it was no use. I ran down to the basement
by the furnace and, when my emotions couldn't hold steady anymore, I
collapsed to the floor and started to cry. I couldn't believe that I let
myself get hurt again, that I let this gorgeous prince see me cry, that
I'd always be alone and never find anyone to love me! It all hit me at
once and I just wanted to disappear. Alex sat next to me and threw an
arm over my shoulder to comfort me. I scooted away from him and tried to
hold back my sobs. 
"Look, I'm sorry for everything. I just want to go home and be alone for
a while." I said, tears streaming down my face.
Alex walked over and wiped away my silver tears with his shirt sleeve
and looked deep into my eyes. The pain of seeing his beauty only inches
from me and having it feel so untouchable, made me weep even more. "I
just want to go home." I repeated.
"So why did you come to the furnace?"
"Because I can't find my way out of your fucking house, that's why!!!"
Alex was trying to hold it back, but he started to snicker heartily. I
looked at him and asked him what he was laughing at. That only made him
laugh out loud and he apologized in between laughs. The idea of him
chasing me as I ran blind through his house did seem a bit absurd, and I
started to laugh myself. My laughter made him giggle harder, and soon we
were on the basement floor, weak from our amusement.
"Look man, if you're gay...that's cool. I just never expected it, that's
all." He said.
"So....you won't tell anybody?" I asked.
"Nah! That's for you to decide, not me. So what does dick taste like
anyway?" 
"How would I know?" I said. I was a virgin after all, and after a few
minutes of conversation, I found out that he was too. I thought that was
hard to believe for a kid as beautiful as he was. Boys like Alex lose
their virginity at age ten or younger, but he said he was, and I
believed him. For the first time since that day I fell in love with him,
I talked openly with him without fear or lust playing havoc with my
mind. We were just two boys sharing our thoughts and feelings. He had
never even considered having sex with another boy before, but what he
said next took me by surprise.
"So...you know, I'm not gay or anything...but if you wanted to...um.."
He couldn't get the words out. His eyes looked down to the floor and he
adopted the same anxiety driven wiggles and fidgets that I had developed
over the past few weeks. "...It's just that...wouldn't it be cool if we
went back to school as men and not virgins?" I held my breath, unable to
speak. Was he suggesting that we have sex? NOW? In his basement? I
shouted out a positive reply and he seemed relieved.
His legs were hiding a decent 6" boner that became obvious when he
finally put his legs down. I was too timid to start things, and so was
he. So we just sat there staring at each other for a good five minutes,
his blue eyes penetrating me. I wanted so badly to move over to him and
hold him, smell him, and taste him. But my body refused to move from its
safe position. Just then I felt a slight sensation on my arm. I looked
down, and god help me it was the biggest spider I'd ever seen!!! I shook
the monster loose and scuffled to the other side of the room at the
speed of light. It took a few seconds for the shock to fade, and then I
realized that I was right next to Alex. 
Our eyes made contact and he secretly rubbed at my arm. My heart started
pounding harder and I finally got enough nerve to reach out a shaky hand
towards his stomach. I rubbed the smooth flesh underneath his shirt, and
I felt his boner poking at my wrist. 
"That feels good. This isn't so bad." Alex said. Then he cupped my balls
through my pants and rubbed at the sack delicately as though too much
pressure would break it. I rubbed my hand back and forth over his cock
and made it bounce and wobble. Alex moaned and slinked down onto his
back. I did the same, and even though we were on the hard concrete
floor, there was no more comfortable place in the world than this dingy
basement. We both were able to take our pants off while lying down. When
he took his off, he brought his legs up to his chest and his perfect ass
curved into the most sensual shape. It was mathematically round with the
softest, most flawless baby smooth skin I'd ever seen. He was so
beautiful. 
He rolled over on top of me and his golden curls dangled over his brow.
"Do you mind...do you mind if I kiss you?" he asked, his voice in the
sexual pitch of of innocence. I nodded, and he quaked above me as he
pressed his lips to mine. Gently at first, then with more confidence. He
grinded his hard cock against mine and we moved as a single unit, our
boy breaths mixing and our tongues intertwining. Alex then grabbed my
cock and gave it a few tugs, but it was him that I wanted. I sat up with
my back against the wall and he stood in front of me. I took his juicy
cock and slid it gently between my moistened lips. I tasted another boy
for the first time, and the feeling was tremendus. He groaned out loud
when my mouth made contact, and he had to hold onto the wall for support.
I took all of him into my mouth, savoring the slightly salty taste and
feeling the silky texture of it. He began humping my face and my suction
increased. I knew from magazines and movies, that I was supposed to
close my eyes, but Alex was just so pretty to look at that I couldn't
let him out of my sight. I looked up into his eyes and saw the lust in
his face. It made me want him even more and suddenly I just let go!
Every frustrating night without a mate, every unfulfilled fantasy, every
depressing moment and lonely feeling I'd ever felt just released itself
and flowed out of me at once. And I thought to myself, "This is what my
other so-called best friend missed out on! What a loser!"
Alex was really grinding into my face now, all the way in and rubbing
his silky pubic hairs seductively over my upper lip. He was whining and
whimpering and I held onto his beautiful boy ass to keep him from
falling down. His knees began to get weak as the orgasm started to
affect his entire body. I sucked so hard that my fillings rattled! His
motions became more rigid as he lost control, ready to share his climax
with another person for the first time in his life! Then he came! His
molten hot semen squirted its way past my tongue and went down my
throat! I had no choice but to swallow, and his honey sweet cum became
my mid afternoon snack for that day! He shivered, a steamy dew lay
glistening over his dreamy naked body as he dropped to his knees and
rode out his sexual high.
His eyes were half shut in a lustful gaze, and his quick breaths seemed
to turn me on even more than I already was. He crawled over to me and
kissed me passionately on the lips. Our loud breathing and slurping wet
kissing filled the room with echoes of young sex as Alex ran his hands
up and down my slender thighs. Then he turned around on his knees and
exposed his cuddly ass to me! Even though his butt looked awesome in
pants...the actual shape, curve, and soft hairless picture of it was
much much better. He straddled my lap and I reached my hands out to grab
the pliable skin in front of me. Squeezing the tender cheeks was almost
enough to make me cum as he hovered mere inches over my stiffened cock!
He reached behind himself and pulled those candied ass cheeks open,
fully exposing a beautiful tight pucker. I licked my finger and lightly
spanked the tiny hole before running circles around it and eventually
sticking it in. Alex pushed back on my hand and his sphincter closed
around my finger, milking it like a baby calf. I was so hot! Watching
this ripe ass hole swallow my finger, and seeing him look back at me
with a face that let me know that this wouldn't be the last time we ever
did this! Finally, I couldn't stand it anymore! I felt myself getting
ready to cum without even touching myself, and I knew that I wanted a
full piece of this luscious sight before it happened! I removed my
finger and Alex slowly lowered himself on my swollen member! As the head
entered him, it bent a little and then popped inside of him! He
continued to lower himself and the intense sexual heat of his insides
enveloped me! It got hotter, and hotter, forcing a harsh tingling to
shoot through the vein on the underside of my cock! I was trying hard
not to blow it all, but it was so warm, so soft, so wet! He finally got
all the way down and rested his pale globes of his ass on my lap. He
held it there for a second, but even though he was being perfectly
still, his muscles suckled and massaged my cock tenderly...bathing me
with his loving warmth! It felt so good! Then it happened, he began
moving his body up and down on my shaft. I could only hold out for four
or five bobs before my sperm began its journey to the surface! Alex
continued to bounce sensuously on me as I attempted to fight off a
powerful orgasm! But trying to hold it back only made it stronger, and
without warning I erupted with a furious scream! I lost my breath and my
legs stiffened, lifting me and my teen lover off of the floor! He was
still moving and I thought the sensation would kill me! Just when I
thought the climax was over and I was on my way down, Alex's tight ass
would constrict around me and the sensitivity would increase! I could be
mistaken, but I think I actually came twice!!!
Alex eventually stopped torturing me with his bubbled cheeks and he sat
down on my lap, my dick still filling his cavity until it softened and
slipped out on its own. He leaned back and I sucked at his earlobes
while running my hands over his smooth chest.
We later went back upstairs and finished listening to his CDs and ended
up having sex on his workout bench. (Then the floor, then the bench
again, and eventually in bed) His mom came home and found me asleep on
the floor. Alex had dozed off too, but he was on the bed. The only sound
to be heard in the room was the soft melodies of Bob Marley as it danced
throughout the warm summer night air. We never made it to the end of the
cd that night, but we'd have many more chances to try.
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I think I liked writing this one a lot! Even though I had some trouble
with it (lost the second half and had to re write it!). But it doesn't
matter as much what I think! Tell me whether or not you liked it! Send
me an email at comicality@webtv.net or visit my homepage at
http://www.kanza.net/Comicality/.