Date: Mon, 26 Apr 2004 11:56:29 -0700 (PDT)
From: Danielle S <gayteenstories@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Secret Within

The story is below since it didnt work the first time. Please place in
the Gay Male High School section.

I own the characters. Please, if you are under the age in your area to
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my male/male relationships, do not read further.

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Chapter 1-


The Secret Within:


            Aidan sat quietly in the back of his father's car. He stared
out the window at the still falling snow. His eyes drooped and his mouth
was in a slight frown. Upset, he just tried to find a snow flake he could
watch float to the ground.

            "You're going to enjoy your new home, Aidan." His father said
from the front seat. He turned to look in the rear view mirror where he
had a perfect view of his father's face.

            "I doubt it, Dad. I don't understand why we have to move
anyway, I mean, couldn't we have just stayed in Florida?" He asked his
father.

            "New York will be better for us, Aid." His brother turned
around to look at him from the passenger seat. "And who knows, maybe
you'll finally get a boyfriend." Aidan mocked laughing in his brother's
direction and waited for him to start bickering again with their father
before looking out the window once more.

            New York, where snow fell in winter and the only warm days
were in late spring through mid-summer. Aidan didn't understand why New
York was the chosen place. He wanted California, Texas, Alabama for God's
sake, but his father had to choose.

            His eyes closed slightly and he drifted off to sleep,
remembering better days. His mother stood before him in his dream,
talking to him about love and life. The dream Aidan wasn't paying much
attention to her but the real Aidan was, watching his mother only a few
hours before her death had come.

            His mother died when he was twelve, only a few short years
ago. Now Aidan was sixteen and still had vivid dreams about his mother.
He depended on them, almost, for how he lived his life, open and free,
yet keeping some things carefully hidden.

            His light blue eyes watered behing their shields and a few
tears slipped out beneath them. His older brother, Matthew, noticed and
climbed into the back seat with his brother. He ruffled his brown hair,
slowly bringing Aidan to consciousness. "You okay, baby bro?" Matthew
asked in concern.

            "Hmm?" Aidan asked, eyes partially open.

            "Never mind, just go back to sleep." Matthew unbuckled his
brother's seat belt and let Aidan cuddle up to him, falling back asleep
with his head resting in the crook of Matthew's arm.

            Aidan was small compared to Matt, there was a six inch height
difference Matt being 6'3". Matt was the tall, jock in their family, and
Aidan was the small, music major. Aidan's brown hair and blue eyes
contrasted greatly with his brother's blonde hair and brown eyes. Matt
was 18 and buff, playing hockey all his life was labeled the stronger
brother, and Aidan was considered fragile.

            The car pulled to a stop and Matt looked up from his
brother's face to his father's. "We're here." His father said and Matt
lightly nudged his brother awake.

            "Come on, Aidan, we're in New York." He said.

            Aidan's eyes opened and he sat up, his brother's arm falling
from his shoulder. "We are?" He asked.

            "Yeah, let's go pick out our rooms." Matt opened the door on
his side of the car and slowly stepped out. Cold air surrounded his body,
making him shiver.

            "If you get in the house quickly you won't be as cold." His
father commented and Matt quickly ran to the door. His father came up
behind him holding the key, with it he unlocked the door and the three
stepped into their new home.

            "Big." Aidan said walking into the unfurnished living room.
He spun in circles looking up at the cathedral ceiling and to the hall up
above on the right.

            "The bedrooms up there?" Matt questioned his father and
barely waited for the nod before flying up the stairs. Aidan followed him
but with much less enthusiasm.

            "Welcome home." He whispered to himself opening the door to a
bedroom at the end of the hall. It was spacious and also had a cathedral
ceiling. There were windows on each of the walls excluding the one with
the door. He walked in and carefully crossed to one of the windows. He
looked to his new back yard, noticing the pool and diving board he
wouldn't be able to use until summer. "I found my room!" He called from
his bedroom down to his father.

            "Alright, just come get some of your stuff to mark it so Matt
won't take it." His father called back. "And afterwards we have to go to
the school and register you guys."

            Aidan heard his brother's groan echo throughout the house and
laughed lightly to himself. It was just like Matt to hate school. He
walked to the door and saw his brother standing in the hall holding a
suitcase of clothes in his hand. "You found your room?" He asked.

            "Yeah, this one." Aidan followed his brother into the bright
room. The light streamed in from the big window, making the blue carpet
even brighter. The grey walls gave the room an eerie but homey feel.
Aidan understood why his brother chose this room.

            "It's nice." Aidan said.

            "Yeah, isn't it?" His brother walked to the corner of the
room and dropped his suitcase there. "You need any help with your stuff,
little bro?" He asked teasingly.

            "I think I can handle it." Aidan said walking out the door
and down the steps to his new living room. He noticed some of his boxes
sitting near the door and moved to get them. Bending, he curled his
fingers beneath the cardboard and lifted it, he fell a couple of steps
backwards and dropped the box. "I need your help, Matt." He called up
jokingly.

            He heard his brother's loud footsteps and soon saw the
smiling face. "Which do you need help with?" Matthew asked.

            "All of 'em." A smile came to Aidan's face and he laughed
with his brother.

            Soon, all the boxes that traveled in the car with Aidan's
family were put in the places they needed to be and they were waiting for
the moving truck to arrive.

            "Come on, boys!" Matt and Aidan stopped their blackjack game
when their father called. "Let's go get you in school." Their father sang
joyfully.

            Matt groaned and stood, reaching out a hand to his brother.
Aidan grabbed it and pulled himself upwards off Matt's floor. The box
they had been playing on dented where their elbows had been. They walked
from Matt's room and hung over the banister, looking down at their
father.

            "Do we have to go to school?" Aidan groaned laughing at his
father's perkiness. "We just got out of it."

            "Let's go." Matt and Aidan drudged down the steps and met
their father at the bottom, pulling their shoes back on they walked out
of their new home and to the car.

            "Dad, we definitely need to go get winter jackets." Matt said
getting into the passenger seat.

            "Is school still going on?" Aidan called up to the front seat
at the end of the drive.

            "I believe it is." Their father pulled into the parking lot
where the high school kids were pilling out of a building. "Come on."

            Aidan slowly opened the car door and stood, watching all the
kids run about happily. He felt a weight pulling his heart down, telling
him where he should be, back in Florida with his friends laughing and
playing around. He walked a few steps behind his brother and father,
wanting to be alone at that moment.

            Aidan stopped, standing in the middle of the road looking at
the sidewalk. Standing there was a boy that looked about his about his
age staring back. The blond hair was eye length hanging partially in his
eyes but the silvery grey color was still visible. Aidan was captivated
by the boy.

            He heard a shout and saw the boy jerk his head away and start
to walk towards the sound. A car drove by and Aidan came to his senses.
He ran to catch up to his family.

            Maybe New York wasn't going to be as bad as Aidan first
thought it would be. Maybe he could survive outside of Florida.



Hope you enjoyed the first chapter to "The Secret Within" I'm working on
writing the next one but it's hard to put into a busy girl's schedule but
I will try to have it up soon. Please send any comments about this story
to GayTeenStories@yahoo.com I hope to hear from many of you.


~Angel~