Date: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 18:21:02 -0700 From: KD D <kd_stories@yahoo.com> Subject: The sound of starting over ch. 8 The sound of Starting over- Ch.8 Warning this story contains underage sex of the same sex! So if it's not legal where you are back out now! This story is completely fictional! All characters are made up with made up names! They are not supposed to represent anyone I know! Please do not copy or paste this story without my permission! Thanks and enjoy! ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Sorry for the long delay in chapters I am now in college so this is going to be really tricky any way this chapter happens a few weeks after the last one. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Finally I find Chandler in the cafeteria next to Kale. I have seen him spending a lot of time with him. I guess he has just been avoiding me these last few weeks. I have a walking boot on now, I hated the damn crutches and begged the doctor to put me in a boot. I still hurt from time to time, but not near as bad as I did. Walking to the table I see the smile fade from his lips. He looks thinner than what he did. "Can we talk?" I ask. He looks nervously at Kale, who gives him a dark look. "This doesn't concern you Kale!" I say loudly. "If it involves Chandler, then it is my concern." He says. Chandler puts a hand on his shoulder, "Its fine dude." "Text me if there is a problem." Kale says. I can feel him following me as I limp out of the cafeteria. "Where are we going?" "Just trust me." I tell him. "Last time I did that..." I cut him off before he can finish. "I didn't out you, you outed yourself to Liam." I say trying to control my anger. "Forget this, I didn't get dragged out here to be insulted by you Landon, I'm going back inside." He says stopping in the hallway. I stop and turn around, "Please?" I ask with desperation in my voice. He rolls his eyes; "This better be good." I take him to the third hall, I know it is empty, I stop at a row of lockers and look at him. He leans against the lockers. "Look I am sorry about the night that I kissed you. I was being an idiot." I tell him. "Yeah I know that." He says defensively. "Look Liam misses you, Jake misses you man." I say in desperation. "So you drag me down here to tell me they miss me?" He says confused. "NO, I miss you....."I tell him in a whisper. "Wait you miss me?" He says pointing to himself. I exhale, "Yeah..." He laughs, "Whatever Landon I am not going to fall for this bullshit, I have way too much going on right now." He starts to walk away and I move in front of him, and push him against the lockers and kiss him. He tries to shove me off, but I lean into him pressing my hips against his. He finally opens his lips and pulls me closer. I hear him moan, and I start to let my hands slide over his body cupping his ass, our tongues wrestling for control over each other. I feel him slide a hand to my crotch and grab me, I know I am rock hard and I let out a moan. I slide my hand up his shirt I don't understand what is going on, but I can't get enough of him. I need more of him, I need to feel him against me. He jerks my hand from under his shirt, "Stop." Our lips disconnect and I look back at him, "What's wrong?" I lift his shirt before he has time to protest and I see a huge bruise over his ribs, "What the fuck happened?" "Nothing, look I got to get back to the cafeteria..." He tries to move around me, "No Chandler talk to me!" I say grabbing his wrist. "Please let go!" he says in a scared voice. I let go, and he gives me a sad look, his swollen lips are begging to be kissed again, "Please, come over tonight." I say. "I don't think that would be a good idea." He says. "We need to talk." "Yeah I know we do." He says walking off. I watch him walk off and I hit the lockers with my fist. I don't know what the fuck I did, but I need more of it. I fucking hate him so much for making me feel this fucking vulnerable...I can't get him out of my head! I haven't had one single night of sleep without dreaming of him. I want to fucking hate him, but I want to push him against the lockers again and just have my way with him. I slide down and sit on the floor, trying to calm these fucking emotions that are suffocating me. I hate feeling this way, I reach into my pocket and pull out two pain pills and pop them into my mouth. I need to stop the feelings of emotions, they make me fucking weak. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Chandler's POV I make it back to the table in the cafeteria, "You okay?" Kale asks as I sit down. I nod my head, "Yeah, I'm good." He looks at me more seriously, "Why are you flushed?" I shrug my shoulders, "No idea. Do you work after school?" "Yeah I have to close tonight, then I might go meet someone..." he says smiling. "Spill it!" I say. "It's this college guy that came into the Coffee shop he is cute and he left me his number, so I called him and we are going to go out tonight. What are you doing?" I hesitate I can't go back to my apartment tonight, he threatened to kill me after last night, "I might go to Liam's." I say. "Liam's or do you mean Landon's?" Kale replies with a look of suspicion. I blush and put my head down, so I don't have to face him. "It's okay if you like him. I mean what happened between you two that had you so flustered when you came back in?" "Nothing, I already told you!" I say getting defensive. I get my bag and get up from the table; I don't need this crap right now at all. I take off out of the cafeteria and down the hall. "Chandler, hey dude wait up!" I hear someone shouting. I don't want to wait up, so I start moving down the hall faster, "Chand!" I stop and turn around to find Liam chasing after me. "Are you okay?" "Oh now you want to ask how I am?" I say pissed off still. He puts his hands up in mock surrender, "Whoa man. Look I wanted to apologize about the hell I gave you. I don't care if you're gay, I just miss my brother man." Just like that all my defenses came crumbling down. "I missed you too." We both sit down next to the lockers. "I am sorry. I was just, it's not been easy with Landon coming here, you know that. I should have been more understanding with you, but I was being an idiot." "Dude it's okay, it kind of just happened. I was a mess, and I have no idea why I kissed him." I say blushing a little. "Dude seriously you could have any guy, I mean I'm a little offended you didn't kiss me!" he says smiling. "Dude that's gross you're like my brother!" The bell rings, and he helps me up, "So I will see you later." I tell him. He gives me a strange look, "You coming over?" "Yeah Landon invited me over." A look passes over his face, "Okay maybe we can chill later. Hey man I can't tell you what to do and even though Landon is my brother just be careful ok? I don't know, he has been acting weird lately." (Landon's POV) I hobble around my room, trying to clean it up just a little. Not too much, because I am not trying to impress him at all. I just really don't know why I'm cleaning, maybe it's my nerves I finally hear a knock on my door. I move to open the door and it's Liam. "What do you want?" "I was going to go get something to eat and wanted to know if you wanted to tag along with me and Jake?" He asks. "No." I tell him. "Well okay then...do you want me to bring you anything back?" "No...thanks I am good." I say trying not to be so abrasive. "Okay, if you change your mind just text me." "Wait how long is Helen going to be gone?" I ask. "Probably till later this evening." Liam says walking away. I sit on my bed, trying not to call Chandler to see where he was. About fifteen minutes later I hear a knock on my door. "Come in." I say spreading out on my bed. Chandler walks in and looks at me laid out on my bed, I can see him gulp for air. "Hey." He says. "Sup?" I reply. He shuts the door, and kind of stands there awkwardly. "You can come in the room." "Yeah...I know that." He says fumbling over his words. A smile at this, it was cute seeing him do that. "I'm just laying down, my foot was killing me, but here you can sit next to me." I say getting up. I can see him hesitate for just a moment, he finally sits next to me. "So what was all that about in school today?" "What was what?" "You kissing me." He says blushing. "Oh you mean this?" I say and lean in and kiss him. To my surprise he doesn't fight back, but instead pulls me into him. Our kiss gets harder, more desperate. I fall on top of him and push into him hearing him moan gives me a little satisfaction. He flips me over, I let him and in one swift move he has my shirt off. He is quickly on my neck kissing me. I am not used to not being in charge, it feels so weird. I let out a moan that surprises me. I feel his hands run down my abs, and I move to take his shirt off but he bats my hands away. I let him play his little game. Our tongues fighting against each other, I run a hand through his hair pulling him harder into me. I feel him grabbing my hard on. I let out a loud moan. I never even realized I was hard. He starts to grind into me and I feel his dick pressing against mine through my shorts. I grab his hard dick, and he grunts and thrusts his hips into me again. I bite the bottom of his lip as I let out a groan, and thrust back into him harder, I give one last thrust and I let out a loud moan and kiss him deeper. I hear him grunt as well and he moves off me, and kisses me one more time as we lay in post orgasm bliss. "That was intense." He whispers kissing me again. I look at him, and the sudden realization hits me, I shove his arm off me, and get up as fast as I can. "What's wrong?" he asks sitting up. "I didn't, I couldn't have." I say looking at him and then down at my shorts to confirm the mess I made in them. He gets up and comes over towards me, "Hey its ok." "Don't touch me!" I say looking for my pain killers in my night drawer. "I can't believe I lost control, I can't believe you took control over me!" I say ripping the drawer from the night stand. I pick up the pill bottle, and see it's empty and throw it. I go to my dresser and rummage to see if I have anything I put away. I don't find anything not one fucking pill. I feel his arms come around me, "Stop!" I try to push him away, but I am already in tears at this point. "Why did you do this?" I ask almost begging him. "Landon, I didn't do anything. It's okay if you like me, you know that?" "I can't be this weak I should have never let you have control!" I say trying to shove him away, but he just pulls me closer into him and as he does the touch of his skin on mine is mesmerizing. Suddenly I'm pulling him closer into me, plunging my tongue deep into his mouth, as I realize I'm rock hard again. Damn It! What the fuck is happening to me? He's so damn addictive and I'm completely hooked. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Here is chapter 8 sorry it took so long! I am in college full time, and still doing 40 hours at work! Plus a ton of homework! So it's taking a lot out my time up now. I hope to hear everyone's thoughts on this chapter. With all that being said I am taking a leave from this story for a bit until I can catch up on everything. I will finish this story I promise, I am still writing alive in the lights. Thank you all for the continued support and thank you to my editor who did a fantastic job on this!!!!!!!