Date: Sat, 23 Sep 2000 19:48:43 GMT
From: anthony williamson <ant0027@hotmail.com>
Subject: Troubles with being together / Gay male / high school  / Chapter two

Hey all me again it has been ages since i lasted posted but i have now got
college and i have loads to do. this is very very small but it is just a
taster i am working on a larger chapter right now i hope this does you to
then.

All normal disclaimers apply. if you want to make comments plz email me at
ant0027@hotmail.com.



It had been almost a week since i had met Jordan and we had been hanging
out loads since we met. My dads have been acting strangly since they met
Jordan they have kepted telling me to invite him round and always seem to
vanish when he is around the house. But after the other day i doubt i will
ever see him again. It was 4:30pm and i had just arrived home from school,
when i walked into the front room my dad was sitting there watching TV.

"So how was school Aaron?" he said smiling as i entered the room "it was ok
nothing worth noting" "Aaron are you going to tell Jordan?" his question
caught me by suprise why did he want to know? "i don't know how to tell
him, i mean how do you tell someone your gay and you fancy them". I heard
the front door slam shut and Kevin ran into the room "shit when you just
said that Jordan was at the door" My heart jumped out of my mouth and hit
the floor and my knees turned to jelly, my dad saw this and helped me into
the room while Kevin ran after Jordan.

That was the last time i saw him in two days i have no idea where he is or
what he has been doing all i know is that he has not been in school for 3
days. I better not think of it anyway i had just get on with my homework
and forget about this, even though it is imposible to do but i must well i
will write in you again tommorow.

i put the book back into my draw and left the room, I jumped onto the couch
and started sobbing why can't i forget him, he ran away from me when he
found out so why can't i forget him, that thought just wouldn't go
away. The doorbell rang about six times before i got up to answer it, as i
opened the door i saw Jordan stood infront of me with tears running down
his face and two suitcases behind him "Aaron can i come in please" he asked
wiping the tears from his face "sure you can Jordan". I put his suitcases
away and lead him over to the couch "what happened and where have you been"
i was no longer angry at him but i was worried "my parents kicked me out"
he managed to say before he burst into tears again. I wraped my arms round
him and rocked him backwards and forwards comforting him, after a few
minutes he fell asleep and eventually i followed him. "Aaron wake up" Kevin
said quietly as he shuck me "what is Jordan doing here and why are there
suitcases in the hallway?" he asked me looking at Jordan curled up in my
arms. "his mum kicked him out of the house" Kevins face dropped "why did
she do that" he asked me none of us noticing that Jordan was awake "because
I'm gay" Jordan stated still crying a little.