Date: Tue, 14 May 2002 02:39:00 -0700 (PDT)
From: Peter Himing <jhimus@yahoo.com.au>
Subject: When I Was 15

The following story is true, except the part about the blow jobs.
Everything in it happened when I was 15 but because the blow job never
happened and it's something I always regretted I wanted to write this
story.  I don't feel that stories between consenting 15 year olds
constitutes bad porn, then again the characters in this story are underage
so I hope you don't think I'm deluding myself.  I was underage when this
occurred to me and I always wish I'd had the guts to take it further.  This
is story lamenting what could have been not what is now.  Hi to 'Glen' if
you're out there.



WHEN I WAS 15
By JonH
jhimus@yahoo.com.au



"Don't come in" just they way Glen yelled it through the bathroom door
didn't sound the way it should've.  Or maybe I'm imagining it, maybe he
really does mean it, then again I know him and I know how he'd sound if he
really did mean it.

Sitting back on the fold out bed his Mum had made up for me my mind tries
to figure out what's going on.  I'm not queer I'm sure of it, I don't want
to kiss him, fall in love n' shit but if I did see him with nothing on it
wouldn't mean anything.

I get up and move to the bathroom door, it is slightly ajar but he'd hear
me if I pushed it open.  I hear him move slightly in the bath water, a
small splash echoed out.  Maybe I can say I have to get something.  This is
fuckin' ridiculous, I mean I've seen him naked in the gym change rooms!  So
maybe it's not queer to just walk in and look down at him for a second.  I
mean I'm just curious abit, it's not like...

Moving away from the door I stand in the middle of the room and adjust the
briefs he's leant me for the night, he better not see the bulge or I'm
busted.  Looking at myself in the mirror behind the bedroom door it's clear
that he can't see anything under this T-shirt, pulling it down further I
can see it covers my whole ass and my front.  Man, I look like I'm setting
something up dressed like this...then again he was the one who chucked this
stuff at me when I asked what I was gonna sleep in.  Maybe he means it,
maybe we're just gonna go to sleep and leave early tomorrow morning n'
that's it.

Fuck, what I'm gonna do?.  I gotta relax.  Maybe I should go to the toilet
and jerk off, no I don't wanna waste...man my stomach is fuckin' knotted
bad.

I walked towards the bathroom door, I'll say I gotta get a comb and I'll
announce that I won't look...oh fuck...a comb!?!?...I don't need a fuckin'
comb.  Man, I'm, swearing alot, I never swear.  I raise my arm to push open
the door but stop before touching it.  Hang on, he didn't come into the
bathroom when I had my shower!!  Then again I'd closed the door, he's left
it open sort of and whys he having a bath n' not a shower?

Moving back into the centre of the room I rubbed at my forehead.

Fuck it I'm goin' in!

With my hand only inches from the door I suddenly hear splashing.

Oh fuck, he's getting out!!

In a flash I'm across the room and sitting back on my bed.  My hearts
thumping.  Really goin' a mile a minute.  I should forget it.  I don't like
guys.  I know I don't.

Glen comes out of the bathroom wearing a gray patterned bathrobe.

"You didn't come in then.  I forgot to close the door"

"Nah, I've just been sittin' here"

There's something going on here.  I know Glen and this isn't how things
usually are.  Something's goin' on.  Maybe I should just go up to...

Glen moves across the room to the set of drawers next to my bed.  I can
smell soap and the damp bathrobe.

"I gotta get....get undies" he mumbles.

Reaching up to pull on the two drawer handles his bathrobe opens up.  I see
it.  I can see his dick hanging there!  It's on the flop but is it?  It's
kinda big.  He catches me looking at it but makes no move to cover up.  It
bobs up slightly.  Averting each others eyes he moves closer to me, as he
opens the robe a little wider I slowly reach up and touch it.  Running my
thumb very lightly against the circumcised head I then slowly reach down to
his balls and cup them in my hand.  It bobs again.  This time I know he's
getting a boner.

"You gotta show me yours too"

Standing up I pulled off the T-shirt exposing my undies which push out with
my growing erection.  Without saying a word Glen hooks his fingers under
the elastic waistband.  He's hands kinda shaking and doesn't stay still
until he begins to pull the briefs up and over my circumcised cock head,
the shaft rigidly swings out into the bedroom air.

I can smell soap and skin, our bodies must be sweating.  I guess it's both
of us.

He wraps his fist around my shaft and begins to slowly pump it.  Reaching
over I take hold of his and together we tug at each other.  It's bizarre
feeling a cock that isn't mine.  This is what he jerks off at night and
he's feeling what I jerk off.

Taking my hand off his dick I reach around and feel his butt cheeks, he's
skinnier than me so they feel hard but also soft, moving closer to him I
reach my finger tips closer to his crack, I can really feel the shape of
his ass, it's not big like a girls ass and it hasn't got that good softness
you see in pictures but it's still got something.

He begins to do the same to me, he kind of squashes his hands into my ass
cheeks and makes circle movements, leaning closer I can hear his short
breathes as his fingers sink between my ass cheeks.  Running them up and
down I can feel his finger nails against skin that I've only ever felt a
few times.  When his fingers pull slightly at the hair between the cheeks I
hear him mumble the word 'hairy'.

Reaching deeper into his crack I notice he doesn't have hardly any hair
there.  I wonder if my fingers are gonna smell?  I don't wanna touch his
asshole I just wanna feel the clean part.

"We gotta lie down" Glen moves over to his bed and lie's on his back.  His
dick is really hard now, even his balls have shrunk up.  Moving over to the
bed I notice his strange curious expression as he watches my hardon as it
swings from side to side as I walk.

Approaching the bed I hesitate.  I'm not sure what I should do, where I
should get down onto the mattress.

"Kneel on top of me.  Just sit down on me"

After awkwardly straddling his body I sit down on his dick.  It runs up the
length of my ass crack.  The hard warmth of it feels easy and relaxed
between my butt cheeks.

He begins to slowly play with my dick as it juts above his stomach.  Using
his finger he smears a drop of pre-cum across my head.  Reaching back I
fondle his balls.  It's weird how he's got more pubic hair on his balls
than me but none on his ass.

Lifting my body off his I sit between his legs, facing each other we
stretch out our legs, he rests his on top of mine.  We slowly pump at our
own dicks, watching each others hands as they run up and down our shafts.

"Do you use lotion?"  I ask him.

"Nah, maybe spit sometimes but usually nothing.  Lotion smells too much
anyway.  Whattya you use"

"Nothin', just my hand"

Letting out a dry chuckle we continue to slowly jerk off.  Like me he's in
no hurry.  I block a thought that shoots through my mind.  This is gay but
I know I'm not one.  This is just experimentation.  It happens.

"I'd never get fucked in the ass" says Glen.

"Yeah, me too, no way"

"Can I see yours though?"

"OK"

Leaning back slightly I raise my legs and spread them apart until I think
Glen can see it.

"Your ass is hairy you know.  I can't see the hole"

Reaching between my legs I touch the hole, feeling it twitch slightly I
take my finger away.

"There I touched it.  Now yours"

Glen leans back and raises his legs, as soon as his ass cheeks spread I see
it, darker than his regular skin but kind of pink and crinkled looking.  He
doesn't touch his, I don't wanna fuck it, a cock wouldn't even fit in
it...then again.

Lowering his legs Glen looks straight at me for the first time since I
first got a look at his dick.

"Lie back so I can sit on you"

Scooting back up the bed into position I see the tip of my dick is oozing
that clear liquid I get that makes my cock tip stick to my briefs
sometimes.

Glen stands up on the bed and straddles my waist, I notice his ball sack is
still pretty tight.  Lowering himself down he squats over my stomach and I
feel his ass cheeks spread slightly as they press into my flesh.  His crack
must be getting kinda sweaty.  He's sitting further up my body than I was
on him, the tip of my stiff dick barely touches the top of his ass crack.

Gripping the base of his shaft he begins to gently wave it above my
stomach.  When I reach for it I feel his body move slightly forwards.  I
know what he's thinking and I'd do it if he does mine.

"If you suck mine I'll suck yours."  I knew it.  I'm not gonna think what
I'm doing I'm just gonna do it.  I know Glen and he knows me.  It's cool.

"OK"

Moving on his knee's up my body he stops when each knee is just below my
shoulders. I can really see the wrinkles on his ball bag now.  I notice
their pretty hairy it's just that the hair is blond.

Leaning forward onto the pillow he angles his dick towards my mouth, it's a
strain to point it down so I raise my head to meet it.  The smell of soap
is strong now, his dick smells like my hand after I've had a wank, kinda
sour and musty.  The tip is only inches from my mouth so I slowly stick out
my tongue and swipe it across the slit, I get a real small taste of salt on
the tip of my tongue.

He lowers his hips towards me until his cock tip pushes onto my lips and
teeth, closing my eyes I open my mouth and feel the hard but soft cock head
slide into my mouth.  At first all I do is close my lips firm on his shaft
but I wanna make this good so I start to wash his cock with my tongue.
Suddenly it moves hard against my teeth, the way we're positioned makes it
too hard to get it further in.  Pushing his cock out of my mouth with my
tongue I tell him we should 69 each other.

"OK.  It's a great feeling ya' know, having it in your mouth"

Lying down and facing each others dicks I wait until I see him take mine
into his mouth.  Man, I'm not queer but to see a mouth sink over the top of
my dick and then to feel it!!!  Oh fuck, the warm wetness of Glens mouth on
my head is incredible, I can feel him doing the same thing I did with my
tongue.  Pushing his head further into my crotch I watch mesmerized as my
actual cock shaft sinks between his lips!!

Facing his dick I take the base between my fingers and guide it quickly
into my mouth, theirs more clear liquid on the tip this time and I actually
suck on it, I suck the head into my mouth then slide it as far as I can
towards the back of my throat.  It must touch the back because I start to
wince and gag but I pull my mouth back and don't release him.  Man this is
hot!!  Now I know what a 69'er feels like.  I think of all the porno I've
seen with girls going down on guys and wonder how they get so much in their
mouths.  With some more bobbing up and down I get more and more into my
mouth without gagging, a couple of times I feel pubic hair tickle my nose.

I can feel Neil really sucking hard on my cock head, looking down I can see
a drop of spit running out the corner of his mouth.  I'm gettin'
close...the cum must be working it's way towards blowing.

I fondle Glen's balls and notice their real tight, too tight, he's like me,
he's too close.  I wanna suck him but I don't want cum in my mouth and I
shouldn't blow in him either.  Pulling my mouth off his dick, I watch as he
bobs up and down on my shaft.  I don't want him to stop I wanna blow but I
can't.  I reach for his ear and tap him.

"Hey, I'm close to blowin', I gotta jerk it"

He looks up at me with sweat on his brow and my shaft held tight between
his lips, he's in a daze but after a moment my words sink into his brain
and he pulls back his head.  His mouth is smeared with spit.

"Yeah me to, OK"

We reach down for our cocks using each others spit as lube.  For the first
time tonight we work fast, hammering our dicks I let out a groan loader
than I ever did before.

"Huh, huh...man....huh...I'm gonna....blow!!"

Pointing my cock toward Glen's body I let loose a load bigger than I've
ever seen, real thick white lines of cum spurt out my dick, slamming jizz
hard onto his body I still keep pumping.  Glen's suddenly lets out a groan
and with his dick tip pointing towards my head he lets go, a blast of cum
shoots straight up onto my chin, then string after string of cum shoots
onto my stomach, some begins to run down but is hit hard by another blast.
Our stomachs fuckin' shine with sweat and cum.  Man, I'm fucked, my heads
swimming...I gotta lie back...I gotta rest...I'm fucked.

THE END


PS: Pics of characters are available (I get em' from the net).  If you want
the link to them please mention the story ('when I was 15') and write to:
jhimus@yahoo.com.au and I'll send em' to you.