Date: Thu, 25 Apr 2002 17:14:17 -0400
From: Bill Porter <wep363@ameritech.net>
Subject: Tossed Away Kid Chapter 19

Tossed Away Kid - Chapter 19

This is a work of fiction.  Any similarity to anyone in real life is a
coincidence.

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This is a story of love, hope, and trust.  It also deals with rejection,
false hope, and mistrust.  It is not a sex story. However, this story deals
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When I got home I found Danny sound asleep.  My mind raced with the events
of the day.  I got out my journal to try to organize my thoughts.

'Today was a day I will not soon forget.  First Danny was hit on by Rick.
I was proud of the way that he resisted Rick.  I've always felt closer to
Danny than my brothers.  I've heard people talk about soul mates and I
believe that perhaps we are soul mates.  He's my best friend, my boyfriend
and lover, my brother, and my companion.  I've always loved Danny.  Even
before I understood the concept of love.  I never want to be separated from
him again without the hope of us getting back together.

It's been a long time since I thought about my parents.  Detective Samuels
really took me off guard today by explaining the beatings and death at my
dad's high school.  I know well my father's temper.  I have the scars to
prove it.  I don't hate my mom or dad but I do hate their actions.  Over
the years I have done all I can do to show my love for them.  There were
times I wished I were never born when I was living with them.  Then they
would have been happy.

Now I'm involved in bringing my father to justice.  My feelings on this
issue are really mixed.  First, I'm going to have to leave my bestest
friend.  Then I'm going to have to be humiliated by everyone at school.
Then if all goes as planned a bunch of football players are going to try to
half kill me.  Then Detective Samuels is going to try to prove that my
father is behind all the beatings.  After trying my whole life to show my
parents that I love them, now I'm going to be involved in putting my dad in
jail.  I can't find it in my heart to hate my parents.

Then there's still the issue of who is going to be my guardian until I'm
18.  I want so much to stay here with Danny and his family.  I wish I had
some answers.

I see Danny playing and just having fun while I'm going to work full time.
I seem to be handling it pretty well.  I haven't been having mood swings
and fits of rage.  I must have learned to deal with stress from the
constant walking on eggshells around my parents.  After this experience, I
don't think I'll be able to just go back to being a kid.  I've grown up
this summer.  Although I'm not an adult I'm starting to think like one.  I
find myself thinking about other people's needs before I do my own.  I
don't listen to the words people tell me but I watch their actions to see
if their actions match their words.  I consider myself part of a team.  My
actions affect the whole team.  Before I make any decision I consider how
it affects others.

For example I've decided what I want to get Danny for his 14th birthday
present.  I want to buy two 125cc dirt bikes.  There are same trails just a
few blocks away from the house alongside an expressway.  I need to talk
with Danny's parents first.  I already know all the concerns that they will
have.  Danny's dad has a 250cc dirt bike he's had for years.  He's been
riding since he was our age.  I know he's not going to want me to spend my
money that way.  And if he does agree he'll want to at least also spend
some of his money.  He won't let either of us ride alone.  He'll insist on
helmets and other safety gear.  He'll probably help me talk Danny's mom
into it.  At some point one of us will probably get hurt riding and that
will be her main concern.  I find myself considering what others will say
and think.  I know Danny would be beside himself.  We've been riding
mountain bikes on trails for years, dreaming of the day we could have a
mini bike or small dirt bike.

I spent most of my time today snooping into other people's criminal
records.  I found out that some of the people arrested for trying to have
sex with me were real weirdoes.  It makes me sad that kids have no choice
but to have to have sex with people like that just to survive.  I really am
lucky.'

I took my journal and locked it up in a filing cabinet in my room and went
to bed with Danny.  I still haven't slept a single night in the room that
houses most of my stuff.  I don't even consider it my bedroom.  It's
strange having three different beds to sleep in - Danny's bed, my own bed,
and the bed at Mike and Mark's apartment.  Soon I'm going to be back in
Springfield.  I was sure not looking forward to that.  I guess that writing
down the events of my day and my feelings helped to clear my mind because
before I knew it I was asleep.

I went dirt bike riding with Danny.  Danny went around a corner ahead of me
and I watched in horror as he wiped out.  I stopped my bike and ran up to
him.  I got close enough to see if he was ok and he looked unconscious.

"Danny, are you all right?"  No answer.  I reached down and put my hand on
the side of his face and he reached up and grabbed me and pulled me into a
kiss.  I pulled back, "Don't scare me like that, Danny!"

"I'm sorry, Tommy, do I still get a kiss?"

"Sure."  We kissed and wrapped our arms around each other.  His tongue
entered my mouth and our kiss became more intense.  He rolled me over on my
back.  He used his free hand to work my belt and open up my pants.  I was
as hard as a rock.  "Danny, suck me, please!"  He managed to get my shorts
down to my knees.  The next thing I know he was giving me the best blow job
of my short life.  "Danny, that's great, keep doing that."  It's getting
really intense, "Danny, I'm about to blow."  I drifted into consciousness
and realized that I'm dreaming but I can still feel a hot mouth on my dick.
I opened up my eyes and saw Danny's head bobbing up and down on my ready to
blow dick.  I again warned him I'm about to cum - this time for real and
not in a dream.  It was a wonderful climax and one hell of a way to get up
in the morning.

"That was great, Danny, I was just dreaming about kissing you and stuff and
then I woke up and my dream came true."

"Do you know that you talk in your sleep, Tommy?  You kicked off your
blanket and then pulled down your underwear and told me to suck it.  I knew
you were dreaming because I could see the rapid eye movement under your
eyelids like they showed us in science class.  I couldn't resist.  I was
kind of hoping that you would come off before you woke up and just go back
to sleep.  It's kind of early.  But now that you're awake I was kind of
hoping that you could also make my dreams come true."

I pulled Danny in a big good morning kiss.  I don't know what all the fuss
is about morning breath.  Every morning when I kiss Danny he tastes just
fine to me.  Perhaps because I'm also tasting myself this morning he tasted
even better.  I took my time trying to make it last as long for Danny as he
could take it.  Finally he begged me to bring him off and, using all my
talents and skill, I pushed him over the edge.

We cuddled for a while and then we took a shower together.  It was early
for me as it was not even 10:00am by the time we got dressed.  We went
downstairs and I ran into Mr. Smith.  I realized that I hadn't seen him
since Monday.

"Hi, Mr. Smith, I'm really glad to see you.  I need some fatherly advice."

"Sure, Tommy, but first let's get some coffee and go into my study."

We got some coffee.  (Something I really never started drinking until this
week.  I found that a couple of cups helped keep me awake until late at
night without yawning every 5 minutes.)  We went into his study and sat
down.

"Tell me about your week, Tommy, how has your on the job training been
going?"

"Very good, I think - I've learned how to sell my body, buy beer, wine, and
hard liquor.  How to get into bars and get served and buy cigarettes.  Next
I figure they'll teach me how to buy drugs.  I ought to be real popular in
high school now," I said with a shit-eating grin.  He threw a newspaper
sitting on his desk at me.  I ducked.  "But seriously, I can see how the
training we went through at Great Lakes ties into real police work.
Yesterday Detective Samuels showed up and went over the plan of operation
for when I go back to Springfield."

"I talked with Mike's dad earlier this week and he's found a lawyer for me.
I need to go there Monday and give him some money so he'll be my lawyer."

"That's called a retainer, Tommy.  I hope you don't need one but it's good
to have that kind of stuff worked out in advance.  I've always considered
you my son.  You're far too young to consider taking care of yourself and
you do need a secure, loving family.  I talked to Detective Samuels this
week also and he's got enough work lined up to keep you busy until you're
40.  He says he has schools all over this area that are asking the state
for help.  He wants to keep you working full time all the way through high
school and beyond.  Seriously, if you keep going the way that you have been
so far you could be retired with a full state retirement at 40.  Of course
that might seem like a long time from now to you but I can tell you I'd
love to be retired in 4 years when I turn 40.  You have a great
opportunity."

"What about child labor laws and working full time?"

"That's a good question, Tommy.  Technically you're not supposed to be
working full time right now - not until you're at least 16.  And even when
you're 16 you can't work full time during school.  However, you'll be
working while you're at school.  They'll basically be paying you a full
time state policeman's salary to go to school.  Because they intend to keep
you undercover no one will ever know you are actually a police officer
until you leave the school and arrests are made based on your work.  You
have to be sure that is what you want.  After all you're still a child."

"I've been doing lots of thinking about how much I've changed this summer.
In the eyes of the law I might still be a child but I sure don't feel like
one.  I don't think like I did two months ago at all.  I no longer take
things at face value.  I read in between the lines.  I can walk into a
convenience store and tell you before I even try whether or not the clerk
is going to sell me whatever I want.  I consider very carefully how my
actions are going to affect other members of the team I'm working for.  If
I'm going from school to school during high school then HOW am I going to
be able to spend time with Danny?  How is it going to affect him if I don't
go to high school with him like I planned?  If I do become a full time
policeman how am I going to deal with $35,000 a year income?  If I don't
become a police officer how is that going to affect my future?  You have
men 8 years older than me coming out of college who would love to have the
same opportunity that I have had the last two months.  I have to consider
1000 different things before I can make a decision.  Every decision I make
affects me and everyone I love for the rest of my life.  And you know...I
don't have a problem making those kinds of decisions."

"I'll tell you the truth, Tommy.  I'm totally taken aback by what you just
said.  I didn't start thinking the same way you are right now until Ann was
pregnant with Danny.  I sure hope you don't expect Danny to keep up with
you, because he's nowhere near as mature as you are right now."

"Mr. Smith, I love Danny just the way he is.  I thought about it last
night.  There is no way I can go back to just being a kid again.  I've
crossed a line.  I'm trusted with deadly force.  I'm a member of a team.
The other members of the team respect me.  I hadn't really considered being
employed full time.  I think I'd like to do it.  What do you think is going
to happen, Mr. Smith?"

"First of all we need to find some more appropriate for you to call me than
Mr. Smith."

"How about Pops?"

"I like that.  This is what I think is going to happen.  The state has
petitioned the court to have you under limited emancipation."

"You mean like Abraham Lincoln did for the slaves?"

"Something like that.  What they want to do is give you the same rights as
an adult.  That way you'll be independent of your parents.  They want you
to be able to drive and even live on your own in your own apartment from
time to time.  The only condition is that you have to be a state police
officer.  Should you lose your job then you'll also lose your independence.
Right now everyone is impressed with your performance.  A petition has been
filed and there is a court hearing on Monday.  From what I was told you
will not need to be there.  The judgment will be based on the reports of
your performance up to this point.  You have shown you are responsible and
as long as you keep making the same decisions in the future there shouldn't
be any problems."

"Detective Samuels felt that it would be best for me to tell you this news.
This will give you all the rights of an adult.  However, you can't let it
go to your head.  You still need guidance.  You'll be able to sign
contracts.  That means you can buy a house.  Get credit cards and get loans
in your own name.  But be warned - with adult responsibilities come adult
headaches.  I'm more than willing to help you make decisions.  I still
think having a lawyer is a good idea but I don't think you'll have to worry
about your bank account.  You'll probably want to open a checking account.
Also it would be a good idea to establish some credit.  Do you have any
questions, Tommy?"

"I'm a bit overwhelmed right now, tell you the truth.  Give me some time to
think about it all.  You said they want me to be able to drive - does that
mean that I can buy a car?"

"You will be able to if you want, but from what Detective Samuels said you
won't need one.  First you'll need a driver's license.  That will be a
number one priority after you get back from Springfield.  You'll take a
driver training course and then you'll go back to the state police
headquarter in Springfield for a week's additional training and then you'll
be tested.  If you pass you'll be presented with a restricted driver's
license.  Then you'll be assigned a vehicle that you will use.  The license
is restricted until you're 16, to be used only when you are on location or
duty.  That means no joy riding.  You'll probably need to keep a log of
everyplace you go.  Look at it as just another test to make sure that you
are responsible."

"What I really wanted to talk to you about is Danny's birthday present.
Now my mind is swamped.  There are some bike trails a few blocks from here.
I know about your love for dirt bike riding, Pops, and I wanted to get a
couple of 125cc dirt bikes for Danny and me so we can ride together."

"That's very generous of you, Tommy, but that's also a lot of money."

"I have more than enough saved up and I figure that as hard as I've worked
this summer the least I can do is buy something that we like to do
together."

"I'll tell you what, Tommy.  I can't let you spend all your own money on a
gift like this.  If you put up $1,000 I'll match it and then co sign a loan
on the balance.  That way you can establish some credit.  We'll need to get
all the safety gear and there will be rules on their use.  I'll help teach
you guys how to ride and you can't go on your own until I feel you're
ready.  And I'll never approve your riding alone.  Are you sure you want to
get 125cc bikes?  They are kind of big.  It might be better to start on
something smaller."

"I figure we'll grow into them.  It doesn't make much sense to buy a dirt
bike we'll grow out of in a year.  I'm also willing to follow any rules you
want us to follow."

"I'll need to talk Ann into it.  I know how she'll respond.  She still sees
Danny as needing training wheels.  Let me work on her and I'll get back
with you.  You have anything else you need to talk to me about, Tommy?"

"That's it for now.  I still have to work tonight and tomorrow night and
then I'll have a couple of days off."

"Okay, think about everything I've said and I'll talk with you later.  You
better get something to eat."

"Thanks, Pops."  And I gave him a big hug.  That's something I'd never do
with my own dad.  I could see a few tears forming in Mr. Smith's eyes.

"I'm very proud of you, Tommy.  I really like being called 'Pops' by you.
Work hard and keep your nose clean and good things can happen.  You already
know that life is not fair.  You've had more than your share of hard times.
You know you can come to Ann or me anytime you need something.  Now off
with you before you have me crying."

I went into the kitchen and got something to eat.  I decided not to think
about everything running through my mind, by keeping myself busy.  I'll
deal with it as it happens.  No need in thinking about it now.  I played
basketball with Danny after a couple of sandwiches.  I didn't tell him the
news because I was trying not to think about it.

After about an hour we were both tired.  We went up to Danny's room and
played video games for a couple of hours.  Danny and I mainly talked about
the game we were playing, talking shit mostly.  We do a lot of that when
we're together playing.  Not only were we trying to beat the other in the
video game but we were also trying to outdo each other in our conversation
too.

All too soon Mike and Mark showed up and we left for work.  On our way into
work on the train some guy near us was drunk.  I'd say he was about 35 and
not that big - about 5'9 and 160 pounds.  He had a brown paper bag with a
bottle in it.  He was making rude comments and asking every girl near him
to go home with him.  He almost fell over several times.

As we got near to the station that we get off Mark whispered in my ear that
he was going to arrest the man and for Mike and me to back him up.  Mark
walked up to the man and showed him his badge.

"Sir, you are under arrest for being drunk and disorderly, and drinking in
public."

"Fuck you," the drunk said and threw his bottle at Mark - big mistake.
Mark dodged the bottle and it shattered on the wall.  Before Mark could
recover, the guy pulled out a rather impressive looking knife.  "I'll cut
you good if you come near me, you...you fucking piece of shit," he hissed.

Mike and I both pulled out our side arms.  Mark calmly said, "Now you're
also under arrest for assaulting a police officer with a deadly weapon,
carrying a concealed weapon, destroying evidence, and resisting arrest.
Now drop the knife before someone gets hurt and you have to face even more
charges."

The guy took a wild swing at Mark with the knife and Mark stepped back.  I
put my finger on the trigger, took aim and squeezed off a round.  I shot
him in the right shoulder and he dropped the knife.  He was so drunk that I
don't even think he felt any pain.  We jumped on him and cuffed him.  Mark
took a tee shirt out of his backpack and put it over the wound and
instructed me to put pressure on it.  There was no exit wound.  That's one
thing about a small caliber weapon like the 25-caliber Beretta I carry.  If
you hit your target the bullet only penetrates a few inches.  If it hits
any bones it can be deflected and cause quite a bit of internal damage but
usually stays in the body.

By now the transit police were on the scene.  We showed them our badges and
told them where we worked.  By now the train pulled into our station and
they told us the guy was our problem.  Mike had gotten the names and
addresses of the other witnesses in the train car.  We had to practically
carry the guy into the station.  When the desk Sergeant saw us he picked up
the phone and called Sergeant O'Brien.

When he came walking out he took one look at us and instructed the desk
Sergeant to put the guy in a holding cell and call an ambulance.  He led us
into his office and we explained to him what happened.

"It sounds like you acted properly, guys.  I've been on the force for 15
years and I've never had to use my gun, Tommy.  Tell me your thought
process."

"Well, it just kind of happened.  It was all training kicking in.  I really
didn't think about anything except what I've been trained to do in this
kind of situation.  The guy pulled out a deadly weapon.  Mike and I
responded by drawing our weapons.  The guy attacked Mark and he stepped
back instead of trying to disarm him.  I put my finger on the trigger and
aimed at his shoulder.  I really couldn't fire a warning shot because it
was a crowded train.  I squeezed off one round, hoping that would get him
to drop the knife.  It worked."

"I have a ton of paper work you have to fill out.  This is your first
felony arrest, guys.  I want you to escort him to the Cook County Jail.
They have a medical facility there that will fix him up.  Here is all the
paper work you'll need.  Go and change into you uniform, Mark and here are
some keys to a squad car.  Follow the ambulance over to the Jail.  I'm
going to send Officer Keith with you to show you where to go and help you
fill out the paperwork.  This should take you most of the rest of the
night."

"I'm real proud of you, Tommy.  You acted responsibly in defense of your
partner.  You acted cool and calm in a high stress situation.  You didn't
kill the guy.  You can bet that the guy is going to try to sue you.  The
department will defend you and he won't have any grounds for a settlement.
Even if he does win you won't have to pay anything.  We have insurance for
that kind of thing.  When you finish with all the paper work and you get
back here, you're done for the week.  All you guys have done an outstanding
job this week.  Call your extra day off battle pay."

By the time Mark was changed and we made our way down to the patrol car the
ambulance was there.  We followed it to the Cook County Jail.  Officer (Big
Daddy) Keith led us into the building.  He kept telling everyone there that
we were heroes and he taught us everything we know.  I got asked my age
several times.  Each officer looked shocked when I told them 14.  We
started filling out the paperwork when Captain Wright and Mayor Daley
walked in.

"Okay, guys," Capt. Wright said, "we have WGN news here in 15 minutes.
Tell us what happened."

Mark explained what happened up until the point until I fired my weapon.
Then I explained my actions.  When I was finished the Mayor came over to me
to shake my hand.

"Tommy, as Mayor of a City like Chicago I'm always being second guessed.  I
have many critics of my plan to end crime in our schools.  Some of them are
on the school board.  That is why we are only testing it in a few schools.
It's also costing a ton of money.  One of the things my critics have said
is that a 16 or 17 year-old is not old enough and doesn't have the maturity
to act as a police officer.  You have just proven my critics wrong.  You
have also shown that the training you received has been worthwhile."

"Tommy, you are a hero.  Mike and Mark are also heroes.  Captain Wright
tells me that I can't release your name because you're a minor and you are
working on a murder case undercover but I will see that you receive the
recognition that you deserve.  Any 14 year-old that handles himself the way
you did today deserves a 'Medal of Valor'.  It's the highest award we give
any police officer.  Mike and Mark already have one.  This is the third
time they have had to face an attack in our city.  All three times you have
made me proud."

"But.... Mayor Daley, I don't feel like a hero."  This hero talk was really
bugging me.  "I was just doing what I was trained to do.  Now that I think
about it, I'm sure that Mark could have easily disarmed him."

"Tommy," replied Capt. Wright.  "In your training were you taught to try to
disarm someone with a knife or to use your weapon to disarm them?"

"We were told to use our weapon.  But Mark also taught us how to disarm
someone.  As drunk as he was I'm sure he could have done it."

"We can't afford a police officer getting injured trying to disarm someone,
Tommy," replied the Mayor.  "The difference between a hero and everyone
else is how they react under a life or death situation.  The normal average
person given a life or death situation REACTS.  A hero ACTS.  Do you know
the difference between acting and reacting, Tommy?"

"Sure, when you're on offence playing football you are acting.  When you're
playing defense you're reacting."

"Very good, Tommy.  That is a great analogy.  Mark reacted by moving back
out of the way.  He didn't have his weapon out and based on his training,
moving back was the thing to do.  It was a natural reaction.  His next
action following his training would have been to draw his weapon.  You and
Mike already had them out.  Mark had warned him to drop the knife.  You saw
that Mark was in danger and you acted.  There are grown men who would have
wet their pants if they were in your shoes.  I'm very proud of all three of
you guys and I'm going out there to tell the world about it."

The Mayor and Capt. shook our hands and went outside.  We spent several
hours filling out paperwork.  I had to fill out about 5 forms for firing my
weapon and another 6 for hitting someone.  Officer Keith made sure that all
our i's were dotted and t's crossed.  We were informed my bullet was
removed from the suspect and that he would be just fine.  No serious damage
was done.  We got back to the station just in time to watch the Mayor talk
all about our heroics on the 10 o'clock news.  Sergeant O'Brien and Captain
Sanders watched along with us.

The Mayor went on and on about how a 14 year-old was more responsible and a
better police officer than many adult officers.  He didn't mention my name
but he did mention Mike and Mark.  WGN is a local Chicago channel but it is
also picked up on cable and satellite across the country.  As soon as the
Mayor's segment was over they had another segment on the problems in
Chicago's schools and another segment on our training and operation.  Then
the anchorperson commented on the wisdom of the total program and commented
on how he wished he had a son like me.  My dad never misses the 10 o'clock
news.  I wondered if he wished he had a son like that too.  Now that would
be ironic.

The phone rang and the Captain answered it.  He said that it was Detective
Samuels and he wanted to be put on speakerphone.  "Guys, I just saw the
news and I want you to know I think you're ready.  I'm sorry, Sergeant
O'Brien and Captain Sanders, but I think the guys are ready and I can't
take a chance on them getting hurt."

"I figured that out already, Jim (Detective Samuels' first name) and told
them they have tomorrow off."

"After tomorrow, Tommy, I'm sure you'll be considered in the eyes of the
State of Illinois as an adult.  I'm going to have Fred Kelly include for
the record the Mayor's comments about you from the news report.  I'll have
Officer Miller contact you this week to have a crash course (no pun
intended) in driver's education.  Besides that you guys are off for the
next three weeks.  As far as I'm concerned you have all completed your
training.  Mike and Mark, pack up your stuff and I'll see you in
Springfield three weeks from today."

Everyone in the station wanted to shake our hands and wished us well.
Captain Sanders and Sergeant O'Brien told us that we better stop in and see
them some time.  They also told us that if there was anything they could do
for us, just ask.  We left the station and this time there were no drunks
on the train ride home.

Mike and Mark were just happier than I've ever seen them.  They told me
that they would be leaving for home early tomorrow morning.  We hugged and
I know I'm going to miss them even if it's just for a few weeks.  They
pulled away and I went in the house.  It wasn't midnight yet and everyone
was still up.  They had seen the news and knew that it was me they were
talking about.  After all I was the only 14 year-old police officer working
with Mike and Mark.  That night Danny and I had some really quality time to
explore each other.  I think it was the best it's ever been.

The next day Office Miller (Danny's friend Bill's father who is a state
police officer and had been covertly keeping an eye on me) called me up to
tell me that every day for the next two weeks for 3 hours I'll be taking
driver's ed.  He told me that the first hour and a half will be classroom
instruction and the second hour and a half he'll be helping me with the
driving part in his state police cruiser.  Talk about getting excited.
Some of you old folks might have forgotten what it feels like to take
driver's ed.  I can tell you it put me on top of the world.

A little later Mr. Kelly, my caseworker, called me.  The petition to have
me emancipated was approved and effective immediately.  He told me that I'm
now free to go anywhere I want by myself as long as I let someone know
where I'm going.  It's good to know I don't need an escort any more.

Mrs. Smith took me to see the lawyer that Mike's dad lined up for me.  I
told him about my conditional emancipation and gave him Mr. Kelly's phone
number.  He wanted to hear my whole story.  He saw the news last night so I
didn't have to tell him that part.  As a matter of fact he realized that I
was the person the Mayor was talking about as soon as I told him I was sent
to train to become a police officer.  He told me how happy he would be to
be my lawyer but also said I'd probably not need him.  He settled for a
$.50 retainer even after I took over an hour to tell my story.  He told me
my story was very refreshing and entertaining.

The story that aired on WGN TV the night before was picked up on all the
national news networks.

The next day in the afternoon I started driver's training.  Officer Miller
took me to class and sat with me.  Then we went out driving.  He was really
patient with me and before our hour and a half was over I was on the
freeway.  He worked with me all week and was not teaching me just how to
drive but also how to drive like a police officer under all conditions.  We
spent an hour in a parking lot just practicing skids and spins.  Another
day it was dirt roads.  We had to drive for two hours in order to find one.

Danny's dad kept his word and convinced Danny's mom that we were old enough
for dirt bikes.  He took Friday morning off and we went to the bank.
Office Miller came along.  Earlier in the week he had gotten all the
information needed to make me a full time state employee.  I even had to
take a drug test.  He helped arrange for my checks to get deposited
directly into my bank account and I even got a raise.  He also came to
reassure the bank officer that I was a full time police officer.

I think that bank officer almost fainted several times.  The first time was
when we told him the amount of the loan and my age.  Then when he found out
I was a full time state police officer.  Then when we told him how much
down payment we wanted to make.  Then he asked if I had any collateral and
I showed him my bank account.  Papa Smith explained that I was just
establishing credit and he seamed satisfied with that.

We then went to a motorcycle store and paid for two 125cc dirt bikes,
helmets, pads, and guards.  We had enough protection to play football.  We
arranged for it to be delivered next Saturday on Danny's 14th birthday.

The next week flew buy.  By the end of the week Officer Miller felt that I
was more than ready to take my written and driving test as soon as I got
back from Springfield.  So I ended up way ahead of schedule on getting my
driver's license.  Mike and Mark called and told me that a week from
Saturday they are going to pick me up and we'll drive to Springfield
together.

Saturday is a day I'll never forget.  Rick and Bill (Danny's friends) and
their parents came over for a mini birthday party for Danny.  We were able
to keep the big surprise secret all week.  The party was in the back yard
and Papa Smith had arranged to have both bikes with huge red bows delivered
in the garage while we were in the back yard.  Everyone gave Danny his
gifts and they were all nice but he failed to get anything from me.

"Danny, I need to explain about the fact that I have no gift for you."

"You don't need to explain, Tommy.  Just having you with me part of the
summer is enough for me."

"But I still need to explain.  You see, I didn't get something just for
you.  I got something for us.  It's not much but it's something we can do
together and with your dad.  It's in the garage.  Come on, I'll show you."

I could see he looked a little disappointed until we all went into the
garage and he saw two state of the art 125cc motorcross trail bikes with
the big red ribbon bows.  Then he pulled me into a huge hug and kissed me
full on the lips.  He pulled back and I could see tears in his eyes.

"How did you ever talk my parents into getting these bikes?  I've dreamed
of this day all my life.  I can't wait to try them out.  Dad, will you
teach us right now?"

"First of all, Danny, I had one when I was your age so I was able to talk
your mom into it.  Second, this gift is from all of us but mainly Tommy.
There are rules you have to follow.  First, you NEVER ride alone.  Second,
you MUST wear all the safety gear.  Third, you will NEVER ride on the
street.  You must walk the bike over to the trail before you start the
bike.  Fourth, before you are allowed to ride it without me around you must
attend a cycle safety course. I've signed both of you up for a safety
course next week.  Then I'll work with you on how to keep from killing
yourself.  If either of you break any of these rules I'll slap a chain and
lock them up so fast it will make your head spin."

Papa Smith got out his 250cc bike and we walked them over to the trails.
He taught us how to start them and how to work the brakes.  He pointed out
stuff like if you try to stop and only hit the front brake you'll fly over
the handlebars.  He also showed us how to shift the gears.  We spent about
20 minutes just learning to use the clutch and go from 1st to 2nd gears.
These bikes are harder to ride than they look on TV flying through the air.

We rode some more on Sunday and then on Monday attended a training course.
It only lasted 3 hours for 2 days but we learned everything we needed to
know about proper use and care of a motor bike.  We spent the week learning
how to stay upright.  There were other guys riding on the trails who were
real good but they didn't make fun of us.  We managed to get through the
week without busting up ourselves or the motor bikes.

If you're getting the idea that the last three-weeks went by incredibly
fast, you're right.  Now it's Saturday and Mike and Mark will be here any
minute.  Both Danny and I are trying real hard to hold back tears.  School
starts in a week and Labor Day weekend is not until one week after school
starts so I won't see Danny for at least two weeks.  Starting school with
Bill and Rick should help.  Myself, I'm not looking forward to going back
to Springfield but it has to be done.  I'm not scared.  I know I can handle
myself.  At least not at what I'm going to have to do.  What scares me is
perhaps my dad is at fault.  If he is responsible then I can't think of a
better person to stop him than me.  I'm the last person he'd ever suspect
as police.  To him I'm not even his son any more.  I'm just some fag.

Mark and Mike's truck pulled in the driveway and I hugged Danny.  "This is
it, bud."

To be continued...