Date: Sat, 25 Apr 2015 01:07:28 -0400
From: Hunter <painservedcold@aim.com>
Subject: The Last Out - Chapter 7

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Lunch in the library wasn't really what I had in mind with my day today,
but then I didn't really expect to have half the school chasing me down,
trying to beat the shit out of me. I also didn't really expect to come to
school and find out Sean was dead hours after I was in his house, being
blackmailed into sucking his cock and getting fucked by him. I couldn't
really believe that he was dead, especially since there wasn't any reason
for him to have gone out last night... unless he was going to share the
pictures. That would definitely explain some of why the rest of the people
were so mad at me, especially Annabelle. They either already saw the
pictures or they were going to see the pictures, and it certainly seems
like at least Annabelle had seen the pictures, so he lied to me and now I
can't even tell him how much he's going to have ruined my life because he
made things worse by making me look like I killed him now.

I started winding my way between the bookshelves, looking for Alex. I knew
he'd be in his usual corner out by the window and far away from the door. I
couldn't blame him. It was quiet in that corner, there wasn't anyone who
normally went there because the books weren't helpful for most courses, and
students in general didn't really go out of their way to head to the
library to begin with, so they weren't going to go specifically to the back
corner away from everything even remotely interesting just to bother a
freshman.

As expected, I found Alex over by the old newspaper archives. I'm not even
sure why we had those in the school, but they were bulky and a perfect
place to have a conversation that you didn't want to have overheard by
people who had a problem with you. I wasn't even sure what I was going to
do yet, but I needed to think quickly since I could see him and he just
waved me over. I walked on over and took a seat in the chair across the
little work table from him.

Alex leaned forward and placed his elbows on the desk, lowering his voice
even though there was no one around as far as we could tell.

"So what's going on Devin? I haven't seen you this jumpy ever before, and
what was with the big group after you and Principal Barrett and Annabelle?
They say you killed Sean or something? I couldn't figure out what they were
going on about, so what's the story?"

As he spoke, Alex started to talk faster and faster, and he also got louder
as well, as though he was really eager to find out some gossip before
everyone else did. I guess it was gossip now too, since everyone was
talking about it and it's now the big story of the year at school.

"Well, that was a lot of questions at once now wasn't it? Where to begin,
since you gave me about three seconds to actually try and respond before
you started bombarding me with more questions" I replied.

"So, first of all, I didn't kill Sean, I only just found out about it when
that psychopath Annabelle started freaking out at me in the courtyard. I
don't entirely believe that he's dead, but I guess we just have to take
what everyone's been saying as true until we can get home and watch the
news or something."

I continued on, not really giving Alex much of a chance to absorb the
information I was giving him.

"Look, I need you to be serious for a second." Alex gave me a look, as if
to say that he was always serious. "I mean more serious than this, I have
something I want to talk to you about, and it will probably help explain
everything that's happening. I don't know what to do and you're better with
people and things than me, so maybe you'll know an idea that I won't have
come up with."

"I..." I faltered, not really sure how to say this and realizing that I had
to say something to someone before I went crazy, and I knew that Alex would
be nice about it after I told him everything. I think he would be nice to
me, at least.

"I had sex with Sean."

Alex just stared at me, completely incredulous and stunned by what I
said. He yelled out

"You had SEX with him!? But you're a guy, you're straight!"

"Quiet man! Jeez, tell everyone why don't you? I told you to be serious,
and the first thing you do is flip out and tell the whole library my
secret. Thank god it's lunch and no one's in here except us anyway."

"Okay, I'm sorry. It's just a lot to take in, you never told me you were
gay or bi or anything like that" Alex retorted to me.

"I didn't think I was, okay! Sean said he caught me checking out him and
some of the other guys on the team, and he threatened to tell everyone if I
didn't do what he said. You know what the team's like, it would have made
my life a living hell. So I did it, and it started with sucking him off and
got worse from there."

"The last time it happened I got really hard, and I don't know how but he
made me cum and I don't want to talk about what we were doing, except that
I shot a load so I guess I have to be gay because otherwise why would I
LIKE what he was doing? I'm so confused about this and now this is all
happening and everyone hates me anyway."

I was starting to get ragged in my breathing and my voice was breaking, but
now that I had gotten started I had to tell Alex everything and get the
story off my chest.

"He keeps blackmailing me, and at first it was just the threat of violence
but now he's got pictures of what we were doing and I don't even know what
happened to those pictures. I know that Parker was there last time I had to
do what he wanted and he was even more evil than last time, so I don't know
if that means that Sean showed people the pictures, but that would mean he
broke his promise to me that he wouldn't tell everyone, so I'm really
scared and if people know then they're going to use this as a reason to say
I killed Sean."

I was starting to hyperventilate now, so I didn't notice that Alex had
moved over to my side of the table. What happened next completely blew me
away.

Alex was kissing me.

This was so different than when Sean would force me to suck him. This time
the flesh against my lips was softer, less insistent and much less
forceful. It was something different, and I didn't know what to think of it
so I just didn't do anything until he realized that I wasn't sure what to
do and stepped away. I pushed him away, not wanting to think about what it
would mean if he kept kissing me.

He looked disappointed. "Devin, I'm gay too. It's okay, you'll see that
it's going to be okay. All of this that happened doesn't mean anything and
it doesn't mean that you're going to be treated badly here."

Alex sat back down in his seat. He was red faced and breathing heavily, and
I was doing the same. We just stared at each other for a few seconds, each
thinking about what had just happened and what we were going to do next.

I found myself watch Alex as he spoke, noticing different things about him
that I hadn't seen before, and realizing that I was starting to look at him
the way I looked at Sean. This wasn't right. I still didn't really
appreciate the idea that I might be into dudes. Sean was different. That
was just one athlete admiring the body of another athlete. If I were to
start looking at Alex that way...

I mean, Alex was cute, I guess. A bit shorter than me, but I guess that
makes sense since he's only fourteen and I'm seventeen. He's nothing like
Sean though. Sean was muscular and you could tell that he played sports for
his living. Alex was slender, and you could just as easily tell that he
didn't play sports of any kind. But why was I even thinking this, I wasn't
attracted to guys anyway. So why was I still staring?

Alex started to move closer, and I started to panic, I didn't want to deal
with this, I didn't want to be gay or bi or whatever he was. I wanted to be
straight and have a girlfriend and have kids and do everything that
everyone who's happy expects to do. I heard him speak and then I completely
lost it and panicked.

"Devin, I~"

"NO! Don't say it, whatever it is I don't want to hear it."

I didn't give him a chance to respond. I got up and ran away. Away from
someone who just heard all my problems and tried to make things better. If
I had looked back, I would have seen that Alex looked like his world had
been taken away from him. But I didn't look back, all I did was keep
running away from the idea that I might actually like another dude.