From: D One <doned88@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Sacrifice
Date: Mon, 07 Feb 2000 01:33:41 GMT

It was a ceremony to be initiated into the group within the team. I
knew that...having heard it in a tearful confession from one of my
best friends.

We drank the cheap wine we had stolen from his fathers bedroom. And
smoke the dope we had purchased with a weeks of lunch money. "Skunk
weed" they called it. We thought that meant great pot, but learned how
vile and horrible it tasted. Nevertheless we drank and inhaled until
we were confessing everything we needed to.

We were naked and sucking each other until our throats were full and
our testicles empty. Eric and I never spoke of it after that
night...except in exchanged letter many years later when we were able
to laugh at our youth, innocence and lack thereof. It was in one of
those notes I offered an additional confession.

Some believe that private schools are an escape from the pressures and
influences in public schools. But it is hardly that..in fact, it's an
increased amount of pressure, a focus of peer acceptance and an
increased amount of the importance of personal approval.

I pushed myself until my energy made up for my size and lack of
talents and the coaches included me on the football squad. I could run
fast and catch. But as far as blocking and thowing, I was hardly able
to measure up to my peers.

There was Connor the team captain, He could run, block, throw catch
and had a personality that influenced a positive attitude on the team
despite our so-so seasonal performance.

It was he that I thought of when I masturbated again and again. The
sight of his naked body in the showers made my stomach twitch and my
knees shake. I had to turn away to avoid displaying a teenage
erection. Somehow he seemed to notice me.and his butt slaps gave me
something to think about when I pulled the sheets over me that night
and stroked my cock...making stains on my bedding that I slept with.

My third year found me finally acceptd into the varsity team. We had
practiced with them all the time in the first two years. But being a
part of the team was to be part of the elite...and guaranteed total
school acceptance.

Somehow I knew I wanted that..I would do anything for that status.

And the opportunity came along that enabled me to achieve both goals.

The summer before my third year began, my family took me to a
Chesapeke Bay beach house. And there I stared at the naked buttocks I
knew so well. He was skinny dipping with friends off the island across
the bay. I had taken our boat across the bay to fish.

He saw me and waved and was soon holding onto the edge of the boat
talking ot me like an old friend. I wasn't a junior varsity , low
life, lower classman, but a school friend. He introduced me to his
friends that way and it made me feel fantastic.

We went to films, hung out with his friends on the island, skinny
dipped into the bay and drank ill gotten beer late on Saturday nights.

One rainy day, he appeared at our beach house. His rain soaked
clothing made him even more sexy then other times I saw him. My folks
and sisters went into town to escape the rainstorm. He came into get
dry and warm.

I watched as he stripped naked in front of me and we put his clothing
into a dryer. I offered him something to wear. Connor asked me where
my folks were and upon hearing they were in town for hours, declined
the offer of clothing.

"Nothing nicer then being natural....especially in a rainstorm with a
good friend" he said. He stood there for a moment as if waiting for
something. I knew what he waited for somehow.

He watched me pull off my clothing and smiled once I had finished.

We didnt' speak a word as we lay on my bed and watched the rain come
down, saw the summer lighting and trembled at hearing the thunder that
followed.

We snuggled closer to keep warm and petted each other. His hand seemed
to tressure my dick and his fingers played with my cockhead, testicles
and moved up to my nipples. 

He moved my hand to his genitals and I learned every inch of him too.

Our kisses were long, deep and wet. And we moved into position as if
we had been mutually satisfying each other for years. We sucked each
other until our bodies emptied themselves.

We laughed as we recovered and wrestled naked until our penis became
cocks once again. He made me lay still as he used his mouth and
fingers making my body torture itself and explode.

I returned the treatment loving the sight of his msucles involuntarily
tighten, quiver and his bodily horded sperm spurt high above us both.

When I saw my name on the varsity list, I saw him looking at me. I
wanted to mouth "thank you" but the group there would have seen me.

"You know what you have to do for your initiation" a teammate said. I
didn't know.

"You have to do something that only your team knows about...it has to
be something secret....."

I watched as another new team member stripped naked and jacked off
while shoving a carrot in his butt as the team cheered him onward.
Another kid shaved his pubic hair and yet another kid lay across the
lap of one of our largest blockers to get a spanking that made his
butt brith red, made his face tear stained and left a puddle on the
floor below him.

My turn came and I moved in front of the group stripping naked. This
wasn't in itself unique..since we saw each other naked all the time
and since the other three initiates did the same.

"I will do whatever anyone of you ask to pledge myself to the team" I
said in a somewhat formal way.

They shoved Conner, the team captain in front of me. I fumbled with
his boxer short fly and was soon sucking him as the entire group
watched and his cum splashed all over my face and chest.

The applause told me I had done good.

Now and then I was referred to as BJ but only by the team members and
in private.

I sacrificed my true identity to be a part of them. They kept my
secret and I kept Connor's too.

We never had sex again. That was my sacrifice to be a true part of him
and the team. One worth making.