Date: Sun, 7 Oct 2007 12:22:39 +1000 (EST)
From: Dane Isaac <dane_isaac@yahoo.com.au>
Subject: What Happened in Highschool Chapter 15

Hey guys, so i finally got another chapter out, sorry about that! anyway,
hope you enjoy it. let me know what you think.

Dane xx

What Happened in Highschool

Chapter 15

Something was going on with Kurt. He had been incredibly depressed lately
and nothing I said seemed to make a difference. It was pissing the hell
out of me. His sad smiles were getting to me making me depressed. I
watched him as he slept next to me, a slight frown on his face even in
his sleep. My eyes had adjusted to the light and because my room had a
streetlight shining into it, it was never extremely dark.

I sighed. Aaron had finally gotten over the fact that we shared a bed
mainly because I made it clear that this was how it was going to be. Kurt
was my best friend and I was slowly realising how self-absorbed I had
been recently. I felt incredibly guilty. Shit. All the fucked up stuff
that happened with his parents, the whole strange situation between me
and him, one which I had been determined to forget lately.

Maybe it was ok to forget about the fact that he was in love with me. I
cringed at the thought. He just can't. He's my best friend, my brother,
no matter what, I couldn't think of him that way. I loved him, that's
for sure and I thought he was hot but more in an abstract way. God. It
was all fucked. I think he was getting over me pretty quickly though, he
didn't seem as suspicious of Aaron anymore and he sometimes even talked
to him. As in conversations. Kurt didn't have conversations with many
people.

He was a strange enigma. The frown on his face deepened for a moment and
in concern I moved closer and pulled him against me. He woke up only
briefly to snuggle then almost instantly dropped off again. His frown was
gone. If only. There was a strong and quite painful burning feeling in my
stomach that seemed to penetrate my heart. Shit.

I was probably the one hurting him the most. Rubbing Aaron in his face,
keeping him close yet never close enough. Fuck. There I go being
self-absorbed again. He talked to mum a lot so I hoped that she could
help him.

He mumbled in his sleep and I could faintly make out some words. "tell
the rat its not chocolate, it's a four-leaf clover...."

I snorted really loudly and Kurt started awake.

"Wha?" He grumbled as I burst into laughter.

I just kept laughing as he slowly woke up properly.

"Jesus Matt. What the fuck is the time?" He looked at the bedside clock
himself. "Fuck man it's two in the morning."

"Tell the rat its not chocolate, it's a four-leaf clover!" I giggled.

Kurt just blinked at me. "What? Did you have a spliff? I can't smell
anything." He said plaintively as he sniffed the air.

I giggled again. Wait. Realising how young I sounded I cleared my throat
quickly. "Sorry."

I couldn't stop the massive and stupid grin on my face though as he
stared uncomprehendingly at me.

"Matt. Explanation now or I swear to god you are going to get the nipple
twister from hell." Kurt said it with such a serious face that I
couldn't contain my laughter and it burst out. I tried to keep it muted
so as not to wake up mum but it was a struggle.

"Right. That's it then." He lunged at me.

"No!" Still laughing I tried to squirm away but Kurt had me tangled in
the sheets and sat on top of me.

"Prepare to feel pain!"

I let out an undignified and completely unmanly schoolgirl squeal and
tried more vigorously to escape.

A hand started twisting my nipple hard. "Ow! Ow! Ow!"

Kurt let go and I quickly got a hand free bring it up to fan my poor
abused nipple. I grinned up at Kurt to see him still sitting on me but
his face was back in its frown.

"What's wrong?" I asked in concern.

Suddenly Kurt leant forward and his lips landed on mine. His tongue
slipped through my lips and he kissed me. Shocked I didn't move. He
pulled back.

"Just this last time can you kiss me back? I need to see something." He
was staring at me so intently that I just nodded. His lips touched mine
again.

I opened my mouth and our tongues started to wrestle. That's when it
happened. Like any horny teenager being kissed, passions took over. I
deepened the kiss and pulled him closer with my free arm. He fell into
the kiss as well. There was a clink of metal as our tongue rings clashed.
I could feel myself getting hard. Shit. My brain was screaming at me to
stop but I just kept kissing him.

It was Kurt that pulled away first. He brushed my hair off my forehead.
"I've loved you for a long time Mattie. I know that you don't feel the
same and sometimes I wish that it were different. You're my best friend
and I know that is what's really important."

I just stared up at him still a bit flustered. "I have to tell Aaron."
Was all I could blurt out.

He nodded and smiled faintly. "I know."
"Kurt sometimes I wish it was different as well. That I could love you
like that but you're like my brother and I do love you just..." I wanted
him to know how much he meant to me.

Kurt just nodded. "Yeah. It's ok. I know you love me." He grinned and
shoved off me. "Ok enough cheesy movie lines. Has Aaron fucked you
yet?"

Typical. I elbowed him. "Classy."

He smiled. "Still didn't answer the question."

I frowned. Was it right to be talking to Kurt about this. I looked over
at him to find him watching me with curiousity, the sadness on his face
seemed to have faded.

"No. We've exchanged blowjobs."

Kurt grinned. "Aw, little Mattie is all grown up."

I rolled my eyes. "You suck."

Kurt just raised an eyebrow and I smiled. Not going to touch that one.

We snuggled up and slept more comfortably than we had in a while.



The next day at school I had a plan. A mission. Mission Cheer Up Kurt
would have to include many different elements. Firstly, hot boys.
Secondly, alcohol. Thirdly, music. The solution seemed clear. Clubbing.

Problems arose however due to the fact that neither Kurt nor I were
eighteen. Aaron and the others were all over eighteen or already had fake
IDs.

The solution may be easy. I needed to talk wit Mick. He had some
interesting contacts that could be useful.

That lunch I snuck off on what Aaron called a mysterious errand. Mainly
because I wouldn't tell him or anyone elsewhere I was going.

I found Mick hanging out with his stoner buddies behind the science
block. He grinned when he saw me and I got a few calls of welcome from
some o the others. Stoners were the most open-minded people, they just
didn't give a shit. Well that may have been cause they were mostly
stoned.

"Hey man. What's up?" Mick asked as I came to a stop near him. Jasper
eyed me curiously.
"I need a favour Mick." I grinned at him as he passed a joint my way. I
didn't want to be stoned so I only took a couple of tokes and handed it
back.

"Uhuh. What's this favour?"

"Well I was wondering if you could get you hands on a couple of fake
IDs. One for me and one for Kurt." I leant against the wall next to him.

He pondered this for awhile. "I'll se what I can do."



That afternoon as me and Aaron were snuggled on my bed I realized I had
to tell him about Kurt. I watched him as he lay there with his eyes
closed and a beautiful smile on his face. I traced his cheek around with
a finger and he sighed, moving closer.

"I need to tell you something and I need you to listen to the whole
thing before you get angry ok?" I blurted out.

Aaron's eyes snapped open and he stared at me with a troubled
expression. Shit. This was going to be hard.

"Me and Kurt kissed last night. I've been hiding from the fact that
he... you know, likes me and last night we talked about it." I could feel
Aaron tense under me. "I kissed him back and I think we both realized
that nothing was going to happen. I love him like a brother and nothing
more. I think now he can truly understand that and move on."

Aaron was frowning at me. He looked uncertain as if he didn't know
whether to be angry or not and I took that opportunity to keep talking.

"It made me realize something Aaron. When we were kissing I got hard but
that was because despite the fact I was kissing him I could see you in my
mind." I paused and took a deep breath. "I think I love you. No wait. I
do. You know, love you."

I saw a smile emerge on Aaron's face. "I love you too. And I trust
you."

He rolled on top of me and we kissed hungrily.