Date: Wed, 14 Jun 2006 18:37:38 -0700 (PDT)
From: Christoper Lock <yoyodrumssex@yahoo.com>
Subject: Who I once was....

You Know The Deal!!!..Dont Read If Your Underaged.
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honest no ones going to make this into a big film movie so its not worth
stealing.



*sigh* Benjamin Franklin High school, god I hated this place, being
scrawny and never really making attempts to talk unless asked can get you
picked on, oh yeah, SPORTS, this school is all about sports, if your not
in some sort of sport, and your not showing off those horrendous
lettermen jackets, your considered an "outcast". Fine by me I didn't
care if I joined a sport or not, I got one more year of this hell hole
and I'm off to college, most likely away from here in the east coast.
Before I continue any further let me tell you more about myself. My names
Brian Kelley, and if you haven't guessed yet I'm gay, and still in the
closet, just imagine if I was out to the school it would be name calling
and fights all school year long. I guess you can call me an
unconventional nerd if there is such one, I don't sport the trousers and
the thick ass glasses or  those stupid ass T-shirts that say "I LOVE
SCHOOL". I guess you can say I look descent enough, I'm 5'11 almost 6,
I have been acquiring muscles over the summer, thanks to my cousin and
his crazy scheme to "bulk me up" but I'm thankful for it, now I cant
be called the scrawny kid that doesn't talk, minus the talking part, I
still am reserved, except to my two friends, Jessica and Chris, but more
on them later. ANYWAYS sorry for being sidetracked I have Blue eyes, and
short cropped dirty blonde hair that I gel it up on some occasions
depends on my mood, you know? This will be my senior year in high school
and I am pumped, I've always wanted to leave this place ever since I set
foot in it, the immature and ignorant people, god you cant leave this
place with out having a bogus fight about nothing.  All the stupid jocks
are looked up on while we "nerds" are trampled upon. I'm never going
to grasp this high school concept, but oh well. Here I am 3 months later
in front of the school I detest, with a whole new look, new body, grew a
couple of inches, new clothes, just a whole new me yet I'm still the
same reserved kid I always was.

            I just sat their, in front of the school in my Honda not
wanting to go in and just thinking of nothing in particular when my cell
phone rang.

"Hello?"
"Brian! Hey  hot stuff!." It was my friend Jessica
"haha , hey Jes whats up? Where you at?"
"Im in the cafe. Getting my schedule"
"okay, I just arrived wait for me?"
"always, hurry!, oh Chris said hi"
"he's there too? Aight tell him I said hi and I'll be their shortly"
I hung up my phone and proceeded to enter the school.

As I was nearing the school, I happen to drop my car keys so I picked it
up, upon doing so, some jack ass bumped into me almost knocking me over.
"What the fuck!" I yelled
"My bad didn't see you their man"
I was about to blow a fuse on this ass as I got up, but I stopped in my
tracks when I noticed who it was, Jayson Preston, Captain of the football
team a good 75lbs of weight more than me, and my tormentor since the
beginning of highschool. He could have easily kicked my ass if his posse
of dumbasses didn't pull him away towards a section of cheerleaders.
"God what a great way to start senior year" I thought to myself.

            Entering the cafeteria I scanned for my two friends, they
noticed me before I did and waved me over.
*whistle* "wow look at mr. handsome" Jes said.
You can clearly see my face turn crimson.
"Thanks...I guess" I said. I received a big hug from Jessica
"Man Bri I missed you over the summer where the hell where you?"
"yeah B where were you?" Chris himself asked
"Well my parents surprised us with a trip to San Francisco to visit my
family, god its so different from Virginia Beach." I said with a bit of
excitement
"San Fran huh? How were the guys?" Chris asked. That got me turning
more red. Chris and Jessica are the only two people in the universe that
knows I'm gay, and I'm so glad that they're cool with it.
"Nah, I was at the gym to much with my cousin to even get a peek." And
I started posing those ridiculous muscle men pose, that got a laughter
from all of us.
"Aight enough chit-chat we gotta get our classes, theres more time to
talk at my house, still set for after school at my house right?" They
both nodded in agreement

            After getting our classes I split from my two friends, we
only had one class together and it was our fourth and last period of the
day(block schedule) which sucked but we all had the same lunch so at
least it was bearable.  I headed to my 1st period Weigh lifting, haha I
know what your thinking what the hell am I doing in this class? Well I
wanted to continue my workout with my cousin into this class, and it was
sort of like a free class for me. So I entered the Gym and proceeded to
the bleachers where everyone else was sitting all talking, so I steered
clear of them and sat as far away as possible from them. So far so good,
and then he entered in, Jayson, god just my luck too, he saw me looking
at him and quickly averted away from his gaze, thank god the teacher
arrived to settle down the class and get things in order. After the
proper introductions and what not he paired us up into a group of 2 that
will remain our partners the entire term, and guess who I got stuck with,
JAYSON!, god could this day get anymore worse? After the placement of
groups Mr. Alvarez let us roam about in the gym till the bell rung, he
said we would start everything tomorrow. After he left some of the guys
started shooting hoops, not much of playing but more of watching so I
just sat their and put on my Ipod and drown everyone else's noise out.
It was working for a while till someone tapped me on my shoulders.
"Shit" I whispered
"What Jayson"
"Damn Brian why are you testy all of a sudden?"
"Just leave me alone alright?" I said with venom in every word.
"Fine I just wanted to say hi,  sorry if that was wrong of me"
I turned to him "Hi" and smiled a fake ass smile.
"what the fucks your problem bro?" I can tell he was getting angry.
"you're my problem ever since 9th grade you've been my problem."
"what?" He was actually confused on what I was saying like he didn't
remember the torture and all the shit he pulled on me the past couple of
years. Too bad for him he didn't get a chance to answer because the bell
ring. I just left him in his place and proceeded to listen to my Ipod.
Off to second period.

Worth Continuing? I know its hella short but gotta bare with me here im
new to this. Aight  give me feedback positive, negative what ever it is
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much appreciation.

JP