Date: Mon, 12 Apr 2010 07:43:27 -0400
From: Dawson Spear <dawson.spear@gmail.com>
Subject: Thomas Chapter 21

Dear Readers:

I want to thank you for the emails of support.  I hope that you are
enjoying the series.  I have finished Chapter 24 and 25 will be the last
chapter in this series.  The chapter that follows has very little sex as it
really is a transition and I have to set the stage.  Chapter 22 hopefully
will make you hard again; it will be posted later today.  Look at it this
way it will give your cock a rest.

I want to take this chance to thank Nifty.  This is my first effort and
Nifty certainly provides a real service to all of us.  Again thanks for the
emails.



From Chapter 20

In the meantime, Tommy took the medium sized needle, made sure it was clean
and took Hugo's cock from Jeff's mouth, wiped it with peroxide and
continued the induction process.

Chapter 21

Jeff could not believe what he was seeing.  Hugo lay still, his eyes
closed, taking slow deep breaths.  Jeff lay down beside him and whispered
in his ear, "Master is there anything I can do?"

"Yes.  Please hold my hand" came back the hesitant voice of Hugo.

Stew picked up Hugo's massive cock and wrapped the ice filled towel around
the head.  Hugo shivered as the cold started seeping into the shaft and
head causing a numbing of all feeling as well as a reduction in size.
Tommy drove the needle into the slit that this time was opened from the
outside in.  This time instead of spewing forth hot white protein it spewed
forth hot red blood as the need passed into the slit and out the bottom of
the head.  Hugo shuddered as Tommy rotated the needle so as to ream out a
passage.  When complete he cleaned up the blood with more peroxide and then
removed a Prince Albert from a velvet bag that he then fitted into the hole
he had driven through Hugo's cock.

At that moment the door flew open and three armed men rushed into the room.
They made their way directly to Jeff.  After securing him, they then
proceeded to kill all of the boys in the room with the exception of Jeff
and Hugo.  Hugo had yet to fully regain consciousness from his piercing
experience.  The armed group led by the pizza boy seized Jeff and taking a
knife announced they were going to geld him; they said that he had need of
his cock to piss, but no need for his testicles as they were of no use as
he was a sissy boy.  Hugo screamed just as the knife started the process.
Between Hugo's scream, Jeff's flinching, and the knife reflecting off the
copper banding, the knife missed Jeff's scrotum but sliced through his cock
just a half inch from his pubic bone.  Blood shot out of Jeff's wound, as
Hugo jumped on the nearest criminal setting off an explosive blast.
Everything went black.

When Hugo came to he was in the emergency room of the local hospital.  He
struggled to sit up to discover where he was, what had happened and where
Jeff was.  He was given a sedative which put him to sleep for several
hours.  When he next was aware of his surroundings he was in a private
room.  He pushed the bell and asked the nurse what had happened.  She left
the room to be rapidly replaced by a police official and the headmaster of
the school.  Hugo refused to answer any questions until he was told of
Jeff's condition and whereabouts.  He was told that Jeff was in the
adjoining room and that he was expected to make a full recovery.  Hugo knew
immediately something was not alright from the looks exchanged by the two
men.

They explained to Hugo that apparently the three criminals died as a result
of the hand grenade that they set off, and that the other boys in the room
had died as a result of gunshot wounds.  Hugo had some injuries but they
were all superficial and that he would be released the next day.

There was a noise in the hall and the door to Hugo's room was opened with
force to reveal a man and woman who were clearly Jeff's mom and dad as they
resembled him to such an extent.  They said that Jeff was still unconscious
and they wanted to speak with the Headmaster, the police representative and
to the young man named Hugo.  They said that Jeff had written and spoken so
highly of Hugo and they also wanted to be sure that Hugo was alright as his
condition would be something that would have a tremendous impact on Jeff.

Hugo said he had no problem with the doctor sharing his injuries with
Jeff's parents as well as with the Headmaster.  The doctor explained that
Hugo was apparently free of any major wounds; that he had suffered a
concussion from the blast, some shrapnel inflicted wounds to his body and
that he had suffered a puncture wound to his penis but that all of the
injuries were minor in nature.

The doctor then went on to explain and discuss Jeff's injuries.  Jeff he
explained was no where nearly as lucky.  First, he had suffered a
concussion like Hugo but worse, multiple puncture wounds around his body
and that shrapnel had severed his penis.  Regretfully the penis was never
found and as a result it could not be reattached.  The doctor said he was
also concerned because Jeff's scrotum had received a concussion or blast
injury which could manifest itself in a range of eventual results.  What
range or what were the possible outcomes.

The doctor said that he thought that the blast coupled with the physical
removal of the penis could also result in mental issues that would be
experienced over time.  He said that the testicles were swollen to several
times their normal size; however, they had not ruptured which was a good
sign.  The doctor in reply to a specific question by Jeff's dad that his
penis had been reduced to a stub that was approximately one half inch long
and that while Jeff was still in his maturing stage of life that he doubted
seriously if the penis would grew any longer.  He also said that given the
swelling he was of the opinion that Jeff would be rendered sterile.  He
said that while the swelling had been arrested by ice packs, and therefore
he did not think that the testicles would rupture and have to be surgically
removed, he doubted that Jeff would be able to produce live sperm; in other
words Jeff would be sterile.  Jeff's mom fainted at that point breaking off
the conversation and causing further confusion and noise.

The doctor injected a sedative into Hugo's IV putting him to sleep and
ordered everyone out of the room.  The group looked into Jeff's room and
was told by the nurse that he was becoming more alert but that it would be
later that evening before he was fully awake and probably morning before
anyone could speak with him.  The group decided to adjourn to the intensive
care waiting area where they were met by Hugo's parents who were then fully
briefed.

Hugo awakened later that evening and summoned the nurse.  He asked about
Jeff's condition and was told that Jeff was mumbling his name.  He asked if
he could either walk to Jeff's room or be pushed in a wheel chair.  The
doctor on call was consulted and it was determined that it might do both
boys good for Hugo to sit with Jeff for a while.  Hugo went into the room
and sat in a chair.  Jeff's bed was lowered down so that Hugo could look
directly into Jeff's face while he was sitting in the chair.  Hugo picked
up Jeff's hand and held it not realizing that he was shedding tears while
silently praying for Jeff's recovery.

Jeff slowly regained some idea of consciousness.  He knew that Hugo was
present and holding his hand but he could not remember what had happened,
why he had pain, and he had no idea where he was.  Jeff started to move a
little and was moaning.  Hugo sat up and pressed the nurse call button.
She and the doctor came into the room and made it plain to Hugo he needed
to leave.  Reluctantly Hugo released Jeff's hand and started to get up.
Jeff's reaction was instantaneous and not positive.  The nurse was trying
to restrain Jeff, who in addition to resisting her efforts started crying
out Hugo's name.  Finally the doctor realized that Hugo had a calming
effect asked Hugo to return and to hold Jeff's hand; Hugo did so and an
exhausted Jeff fell back onto the bed.  At that point he had not opened his
eyes and as far as everyone knew had no idea of the extent of his injuries.
The doctor was smart enough to accept the fact that it would be in the best
interests of both boys if they shared a room and had both of them moved to
a semi-private room where they were in beds adjacent to each other.

Slowly Jeff became more and more aware of his surroundings and early the
next morning both sets of parents, the police, school officials and doctors
met in the hospital room.  They quickly came to understand that it would be
much later that day or even the following day before the boys were capable
of being questioned as to what had happened.  The doctors explained by that
time they would have had enough time to finish necessary tests and to be
sure that the boys were stabilized.  The room emptied except for one young
doctor who introduced himself as Dr. Campbell a psychiatrist.  He asked if
the boys knew the difference between a psychiatrist and a psychologist and
when they said no explained that he had a medical degree in addition to the
degree that a psychologist had and so therefore could prescribe medicine in
addition to simply counseling.  He said that he had some bad news that he
needed to explain to Jeff and wanted to know if Jeff wanted to be spoken to
separate and apart from Hugo.  Jeff said no that Hugo was like a brother to
him and that he wanted Hugo present.

Dr. Campbell paused for a moment and then went forward.  He explained that
what the two of them revealed to him he could and would not share with
anyone to include the police, their parents and unless it was medically
necessary even the other physicians treating them.  All agreed that they
would proceed on that basis.  Dr. Campbell indicated to them that he had
done a complete visual inspection of both boys and had come to the
conclusion that Jeff had been involved in some sexual activity; that he had
no STD of any kind; that he had obviously been engaging in anal sex from a
receiving point of view; that he had obviously been shaving his pubic area
or had had his pubic area shaved; that he was in good physical condition
which was one of the main reasons he had lived through the ordeal.  Finally
he said that he had no explanation of how Jeff's testicles had become
wrapped in a copper band but that had the banding not been there that there
was no question in his mind but that Jeff would have been castrated.  He
went on to say to Jeff that his penis had been severed about one half inch
from his body and that they had not been able to find the severed portion
to reattach it.  He said they would discuss this situation further at the
end.  He went on to say that, Jeff had suffered a concussion and some
extensive trauma to his testicles in that they were swollen and bruised.
He indicated that they had obtained a sperm sample and the results were
that Jeff was completely sterile.  The doctors thought that they had
arrested the swelling of the testicles by the use of ice compacts and thus
did not think that a rupture would occur that would result in his having to
be castrated.

The doctor said that he would answer any questions the boys had.  Hugo
wanted to be sure that Jeff would be 100% other than having only a stub for
a penis and being sterile.  The doctor said yes.  He went on to say that
unless Jeff had a strong support group he would need extensive counseling
and psychotherapy over an extended period of time.  Jeff sat up in bed at
that point and announced that he wanted to see the situation without the
bandages.  Dr. Campbell called for a male nurse who came in and slowly
unwrapped the bandages, which were under a diaper.  When revealed a stump
about one half inch long stood there, with a catheter inserted into it.
Jeff put his hand down to it and realized that his cock's shaft was no
longer long enough for him to even put his finger between his pubic area
and the end of the penis; in other words, he could no longer hold his cock.
In shock he said to the doctor I can no longer beat off; I can't have sex;
how can I even piss?  The doctor took his hand and said Jeff the plastic
surgeon will have to make some cosmetic alterations to your stump, which
will include the means for you to urinate.  You do realize that when I said
that your sperm producing ability was ended that you can still produce
semen, ejaculation fluid and we think still have an orgasm, you just cannot
sire children and no you cannot masturbate.

Jeff demanded to know, "Of what use are my testicles?  You might as well
cut them off!"

The doctor said no that if he was castrated he would no longer have the
ability to have an orgasm and that was not the situation.  Jeff then
wondered how he would cum if he could not fuck or beat off.

The doctor was pleased that Jeff was asking his questions as it indicated a
desire to have a full and complete life.  Dr. Campbell paused for a moment
thinking, and then asked the nurse to leave and to be sure that they were
not disturbed for any reason.  Dr. Campbell said to the two boys, "I am
going to stick my neck out here, and tell you a couple of assumptions that
I have come to.  I may be completely wrong but I don't think I am.  I think
that the two of you have a relationship; to be blunt about it I think that
you have had a sexual relationship.  I say this for a number of reasons
including the fact that when I did a complete examination of you I noticed
what I believe to be semen in your anal cavity. There is no question but
that you have a stretched anal ring; nothing to be worried about but there
none the less.  I also believe that you have been shaving your underarms
and pubic area as well as around your rectum.  One more thing that you need
to know; I cannot be absolutely sure about this but I believe that the
injuries to your testicles will result in an arrest in your pubic
development, meaning that you will never be able to grown hair around your
pubic area, your anus or under your arms; you will never have hair on your
chest.  You will have a beard but a very light one, and in fact you may go
a day or even two without shaving as a result of the arrested development
and your hair coloring."

"Now I base my assumptions and guesses on my examination but also on the
fact that when I was obtaining the sample of your semen you kept calling
out Hugo's name."

Jeff stopped him and said, "If I don't have a cock to masturbate how did
you obtain the sample?"

The doctor replied, "Remember I said that you would not want to be
castrated because you were able to have and experience an orgasm.  You
experienced one while you were unconscious and as a result of my
manipulation of your prostate.  In other words if you are stimulated
correctly you will still ejaculate."

"From what and how" asked Jeff?

"From the thing you call a stump and as a result of the stimulation of your
prostate," answered Dr. Campbell.

"Doctor please explain what you are saying in plain words," a frustrated
Jeff retorted.

"Well Jeff you have to insert something; for example a finger or a dildo
into your anal passage rubbing against your prostate, which will cause you
to ejaculate.  Now in addition I am going to recommend that you allow the
plastic surgeon to remove most of the remaining stump so as to make you
basically smooth with just a hole through which you can pee and ejaculate.
The hole would be about the same size as the hole in the head of your
dick."

Jeff looked at Hugo and asked of Doctor Campbell, "What injuries did Hugo
suffer?"

"Other than the piercing in the head of his cock, none," replied Doctor
Campbell.

Hugo then asked the doctor to leave them alone until they rang as the two
boys needed to talk.  Hugo looked steadily at Jeff as the doctor walked
from the room.  He then took Jeff's hand and said "I will back you a 100%
in whatever you want to do.  I feel responsible for what has happened to
you; it is all my fault."

Jeff stared at Hugo for a moment and said, "Hugo what do you want? What is
going to happen when you graduate in 3 years and I am at that time in the
9th or 10th grade?  You are going off to college and I am going to be here.
You want to have children as I did.  I always looked on what we were doing
as experimenting around; I did not know if I was gay or bisexual; I know
that I really did not care to do anything with a guy other than you; I did
so, only because you told me to; I subjected myself to you and I have no
regrets.  I don't want you to have any regrets either.  I will probably
drop out of school and finish up at home.  I cannot go back to school; can
you see me in the shower with a smooth area where my cock use to be or a
one half inch long stub?  I am a freak!  I cannot have kids; I cannot
service a woman.  Of what use am I?"

Hugo responded instantly, "That is simply not true.  First, you are a
special needs person now and have the right to demand a private room and
shower.  Second, you are still Jeff; you are smart, have a great
personality, you are a leader, and you use to be my friend.  Now you hold
my heart.  I am not saying these things out of sympathy for you or to you.
I have come to realize that I love you.  I want to be with you the rest of
my life.  Yes, I am only sixteen and you are fourteen but that does not
matter.  And, as for kids why can't we adopt?  I can go to the state
university right here while you finish up school.  Will you at least
consider it, and come back to school?"

Jeff took a deep breath and said, "Hugo I will give it a try if we can get
a private room together and if you promise to stand by me."

"I will not leave you."

"Well in that case let's get Dr. Campbell back in here as I have a couple
of questions," where upon Hugo got up and opened the door, asking the
doctor to come back in the room, and saying, "Doctor, Jeff has a couple of
questions."

Jeff looked at the doctor, smiled, and said, "Doctor you made a couple of
assumptions now I am going to make a couple.  Hugo and I have spoken, and
we have come to a conclusion.  I think that you are gay and therefore can
be of some help to us."

Hugo's mouth flew open in surprise, and the doctor simply smiled.  "You are
correct Jeff, although not many people know about it and I would just as
soon you did not out me."

"Doctor I will say nothing; I only said something because I think that it
gives you an insight that others don't have.  What I want to know is if you
were me, what would you have the plastic surgeon do?"

"Well Jeff I would have him trim the stump smooth, and if you will follow
my advice and ask for one plastic surgeon in particular who is also gay I
think that he can preserve the nerves so that while you would be smooth and
flat, there would still be the nerve endings that would have been in the
head of your cock, present and there just below the surface at the hole
from which you will pee and expel your nut.  I don't think that the terms
bust a nut or shoot off will apply to you any more, but I think that given
the right partner you will have a full and substantial love life."

"I have one more question, perhaps better said as a favor, "I don't want to
go back to the school if I have to shower and expose myself in public.  I
also don't want to have to live by myself and I want a private room with
Hugo as my room mate.  Can you help us; will you help us?"

The doctor smiled and said "Let's get your parents in here and start to let
this matter play out.  You can go back to school and have the surgery over
the Christmas holidays without interruption to either your classes or the
holiday itself."

The group reassembled and listened to Doctor Campbell who explained Jeff's
and Hugo's injuries in detail.  Jeff's parents sat there sobbing until Jeff
asked them to please stop; "Are you crying for me or for yourselves? It is
me who has been impacted and I have accepted my situation."

In response to Doctor Campbell's explanation, Jeff's mother asked when she
could take Jeff home to nurse him back to health.  Jeff stopped her and
said, "Mom, I want to go back to school.  I want the school to allow me to
have a private room with its own bath and for Hugo to be my room mate.  We
want to keep our relationship with Thomas and try and restore our lives as
much as possible as to the way they were prior to this happening.  I have
to have some additional surgery which I want to have done over Christmas
holidays so that I don't miss any more school than I have."

Doctor Campbell spoke up and said to the Headmaster and both sets of
parents, "These two remarkable young men need to be supported by us adults.
They need each other to get though this situation and to restore the
normalcy in their lives and I for one intend to support them.  The adults
around the room agreed not really sure that they understood all that was
being said but simply glad that things were no worse; they were extremely
sad for the families whose children had been killed and realized just how
fortunate they were.