Date: Wed, 26 Nov 2014 10:17:37 -0800
From: Jay Kenna <jaykenna1@yahoo.com>
Subject: You Know You Want To

All disclaimers enforced. Story revolves around high school boys engaging
in gay acts.

Please feel free to write to me!
jaykenna1@yahoo.com
No Criticizing or hate mail please!

Let me tell you a little about myself as well as my friend Russell. I was
17 years old 6 feet tall nice fit body and all the girls told me i was so
hot! My problem? I really didn't like girls, well at least sexually
speaking. I was a closeted gay teen and knew I would always be such. (well,
not a teen, but closeted) We had a group a friends and would hang out,
drink, smoke and just mess around. One friend, Russell was hot!. Funny, the
life of the party, popular. Russell had longish Blondish/reddish strawberry
hair. He was about 6 ft 2 in with an athletic build. He was the type of kid
who everyone stared at. He was just the stunning looking kid and his smile
and green eyes were captivating. He was 16 years old and I know banged a
few girls already.

The funny thing was, boys would act and pretend to be gay while making fun
of gays at the same time. I would be driving and Russell was always in the
front seat. We had two or three girls in the back. He would often pretend
to be gay and rub my stomach while laughing and saying gay shit. Everyone
would be roaring and encouraging him. The bad part though is I would get
totally turned on! I just hope he never noticed my hard on and he did not.
This would happen on a weekly basis for sure.

I had to keep the joking up calling him gay and shit. Then we would take
turns banging some girls in the back of my hatchback. I could see Russell
in action, but never got a chance to see his dick.  If i didnt get excited
by watching him, I never would have been hard enough to fuck any of the
girls. What a bunch of sluts and I was jealous that they could have
Russell's dick and me , his best friend, could not. Of course this would
change as time went on.

So one Friday evening, I go to Russell's house. He lived with his
grandmother, as his father died of a drug overdose and his mother was a
drug addict. He had his own room. His grandmother was weird, very quiet and
never rally spoke to me, besides the hello. We had plans to go out and fuck
around that night like we did every Friday and Saturday night. I walk into
Russ's room. He is standing in just a towel wrapped around his waist
looking into the mirror. Dam did he look so sexy! I wanted him so bad, but
had to save face and not let him know I was gay. I say the usual what's up?
He says the same nothing much. He's checking himself out in the mirror,
making muscles and shit and say to me you like that huh? I'm like well
maybe if you had muscles like mine. I was fit and toned, but not really
muscles. He's like ya right you know you wish you had guns like these.

I'm like ya right but how many girls did you bang this week? He kind of
drops his head and says none and that his girl friend (sort of) dropped
him.

I'm like sorry man that totally sucks. Can I do anything to help?

Well to my total surprise, he drops his towel and says can you help this?
pointing to his semi hard 7 in cut dick.

I'm like ya right man I'm into pussy not dick

Russ then says like dude whenever i fuck with you and pretend to do gay
shit, you got a hard on. I also see you watching my ass when I'm fucking
those chicks in the back of your car.

and listen man, you're my best friend. I don't care if your gay or bi or
whatever man. I love you bro.

And I know you want me so lets just cut the bullshit and get down and suck
my dick! You know you want to.

So here I am listening to Russ talk and I guess I'm looking at his dick
too. I think to myself it's now or never. Russ loves me and I know he means
like a friend not a sexual partner, so I guess he would not tell anyone. I
still don't wanna out myself so I just say, Russ man your fucked up. I'm
not like that. He looks like hes getting angry now. Then he sorts of yells
at me and says Dude you know you wanna suck my dick and probably do other
shit too, so don't bullshit me. I know you and I know how you look at
me. Just like all the girls look at me. So listen man, I love you and I
would never tell anyone about this. hell man if it works out well, we can
both get off when ever we want. no need to worry about getting pussy if its
not around. So what do you say.

He is standing right up next to me face to face. He puts his hand on top of
my head and starts to push me down to my knees. I totally submit and go
down. I'm facing right at his dick which looks so hot and my mouth is
watering. Russ looks down into my eys with the shit eating grin on. Open
your mouth he says. I don't know why, but I do. He starts to put his dick in
and its getting bigger and harder. I know there is no way I can take it all
after all I've never sucked a dick before. He had his hand on my head still
but really there is no need. I'm not going anywhere.

I place by hands on his ass checks for leverage and it feels so good. Russ
starts to thrust his cock into my mouth. It feels so good tastes so
good. I'm on my knees in front of my best friend who is a total stud. I
feel like this is where i should be in life. He goes in and out and I'm not
doing a bad job. I'm jerking him so he can't shove it all the way down.
Finally I feel his moaning increase and his balls tighten slightly. I know
what's gonna happen next. I'm not sure what he wants to do, but certainly I
want his sperm in my mouth and stomach. All of a sudden he starts blasting
ropes of cum 5-6- 7 down my throat. A little dribbles out. He pulls out
come dripping off his dick and out of my mouth. He laughs and says damn I
wish I had a picture of this man. He says you can stand up now.

Russ asks how was that is it everything you ever dreamed of?

I'm like ya man it was kind of hot. I can't believe I just gave you a blow
job man.

Russ says don't worry it may have been your first but certainly not your
last!

I think about what he said. I'm good with that for sure.