Date: Thu, 10 Nov 2005 08:10:05 -0800 (PST)
From: andy moore <andy_9529@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Tyler I Knew - Chapter 3

 This Story is FICTIONAL. Mean's it's not real. Do not read
   this if you can't handle high-school sexual experiences
    between males or if it's illegal where ever you live.


                      The Tyler I knew

                        Chapter Three


     "I can't do it! I don't want to! Please just quit, I
won't say anything I promise! Please!" Tyler was screaming
in his sleep.

"Tyler! Wake up!" Andy said franticly shaking Tyler.

"What? What's wrong? What's going on?" Tyler said waking up.

"You were screaming in your sleep, yelling about something.
Are you alright?" Andy  said, still worried.

"I'm fine." Tyler said , looking away.

"You just had a bad dream, that's obvious." Andy said
putting his arm around Tyler. "You want to talk about it?"

Tyler didn't say anything but pulled himself away from Andy,
got up and walked into the bathroom closing the door behind
him. Andy wanted so bad to go and see if he was alright. He
remained in the bed sitting up waiting for Tyler to return.
After fifteen minuets Andy had began to worry more.

Andy got out of bed slowly, walked slowly to the door and
pressed his ear against it. He could hear sob's inside.
Tyler was crying. Andy's heart dropped. What could be so
wrong? He was beginning to think the worse of it all. In his
dream he was pleading for someone to quit something. To stop
what ever it was they were doing. Was someone mean to him
sexually? Someone has been forcing him to do things he
didn't want to do. Andy was sure of it.

"Tyler, I'm coming in." Andy said as he slowly turned the
knob on the door and pushed it open.

Tyler didn't look up as Andy walked in.

"Please listen to me a moment. I don't know why you are all
the sudden like this but I don't care what the reason is.
I'm not here to make fun of you at all. I want to be with
you Tyler. I want to be with you forever. I know I just met
you the other day, but you have sparked something in my life
that I am sure no one else could. You have given me a light
that has helped me see what I want and need. And that is
you. I want and need you more than anything in this world.
Tyler I would do anything for you and I don't care what's
happened in the past, or what's going on now. I want to help
you through what ever it may be and nothing is going to turn
me away or change my mind. Tyler I love you. I am sure of
it. Please talk to me." Andy said with tears in his eyes.

Tyler looked up slowly after Andy spoke. He noticed that
Andy had a look of sincerity. He couldn't help himself and
broke out crying even harder. Andy kneeled down and wrapped
his arms around Tyler. They both sat there for a moment and
held each other.

"I love you too! Tyler said pulling away from Andy. "But you
need to understand that what I am about to tell you I have
never told a soul. This is my deepest secret and I never
intended to tell anyone. But I knew that someone would ask
someday." Tyler paused for a moment to gather himself then
spoke again. "When I was 10 years old my dad walked out. He
tried for custody of us and the courts didn't grant it. My
dad loved us. My sister and I both would much rather be with
our dad. He was the best ever. My mother on the other hand
was a druggie and a drunk. She cheated on him on a regular
basis with more than just one man. She did it for her drug
money, and sadly still does it to this day. I still don't
know why the courts ruled in her favor because you can look
at my mom and see what she is. She looks horrible Andy. She
is all messed up. I can't even say I care for her anymore
with all the things she let happen. Two years after dad left
mom started regularly dating a man named Sean. Sean seemed
like a savoir to us. At times he would take us camping,
fishing, and has even taken me hunting. A year into their
relationship they split up and Sean went his own way. Yet
again she drove another good man off. He changed a lot
around the house when he lived there. We actually had food
all the time and he never let us get into to much trouble
with mom. Like I said before he was our savior. He may have
been a pot head and drank a bit but he was never as bad as
her."

Tyler looked down for a few moments. Andy didn't say
anything but waited on Tyler to recompose himself.

"Then there was Frank." Tyler spoke again sitting himself up
against the wall. "At first he seemed rather nice. I don't
know, maybe he was trying to impress mom. But he soon
learned that to impress her when it came to us kids he had
to be mean to us. So needless to say, he was. Time went by
with him beating on us some. The occasional whipping with
his very hard belt and an open handed slap across my sister
face. The very day I turned 13 something else came to my
attention. My sister came to me that night with tears in her
eyes and welts on her face and back. He had beaten her for
back talking him. But it gets worse. Later that night she
told me he had done other things to her as well in the past.
She told me about how he would sexually molest her by
sticking his hands down her pants and at times making her do
sexual favors for him."

Tyler started crying more now. Andy had the impression that
it only got worse from here.

"A couple months later I had let this slip to a teacher at
school and she had turned it into Children Services. The
Social Workers came to my home and talked to all of us. He
must have said something to her to scare her because she
denied any of it. That night mom and him had gotten into a
fight over something stupid and went somewhere else. I
remember waking up at around 1 am to my sister yelling and
screaming for help. I jumped up and ran to her room. I
opened the door and found him on top of her forcing her to
have sex. He had seen me open the door and walk in. I
stopped just inside the room. I didn't know what to do or
how to act. I was in shock. There was my sister under this
madman crying for help. She was in pain, he was hurting her.
I wanted to help her but I didn't know how. I could have
done something. "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT, BOY?" he yelled,
but I just stood there. I was in shock"

Tyler stopped. He was shaking and crying more than Andy had
ever seen anyone do. Andy himself couldn't hold back, he too
was crying. He couldn't help but wonder how anyone could
ever hurt anyone like that. He wondered how anyone could be
so cruel.

His voice shaking more than ever Tyler spoke again. "He
jumped up and ran after me. I couldn't move I was glued to
the floor. I couldn't get away. He grabbed me up and pulled
me over to the bed and threw me next to my sister. He pulled
my pants down and grabbed my dick. Finally I came out of the
trance I was in and started yelling. Both of us screaming
for help. I remember him moving off the bed. I thought he
was going to leave. But he moved to the floor and grabbed
his pants pulling something out of the pocket. I didn't know
what it was but I soon found out. He crawled back on top of
us holding us down. In his hands he held an open pocket
knife. He told me that he was going to cut my dick off. He
grabbed a hold of it and pulled it, lowering the knife to
the bottom. I felt a sharp pain. I yelled louder then
everything went black. The next thing I knew I was laying in
a hospital room alone. I was scared when I woke up. Those
days, being alone was the way I wanted it. But when I woke
up I felt alone. I felt scared. I felt lost. I wasn't sure
what had happened or why I was there. I was sure it was all
just a dream."

Andy was crying then just as much as Tyler. He was
speechless.

"The nurse walked in and sat down next to me. She told me
that the man who had done this was put in jail. She said
that the neighbor heard all the yelling and came over to see
what the problem was. She said he busted in and stopped
Frank from continuing what he was about to do. She told me
that he didn't stop him soon enough though. That he had
taken the knife and cut the lower part of my penis. There
wasn't any serious injury but to this day there is a scar to
remind me just how sick some people can be. Children
Services pulled my sister and I out of the home for a while.
Mom managed to get us back though. She convinced them that
she knew nothing of the matter, that they had gotten into a
fight and only left to go to the store. I didn't want to go
back to my mother. I would have been happier anywhere else.
I still would be. But to this day I am still stuck with the
bitch. I hate her Andy. I can't even stand looking at her.
We have probably spoken less than 50 words in the last
year."

The two sat quietly for a moment. Andy still being
speechless and in tears didn't know what to say. Tyler had
calmed down for the most part but was still shaking.

"Can I ask something?" Andy asked.

Tyler nodded.

"What happened to Frank?"

Tyler looked down for a moment then looked back up to Andy.
"Can you believe he only did six months? Six months in
Prison, and has to register as a sexual offender for the
rest of his life. Nice system, huh?"

"Come on, let's get you back to bed alright?" Andy said
standing up and holding out his hand for Tyler.

The two made their way back to the bed and crawled in
together.

"Tyler, that doesn't change my opinion about you in any way.
Like I said before, I love you more than anything and
nothing will ever change that." Andy said pulling Tyler over
to  him so Tyler's head was resting on his chest.

Tyler felt safe yet again. He felt that nothing could ever
hurt him while he was laying there. No one could ever get to
him. Andy would see to it that Tyler was safe.


The next morning Tyler awoke to an empty bed. He looked
around the room for Andy but couldn't find him. He got up
and made his way downstairs. There he found  David and Mark
sitting at the table but no Andy.

"Good morning!" They greeted Tyler.

"Do you want some breakfast?" Mark asked.

"I uhm.. Yes, thank you. Where is Andy?" Tyler asked,
starting to get worried.

"He had to run to his house this morning. He said to tell
you he was sorry for leaving you like that, he didn't want
to wake you. He said you were sleeping like an angel!" Mark
said with a smile.

Tyler blushed a bit and said. "Oh, do you know how long
he'll be?"

"He should only be a few more minuets. His house is only 10
minuets from here. Now, sit down and have you some
breakfast!" Mark said starting to chuckle.

Tyler sat down and had a  enjoyable breakfast with Andy's
uncle and his partner. They sat at the table for an hour
deep in conversation about the video game from the night
before, and the weather.

"Well hello sunshine!" Andy said as he walked through the
door. He walked over behind Tyler, bent down and kissed him
on the cheek. "I've got something for you, but you will have
to wait until later to get it. Sorry!" Andy said smiling at
Tyler.

"Do you always have to tease me?" Tyler asked grinning.

"I only tease those I love!" Andy said bending back over and
giving Tyler a hug. "Give it time, I am sure there will be
more!"


"Hey Tyler, are you planning on staying tonight? You're more
than welcome to stay here anytime you like, as much as you
like. You don't even have to ask." Mark said ask the two
boy's got up to leave the kitchen.

Tyler stopped and looked from Andy to Mark, then back to
Andy. Andy nodded at Tyler seeing that he was not sure was
to say.

"I guess!" Tyler said shrugging.

"No need to be so unsure about it, Tyler! If you want to,
please feel free too!" Mark said, standing up and walking
over to Tyler and placing his hand on Tyler's shoulder.

"Alright!" Tyler said with a smile.

"Well, boy's. We have some things to do in town today." Mark
said getting up and clearing the table. "Andy, are you
staying here tonight?"

"Depends on what Tyler is doing." Andy said, looking at
Tyler.

"I guess I can stay tonight too. But I have to work tomorrow
evening." Tyler said.

"Good! I'll see you later this evening then."  Mark said
walking out the door with David following.

"What do you want to do today?" Andy asked.

"Doesn't matter." Tyler answered.

"Well I don't really care what we do, I am happy enough just
being with you." Andy said walking over to Tyler and putting
his hands around his waist and pulling him towards his body.
Tyler moved his arms around the top of Andy's shoulders and
the two stood there staring into each others eyes. It was
definitely love they shared. Neither one could deny it.

"I love you!" Tyler spoke softly.

"I love you too!" Andy said, moving forward and kissing
Tyler.

"Oh I forgot to... Oh, sorry!" Mark said ask he stormed back
into the kitchen.

Tyler jumped and pulled away from Andy.

"I'm sorry. I just forgot my keys." Mark said walking over
to the table and picking them up. "I'm leaving now." And he
walked out the door.

"Well, what do ya say you get changed and we will go find
something fun to get into?" Andy said.

"Sounds good!" Tyler said, and without hesitation he headed
for the stairs to get ready.


**I can not write one whole chapter in one sitting. So
forgive me for the time it took to get his one posted. In
the last week I have had some things come up that prevented
me to get on the computer much, and when I was able to I
just couldn't write. Sorry if this chapter seems a bit off.
I will work harder on chapter four. So bear with me. And
please feel free to email me at  andy_9529 at yahoo.com -
Andy.