Date: Wed, 3 Dec 2003 22:52:48 EST
From: Biracialkman@aol.com
Subject: What's Happening To Me?  6a

Disclaimer:

This story is partially true and is loosely based on my life.  Names have
been changed to protect the innocent.  If you are interested in reading a
real love story and not just a graphic sex story, then this is the story
for you.  This is my first attempt at writing, so suggestions will be
greatly appreciated.  I will enjoy hearing from each of you and and will
answer all emails.  Please let me know what you think of if you feel that I
should continue.

Note: To all of my faithful readers and fans.  Thank you for the all of the
kind emails that you sent me, encouraging me to continue writing.  I'd
especially like to thank my boy, Clayton, for all of the editing.  Sorry
that it's taken me so long to get out chapter 6, but you all know how hard
teachers have to work.  There isn't much time in a day to get things done.
I am only submitting half of chapter 6 (6a) and I hope to have that last
part out by Christmas.  I hope that everyone have a Happy Holiday!

Email me at Biracialkman@aol.com



Chapter 6a

	The last bell of the day rang and, as usual, I headed for my
locker.  Practice started in 30 minutes and if I hurried, I could make it
without running into anyone.  All day I managed to avoid Mouse, Nick, Keni
and any of my usual hang out friends during the day, and especially during
lunch.  I intentionally didn't show up in the cafeteria because I didn't
want to answer any questions about what had gone on with me and Stace this
morning, knowing my bruh as I did.  I knew he would have a lot to say about
how I treated her, judging by the way he ran after her; and I wasn't trying
to hear any of it.

	"Yo, Zuri, where you been all day, man?"  His Italian accent
thickening, as for emphasis.  I looked around and saw Nick walking up to me
smiling.  I think he was as glad to see me as I was to see him, but I was
really hoping that he wouldn't say anything about how I acted this morning.

	"Nick, wassup?"  I said pretending all was as it should be.

	"What happened to you at lunch, man?  We were waiting for you."

	"Who's we?"  I snapped at him, surprising even me by my action.

	"Whoa!"  He said, holding up both hands as to tell me to hold up.
"Wassup with you, Z?"  The expression on his face changed and I could tell
that he wasn't happy with how I'd just snapped at him.

	`Damn,' I thought to myself.  "Nick, man.  Listen, I'm sorry.  I
just got a lot on my mind."  I was embarrassed at how I just acted. Of all
people, I definitely didn't want to offend him.

	He stared for a moment, shaking his head.  "Yeah, ok.  What are you
up to?

	Nothing much!  I just had a few things to take care of today.
Didn't mean to avoid anyone."  I said, not being totally truthful with him,
but trying to change the subject.

	"Oh no problem, Zuri.  I was just wondering.  Where you heading?"

	"I'm on my way to practice.  I have to be there in a few.  Gotta
get ready for our game tomorrow night.  What about you?"

     "Nothing much.  I was just wondering if you wanted to hang out after
practice this afternoon or go get something to eat or something?"  He
asked.

     "Yeah, that'll be cool.  Do you wanna meet me in the gym?"

     "Yeah, what time?"

     "Around 5:30.  Coach is not gonna make us practice too much the night
before a game, so 5:30 should be cool."

     "You got it.  I'll see you there."

     I left him standing by my locker as I headed towards the gym.  I could
feel his eyes on me (or on my ass) as I walked away.  Just like clockwork,
as I left the building I ran into Mouse.  He was heading towards me with a
smile on his face.

     "Wassup with you?"  I said as I returned his smile.

     "Yo, Z!  Guess what, man?  You remember me telling you about that
chick?  You know the one in my English Lit class?"  This must have been
something big because he was overly excited about something, but I had no
recollection of what or whom he was talking about.

     "Mouse, I don't remember you mentioning it, but what about her?"

     He stared at me for a moment, with an exasperating look on his face,
then his mood suddenly changed, and he blasted me.  "So, I guess with all
that's going on in your life, with your new boyfriend and shit, what's
going on in mine isn't as important, huh?"  He was really pissed.  "I mean
it's all about Nick, right?"  I was kinda stunned by what is was saying,
but he was right and I had to admit that as of late, I had only one thing
or person, I should say, on my mind.

     "Mouse, dude," I said, feeling like shit, "I'm sorry, man.  I know
I've been caught up lately.  My bad.  Tell me about her."  After staring at
me for a moment or so, his facial expression gradually changed, showing
that pure joyful expression again.

     "Her name is Mona and she's in my second block Lit class. We've been
sorta checking each other out, you know, kind of flirting an' shit.  She
asked me what sorta things I liked doing and then one thing led to another.
Anyway, I wound up inviting her to your party on Friday.  Is that ok?"

     He had this serious look on his face and I couldn't stop from
laughing.  "It's ok, Mouse. You know you can invite anyone you want.
Besides, I could never deny my boy getting some potential booty, now can
I?"  He laughed when I said that.

     "And you know that's right."  He said.  "Wassup with you and Stace?  I
saw her early at lunch but where were you?"

     "I just avoided everyone today.  I didn't want anyone giving me grief
over Stace."

     "Yeah, what was up with that this morning when Nick and I walked up."

     "Mouse, man, the girl just won't quit.  Keni told me that at the party
they went to on Saturday night, when I was over at your place with Nick,
that she went off the deep end about me not being there.  And get this, she
told them that the friendship that Nick and I was developing was unnatural.

     `What does that mean?"

     "Fuck if I know."  I answered.  "That's what I was trying to find out
this morning when you and Nick walked up.  All Keni ever talks about is how
she wants me and all that bullshit and I'm fucking tired of it."  Telling
Mouse all of this was beginning to piss me off all over again.

     "You mentioned any of this to Nick."  He asked me.

     "Nah!  I just try to avoid talking to him about it.  I could tell that
he feels bad enough when it comes to my friends and I don't want him
feeling any worse."

     "You really care a lot about Nick, don't cha?"

     "Mouse, I don't think I can explain to anyone how I feel.  Shit, I
don't know for sure, but I do know, I fucking dig him, man.  I don't think
I ever felt like this about anyone."  I paused.  "I am scared as hell that
my parents are gonna find out.  I'm even more scared that Keni is gonna
find out.  You know how he's been acting since I first met Nick.  Dude will
go off the deep end and I know it."

     "Come on, Z.  You might be overreacting for nothing.  You don't know
how they'll take it, man. You just jumping to conclusions."

     "Yeah, well, my parents may be okay with it, but Keni is quite a
different story.  We're cool and all and I know he loves me, but something
like this could fuck everything up between us."  I said.  I was beginning
to feel a little stressed over the entire situation.

     "Zuri, come on, man.  You're stressing over something that might never
be an issue.  Come on," he said, " let's just head on over to practice.
Everything'll be OK."  He continued to talk and reassure me while we walked
to the gym.  For some reason, Mouse's kind and understanding words did the
trick.  I was beginning to feel a little better about the situation.
"Maybe I was overreacting." I thought to myself.

     Practice was pretty much routine.  Coach was working our asses off,
trying to get us ready for our first game of the season tomorrow night.  I
thought we were doing a pretty good job and seemingly so did everyone else.
We hustled a lot and were really into practice. Keni didn't say much to me,
but I could tell he had something on his mind.  Before we knew it, coach
blew his whistle in two short blows, indicating that practice was over.
Just as I was heading to the locker room, I noticed Nick walking into the
gym.  "Damn, he's phyne."  I thought to myself.  I stared as he all but
glided across the gym floor towards me.  He had the coolest walk.  Everyone
was already in the locker room, but I stayed back a few minutes to talk
with him.

     "Damn, boy.  You look hot as hell."  He said.

     "I'm hot as hell.  I definitely need a shower."

     "That's not what I meant.  I mean that you are hot as hell." He
laughed and looked me up and down.  "Check you out in your little shirt and
shorts."

     I smiled when I realized what he was talking about and his smile
seemed to brighten.  I immediately look down and noticed the bulge in his
jeans.

     "Damn, you so nasty.  You better hide that thing before someone sees
it."  I said, looking around to make sure no one else was in the gym area.

     "I only get this way when I see you.  Listen, why don't you skip
showering here and come back to my place and hang out with me for a while.
You can shower there.  Dad's gone until Friday, so we can just hang out or
something."

     "Or something, huh?"  He laughed at that.

     "I promise to behave myself. I just wanna be alone with you for a
while.  We can stop by that diner where we had dinner last week and pick up
a burger or something."

     "You sure it'll be OK?"  I asked him, knowing that I was dying to go.

     "Yeah, man.  Come on.  Go get your stuff and let's bounce."

     "Alright^Åbe right back."

     I ran into the locker room and it was buzzing with conversation.
Everyone was milling about and having a good time.  I saw Keni talking with
some of his friends and heading towards the shower.  I noticed Mouse,
talking off in shorts and wrapping a towel around his waist.  He looked my
ways and I nodded towards the door and winked at him, as I gathered my
stuff to leave.  He looked at me with a strange look on his face, as to
say, where are you going, then, it clicked with him.  He smiled, shaking
his head and walked into the shower.  When I got into the gym, Nick was
waiting by the gym doors and soon we were on our way to his apartment.

     Once outside the gym, I pulled out my cell phone.  "I need to call and
leave my mom a message about where I'm going."  I told him.  I dialed Mom's
cell and surprisingly she picked up.  I informed her that I was going over
to Nick's house for a while and that I would be home later.  She gave me
the usual parently advice, you know, don't forget to eat something and not
to stay out too late.

     "We can stop off at that diner again and get something to eat before
we get back over to my place."  Nick asked as we began our trek.

     "Yeah, that'll be cool."

     After getting us two carry-outs from the diner, we got back to Nick's
place and he played the perfect host.  He set the table and got some
drinks.  He set the mood for a perfect evening for us.  I had to admit that
I really enjoyed the fuss that he was making over me.  He was really going
all out in making sure that I was comfortable and enjoying myself.  I
sensed there was a motive to his madness.

     "Why all the special treatment?"  I asked him, as he handed me a coke.

     "I'm not treating you any differently than I normally would."  He
smiled slyly.  Judging from that look, I knew he was up to something or had
something on his mind.  I watched him as he walked over to the
entertainment center and put in a CD.  Remembering the last time I was
over, I assumed he was putting in Sinatra , much like he did that night,
but instead, this time it was Brian McKnight's sultry voice that filled the
room.  The song "The Only One for Me" was what began to echo throughout the
apartment.  An immediate smile began to spread across my face, as he walked
back towards me and sat down at the table.

     "Nice song."  I said.

     "Thought you'd like it.  I actually heard it over the radio the other
day after we had "our moment" on the phone.  As I laid there after hanging
up with you, the song came on and I listened to it.  I liked it and it
kinda reminded me of you.  Later on, I downloaded it and decided that the
next time we were here alone that I'd play it for you and see what you
thought about it."

     "Ah, cool!  I like it."  I said as I looked at him, and then around
the roon, taking in the sound. "So, is this like our song now?  I asked.

     His face brighten when I asked him that question.  "I see it that
way," he said, "Do you know the song?"

     "I've heard it before but never really thought too much about it.  I
guess I think differently about it now, seeing that you are dedicating it
to me, or rather us."  I winked at him.

     We spent the next forty minutes or so talking about things in general
and listening to music.  He seemed really relaxed around me and as I did
around him, too.  After we finished eating, we cleared the table and put
things back in order.  (Did I mention earlier that he and his dad kept an
immaculate apartment?)

     "Well, what do you wanna do now?" he asked, with a sorta lustful look
in his eyes.  I knew where or at least thought where this was leading.
Needless to say, I was game for it, but played dumb.

     I yawned and stretched.  "I don't know, not to much man.  My back is
fucking killing me.  Coach worked us a little harder than I thought."

     "Why don't you let me give you a massage?"  He asked.

     I stared at him, not quite expecting him to offer that.  "You wanna
massage my back?"

     "If it'd make you feel better.  Sure, why not?  You can use my shower
first, to freshen up a bit, if you like."

     I shrugged.  "Sure, lead the way."  My dick had already began to
swell.

     Nick led me to his bedroom, where I took off my clothes.  He handed me
a towel and I headed to his shower.  Turning on the shower and letting the
water run until it reached the right temperature, I stepped in, letting the
water cascade down my body.  It felt so good.  Before I knew what was going
on, and I somehow knew that it was gonna happen, Nick stepped into the
shower behind me.  I didn't look to see if it was him, but I felt his
presence.  He reached around and grabbed my body, pulling me to him.  I
can't explain what it was like to have those powerful, hairy arms wrapped
around me.  We stood there for a moment before either of us said anything.
Then, he lowered his head and whispered in my ear.

      "You don't how much you fuckin' turn me on, man."  He said, before
sticking his tongue in my ear and sucking.

     "Ahhh!" I said, as I closed my eyes and opened my mouth.  My body was
in sheer ecstasy. Nick knew what he was doing to me, but he didn't stop. He
kept on sucking at my ear and nibbling the lobes so tenderly. I almost shot
right there. He somehow sensed this and slowed down.

     "No, not yet." He softly whispered into my ear. "I want this to happen
right."

     I could only whisper a faint "oh yeah" as my body shuddered at his
touch. I could feel his dick pressed up against my back.

     "Zuri, turn around!"  he whispered into my ear, and all I could do was
to do it.  He took the soap dish, lathered the washcloth and began washing
my body all over, and I mean ALL OVER!  After washing me completely from
head to feet, he turned the showerhead back on me and rinsed my body.  His
hands caressed my skin and sent me in to another dimension of pleasure.  I
couldn't help by get weak in the knees.  I took the soap and the washcloth
from him and returned the favor.  As we both stood under the water, letting
it ri8nse us entirely, we hugged each other. His hands were massaging my
back as I laid against his chest, caught up in the moment.  His hands moved
downward and soon I felt his fingers part my ass.

     I opened my legs some for him to have a better access.  I closed my
eyes and reveled in what he was doing to me.  "Nick, man," I moaned, "you
don't kwow what you are doing to me, buddy."  He lifted my head with his
other hand and plunged his tongue into my mouth, making me even hornier for
his touch.

     "Zuri, you don't know how bad I want you now."  The look in his eyes
was one of lust, but then there was also LOVE.  Could he really be in love
with me?  As I was leaning against him, thinking, another slight rub of his
finger against my butthole shook my body and brought me back to reality.

     I want to feel you in me, Nick."  I managed to get out.  I couldn't
believe how freely I was talking with him.  More importantly, I couldn't
believe I said that at all.  After saying it, Nick turned off the water,
picked me up and carried me to his bedroom.  (This picking me up was
something he got intothe habit of doing often.  It pissed me off to this
day when he does it, but I guess I did enjoy it the first time.)===

     "I'm still wet." I told him, as he held onto me, but he wasn't hearing
any of it.

     "I know of a way to dry you off." He hinted, with a crooked grin on
his face. Something told me that this was gonna get really hot, really
fast.

     With that said, Nick kissed me again, but this time I sensed the
animal lust behind it. He devoured my mouth and wrapped his tongue around
mine. He didn't stop there though, he began licking and sucking at my neck,
which I have to admit got me hotter, and jacked my dick at the same time."

     "Nick, Nick, Nick!" I kept whispering his name repeatedly.  "If you
don't stop this soon, Dude, I'm gonna come.

     "That's the whole point!" He replied sarcastically. "Friday is your
18th birthday and this is my special present to you. So sit back and
enjoy."

     He then stood up and went right back to licking and sucking, but this
time he went straight to my nipples, and it was there that the animal in
him came out. With the ferocity of a wolf, but the gentleness of a lamb, he
sucked, nibbled, and tugged on my nips with his teeth. All I could do was
lay there. He had somehow paralyzed my entire body. I couldn't even
speak. Moaning was my only form of communication.

     "Seems like somebody needs some `special attention'!" Nick said, with
emphasis on the whole "special attention" bit, pointing towards my dick,
which was now rock hard and pointing painfully straight up in the air,
leaking precum like an old faucet. (Ok, maybe I overstated, but you get the
point.)

     A faint "oh yeah" was all I managed to get out before Nick squatted
down and swallowed me in one swoop. I thought I was gonna die right there
and then. My body trembled at the incredible warmth that his mouth created
around my dick.

     "Oh Nick, DON'T STOP!! Wait, slow down." I was rambling and at a loss
for words when as suddenly as he started his game, he stopped it. Then, he
just got up and went outside. "Had I hurt his feelings or something?" My
mind was wondering.  "What the fuck" I said out loud.  Suddenly, he came
back and headed straight for the stereo in the room.

     "Everything has to be done right, Z. This is your special day. You
only become an adult once in your entire life." With that, he put in the
Brian McKnight CD and began to play "The Only One for Me" again.  There
were no words to describe the feeling and emotions that coursed through my
body.

     It was time for me to step up to the plate and let Nick know exactly
how I felt about him, as he was obviously in the own way, trying to do
himself.  I was still scared shitless, I took a deep breath, swallowed my
fears, closed my eyes and told him what I'd been dying to tell him for a
while.

     "I^ÅI, ah^ÅI love you, Nick." I managed to get out before my eyes
began to mist.  I would remember that look on his face for the rest of my
life.  It was as if all the animal lust that he was showing just moments
ago had somehow been drained out and pure love was pumped into its place.

     "Damn, Zuri, I love you, too, man!" He managed to get out. I could
feel that sincerity in what he said.  It wasn't bullshit but plain truth.
So here we were, about to fuck like two wild animals, when just three
little words totally changed what we had going on between us.

     Nick gently pushed me back on the bed and climbed back on top of me
and kissed me deeply and passionately for what seemed like ages. I could
feel his dick pressed up against my leg.  Judging by the gyration thing he
had going on, I knew what he wanted.

     "I think I'm ready. Just go slow, ok?"

     "Anything you say, baby, I would never hurt you." Was all he
said. Then he went to work, and my life as I knew it then changed, forever.

     He went back to sucking me while teasing my nipples with his
fingers. Nick kept bringing me to the point of no return, then letting me
cool off a bit. I was getting more and more anxious and wanted it in me
now. Somehow he sensed my apparent hunger and that only made him tease me
even more.

     "Ssshhh, baby. Let me do this. It'll be good for both of us, just
trust me, k dude?"

     I shook my head up and down.  "Yeah, I trust you." I said, almost too
softly to hear.  He put his index finger in his mouth and then put it
between my legs and into my ass. I felt his wet finger probing at my
hole. This caused me to shudder violently, which caused Nick to chuckle
softly.  He put my dick back in his mouth. He only sucked me for a few
minutes, then he got off my dick, lifted both my legs into the air and dove
headfirst into my crack, using his hot tongue to rub circles around my
hole, before pushing his whole tongue up in me.

     "AAAHHHHHHHHH, yeah." was all I could say. He was good.  I was ready,
and he knew it. After about 5 minutes of me screaming out his name and
thrashing wildly beneath him, he came up for some air and stuck his tongue
in my mouth and sucked my tongue.  I loved how he kissed me.

     "You sure you ready, Zuri?" He asked, with a look of love and concern
in his eyes.

     "Yeah, I think so!"  I replied, then I smiled up at him.  "Go for it!"

     With that said and done, Nick reached across me to his nightstand and
pulled out some stuff in a plastic tube.  Wasn't too sure what it was at
the time, but it had a fruity smell.  I watched anxiously as he got a
condom from his nightstand, unwrapped it, using his pearly white teeth, and
rolled it over his massive-sized dick.  He lubed his dick with the sweet
smelling stuff.  "Which way do you think you will be more comfortable?  On
your stomach or on your back?  He asked.


     "On my back, I guess."  I answered, not really sure what would be more
comfortable.  I was expecting pain and no matter how you look at it, it was
gonna hurt like hell.

     He then lifted my legs over his shoulder and started to rub some lube
onto and into my hole.  I had had plenty of girls in this position but
never in a million years figured that I would be.

     "I'll go easy.  Lemme know if you want me to stop."  He looked into my
eyes that entire time, never taking them from mine.  He learned down and
gave me a deep kiss.

     "I will." I replied, as he pulled away.  So here I was, about to
turned 18, on my back with my legs in the air and a hot, Italian guy was
about to take me for the ride of my life. "Things that happen in life never
ceases to amaze me." I thought to myself.

     And then I felt it, a hot searing heat mixed with pain as he pushed
his way into me. I tried my best to keep a straight face, but I knew he
could tell that I was in major pain, cause he eased up a lot.  I was
breathing really hard at this point.

     "How you doing down there, buddy?" He inquired, with a look of love
and affection, as well as that classic smile.

     "Shit, it hurts!"  I said, but I was taking it like a champ.

     "Want me to stop?"  he asked, as he leaned down and kissed me again.

     "Nah, go on."  I said, taking a deep breath.

     Nick began pushing back into me, but instead of just trying to get it
all in, he started stroking in and out of me, causing me to throw back my
head and open my mouth.

     "Ahh, yes, Nick, that's it, right there." I said, surprised as to how
much I sounded like one of those bad porn stars off the internet.

     With one quick sweep, Nick was all the way in me.

     "Thanks for doing this for me, Zuri."  He said, looking down at me.
"I never wanted anything or anyone so much in my life.'

     Nick leaned into me, kissing me passionately, while speeding up his
strokes. He muffled my moans with his mouth, as both his dick and tongue
brought me to climax. I couldn't stop it, even if I had tried. It was too
much for my little self to handle. So I came, and came, and then came some
more. My body shook violently beneath him, shooting cum between us. Nick,
for his part, never stopped making love to me though; he kept up his
strokes, speeding up a little, and plunging deeper and deeper into my
already spent hole, all the while kissing me.

     "I'm gonna come, Zuri!" He screamed just before he came. With my arms
wrapped around his back, I could feel all his muscles tense up just as he
came. His legs and abs trembled as he filled that condom with his
juices. After about 6 or 7 blasts, he collapsed on top of me, panting.
About after five minutes, he rolled off of me.

     "I Love You, Zurich Antony." Nick said before passing out on me. I
doubt he heard me return the favor. We lay there for a few minutes and then
before I knew it, I soon joined him in dreamland.

	 The next thing I knew I woke up to the shining sunlight and the
sound of my cell phone going off.  At first, I wasn't quite sure where I
was, then when I looked over and saw Nick snoring peacefully to my side,
and all of last night's events came rushing back for me with the full force
of a freight train.

	"Oh, shit!" I yelled out loud and sat up as I realized where I was
and that it was morning.  Mom and dad were gonna to freak.  I could hear my
heart pounding in my chest.  Nick had quickly sat up beside me and was
looking at me with that "what's going on?" look on his face.

	I jumped off of the bed and searched through my clothes for my
cell.  I heard it ring again.  I found it under Nick's underwear. (I would
have normally found that to be funny if I wasn't so scared).  I looked at
the caller ID and it was my home number.  I took a deep breath, standing
there naked as a J-bird.

      "Hello?"  I whispered into the phone, hoping and praying that it
wasn't dad.

      "Now, I know you have a good reason why you are not upstairs in your
room."  Mom said.  Judging by the sound of her voice, I could tell that she
was pissed.  "Where are you, Zuri, and this had better be a good one?"

      "Mom, listen, I am still over at Nick's house.  We were up talking
and watching TV and stuff and I must have fallen asleep.  I just woke up
when I heard my cell going off."  I was talking a mile a minute, trying to
explain what had happened.  Mom was normally cool about things but I was
not trying to get on her bad side.  I was fucking thankful that it wasn't
Pop that called.  He was the one that we normally had to worry about;
however, Mom was nothing to play with when she was upset about something.
"I'm sorry Mom.  I know I messed up; it won't happen again.  I swear."

      "Uh huh!  Just see to it that it doesn't." was all that she muttered.
She was hot. There was a temporary pause before she spoke again.  "What are
you going to do about school?" I heard her telling dad where I was, but I
didn't hear Pop respond.  That wasn't a good sign at all.  At least if I
heard his tone, I would've known where he stood.

   "Would you ask Keni to bring me something to wear to school when he
comes?  Tell him that I'll meet him at my locker.  I can change at school."
I was still nervous because Mom hadn't really said anything and I had no
idea what she was thinking.  I looked over at Nick and noticed he was
looking at me.  His eyes were roaming over my body.  He saw me staring back
at him.  I recognized that look.  He wanted some.  I had to smile in spite
of the trouble I was in with Mom.

   "Yeah, Ok."  She said.  "Don't let this happen again, Zuri.  I mean what
I'm saying.  Do you understand?"

   "Yes ma'am," I managed to get out before she hung up.  I switched my
cell off and looked at Nick who was still looking at me.

	"What are you looking at?"  I smiled, looking at him.  I had to
snicker.  He was so funny.  Damn, even in the early morning with his bed
head, he was phyne as fuck.

	"You in trouble?"  He asked.

	I was about to answer his question when I noticed him rubbing his
dick.  I smiled.  "I see I am about to be."  We both laughed as I crawled
back in bed and snuggled up against him.  "Keni's gonna meet me at school
with some clothes.  You mind if I shower?"

	"Not at all, if you'll let me join you?"  He said, as we spooned
and he wrapped his arms around me.

	We talked for a moment or two and then one thing led to
another. Nick and I once again were all over each other.  I just couldn't
keep my hands off of him.  I wanted him in me again.

	"Damn, you make my dick hard."  He whispered into my ear, as he
stuck his tongue in and began to suck.  "I love you, Zuri.  You ain't got
on idea, man!" All of this was said in whispers.

	"Oh yeah!"  I slowly mouthed, as I felt ecstasy take over my body.
"I love you, too, Nick."

	Before I knew it, we were doing an encore performance of what
happened last night.  I couldn't get enough of him and seemingly he
couldn't get enough of me.  Having him in me was the greatest thing, I
thought, since the invention of the wheel.  I never thought that male/male
sex could be so good.

	After we finished, Nick and I hopped into the shower and quickly
washed each other.  We kissed a little while as the water cascaded down our
bodies.

	"We need to get a move on," I said "we can't be late.  I have to
meet Ian at my locker by 8 o'clock."

	Ian was on my mind.  How would I be able to explain this to him?
(Only twins, specifically, mirror-image twins, would be able to understand
what I am feeling right now.)  I knew he would have something to say or at
least give me some sort of look, telling me that I am fucking up. We
dressed as quickly as possible and got ourselves ready for school.  We
didn't have time for breakfast, so Nick handed me a glass of OJ before we
left for school.  We drank our drinks and were out the door.  I was in a
state of euphoria.  I just imagined how cool it would be to wake up with
Nick every morning and make love like we did.

	"By the way, "I asked him while we were leaving for school, "what
happened to the massage that you promised."

	He looked at me out of the corner of his eyes with a smile on his
face and said, "You know you were massaged last night.  Don't front!"