Date: Sun, 15 Nov 2015 20:26:29 +0000 (UTC)
From: JoshRJosh
Subject: Gay Male/incest   A Brother's Love (2)  part five

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A Brother's love (2) part Five





After our adventure at the creek I noticed that Jamie, Connor and I became
much closer and pushed each other a lot more in the pool.  We joked with
each other in ways we hadn't before and when we'd have a moment to take a
break, we'd find each other and chat.

School started.  David still hung out with his friends.  But what was new
was that Jamie and I started hanging out a lot more.  He was a year a head
of me, but we were both knew to the varsity team and we were both
Lightening Bolts which not all the kids on the high school team were.  So
that separated us from them and made us bond even more.  We didn't have
classes together, but started hangout after school.

Since we were on the Bolts, we seldom worked out with the high school swim
team.  The Bolts were known to have much harder and longer workouts.
However, as we neared the swim season, we worked out with the high school
team twice a week.

The best team in our league would be our last meet of the season and they
seemed to be unbeatable.  But there was no one in our league who could beat
David in the butterfly.  We were thought to be the third best team overall,
so we were setting our sites on the second ranked team, our first season
competitors.

I was hoping to swim the 100 meter backstroke, which I thought was my
strongest event.  I thought I'd probably be given the 100 freestyle and
maybe the backstroke in the 200 medley relay.  But that's not what
happened.  I did get the backstroke in the Medley relay, but he gave me the
100 butterfly and then the last position in the 400 freestyle relay, the
last race.

I caught up to David.  "You see what he gave me.  Why the butterfly.
That's my worst stroke and he didn't give me the 100 backstroke which is my
best.  And I don't want the last position in the relay.  I'm not that
strong a swimmer to swim last."

"He knows what he's doing."

"Really?  Jamie got his best stroke and he's a better freestyler than me.
Carl is first then Jamie, you're third and you're better than me.  Why am I
even in the relay?"

"Stop bitching.  And stop putting yourself down.  You've got your work cut
out for you, just do your best."  David was the most supportive person in
my life.  He'd back in on anything, except self-doubt.  If I ever berated
myself to him, he'd get in my face and say, suck it up and do your best.

"I hate pressure.  I hate feeling anxiety.  I'm the youngest and least
experienced guy on the team and he's putting me in last position."

"Look, I don't think the relay is going to matter overall.  They'll either
be way ahead of us or we'll be way ahead of them.  It hardly ever comes
down to the relay."

I didn't sleep much the night before the meet.  I decided that the coach
was nuts and that he just stuck me where he thought I'd do the least
damage.

Jamie was happy with his assignments but was also feeling pressure.  This
was his first varsity meet and everyone wanted to beat the team.

Everyone was up as we got dressed for the meet.  I felt like I was going to
vomit.  Jamie kept telling me to relax and just swim, "Swim your ass off."

In the 200 medley relay, the backstroke goes first, then the breaststroke,
the butterfly and then freestyle.  I hated that I was on David's team.  I
thought they should have put someone who was better at the backstroke on
his team and let me swim the backstroke on our second place team.  Too much
pressure.

The order was me, Jamie, David and then Carl who was also a senior.  The
backstroke starts off in the pool and not on the blocks.  I got in the pool
and grabbed the bar.  I looked up at David and waited for the buzzer.  He
nodded.  When the buzzer went off I swam like I never swam before.  It was
like I was in another zone.  I did my turn and headed back.  I had no idea
how I was doing.  I could hear the crowd yelling.  I kept stroking.  I hit
the wall and saw Jamie fly through the air as he leapt off the blocks.

I pulled myself out of the pool and looked to see how we were doing.  David
got on the blocks.  I watched as Jamie made his turn and headed back and
then noticed that we were ahead.

David flew off the blocks.  Jamie got out of the pool.  We watched David
fly.  "Shit we're in first," Jamie said.  Carl got on the blocks.  "Carl's
going to kick ass."

We watched as David was now a full body length ahead of everyone.  Carl
went off the blocks.

We won the Medley relay.

David looked at me and nodded and walked away with Carl.

The meet was exciting, but I couldn't calm down.  It wasn't like David had
said.  The lead kept changing.  David was center lane for the butterfly.
This was his race.  The real race was for second and third place.

David said to me, "Look, no one is expecting you to take second or third."

"Then why does he have me in?"

"He thinks you'd be good in butterfly next year or your senior year.  When
I leave he doesn't have anyone.  Just swim your ass off and finish.  No
pressure."

"Yeah, right."

As I walked to the blocks, Jamie said, "If you take third, I'll blow you,"
and then winked.

I laughed and said, "Then I'm taking second and you'll blow me twice."

He laughed.

I guess that helped a little.  I stretched out a little and then stepped
onto the blocks.  I smiled when I thought about what Jamie said.  I liked
that we could joke.  I took position and then waited for the buzzer.

I had been swimming for the last five years and I was a Bolt.  Most of the
guys swimming started competing in high school and hadn't been working out
five days a week all year long.  But that didn't enter my mind.  All I
could think about was coming in last.

Off the blocks I went.  When you're swimming it is impossible to tell how
anyone else is doing.  At best you can get an idea if you are far behind
the guys in the lanes next to you.  I just put my head down and stroked.  I
made my turn and headed back.  I could hear the cheering of the crowd.  I
actually felt good and got a burst of energy.  Maybe I wasn't going to be
last.  I stroked and kicked and touched the wall.

Please God, I thought.  Not last.

I looked up at the digital score board.  David was first and by seconds
ahead of second place.  Then I saw my name in third place and only four
tenths of a second behind second place.  I kept staring at the scoreboard.
Was there a mistake?

As I looked up, Jamie was looking down at me.  He smiled.  I laughed and
climbed out of the pool.  I caught David's eye.  He smiled and nodded.
That's all I needed from him.  It said a lot.  I nodded.

Of course they were ahead by the time we got to the last event Ð 400
freestyle relay.

Carl was going off the blocks first.  Then it would be Jamie, then David
and then me.  We had to take first and third place to win the meet.  If
they took first place they'd have enough to win.

Again I said to David.  "I don't get why I'm swimming with you and Carl.
Why not put Tyler with you.  He's a senior."

"We have to take first and third to win.  Tyler has to swim on our other
team.  I'll do my best to give you a good lead, just swim like your life
depends on it." And then he smiled and nudged me.  "Because it does."  Then
he laughed.

Jamie whispered to me, "If we lose this the blow job thing is off."

I said, "If we win I'll blow you even if you haven't jerked off for a
week."

I paced around.  "Relax," Jamie said.  "It's only a fucking swim meet that
we have to win or be embarrassed as hell."  He laughed.

I shook my head.  "The team swimming against us, they're all seniors on
that team.  Fucking look at them.  I'm a fucking sophomore."

"Yeah, but I bet your dick is bigger than two of any of them put together.
You should get a couple of seconds off for having to drag that junk
around."

"Asshole," I said.

He laughed.

Carl went off the block.  My stomach roiled when he turned to head back.
He was one of our best freestylers and they kept even with him.  Jamie went
off the blocks.  He came back and they were a little ahead of us.  But they
had swum their second and third best swimmers.  David went off the block
against their best swimmer.  I stood on the blocks and watched.

Come on David.  Give me a lead.  David was flying.  He made his turn and
then started flying.  He's like a machine in the water.  He did give me a
lead but not much of a lead.

I went off the blocks and went into zone.  My body took over.  No thinking.
Just body memory.  I made my turn and looked for that burst of energy.  It
came.  I stroked and kicked and stroked.

I touched the wall and then looked up.  I was too afraid to look at the
board.  I knew I'd be able to tell by David's face.  David had his hands to
his head as he stared at the board.  I looked at Jamie.  Then Carl, Jamie
and David jumped into the air, looking excited.  I turned and looked at the
board.  We won by two seconds and also took third place.

I reached up to pull myself out of the pool but Jamie, Carl and David
grabbed my wrists and pulled me up.  David grabbed me and held me tight
against him.  "God, I love you," he said.  He grabbed my head with both his
hands and kissed me fast and hard on the lips.

Carl hugged me.  I said, "Good race."

Jamie put his arms around me and said, "You're so much better than you
think."

I smiled.  "You did good too."

Of course, Jamie and I didn't trade blowjobs, but it was fun to joke about.

David started dating Rebecca a girl in his class.  They quickly became the
hot couple on campus.  He didn't go into details about the sex he was
having but he talked about trying to figure out a ways to spend more time
with her.  So he started spending evenings at the library.

"You'd better get good grades," I said.  "With all the studying you claim
to be doing."

He smiled and nodded.  "I do go to the library and I do study most of the
time."

"Where do you do it?"

"The car.  If Kevin's parents aren't home we go there."  He was also dating
as was Carl and Danny.  "Between the four of us we figure a place."

"You could come here on Wednesday nights."

"Maybe.  But I worry about the neighbors seeing four guys and four girls
showing up and they might say something to dad."

"Oh, the eight of you.  Wow."

David had his college applications in.  Not only was he a great swimmer,
but he was a great student.  There was a state college in the city where we
lived.  Several of his friends were going there.  There was a state
university (Let's call it UZ) about an hour drive from where we lived.  It
was a very good university, nationally ranked in the top ten.  David was
sure he'd get in and might get some kind of financial aid, which he needed.
Our parents told him that they would pay his tuition fees for the state
college in town but he'd have to live at home.  If he went to the
university, he was on his own.  His coach strongly suggested that he apply
to a private college, also nationally ranked very high, that was about a
five-hour drive away.  The only way he could attend that college would be
if he was given a full scholarship, which would be for swimming.

David had decided he'd swim at the college level no matter where he went,
but the swim team at the private college was better known.

He heard from the private university (We'll call it UX).  The swim coaches
invited him to visit the college during the winter break.  He had decided
to drive there on Dec 27th.  My parents wanted him back by Dec 30th.  I
asked him to plead with them to let me go so that he wouldn't have to drive
there alone.  They refused.

David didn't want to go alone.  Tyler, his friend from the swim team, went
with him.

My parents didn't believe that Tyler was really going and figured that what
David was doing was taking Rebecca instead.  They were sure they were going
to catch him in a lie and then to punish him by refusing to let him go.

"Becca is going away for the break with her parents". David insisted.
"They're going to visit her father's parents then her mom's parents."

My dad called Rebecca's father.  He said that Rebecca was accompanying them
as David had said.  He said he appreciated my father's concern.

Jamie called the day David left with Tyler.  He wanted to know if I wanted
to hang out.  He picked me up.  We decided to go to a movie.  Afterward we
got something to eat.

"It would be so awesome if David got into UX," Jamie said.  "It's such a
great school and their swim team is fantastic."

"Yeah.  But he'll need a full scholarship to go."

"He'll get one.  I heard the coach tell him that they're coming to see him
swim."

"Who's coming?"

"Someone from UX."

"When?"

"Our last meet in what, three weeks."

"But that's against the toughest school in the league, maybe state."

"I guess that is why they're coming then."

Usually when Jamie and I hung out it was with a bunch of other guys,
including David.  He was fun to be with and I had a great time.  When he
dropped me off at home he asked if I wanted to hang out the next day.

"Yeah, sure," I said.  "What do you want to do?"

"I don't know.  Maybe I can get some weed."

"Okay.  Where do you want to go?"

"We could hang out at my house.  My dad is working.  My mom and my aunt are
going shopping all day.  My mom said my aunt is driving so I can have the
car.  I can pick you up like at around noon after she leaves."

"Cool," I said.

He pick me.  We went and got burritos for lunch and headed to his house.
The plan was to eat lunch.  Smoke a joint.  Listen to music and whatever.
We did all that and while listening to music we got on his computer.  We
smoked some more.  Then he brought up this site that showed people on cams,
naked people, naked young women, naked young men, masturbating.  He found a
cam with a nineteen year old guy and a eighteen year old girl.  They were
naked.  People could send them money and they'd do stuff with and to each
other.

I thought the guy was really hot but I didn't say that.  We watched and
talked about her tits and pussy Ð it was shaved.  I said, "Maybe she's
on a swim team."

He laughed.

We watched as she sucked his cock.  "You're bigger than him," Jamie said to
me.

"I guess."  I noticed Jamie pressing his fingers into his crotch.

"She has nice tits," he said.

"Yeah."  People were giving them money as we watched.  Then she lay on her
back and spread her legs wide.  The guy rubbed her pussy.

"Fuck," Jamie said.  "Look you can see her clit."

I felt my face burning hot, but it was because the guy's dick and balls
were in full view.  Then he bent forward while he stroked his cock and
licked her pussy.

"Will he fuck her," I asked, again noticing Jamie pressing his fingers into
his crotch.

"Usually they have to get a lot more money.  Sometimes they turn off the
public cam and go private."

"How do you watch that?"

"You have to pay money.  If they switch we can find another cam."  He
looked at me.  "You horny?"

"Very.  You?"

He sat back and pressed his fingers along his jeans so that I could see the
bulge in his jeans.  I sat back and did the same.

"You want to jerk off?  It's not weird right?  I mean we've done it
before."

"Sure," I said.

Immediately, he stood up, went to his laundry basket and grabbed a pair of
boxer briefs.  He looked at me.  "For the cum," he said.  I nodded.
Standing beside me, he pulled his pants and boxer briefs down to the floor.
I stood and did the same.  I noticed him staring at my cock.  I thought
he'd sit down and we'd go back to watching the cams, but he began stroking
his cock.  I did the same.

"You ever shoot two or three loads?" he asked.

"Yeah, if I'm really horny.  You?"

"Yeah.  We have a while before my mom comes home."

"I'm cool with that.  Jerking off is my favorite thing to do."

He laughed.  "Mine too.  That and getting head.  I love getting head.  You
ever get head?"

"No," I said.  We sat facing head other and stroking.  "I've not dated."

"Jenny used to give good head."  They had broken up.  "She didn't like my
cum though."

"Tastes weird?"

"I don't think so," he said.  I smiled.  He smiled.  "You ever taste
yours?" he asked.

"Yeah.  I guess most guys do."

He nodded.  "If I aim it toward my face, it will go all over my face, into
my mouth."

"Cool," I said, smiling and stroking.

He laughed.  "You want to see?"

"Yeah sure," I said.

"Can you shoot on your face?"

"Yes and in my mouth."

"You'll do it?"

"Sure."

"It's not too weird, right?"

"I guess it's kinky but not weird."

He smiled and nodded.  He stood up and pulled his shirt off.  I did the
same.  I'd seen his bare chest more times than I could count.  I'd seen him
naked and at the creek I saw him hard and watched him jerk off.  But my
face tingled when he stood before me naked and hard.  He looked like a
Greek God and he looked like he was putting on a show just for me.  We had
eye contact and he smiled.  He turned to his left and stroked.  He turned
to his right and stroked.  The faced me.

I turned to my left and stroked my cock.  My face tingled with excitement.
I turned faced him and then turned to my right.  He said, "Take a pose."

"What?"

"You know," he said and turned, leaned back at the waist, turned at the
waist thrust his hips forward.

I laughed and did the same.

He smiled.

We watched each other jerking off.  I was getting close.  I slowed down.
He chuckled.  I said, "You first."

He smiled and nodded.  "You're really going to do it, right?"

"I promise.  If you want me to go first."

"No, I'm close already."

He sat on his bed.

I stopped stroking and sat beside him.  "I want to get a close view."  I
watched him stroking.

He stroked hard, staring at me.  "I've never done this before."  I looked
into his eyes.  "Let someone see me do this."

"You don't have to if you don't want to."

"No, I'm good.  You're cool, I can tell."

I'm gay, I thought.  If he knew maybe he'd be angry.  I was enjoying this
so much, but wondered if I was betraying him in some way.  If I was
straight this would be fine, but since I'm gay, maybe it is really not
okay.  Then I remembered Tyler his cousin was gay, but that was his cousin.

"I'm close," he said.

He moaned.  He leaned his head forward and opened his mouth.  He squeezed
his cock and stroked slowly.  It was aimed at his face.  Streams of cum
shot from his cock.  It went on his nose, face and in his mouth.  Each shot
hit his face and mouth.  I saw him swallow as he came again and opened his
mouth.

Cum was on his face, on his lips, on his chest and stomach.

He sat back and chuckled.  "Fuck, I can't believe I did that?"  He licked
his lips.

"Shot on your face?"

"No, let you watch."

"We're cool," I said.

He took his briefs and cleaned his face and chest and stomach.

"Don't feel weird, okay?" I said.

"Yeah, I'm cool."  I noticed his cock was still hard.  "You're turn," he
said.

I stroked my cock.  As I stroked he played with the head of his cock.  He
never got soft.  He came a lot.  His cum looked watery.  I don't cum as
much but mine is thicker.

I stroked hard.

He reached across and gently ran his fingers up my thigh.  I moaned and
spread my legs.  Then his fingers moved and he gently moved them over my
scrotum.  It felt fantastic.

"I'm close," I said.

"Go for it."

I scooted down a bit, arched my hip and leaned forward with my mouth open.
The first shot hit my forehead.  The next went right into my mouth.  More
on my face and in my mouth and then onto my chest.  I stuck out my tongue,
which was covered with cum and then swallowed.

"Fuck, nice load," he said.

I grabbed the glob of cum on my forehead and licked my fingers.  I scooped
up what was on my chest and ate that too.

"You feel weird?" he asked.

"A little embarrassed, I guess."

He smiled.  "We're cool."  I glanced at his cock.  He was still hard.  I
grabbed his cummy briefs and was about to wipe myself clean.  He said, "I
can get you something clean."

"I'm cool," I said.  As I wiped my face I could smell his cum.  I loved it.

We went back to watching the cams and stroking.  When he'd glance over at
my erection, I'd lean back so he could see.  Then he'd lean back.  We'd
stroke watching each other and then back to the cams.  We smoked the last
of the weed.  "How do you want to do it this time," he said.

"I'm good with however you want"

He thought for a moment. "We'll stand up.  You can hold my briefs while I
cum in them.  Then I'll hold them while you cum."

"Okay," I said.

We faced each other.  I held his briefs in front of him.  He stroked.  We
were about a foot apart, looking down at his dick.  I moved my hand and
cupped his balls.  He moaned.  I gently played with them.  "Fuck, that
feels so good," he said.  He was stroking hard.  He was stroking with his
right hand.  He reached over with his left and grabbed my shoulder to
steady himself.  He started moaning and thrusting his hips forward.  Then
he came.  The first two or three shots hit my stomach.  I moved his briefs
so I could get the rest.  When he was done coming, he noticed that my
stomach was wet.  "Oh fuck.  Sorry."

"For what?  I come on my stomach all the time."

He smiled.  "You really are cool," he said.  "Fuck, I came hard."

"Yeah you did.  It felt like getting hit with a squirt gun really close."

He laughed.

I stood in front of him and stroked.  He rubbed my chest and nipples.  He
moved his hand down and then cupped my balls.  I moaned.  I grabbed his
shoulder.  "I'm close," I said.

"Go for it."

I saw that he moved closer to me.  "You're going to get wet," I said,
noticing that he wasn't holding the briefs up.

"Only fair," he said.

I moaned.  I shot most of my load on his stomach.  The rest dropped into
his briefs.

"You're cum is cool," he said.

"Cool?"

"Yeah, thick.  Mine is watery and runny.  Yours sticks together," he said
as he ran his fingers through it.

"Yeah, it's gooey."

We went into the bathroom and stepped into the shower.  It was a tight
squeeze.  We rubbed against each other as we bent down and tried to share
the water.  About an hour later his mom came home and he drove me home.
"We're cool, right?" he said.

"I am."

"Me too.  That was fun."

That night I lay in bed thinking that I wished I could have sucked him and
him suck me.  Then I felt weird thinking that I could never tell him I was
gay or he'd be really angry.

The next day I felt anxious.  If he found out he'd be angry.  If David
found out would he feel angry?  I felt sad and confused.  I should have
told David.  I decided that I had to tell him.  But how?  When?

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