Date: Thu, 19 Nov 2015 20:00:44 +0000 (UTC)
From: JoshRJosh
Subject: gay male / incest   A brother's love (2) part six

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A Brother's love (2) part Six



David came home from his school visit.  It was good to see him, but I felt
weird Ð scared.  I wanted to tell him that I was gay before we went back
to school, but I kept changing my mind.

He unpacked all his stuff.  My dad made him wash and clean the inside of
the car and my mom told him to put his dirty clothes in the wash and turn
it on.  I stayed in my room reading.  He was busy but kept coming in and
out of my room.  That night I got in bed.  I was too nervous to jerk off,
but then decided that if I did I would feel better.

I pulled on my cock.  David came into my room and sat on my bed.  He wanted
to know what I had done while he was away.  I told him that Jamie and I
hung out.  He wanted details.  He went back to his room, undressed and came
back to my room naked.

I didn't know how much I should say.  "Ah, well, movie, we smoked weed at
his house.  We watched some porn on his computer."

"You two jerked off?"

"Yeah.  It was fun.  Just stuff we did before."

He lay down beside me and grabbed my junk.  "Tell me all about it," he
said.

I told him everything.  We were both hard.

"Tell me about UX," I said.

He thought the campus was beautiful.  "I'm not sure what I'm going to do
though.  Kevin and Tyler are going to UZ.  Kevin wants to room with me and
only me.  But he's getting to be a real jerk," he said.

I was surprised by what he said.  "Why?"

"He doesn't want to share a room with Tyler."

"Because he's gay?"

"Yeah."

"What did you say?"

"If I go to UZ that I intended to room with Tyler and that if he didn't
want to room with us that was fine. Scoot over," he said.

It was cold in my room.  That's the way I like it.  He got under the covers
with me.  I decided that maybe this had to be the time to tell him.  I
began to feel nervous.

"Tyler isn't about to do anything with anyone who doesn't want to do stuff.
It's not like he's going to get weird with someone."

"You're better friends with Tyler than Kevin?"

"I guess, maybe.  I mean I've been friends with Kevin since fifth grade,
but Tyler and I are better friends now I guess.  He's cool."

"You've jerked off with him.  I mean at the creek.  Does it make you feel
weird that he is gay?"

"No.  Not at all.  Does it make you feel weird?"

"No.  I was just wondering.  Can I ask you something else?"

"You're asking me if you can ask?"  He poked me.  "What?  Ask me anything?"

"You ever jerk off with just him?"

"You mean like you and Jamie.  Yeah."

"When?"

"Last summer.  When we went camping.  He and I took off on our own, smoked
some week and jerked off.  Talking about jerking off," he said and reached
over and put his hand on my junk.  "I'm sure you've been jerking off.  Did
you today?  Are you horny?"

My body started shaking.

"Why do you keep it cold in here," he said.  "You're shaking."  He got up
and closed my window and then got in bed with me again.  He put his hand on
my stomach.  "You okay?"

Silence

"Josh."

My mind was racing.  Then I chickened out.  "Ah, just nervous."

"About what?"

"Ah, well, Jamie told me someone is coming down to see you swim."

"Yeah, so."

"I'm just worried."

"Josh, don't stress out.  It doesn't matter how the team does.  They just
want to see me."

"Yeah, but if we do badly they might not think you did well enough and
they're like the best team and if the coach doesn't give me the
backstroke."

I was lying about why I was so nervous but I just couldn't face telling
him.  I knew he'd be okay with me being gay, but would he feel weird about
being in bed with me, jerking me off, letting me jerk him off.  Would he
pull away?

Pulling away is what my parents did. That's how I was raised.  If we
screwed up, they never yelled or hit or got crazy.  They'd lay down some
kind of punishment and then they wouldn't talk to you for weeks.  One word
here, one work there.  No eye contact, no concern, nothing.  It was like
you were a stranger in the house and it always scared me.  David never did
that to me and I never did that to him.  When they did that to him, I'd
always hang out with him more and he'd do the same to me.  But would that
change if he knew I was gay?  It scared me, down to my bones.

"Josh, I'm not even sure I want to go to UX.  It might be better all around
if I go to UZ."

"What?  Why?  They've got the best swim team.  They're like one of the best
colleges and their engineering department is like the best.  You know
that."

He sighed, "Yeah, but it hours away.  I won't have a car.  No one I know
goes there.  Well, Lauren is there, but no one else."

"Who's that?"

"She was or valedictorian last year.  I won't see you or any of my
friends."

"But you'll come home, right?"

"I guess for winter break and summer."

My stomach felt sick.  I hadn't thought about not seeing him for most of
the year.

He said, "I just don't know that I can deal with it.  I'm scared."

"What do you mean?"

He sighed.  "I'm sure I can do great at state or UZ, but the competition
for grades must be unreal at UX.  What if I fuck up?"

"You won't."

"Kevin talks about when he graduates college he'll probably move back home
until he gets settled.  Tyler says if he messes up he can always move back
home and go to state.  You know once I'm out of here they'll never let me
move back in."

"I guess," I said.

"All I've got is you and my friends.  I'd be giving up on all that for
what?"

"But you'll do fine."

Silence.

I had never ever heard David say he was afraid of anything.  I was the one
who was scared and went to him and he always knew what to say.  "David,
we'll always be brothers and best friends.  Maybe I can come and see you.
Can people visit?"

"Of course.  But how would you get there and get home?"

"Remember Dad said you should take the Greyhound before he said you could
take the car.  I can take it."

"Yeah, but it takes like twice as long as driving."

"So what.  I'd stay on a bus four times that amount to visit you.  You can
take me to a football game."

He chuckled.  "I'll be living in the dorms."

"I'll bring a sleeping bag."

He put his arm over me.  "Look, if I get in, I'll think about it.  But I'm
not worried about them coming to watch me swim.  I'd be just as happy going
to UZ.  So don't worry about this."

"Okay."

"You know, maybe you should think about going to UX," he said.

"If you were there, I would think about it.  But I'd never get in."

"Shut up.  You're grades are better than mine."

"Yeah, but you're getting a swimming scholarship.  I can never be best at
anything in swimming."

He sighed.  "Josh, I wish you believed in you as much as I do and other
people do.  I don't get it.  You don't believe in yourself and sometimes I
think you don't like yourself, which is completely bogus because everyone,
everyone likes you."

I shook my head.  My eyes welled up with tears.  Silence.

We lay beside each other, sharing my pillow.  I was lying on my back.  He
was lying on his side facing me with his hand on my stomach.  I thought
about him being gone.  If he went to UZ, it would be very easy for me to
visit him every weekend.  It was probably just a couple of hours on
Greyhound.  UX was a lot further away and more expensive.

I thought about being in the house, day after day with my parents and
sister.  I felt sick.  Why hadn't I thought about this before?  Those three
days were the first time he and I haven't been together since I was born.
Three days and I missed him a lot.

I could hear that he was asleep.  I wondered if the door to his room was
locked.  I knew mine was.  I was sure he must have locked his door.  He
always did.  I lay awake for a long time thinking about being gay, should I
tell him?

He moved up against me and put his leg over my hips.  My arm was down at my
side.  His cock and balls rested on the back of my hand.  I listened to him
breathing.  While he was sleeping he started to get an erection.  It moved
across my hand and arm and poked me in the side.  I turned my hand so that
I could grab his cock.  He stirred, pressed forward and then lay still.  He
was hard for about ten minutes and then went soft again.

I felt like I could fall asleep, but I kept thinking about his door.  I
glanced at my watch.  It was 2:23.  I decided I had to check his door.
Also I decided that I'd set my wristwatch alarm for five.  It was quiet.
My parents would never hear it.  My father didn't get up until six.

I slowly slipped out of bed.  I went to his room.  He had locked the door.
I peed, checked to make sure my door was locked.  It was.  Then I slowly
climbed back into bed.

"Can't you sleep?" he said.

"Not yet."  He glanced at the clock.  "You still upset?"

"Just thinking."

"About?"

I sighed.  "You not living here and me living here."  Silence.  "I'm going
to really miss you."

"I know.  I'll miss you too.  We'll have to save money so that you can
visit."

I got comfortable.

He said, "I know what will help you sleep," as he put his hand on my junk.

I chuckled and moving my hand to his cock.  It was hard.

We gently stroked each other.  I could tell he was getting close.  He began
to move to lie on his back so he'd come on his stomach, but I gently held
onto his cock and pulled toward me.  He moved closer to me, half lying on
me and put his head on my shoulder.

I stroked his cock.  He put his left leg over my hips and pressed into me.
I stroked him.  He was breathing hard but quietly into my ear.  He moaned
and jutted his hips forward.  Warm streams of cum exploded from his cock.
His body shook.  More cum.

My chest and stomach were covered in cum.  When he was done coming, I said,
"Damn, that's like a week's worth."

He chuckled.

With my hand wet I started stroking my cock.  "I'll do it," he said.

He took my cock and stroked.  He was still half lying on top of me.  Our
heads were pressed together.  I could feel his breath on my neck.  Very
quickly I shot my load all over my chest and stomach.

Very quietly we made our way to our bathroom.  "Fuck, I'm covered in cum,"
I said.  He stood at the toilet and peed.  What we've always done is used
tissue to clean up and then flush it, but this was a huge amount of cum.

"Scoop it up with you hand," he said.

"Scoop?"

He stepped toward me.  "Let me."  He ran his hand, palm up, up my stomach
and chest.  I looked down and watched.  One swipe up, another swipe up and
gobs of cum collected in the palm of his hand.

"Get that, and look there's more here" I said pointed to my stomach.

He made another swipe, pressing his hand hard against my stomach and got
one glob as I watched and then making like it was an accident, like his
hand slipped, his hand hit my face.  His cummy hand hit me square in the
face.

Immediately, he stepped back, pointed and laughed.  "Sorry."

I smiled.  "You are so dead," I said.

"SHHH.  Don't wake them up," he said chuckling.  "It looks good on you."

"You are so going to pay."  I looked at my stomach and found some cum.  I
scooped it up on my fingers.  He just laughed.

He pointed to the floor and said, "You let it drop."

I looked down.  "Where?" I said and then looked at my fingers.  Of course
he took my hand and pressed it against my face.

"You are so dead," I said.

He laughed.  I moved toward him.  "Don't.  You'll wake them.  Really," he
said smiling.

I had cum on my nose, lips, chin and left cheek.  "Wait until Wednesday," I
said as I grabbed tissue.

He laughed.

"Okay, Wednesday.  Can I wash off my hand?"

I smiled.  "Yes, but Wednesday is payback day, and you know I always get
payback."

He laughed and nodded.

I lay in bed disappointed in myself.  Not only did I chicken out, but I
lied to him, which was something I tried not to do.  I thought about going
into his room and just saying that I was gay, but I didn't.

New Year's Eve, David went to a party with his friends.  Now that he was a
senior he was allowed.  I stayed at home.  Church New Year's day.

Wednesday finally arrived, but since it was the holidays there were no
church meetings.  David came into my room and laughed.  "I'm still going to
get you," I said.  He laughed.

I hadn't told him that I had come on my face several times before and since
Jamie and I sat across from each other.  I was not sure why I did it, but
taking aim at my mouth really excited me.  Cum on my face was a turn on.

Back at school and it was preparing for our big swim meet.  I was pretty
sure we'd lose to them, but the coach and other's on the team thought we
had a chance.  "For the seniors," the guys said.

The coach handed out the schedule.  He gave me the backstroke to swim,
which was what I thought was my best stroke.  But I was not happy.  They
had a guy who was great in the backstroke, better than me.  I thought if he
put me in the freestyle I could do better against them.  Plus he kept me in
the 200 Medley relay and then the 400 freestyle and kept me at last
position.

I was pissed.  Too much pressure.  "For the seniors," is what they were
saying and of course it was in my mind for David.

"Why can't I pick what race I race in," I bitched to Jamie as I walked to
the locker room.

"If we did that then everyone might want the same race.  Besides you're
supposed to be an all around swimmer.  It's not like you're in the Olympics
and this is your race."

"I just think I shouldn't be on the 400 freestyle relay."

"Suck it up."

"Blow me," I said undressing.

He laughed.  "If you win the backstroke I will."

I shook my head.  "By my count you owe me five blowjobs already and you
haven't paid up yet.  So put you mouth where my cock is or shut up."

He laughed.

I smiled.  "Anytime you want to play my skin flute, just whistle."

As we walked to the showers, he whistled.  I laughed.  He flicked me with
his towel.

As I stood in the shower, David came over and took the shower beside me.
"So you finally got your backstroke."

"Yeah, but they've got this guy."

"Bitch bitch bitch," he said loudly.

People laughed.  He smiled.  I rolled my eyes and shook my head.

Wednesday night finally arrived.  I decided not to jerk off Tuesday night
so that I'd have a huge load for him.  After my parents and sister left, he
entered my room through the bathroom as he always did.

I said, "Payback time."

He smiled.  "So, Kevin told his girlfriend that he wanted to come on her
face."

"Like you did to me?"

"No.  He wanted to fuck her and then pull out and jerk off and shoot on her
face."

"Oh wow."  I hadn't ever thought about shooting on someone else's face.

In case you are wondering why at my age I knew so little about this stuff
is that I think most guys see it in porn on their computers.  My parents
kept the computers downstairs in the family room.  We had to have
permission and a reason to use it and it was set up with a program so that
any site that was visited was stored under my father's password.  No Porn.
We weren't even allowed a phone that could surf the web.

"Anyway, she said no and told Rebecca about it.  They said it was
demeaning.  We both said it wasn't.  That it was just fun and interesting.
So, Becca said that if I let Kevin come on my face and I came on his while
they watched, then we could do it to them."

"Kevin jerked off on your face?"

"So, you've seen how he comes.  He dribbles and it's like two or three
drops."

"I've never seen him come.  He didn't jerk off at the creek."

"Oh yeah, his brother was there.  He's such an ass.  Anyway, he did it to
me first."

"How?"

"Ah, he just jerked off while they watched and then I got on my knees in
front of him.  He had to put his dick against my cheek so he'd get my face.
He shot and then I had cum dripping from my cheek.  Then I stood up and
stroked my dick hard.  He kept saying "this isn't fair" and I kept saying,
"shut up, this was your idea".  I stood about a foot from his face.  Then
his girlfriend said that someone better hold his head or he's going to pull
away."

"Why'd she say that?  Did she know how you shoot?"

"She's seen me go off.  One time I even got it on her when Becca was giving
me a hand job.  So Becca grabbed one ear and his girlfriend grabbed the
other and I jerked.  Just as I was going to come, I said, "Smile" and shot
my load.  It was a soaker."

We laughed.

"Cum in his hair, I got one eye, dripping from his nose and I hit him
square on the mouth twice.  When they let him go, he ran into the bathroom
and jumped in the shower.  We just laughed.  Then Becca said it wasn't fair
because Kevin doesn't shoot much."

"They made you jerk off on your face?"

"I said that it would be my second load and it probably wouldn't shoot that
fair.  Maybe one shot or two would hit my face.  So Kevin said, "flip your
feet over your face, asshole up", then you'll get your face."

"Was he joking or was he pissed?"

"No, not joking but not happy.  Anyway, I've come on my face so I did it
and they watched."

"Did you ever come on Becca's face?"

"Yeah."  He smiled.

Then it dawned on me why he was telling me this.  I smiled.  "So, I'm going
to jerk off and you're going to kneel down and I'm going to come on your
face."  Then I started laughing.

He smiled.

I laughed harder and harder.

"Why are you laughing?"

"It just is funny."

"Then I'm going to come on your face," he said and smiled.

"You already got cum on my face."

"You're not going to let me shoot on your face," he said smiling.

"That's why I'm laughing."

He went to his room and came back naked.  I undressed.  We sat on my bed
and stroked.  He said, "You know I trust you more than anyone."

"I know that and I trust you more than anyone."

"Okay, so I know you know this, but don't tell anyone what I just told
you."

"I know.  I won't.  I promise."

We stroked.  I started chuckling.  He said, "Okay, what?"

I laughed.  "I didn't come since Monday night and I've been edging."

He laughed.  "Me too."

We both laughed hard.

"You going to let me or not?" he asked.

I laughed.  "I guess so.  I mean I've come on my face."

We stroked.

I said, "I'm ready to shoot."  He stood up and knelt down.  I stood up and
faced him.  We made eye contact and smiled.

He said, "Get it anywhere you want, but try to stay away from the eyes if
you can.  I mean if you can."

I stood about two feet in front of him.  I felt my cum moving through my
cock.  I stopped stroking and aimed, but my legs shook so my cum went
everywhere.  First shot hit his forehead and hair.  Then I hit his nose and
cheek.  He moved a bit.  I moved and then I hit his mouth and nose.  I
guess he opened his mouth to breathe and then next shot went straight in.
I think it surprised him.  He moved again and so did I, but the next shot
hit him in the eye.  Then my aim got better.  I stepped closer to him and
shot the rest on his mouth and cheek.

Cum was dripping from his chin.

He opened the eye that was dry and said, "You done?"

"Yeah."

"Fuck you come a lot."

I noticed him lick his lips and swallow.  My face burned hot.

I followed him into the bathroom.  We looked into the mirror.  He smiled.
"I don't feel degraded.  Just wet with cum."

He smiled and got in the shower.

After he dried off he came back into my room.  I was rock hard thinking
about him doing it to me.  I hoped he'd get some in my mouth.  We again sat
on my bed and stroked.  He said, "Good thing you're a swimmer or you'd
drown."

We laughed.

I got on my knees.  He stood before me.  I closed my eyes even though I
wanted to watch what was about to happen.  Then I felt a shot of cum hit my
face.  He got my nose and mouth.  I guess I reacted by jerking my head
back.  The next shot hit my chin and neck.  Then I moved forward and opened
my mouth.  He must have been aiming because a full shot lay across my
tongue.  I closed my mouth to swallow and he hit my forehead and hair.
Then I opened my mouth and he got two shots in.

I opened my eyes.  "You done?"

I saw him squeeze the length of his cock and a big glob on cum appeared.

He got the glob on his finger and then looked at me.  He smiled and then
licked his finger clean.

We inspected my face in the mirror.  He smiled at me.  "So, this is like a
one time thing, Okay?"

"Yeah, sure," I said.

He walked out of the bathroom and back into my room.  I stepped into the
shower.  I could still see myself in the mirror.  I wiped my face clean
with my finger and then ate what I could gather.  A chill ran through my
body as I swallowed his cum.

I went into his room.  He was still naked.  "We're not done are we?" I
said.

He pulled on his cock.  "I could go again."

We went into my room.  He sat on the floor, leaned against my bed.  I sat
between his legs, rested against his chest and relaxed.  He put on hand on
my chest and one hand on my junk and started stroking my cock.  He ran his
hand up and down my chest and stomach, to my balls and then back again as
he stroked my cock.  My head rested on his shoulder.  His face was against
mine as he watched what he was doing.

I could have stayed in his arms all night.  But being there was such a turn
on and he was so good at jerking me off that I came sooner than I had hoped
for.

We switched places and did what he enjoyed.  I jerked him of using my cum.

After he came, he didn't move.  He lay still in my arms as I rubbed his cum
over his stomach and chest.



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