Date: Sun, 13 Aug 2000 13:29:03 EDT
From: TanasugarnFan1@aol.com
Subject: The Project 3-4 (gay Male-high school)

DISCLAIMER: If your offended by this don't read it. If your to young to
read this don't get caught. I won't take any responsibility, for your
mistakes. Now you have this let's go on to the story.

Well I hope you people enjoyed the first two chapters. Thanks to everyone
who have sent mail to me. Remember you can always e-mail me at
TanasugarnFan1@aol.com Well, here are the next two chapters of the Project.

The Project:
Chapter 3

	James woke up with the feeling of two lips pressing against
his. Matt opened his soft lips letting James tongue explore. Matt had made
breakfast for James while he was sleeping. Before Matt woke James, he
stared at his partner's wonderful physique. He looked at his beautiful
face, his outstanding abs and anything else that was on his lovers
body. Matt absolutely adored James. Ever since they first locked eyes, he
knew he wanted to have him. It took 5 long years, but he finally did and he
was satisfied, finally. He began to think about his life, and what kind of
future he could have with James. It was senior year, and college was around
the corner. He didn't want to think about the bad things, he wanted to
think about all the good things that could happen.

"I made you breakfast in bed," Matt said.

"Oh, you shouldn't have. I don't deserve it," James responded with a huge
smile on his face.

"The second you kissed me back, you deserved it!" Matt said, while he
started feeding James.

"Wow, cute and you can cook too? Now I really need to be with you," James
sarcastically decided.

"I wouldn't mind that," Matt said.

"Dude, you've only been with me for a day, believe me when I say you will
mind it!"  James exclaimed, in both a sarcastic and serious way. Matt
didn't respond. They both ate their breakfast and both took separate
showers. They wanted to finish the project, before they started anything
sexual. At least that's what Matt thought. What he didn't know was that
James was a virgin. Not like he didn't have his chances. Everyone assumed
that he had done it, considering his clique has had a very bad reputation
for being, "horny sluts" as James called them. James was a romantic at
heart.

	It was 1:00 p.m. when they finally departed from Matt's house. The
plan was to go to Staples, buy a poster board, finish the project then go
clubbing later tonight. They hadn't decided if they were going to a gay
club or a straight one. They only knew of one under 21 gay bar, while they
knew many straight bars.

	It was now 5:00 p.m.. They had finished the project, the written
report even the partner evaluation. The project wasn't due for two
weeks. It would be one-third of their final history grade. Graduation was
in two months. Both James and Matt knew that college would be a definite
problem.

"We can't go now, it's only 5:00 p.m.. What do you want to do in the
meantime?" James quizzed.

"Well, it'll take us two hours to get ready knowing us. Then another hour
to get to the gay club, so by the time we get there it'll be around what
8:00 p.m.. I think that'll be good, anyways I don't want to be out to long,
I need my beauty sleep," Matt replied.

"Matt, let me tell you beauty sleep is something that you don't need."
James responded.

"Stop it, your making me blush. Do you want to take a shower together?"
Matt said softly.

"I don't know. If we take it together, I mean it might lead to you
know....I really want to take it slow. Sex is something special to me,
and....." James never finished.

"Really? Wow, sorry if I was moving to fast, it's just you have a
reputation," Matt said apologetically.

"Yeah, I am surrounded my horny sluts, so I'm a horny slut by
association. To be honest I haven't gone past third base," James said.

"Oh, well if you don't want to take it with me I understand, I'll just jump
in first."

"Matt."

"Yeah babe?"

"I promise you one day before graduation, we will do it if we're still
together. It's just it's only our second day together and..."

"I understand," Matt interrupted. He softly kissed James on the lips and
headed upstairs.  James got up and put his favorite cd in. It was Kina's
self titled debut album. He put it on random, and contemplated. He thought
how lucky he was to have Matt. He never thought he'd ever have a chance to
be with him. He was finally happy. He knew that he was so lucky to have a
man in his life. His favorite song on the album came on, and he could only
sing along.

I don't got the question, baby
I don't got the question
Are you askin if I love you
Are you saying you don't know by now
You should never wonder, baby
You should never wonder
`Cause I need you more than ever
We will always be together, yeah

You control my heart
I feel you in the very air that I breathe
You're such a man, I need you with me
And, when the world seems hard
You protect me like a man does a child
With them big ol' arms

Oh no, you don't ever have to wonder
You're me knight and shining armor
You're my heart, I'm proud to say
I love you, I love you, I need you
I want to spend forever, together, my partner
Can't live a day without you
I love you, I need you
I want to spend forever, together, leave never
Can't live a day without you

I can see the day we met
I can see it clearly
The first day of my new life
I knew I would be your wife, yeah
Always heard of love at first sight
Thought it was kind of silly
How could love shine on a stranger
Love comes on a little stronger

Oh no,
Cupid shot me with that arrow
I could barely catch my breath
Cupid scared me half to death
Oh yes,
You came runnin' and ensalved me
With the love no other man could give me

I wanna say
I love you, I love you, I need you
I want to spend forever, together, my partner
Can't live a day without you
I love you, I need you
I want to spend forever, together, leave never
Can't live a day without you
I love ya!

Oh no, you don't ever have to wonder
You're me knight and shining armor
You're my heart, I'm proud to say
I love you, I love you, I need you
I want to spend forever, together, my partner
Can't live a day without you
I love you, I need you
I want to spend forever, together, leave never
Can't live a day without you
I love ya, I need ya.

	James was startled with the sounds of clapping. In came Matt
looking as fine as can be.

"James you really have a great voice."

"No, I suck, I'm going to take a shower."

"O.K.," was Matt's reply. After he heard the shower turn on he looked over
the lyrics for song #2. He replayed the song. He know considered it their
song. Matt wasn't sure if the song was referring to him, but he didn't care
he loved it and was glad he heard James' wonderful voice. James finally
came downstairs. "Damn, you look hot."

"Why, you don't look so bad yourself."

"Thanks. Well we should be leaving," Matt said.

"Sure," James replied. They both went to the car, as James drove the hour
long drive to the club. When they got there it was 8:00 p.m.. Both Matt and
James headed in. They were very tentative as it was the first time either
of them were at a bar like this. The first thing they decided to do was to,
dance. The dance wasn't any dance. They were bumping and grinding, they
didn't care if anyone was around. They were really getting into and didn't
notice the circle that surrounded them, watching their every move. Finally
the song ended, and applause was loud. Matt and James both blushed and
continued dancing.

"Tonight we're having a wet underwear contest, we need contestants. Winner
receives 200 dollars."

"Matt you should try it, I mean your hot great body, and it would be
cool. We would be in money," James said.

"I'll only do it, if you do it too."

"Why the hell not," James said. They both went up there and looked as 10
others joined them. Each person stripped down to their underwear got
drenched with water and danced around. Matt was second, and he was up
rather quickly. James was the last to go, so he could wait and see what
everyone else did. Matt walked up and shaked what he had, along with
James. It was now 10:45 and winners were decided by 3 judges.

"Number 1, 4. Number 2, 9. Number 3, 7. Number 4, 6. Number 5, 8. Number 6,
7.  Number 7, 8. Number 8, 1. Number 9, 8. Number 10, 9," exclaimed the
judge. "Number 2, and Number 9 shares the prize! Hey aren't you two the
ones that gave us a great show earlier?"

"Uh, yeah if your talking about our dirty dancing," James said.

"Yeah, that was us."

"Well, here's your check. How would you cuties like to get on stage and
give us a victory dance?" one of the judges asked. Matt and James looked at
each other for a moment and said "What the hell."

	Matt and James walked up on the stage. "The dual winners of the
underwear contest are nice enough to give all of another dance like
earlier, let's give them a hand."

	James and Matt had already started their grind session before the
announcement was made. There were really going at it. Crotches touching,
hands roaming, it was definitely a sight to be seen. The crowd was paying
strict attention to the two teens standing on the stage. The song finally
ended and a loud applause was heard. Matt and James bowed and went to the
bar to get a coke before they left. When they got home it was nearly 2
a.m. They made out while walking up to Matt's room. They stripped off all
their clothes and fell asleep in each other's arms.

The Project Chapter 4:

	A piercing scream filled the air, as Matt jumped out of bed. It was
5 a.m. "Matt, what's wrong?" James asked, while holding Matt down.

"I had the freakiest dream, where you dumped me for Garrett, and I screamed
NO!!!!"

"Oh, that's it?" James said, half asleep.

"What do you mean that's it?"

"Well, I mean it's only a dream, and it's only me anyway."

"Only you??? Do you even know how much you mean to me? I mean only you is
like saying only being alive!" Matt yelled.

"I never realized you liked me so much, I mean I never think of myself as
being that important in anyone's life."

"Well you are because I'm kind of......never mind," Matt hesitated.

"No, what tell me."

"No, no forget it."

"Tell me," James demanded.

"Well, I think I'm kind of falling for you," Matt said softly.

"Your falling in love with me?"

"Head over heals, grand slam kind of love. When I think about going to
college and might be away for you, it scares me. Thinking about how we're
just starting and we don't have much time together scares me," Matt
responded.

"I don't get it, how can you be falling for me? You barely know me, we've
only been together for a day, it's not something that is
possible. Especially when it's with a guy like me, when your a guy like
you."

"What do you mean by that?" Matt questioned.

"Face it Matt, we're from entirely two different worlds. Your Abercrombie
catalog, all American, jock star. I'm freaky rebellious, anti-popular
kid. It's just not going to work, face it."

"It will work, if you let it happen. Your preventing it from happening, you
know what we have is really great, and we could be in love. Why won't you
let it be, we could be great. I mean we're like meant to be, if we weren't
then we wouldn't of hit it off so well. I wouldn't feel this for you," Matt
said sincerely. "Fate brought us together, and now we have to make it
happen. Why won't you let it happen?"

"I'm afraid, ok that's why."

"Afraid? Afraid of what?" Matt said, a little too loudly.

"Forget it this was a bad idea. I don't think I want to talk about this,"
James reluctantly said.

"I do, what are you afraid of?" Matt pleaded.

"I'm afraid I'll fall for you. When I fall for people my world is turned
upside down. I completely lose my senses. I get used, kicked around people
realize it. I become vulnerable, and I won't do anything about it. It has
happened before and I don't want to see it happen again," James confessed.

"James," Matt started while putting his hand on James' face, "I would never
do that to anyone. Especially you. I want you, I mean you mean everything
to me. I know we have only been seeing each other for a day, hell we've
only been friends for a week, but it's love at first talk. Whatever, I
swear that I really want us to be together. Even it's only for what, the
few months we have left together, this feeling I need it to last a little
longer, can you please accept that we're in love with each other?"

"You feel that strongly for me? I never thought that could ever happen in
my life. I thought I was incapable of being loved. I mean I get dumped all
the time, and I just thought I wasn't the date type. No one wanted to be
with me, so the fact you say you feel so strongly about me, it shocked me I
never that, was ever possible you know." James said. "Let's go back to
bed."

	With that they went into peaceful slumber. They awoke it's was now
11:30 a.m.  While Matt was sleeping he thought of an idea. That James and
him would come out to their parents on the same day. This way if something
bad happens they'll have eachother to turn too. Once again James awoke with
a kiss.

"Oh, no breakfast?" James laughed.

"Shut-up, umm...there is something I want to do today, and I think it would
be best if we did it together."

"What is it?"

"Come out to our parents," Matt hesitated.

"Uh, well Matt you know my parent's very traditional. I don't think it
would be best if I did this because what if like I get kicked out or
something. I mean I love them but they are very closed minded."

"You'll always have me to turn to," Matt said. "We can do this together to
know your not alone in this it'll defitnitley help. So, please do this with
me. I don't think I'd be able to do it without you doing it too."

	James pondered for a moment. With Matt's pleading gave James a hope
that his parents would be different. He actually thought they might accept
it. "O.K. we're doing this seprately right?"

"Yeah, I suppose. Let's go get breakfast first and then you can drop me
off," Matt said.  The breakfast convorsation centered on what they were
about to do next. Both were clearly nervous. Matt had a feeling his mom
would defitnitley have no problem. He wasn't going to tell his dad. His dad
had abandoned Matt's mom at an early age. Steve, Matt's sister's father had
done the same. He didn't make contact with eithr of them. He could care
less whether they died or not. He didn't want a part of them.

	James had an entirely different view. He knew his parents would not
accept it. In the back of his head he thought if they couldn't accept him
for who he is, he shouldn't be living with them in the first place. He
loved his parents dearly, but they were one hundrer percent
homophobic. They had finished breakfast. The rain was coming down hard and
James and Matt were in front of Matt's house. Matt wouldn't stop kissing
Matt.

"Your such a horndog, go in and do what you have to do," James said.

"Kiss my ass," Matt said.

"I'd prefer the other side, but if you want the back that's fine too,'
James replied. Matt blushed. He got out of the car and went inside. James
drove home.

"Mom, I need to tell you something," Matt said.

"OK, son what's up?" Lora, Matt's mom replied.

"I have been debatng whether to tell you this for a very long time, and I
am hoping you'll accept my decsion."

"Your not dropping out of school are you?"

"No, what I am trying to say is that. Mom, I'm gay," Matt hesitated.

"That's it?" Lora asked.

"Well yeah.."

"Matt, mothers always know these things. So, are you and James...."

"Yeah."

"Remember use a condom, because who knows..."

"MOM!"

"I heard when males put it on it enhances the pleasu..."

"MOM! You shouldn't be saying this," Matt exclaimed. The doorbell
rang. Matt was afraid it was James and he chickened out or got kicked
out. Matt answered the door.

"Hey MATT!" Mogan, Matt's litte cousin scremed.

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MEANWHILE
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	"You faggot," James' mom started. "Your a fucking dissapointment. I
want you out of this house. We never want to see you again.

"But...."

"Get the hell out you make me sick. Kissing other guys, oooh I knew it. A
fucking disgrace get out," James' dad said.

"What about college?" James asked.

"We'll pay for one year since we already did, but after that your on your
own. Never set foot in this house again."

	James ran upstairs, he already packed his bags because he knew this
was going to happen. His parents were so homophobic and he knew it. He
grabbed his bags, and ran out the door. He heard the door slam shut behind
him. He reached into his pocket and realized he left his keys in the
house. He was about to knock on the door when the keys flew out the window
into the mud. James rummaged through the mud and finally found his keys. He
was going to Matt's house.

	James stood outside Matt's door in a muddy wet mess. He looked
horrible, tears streaming down his face debating whether or not he should
enter the house. He thought Matt wasn't excepted, and it was a bad idea. He
knocked on the door. Matt ansewered the door.

"Oh my god James,"

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Ok I took a little longer than a week, but I lost my train of thought.
Please tell me what you think of this story e-mail me at
TanasugarnFan1@aol.com I hope the next installment won't take as long! I
know I hate it when I read stories and the updates are so long, so I'll be
better next time I promise! Thanks!

-JS