Date: Thu, 16 May 2002 15:27:02 +0000
From: Ryan S <ckid2772@hotmail.com>
Subject: When You're a Kid part 3

   I wake up the next morning and Eric's face is inches from mine. He's
sleeping like a baby. He looks so cute like that, sleeping innocently. It's
hard to imagine that he was drinking my cum last night. I think that it
doesn't really matter what we do, the innocence is there somewheres inside
all of us, we do things that make us think we aren't innocent anymore but we
really are. I reach out and put my hand on his face and feel the warmth of
his face. I scoot up close to his body feeling the warmth of him. Yes, the
warmth of him feels good as the morning wind of the outside world blows
across my body, but I'm not cold Eric is warming me physically and
spiritually. I make a mental note to remember this moment as long as I live,
it's these lazy, care free, perfect moments that make life special.
   Eric's deep green eyes flicker open and he yawns and stretches like a
little bear. I can't believe I'm falling for a boy but I don't care. I've
known Eric a long time and I've always liked him but now I think it's
becoming something more.
   "Man we have all week off!" he says excitedly.
   "I know it's great, I have a report do next monday. I think I'll do that
Sunday night though, I hate teachers who give us work over vacations."
   "I second that," says Eric, "I have a project to do but it's easy. What
do you want to do today?"
   "I don't know, is your Dad home?" I ask.
   Eric turns and looks at the clock which reads 10:42 AM. "I doubt he's
home, he usually goes out with Linda on Saturdays."
   Eric's father, Jack, has a girlf friend named Linda. She's about 30 and
Jack is about 35 so I guess they make a good couple. Eric has had a few run
in's with Linda, I know Eric does not hate her but she isn't exactly held in
high esteem. I think she's alright though, I think it's more that Eric
misses his mom and is angry with his mom for leaving. Perhaps he takes it
out on Linda.
   "Well let's go get some breakfast and see if we can find something to
do," I suggest. We got dressed and headed to the Kitchen.

   In the kitchen there are tons of cereals and other breakfast goodies to
choose from. Linda has really made this place nice, she took it upon herself
to keep the food stocked and the place clean. Jack is extremely grateful for
this but Eric always points out the fact that she puts his hockey stuff on
the porch and it's cold in the morning. I don't blame her though, his
equipment is rank! The house before Linda came was a mess except for the
days the cleaning lady would come.
   On the table there is a note from Eric's Dad saying he will be jogging
until 11 and then be going out with Linda. Eric reads the note, crumples it
up and throws it in the trash.
   I'm having a great big bowl of Lucky Charms, I love those marshmallows
they are the best. Eric is putting toast into the toaster oven when Linda
walks in.
   "Hey kiddo," says Linda good naturedly. "Where's your Dad?"
   "I don't know, I don't care." replies Eric coldly. It's tough for me to
watch Eric treat Linda this way when I know she's trying so hard.
   "Well I he told me to meet him here at 11 so I am a little early," she
says looking a bit wistful. I think most people would have gotten upset with
a 13 year old acting like a brat, but Linda always seems to just keep
chipping away at the hard wall Eric has put between them.
   I look at Linda apologetically and say "Jack went for a jog, but he'll be
back soon." It was now 10:55.
   "That man! He'll have to take a shower before we go, we'll be late for
our reservations. He'll just have to hurry I suppose."
   "Sucks to be you," says Eric, not jokingly.
   "Don't be such an ass hole Eric," I say. I just can't stand that he
treats her so bad, she is trying very hard.
   "Fuck you man," says Eric scowling as he gets up and heads out the room.
I hear him run up the stairs.
   "I'm sorry about the way he's acting Linda," I say. She comes and sits
down in the seat Eric was in.
   "Well you don't need to say anything Ryan," says Linda as she is stirring
Eric's half full bowl of cereal. "He hasn't had it easy, and I don't fault
him for not taking a liking to me. So don't feel too bad about it. I'll get
through to him eventually. I'd really like to get to know that boy though,
he seems like a really deep kid."
   "I hope it works out. He's a good kid and I think he likes you but is
just so angry with his mom and she's not around to take the blame. I'm going
to go see how mad he is at me." I say as I get up and head upstairs.
   "That's what I was thinking too," I hear Linda say as I am leaving the
room.

   Eric is lying on his bed looking upset, he doesn't look at me when I
enter the room. I feel bad now even though I think what I did was right. The
kid just isn't ready for a new mom.
   "Yo man... I'm sorry about what I said." I say, genuinely apologetic.
   "Nah man, it was my fault I was really being a jerk to her. I mean I know
I'm never exactly nice, but I was really laying into her. I'm surprised she
wasn't the one who got upset." he says.
   "I think she is trying really hard man, she hasn't been anything but good
to you."
   "Yeah I guess you are right," he says, now gazing at me. His green eyes
look a brilliant in the sunlight coming in from the window.
   "I hope you give her a chance, she told me she really wanted to get to
know you. I'm not saying be best buddies with her right away but try to be
nicer. Anyways if you were best buddies with her, you'd have no time for
me!" I poke Eric in the side and it makes him giggle and squirm.
   "So what ARE we going to do?" asks Eric.
   "It's your house, you decide. We can go to my house too, but there is
nothing to do there really.... Maybe we could go to the varsity hockey game,
they are playing today at 1." I say.
   "Sounds good to me!" he says.
   "And what about last night?" I say, "We haven't even talked about it. Is
that like a one time thing or what." Screw the pretense of experimenting, I
don't care if I'm gay or not, there is something about Eric that makes me
want to be close to him.
   "Definitely not a one time thing as long as you want to do it, I know I
liked it!" he says.
   I smile, relieved. "Alright sounds good to me." I know eventually we are
really going to have to discuss if there can be more to this relationship
than just friends "playing" together. For now though, I am content to just
be this close to him. We head downstairs to find a way to get to the rink.

   Weeks fly by. Soon my hockey season is over. Eric and I are inseparable,
which is good. Best of friends and more. We haven't done anything more than
what we started the first night, but we do that whenever we get a chance.
It's strange that it hasn't really change our relationship, except to make
it better. I know it's not always that way, but Eric and I have discussed it
and we both have similar views. Doing what feels good and right is ok. Of
course we're careful that nobody finds out for the obvious reasons. I'm not
sure if we're boy friends exactly, I know I love him but he's a friend as
well. Sex is second to our friendship. We've both agreed on that. If it ever
hurt our friendship we would let go of the sex part, but it hasn't at all.
   It's June now and school we'll be out of school in no more than 30
minutes. Of all classes to have I have a study hall. Pure boredom, why don't
they just let us out of class early if we have a study hall in the last
period. I'm thinking about Eric. He's in Art class right now, I think I'll
go visit him. I get up from my desk and get the teacher to give me a pass to
the Art room.
   "Ryan, make sure you don't let yourself wander out of the building," she
says smiling. Mrs. Carroll likes me, most of my teachers like me. Except Mr.
Tindler, he's just a jerk.
   "I'm not planning on jetting," I say laughingly, then I whisper, "but if
I don't show up before the final bell please don't write me up!"
   She laughs and says "Get out of here Ryan." Mrs. Carroll is the best. I
know she won't write me up, anyways it's the last day and I wouldn't have to
deal with it until next September.
   I walk down the hall and let my mind wander. It's going to be a great
summer, Eric and I have it all planned out. We will be working out alot but
plan on spending alot of time swimming in a nearby river and hanging out
together. Eric will be going with his Dad and Linda to Florida for a week, I
don't like the idea of losing him for even a week but it's good that he
accepted the offer to go with Linda without an argument. Eric is really
trying hard to be amicable, he's been pretty successful over the last 3
months. Linda talked to me about it saying that Eric had expressed his
feelings about his mother and that she really hoped it would help him to
talk to someone about it. I was upset that Eric wouldn't talk about it to
me, but I understand that he might have a hard time talking to me about it.
Anyways I'm not sure what I could say to help, I just want to be there for
him.
   I've got my own troubles anyways, I've been suspended twice over the last
3 months for fighting. My parents were not to thrilled. The fights were both
with some well known bullys, they like to pick on younger kids. I'm 5'7 now
and 145 lbs, I do have a temper when it comes to things like bullies. The
first fight happened when I heard that one boy had been harrassing Eric in
school the day before. Eric hadn't told me this, turns out he figured I'd do
something dumb. Well I found the kid and chatted with him, before long it
was a fight. I left with a bruised face but the other boy had the worst of
it. Not that I'm proud of the fact I hurt him but he had it coming in my
opinion. The second fight happened about a month after my suspension. A
sophomore decided he wanted to cut ahead of me in the lunch line, I know
this sounds dumb but that's a serious offense. He was about 5'8 and maybe
150 lbs. I asked him to kindly remove himself from in front of me before I
had to move him myself. Of course he refused and I punched him in the
stomach, he dropped to the ground with the wind knocked out of him. I was
quickly escorted to the principle's office. This kid was known to be a bully
but apparently he'd never been in a fight before. He just liked to push
people around for some reason. In the lounge before the principles office I
saw the "bully" come in. "Hey man, I'm sorry." I said. He laughed and said
"No problem. You know, freshman are supposed to know their place man, you
are ruining the system." We laughed and by the time we made it to the
principle we explained to the principle our change in opinion of eachother.
So no harm was done, no suspension. My parents were however informed by my
older brother of the event. I wasn't punished horribly, just a lecture about
my aggressive behavior. They're right, I'll have to be careful about that.
   I arrive in the eighth grade wing and enter the Art room. I go over to
where I see Eric making a jar from some clay on a spinner.
   "That's some nasty shit you got there boy!" I say and clap him on the
back. His hands move in too swiftly because of my blow to his back and the
whole pot crumples in as it spins.
   "You ass hole!" he says, "That was my final project, I hate you." He is
looking at me green eyes blazing.
   "Shit man I'm really sorry, I didnt mean for that too happen!" I say.
I'm really upset, that was so stupid of me.
   Eric's unforgiving fron twists into a great big grin and he begins to
laugh. "Haha, man I'm fooling with you. We had a study hall, I was just
playing around with that junk."
   I punch him hard in the shoulder and laugh. There is about 15 minutes
left.
   "Let's get the hell out of here!" I whisper.
   "Man I can't the teacher is right there!" he whispers back.
   "Come on we can walk to my house, screw the cheese box." I hate riding
the schoolbus, it takes 30 minutes to get to my house which is less than 2
miles away. Eric lives about 5 miles away but he has already made plans to
come to my house for the night. We are going to a party or something at 10.
"The teacher won't see you if I distract her, then you slip out and I
follow. I have a pass so she won't stop me. She will never know you left
man! She's already taken attendance."
   "Ok man, go do your thing." he says.
   I head over to Miss Halen and stand on the right side of her so she will
be looking away from Eric and the door.
   "Miss Halen? Do you have any new markers. Most of the ones in the boxes
are running out of ink. I have a great idea for a picture. It will be of a
chimp riding an elephant. Like Curious George except not. You'll see what I
mean when I show you the picture." I see Eric is outside the door and
giggling. He's listening to my line of b.s. and loving it.
   "Well let me check Ryan, I never knew you to be much of an artist! Let's
see what you can do." she says.
   "Nevermind Miss Halen. I can't draw a stick figure, not to mention a
monkey and an elephant. What was I thinking? I have to head back to
studyhall. You have a WONDERFUL summer."
   "Oh alright Ryan you too." She is smiling at my seeming stupidity. I know
that was kind of mean but I really want Eric and I to get out of here.
   I head out the door.
   "A chimp riding an elephant? Like Curious George? What an idiot!" says
Eric in a hushed voice, suppressing his laughter.
   "Haha, it worked didn't it. Let's get out of here!"
   We open the side door of the school sprint across a field and head to
freedom. This summer is going to be awesome.

   In about 20 minutes we are at my house.
   "Mom? Dad? Alex?" I call out questioningly. No replies. Good!
   "Nobody home but us Ryan!" says Eric winking at me.
   I'm already pulling Eric close to me, my lips touch his and it becomes a
beautiful kiss. He tastes good, he always does. My hands are rubbing his
back and pulling him towards me as if we could become one. Eric is only
slightly shorter than me now I notice. He's about 5'6 now and about 135 lbs.
I'm losing myself in his embrace. I drag him down to the couch with me.
We're in the living room but nobody can see into this room without really
trying hard to look. At this point I don't care.
   My hard shaft is pulsing against my tight jeans, which I wore explicitly
for this opportunity. I can feel Eric's hard inside his khaki shorts. Eric
pulls away and tears off his T-shirt, discarding it on the floor. I do him
one better and rip off my shirt and then strip off my pants and socks. I
heap them in a pile by the couch, I'm in my boxers, and I slowly strip those
off too. Eric is watching me, but as soon as I'm dont he follows suit. I
examine his body carefully. I see the scar on his back that always
fascinates me, it's a scar but it only seems to add to his beauty. Even his
imperfections are perfect.
   "You know you are beautiful Eric,"
   Eric blushes and says, "Well thanks, I honestly think you are better
looking though Ryan."
   "You know that's bull shit," I say. I honestly think this kid blows me
out of the water, but I get the feeling he honestly believes what he's
saying. It makes me feel really good to know that's how he feels. "Never
mind that." We are naked now, both hard and ready to go. I flip myself so
that my face is near his cock and his face is near mine. I take him into my
mouth and he moans before beginning to suck on my shaft. His lips have
learned to work magic since February. He can get me off within 30 seconds if
he tries. I can do the same for him. We know eachothers likes and dislikes.
   I'm licking under the tip of his penis, I know he loves that. He is deep
throating me and taking me in and out, while using his hand for extra
effect. He really makes it feel like I'm fucking, only I don't have to work
at all. I concentrate on the tip of his cock, licking it, showering with my
spit. Then I take it out and begin to masturbate him.
   Eric just keeps working on my dick as before. He is grat at taking my
whole cock into his mouth.I can feel my glans hitting the back of his
throat. His lips almost touching my pelvis. I continue jerking Eric off but
now I am lifting his cock up and licking and sucking on his balls. They are
hairless and beautiful. In no time at all it seems I am ready shoot. I begin
working on his cock faster, putting it in my mouth and really deep throating
him. I want out cumming to happen at the same time, that is my goal always
but it rarely happens right at the same time. I feel myself spasming and he
is deep throating me and moaning so I know he is close too.  I am moving my
head back and forth wickedly, then I withdraw his cock from my mouth and
moan loudly as I feel myself shooting my seed deep into Erics mouth. I am
still moaning but put Eric's cock in my mouth and force his cock deep into
my throat. Now Eric is moaning and his hips are forcing his cock deeper into
my throat. I let hold my head still as his hips buck forcing his shaft deep
into my throat. I feel his balls hit my chin once in awhile. I here him moan
loudly and his cock spasms and he shoots his boy spunk into my throat. I
gulp his load down easily and allow him to keep screwing my face until he
has had enough. His cock is softening and I spit out his cock and lay
content.
   "It never gets old Eric," I chuckle.
   "Certainly doesn't," laughs Eric.
   It's going to be a great summer! I am really excited. I hear a car pull
into the driveway. My brother must be home. Eric and I get up gather our
things quickly and head to my room. We lock the door and begin to dress.

-End