Date: Wed, 2 Dec 2015 18:30:48 +0000 (UTC)
From: JoshRJosh
Subject: A Brother's Love (2) Part Nine

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A Brother's love (2) part Nine




My parents asked their parents to join us for Thanksgiving dinner.  They
declined.  I was surprised.  It would be just the four of us.  I was pissed
because David wasn't going to be with us.  He said the swim coach invited
him and another guy who wasn't able to go home to dinner.

At dinner my father asked that we each say what we were thankful for.  I
said, "I'm thankful for a forgiving and compassionate God and those of his
children that can do the same."

I practiced that for hours.

We continue to win our swim meets and I continued to rack up blowjobs for
the summer, but so did Jamie.  But I was ahead.  I enjoyed school, friends
and swimming and was typically angry and depressed when at home.  I hated
that Christmas was coming and David wouldn't be home.  He said that a guy
on the swim team lived in an apartment with another guy.  They were going
home.  He was going to stay in their apartment.  I wanted to go there and
stay with him but my parents said absolutely not.  We were spending
Christmas with my father's parents.

When I spoke to my grandfather he told me that he had asked David to come
and stay with them for the holidays.  He decided against it because it
would cause problems and that he was okay with staying at school.  My
grandfather wasn't happy either.

Christmas was tough.  I pouted.  I bought gifts for no one except my
grandparents.  They were the only ones who gave me a gift.  David sent a
gift for me to my grandparent's house.  It was a great college hoodie
sweatshirt.  I loved it.  I had sent him a tee shirt that said, `Normal
people scare me'.

I saw Jamie before Christmas.  He asked if we could get together after
Christmas.  I chuckled and said, "As if I'd say no."

He said, "I found a couple of videos.  Kind of kinky stuff.  Not really
kinky but fun, interesting, if you want to try it.  If not we can just have
normal fun."

I thought about what he said maybe twenty times a day and each time my cock
moved in my pants.  I figured that he talked to David about it.  While
outside my house, I called David.  "Tell me what he's talking about."

"Just some jerk off video that he saw.  He wants you to jerk him off."

"Why is that kinky?"

"He sent me the video.  You'll enjoy doing it to him.  Just wait and see."

"Why does he talk to you first about this stuff?"

"Because I told him if he didn't I'd kick his ass."

"I can talk care of myself you know."

"Yeah, whatever.  Anyway, have fun and maybe you and I can try this out
next time we see each other."

"Fine with me, but when will that be?"

"Just keep your grades up and kick ass swimming.  I've been talking to my
coach about you."

"David, that's a year and a half away."

"Just do what I say."

Sometimes David would piss me off.  "Don't tell me what to do."

He chuckled.

"I love it when you act all tough.  If I were there you know what would
happen."

"I'm getting stronger."

He laughed.

I went to Jamie's house.  His father was working.  His mother was out for
the day, returning gifts and sale shopping.

I sat and watched two videos.  My face tingled and felt hot.  My cock was
rock hard.

The first video was a jerk off video.  A guy was tied to a chair, hands
behind him and feet to the legs of the chair.  "Watch the clock," Jamie
said.  The video was about ten minutes long but had been cut.  You can see
that the guy sat in the chair for over thirty minutes.  He had an erection
and another guy masturbated him, getting him close and then stopping, over
and over again.  The guy in the chair was squirming, shaking and moaning.
His cock was red and rock hard.  About half way through the video, the guy
in the chair lifts up a bit and the other guy moved a black thing under
him.  The guy sits on it and moans loudly.  Finally, the guy lets the other
guy come and then makes him eat his cum.

"What's that black thing he sat on?"

He got up, opened his dresser drawer and showed me a rubber cone shaped
thing with a base on it.  "It's called a butt plug."

"What's it for?" I asked and then thought of the many times I put my
fingers in my butt when I jerked off.

"It presses against your prostate."

"What's that black thing around his junk?"

"Yeah, I didn't know what it was.  I went to the sex shop where I got the
butt plug.  I got one.  It's called a cock ring."

"What does it do?"

"Not sure.  But I got one.  And you see he's using that white lube."

"Yeah."

"I got some of that too."  We watched the video again.  I glanced at
him. "So you want me to do that to you?  Jerk you off like that?"

"Yeah.  I'd ask my girlfriend to do it, but she's not into kinky stuff," he
said and sighed.  "If you don't want to, I get it."

"No.  I'm cool with it."

"If you want me to do it to you, I will."

"Ah, I'll think about it.  You want to do that butt thing?"

"Yeah.  I mean I've had it in before.  You should try it."

"Yeah, maybe.  Why not just put it in when you start?"

"I don't know."

"What's the other video?"

We watched it.  There were three parts to it.  A guy had his hands tied
together behind his back.  The first part he's on his knees and another guy
face fucks him while holding his head.  The second part the guy is lying on
the floor and the other guy is over him face fucking him, dragging his
balls over the guys face, rubbing his cock over the guys face.  The third
part the guy is on his knees again and getting face fucked and then the guy
comes all over his face.

I looked at him.  "Ah, which guy are you?"

"The guy tied up."

"Yeah, okay, I can do that too."

"You think this is weird stuff?" he asked.

I unzipped my pants and pulled them down with my boxers.  My erection
jumped out.  "I think it's a turn on," I said.

He undressed.  He was hard.  I noticed he had the cock ring on.  He said,
"The guy at the store said you have to put it on while you're soft."

"What does it feel like?"

"Tight.  He said it was supposed to be tight.  He was a young guy,"

"Young like you and me?"

"No.  Like twenty-one or so.  He said he wears one most of the time.  He
said he had one on then and it keeps him horny."

We undressed.  He went and got one of his mother's kitchen table wooden
chairs and covered the seat with a towel.

"You know I was thinking," I said.  "How about if we start with the second
video?"

"What do you mean?"

"Well, I'll tie your hands and fuck your face kneeling down and laying down
and then I can tie you to the chair and edge you for a while.  Then I'll
fuck your face again and cum."

"Yeah, wow, that sounds intense.  Do you want to try the butt plug until
you come?  Then you can put it in me."

"Does it hurt?"

"No, It's a small one.  I'll put it in slow."

He greased up the butt plug.  I got on my hands and knees with my butt in
the air.  He rubbed my hole, put lube on it and then his finger.  "Stroke
your cock while I do this."  I did.  Then in went two fingers that he moved
around.  Then I felt the butt plug.  He kept moving it in and out deeper
and deeper.  I knew I had to relax by butt hole but it wasn't easy.  Then
it popped in.

I knelt there not moving.

"How is it?"

"Ah, feels like I have to take a dump."  I stood up.  "It's okay."

I tied his hands behind his back and he got on his knees.

I stood in front of him.  He looked up at me.  I said, "Your girlfriend
can't do this part."

"Ah, no she can't."

I held my cock and did like the guy in the video.  I moved my cock around
his face, over his nose, his cheeks, while he stared at me.  Then my cock
went into his mouth.  I held his head and thrust for a while.  Then over
his face again.  As I did he looked at me.  I slapped his face with my
cock, like the guy in the video and went back into his mouth.

He moaned.  I thrust.  The butt plug was pressing hard against my prostate
each time I thrust.  I thrust deeper and deeper until he gagged.

"Sorry."

He smiled.  "There's no sorry.  It was fine.  Do it again."

I kept fucking his face until I was close to coming.  With the butt plug
in, I almost came.  My body started trembling but I didn't come.

Then I told him to lie down.  I put a pillow behind his head and then I
straddled his shoulders and sat down so that my balls were over his mouth.
He licked.  I moved around so that my balls dragged over his face and then
over his mouth.  He was breathing hard.  I reached around and grabbed his
erection.  He sighed loudly and thrust upward.  Then I dragged my cock over
his face.  His eyes were open.  We made eye contact.  I went into a push up
position and pressed my cock into his mouth.

The sensation of fucking his mouth and the butt plug inside of me got me
close quickly.  I took my cock out of his mouth and said, "I want to come
like this.  I can come again with you in the chair."

"Just don't go to deep when you come or I'll choke."

I knew I wasn't going to be able to hold myself up when I started coming so
I rolled onto my side and rolled him onto his.  I put on leg over his
shoulder and began thrusting into his mouth as I held his head.  I thrust
slowly at first.  He was moaning and thrusting forward taking more of my
cock as I thrust forward.  My body began to shake.  I thrust forward and
held his head steady.  Streams of cum shot from my cock.  He pulled back,
swallowed and then went back on my cock.  My body kept shaking and my butt
kept tightening around the butt plug.  He swallowed again.

I rolled onto my back and squirmed with pleasure.

My cock was pulsating on my stomach.  I was breathing hard.  I glanced at
him.  He looked at me and said, "Intense."

"Very," I said.  "What was it like for you?"

"Intense.  A little scary and embarrassing maybe but in a kind of exciting
turned on way.  I looked at my still hard cock and noticed that a small
pool of cum was on my stomach.  I scooped it up with a finger and then
moved to his mouth.  He smiled, stuck out his tongue and I fed it to him.
Then I squeezed my cock and a drop of cum appeared.  I remembered that the
guy in the video wiped his cum wet cock over the guys face.  I moved.
Jamie stuck out his tongue.  I wiped my cock against it.

He said, "Yeah, like that.  It's kind of a weird turn on."

We figured out how to tie him up to his chair.  "I didn't jerk off
yesterday or today," he said.  He sounded nervous or excited, maybe both.
"This feels weird."

"We haven't started yet."

"Being tied up with you seeing me."

"Weirder than what we just did?"

"Yeah for some reason."

I looked at him.  "You still want to do it?"

"Yeah.  I know you won't ever tell anyone."

"I swear I won't.  But you already told David."

He chuckled and said, "Yeah, or I'd get beat up.  I asked him if he'd ever
do something like this and he said he would with someone he trusted.  I
asked him if he trusted me.  He said yes."  He smiled.  "I'd love to jerk
your brother off."

"Yeah, I could see him doing it.  So, I am going to edge you for thirty
minutes."

He nodded.

"The guy in the video kept saying he was close.  You're going to tell me
when you're close."

"Yeah."

I looked at my watch.  I got some of the lube on my hand and began stroking
his cock.  He moaned.  His cock seemed rock hard.  It was but five minutes
when he said, "I'm getting close."

I played with his balls and then stroked him some more.  I noticed that his
cock head was rock hard.  He moaned.  "Close."

I stroked the shaft, played with his balls and got him close again.  I kept
it up for about twenty minutes.  Then I straddled the chair and face fucked
him.  Then back to stroking him.  He was close again quickly.  He seemed
really turned on.

I chuckled.  "You've got a ways to go."  I looked at his cock and balls.
They were red.  "Your balls are going to hurt."

"They already do."

I chuckled.  "I'm not going to let you come for another twenty minutes."

He laughed.  "I don't know if I can hold out."

"Twenty minutes," I repeated.

I stroked him.  I played with his balls.  He moaned, groaned, shook, thrust
and gasped for air.

I thought I'd give him a break, so I face fucked him then pulled out of his
mouth, stroked my cock hard rubbing around his face.  "Oh yeah," he said.
I took a step back and said, "Open your mouth."

He did, with his tongue out.

I stroked and shot a load all over his face and in his mouth just like in
the video.

He swallowed and then licked his upped lip.  There was cum hanging from his
nose and chin.  I used my finger and pushed cum into his mouth.  "Fuck," he
said, looking at me.

I stepped back, squatted and pulled the butt plug from my butt.  My ass
gave a sigh of relief.

Only his legs were tied to the chair.  His hands were just tied behind his
back.  I said, "Try to stand up," as I help him.  "Bend forward," I said.
I moved behind him, straddling the chair and then sitting down.  I spread
his cheeks.  I chuckled.  "Weird view of you," I said.

"I'm sure," he said.  "Just part of the embarrassment," he said.

I lubed his hole and then slipped a finger in, then two.  "You ready."

"Yeah."

I started pressing the plug in.  He pressed backward and then it popped in.

He breathed rapidly and hard.

I move.  He sat.

I started stroking his cock.  I glanced at him.  His face was still wet
with my cum.  "Do you want me to wipe your face?"

He shook his head, looking at me.

I got him close.

"Do you like the embarrassment thing?" I asked.

"I think so," he said to me looking embarrassed.  "You think it's weird?"

"No. not even a little.  I kind of like it that we're doing this."  I stood
up.  My cock was semi hard.

"Would you do any of this?" he asked.

"I'd do it all except the tied up part.  I mean I trust you, but I think
that part would bother me, but the other stuff, sure.  You can face fuck me
anytime.  And you can come on my face.  I do it to myself you know that.
And I'd let you edge me all night."

He smiled.  "I have a couple of other kinky things we might try."

"Cool."

I put my hand on his cock.  His hips immediately thrust forward.  It took
maybe ten seconds and he was close again.  His cock was throbbing.  He
glanced at his cock.  "My balls are really hurting."

I smiled.  "Five more minutes."

And for five minutes I stroked two or three times with my lubed up fist and
then stopped for about ten seconds.  He squirmed.  Moaned.  Laughed and
pleaded.

I counted off the time.

He laughed and moaned.

Then I decided to finish him off.  I squeezed my fist around his cock and
stroked up and down fast and hard.  It was like I had hit him with a tazer.

The first shot of cum shot straight up and over his head and landed on his
desk behind us.  I moved his cock so that it was pointing toward him.  He
was shooting massive amounts of cum and shooting hard.  It hit his face.
He opened his mouth but his body was jerking so hard it went over his head
again.  Then I was able to get the rest onto his chest.

His body kept quaking like he was being tazered as I continued to stroke.

"Please stop," he moaned.

I did.  But his body kept trembling and his hips kept thrusting.

Finally, his body calmed but he kept breathing hard and deep.  He sat for a
couple of minutes and then said, "Can you untie me?"

I did.

"You okay?" I asked.

"Would you mind lying down with me on my bed?"

"Of course not."

He sounded soft, maybe embarrassed but in a different way.  Shy maybe.

I lay beside him with my arm over him.  I was confused, but felt concerned.
"You okay?"

"Yeah.  Would you mind lying on top of me," he said rolling onto his back.

I got on top of him.  He put his arms around me.  I put my arms around him
and held him.  We lay like that for ten minutes.

"We're good, right?" he said.

"Very.  Jamie, you know I trust you more than anyone except David.  And I
told you except for the tied up thing, I'd let you do any of this to me."
I got up on my elbows and looked down at him.  "You're feeling bad about
it?"

"No.  No.  Just a little confused, I think."

"Confused?"

"Sometimes I think I like guys better than girls."  He looked at me
questioningly.

"So."

"So, would that make you feel weird?"

"I've never been with a girl, so maybe I like guys better too.  So far I
do."

He smiled and nodded.  "So you don't feel weird with us like this?" he
asked.

"Cuddling?  No, it feels good."

Eventually we got up and got into his shower.  We soaped each other.  His
cock was very sensitive and so were his balls.

I did really well in school that semester.  All A's.  I did well in
swimming also.  I bested all my times.  Jamie and I kept up the betting.
Sometimes I thought he was hoping to lose the bet.  After high school swim
meets were over, the Bolts started competing against other local swim
clubs.  Jamie suggested that once every couple of weeks that I need help
with math or science homework.  So, about twice a month, I'd be at his
house studying in his room while his parents were watching TV.

We didn't undress.  It was just sitting down at desk, cock out of unzipped
pants and head in lap.

Sean and I also got together to study.  I really liked him a lot.  My mom
got to know him since she was still driving us both home from swimming once
in a while.  He was funny and smart and I could tell he liked being my
friend.  He was still friends with the group of girls and would go out with
one of them on weekends.  I was never sure if it was like a date, a hook
up, or just friendly.  When I ask or kid him, he'd act shy and say, "We're
just friends."  He didn't hang out with them at school much anymore but he
still talked to them and they always seemed to smile and laugh when he did.

Sean came to me one day and said, "I probably shouldn't tell you this.  I'm
probably going to get into trouble with one of my friends."

"What?  Now you have to tell me or I'll hurt you."

He laughed.

"I'm serious.  Hurt you real bad."

He laughed hard.

"Your sister is dating Brent."

"Brent?  The senior, Brent?  Dating?  She's not allowed to date."

"Ah, she's doing stuff too."

"Stuff?"

"Ah, fuck, I'm so bad.  I know she fucked your brother over."

"Stuff?"

"Blow jobs."

"My sister is sucking cock."

"Are you pissed?"

"Ah, surprised.  I bet she doesn't swallow."

He stared at me.  I smiled.  He smiled.  I said, "Thanks.  I'll never tell
how I found out."

"I guess I don't care.  I just think she is kind of a hypocrite."

"Aren't they all?"

"They?"

"Holier than thou types."

I stored that knowledge away.

I took my SAT's and did a lot better than I thought I would, better than
David did.  My father said, "You test well."

What the fuck does that mean? I wondered.

At dinner one night, and I was still with my one word answer thing as best
I could, Sarah asked if she could go to the prom.

My dad said, "It's not your prom and you're not yet dating."

I stared at her, wondering what she would say or do.

"I just want to go with friends.  Some of my friends are seniors and they
thought it would be fun to go."

My father shook his head.

"Please Dad.  I mean I can start dating soon.  This will be just a fun
thing with friends."

He looked at her as if he was considering it.

I said, "Is Brent going?"

My father looked at me.  Sarah looked at me.

"Who's Brent?" my father asked.

"He's a senior," I said, looking at Sarah.  "Someone Sarah hangs out with a
lot."

My father said, "Hangs out?"

"He's just a friend?"

I said, "Really?  Just a friend?  Are you sure you want to go down this
road?"

"What does that mean?" my father said.

"We hang out at school," she said.

My mother said, "You're his girlfriend?"

I said, "Ah, here is where you decide to tell the truth or lie, isn't it?"

She glared at me.  I glared at her.

"You're not going to any prom," my father said.

I said, "Can I be excused?  I'm done with dinner."

My father said, "What else do you know?"

I said, "I don't know anything, really.  I don't hang out with anyone she
hangs out with.  But people talk.  Talk about Sarah and Brent."

I went to my room.  About ten minutes later, Sarah walked into my room.
"Get out.  You are never to come into my room."

"I hate you."

"Payback, remember."

"I'm going to tell everyone what you did?"

"You really want to go there?  You are just so stupid."

"Really?"

"Do you swallow?"

Her face turned bright red.  "What?"

"Yeah, what my ass.  Try getting payback and they'll know you were giving
Brent head."

"I hate you."

"Good.  I'm glad."

She stormed out of my room.

I followed her into her room and said, "Remember two things.  One, you
start shit with me at school, or two, you ever come into my room again and
they'll find out that you were blowing Brent."

"I hate you."

"You only got one-tenth of what you did to David.  And I hate you ten times
as much as you hate me."  I walked out of her room.

I changed into my running clothes, grabbed my phone and headed downstairs.
I was halfway down when I heard my mother and father talking.  My mother
said, "So she was someone's girlfriend.  She wasn't dating him.  They've
never gone on a date.  She always home."

"She tried to get one over on me.  The prom would be a date."

"She's a good girl.  Maybe we should meet Brent.  She said it's not serious
or anything and he's going away to college."

"She lied or don't you get that.  If she hadn't lied, I'd think about it."

"She didn't lie.  She said she was going with friends.  He's just a
friend."

I shouted, "I'm going for a run," and went out the door.  I was pissed.
She never spoke up for me or for David.

I called David and told him what I knew and what I did.  "She's blowing
him?"

"Yeah, but she doesn't swallow."

"You shouldn't have busted her."

"Bullshit.  She got you in trouble.  What's that about?"

We talked for a while.  He didn't approve.  He said I should forgive her.

"What are you doing?  Practicing for the roll of Jesus Christ?"

He laughed.

I later did feel a bit guilty, but that passed quickly.

My father decided he'd let her go to the prom, but not until he met Brent
and she promised that there was absolutely nothing going on other than
special friends.  I decided not only was she a liar, but he was delusional;
special friend by ass.  I decided not to say anything else.

Jamie was accepted to the public university that was two hours away.  He
did get financial aid and would swim for them.  He was happy.  I went to
his graduation.  I decided that I hated graduations.  I watched him with
his friends and his girlfriend who he was still dating.  She, too, would be
going to the same school.  I was told they were getting serious, whatever
that meant.

He never asked me to tie him up again, but several times when we had a
chance we did do the balls over face, cock face rubbing and the face
fucking thing.  I think he liked having it done to him more than him doing
it to me.  He seemed more turned on, breathing hard, sucking hard and
moaning as I thrust into his mouth.

Jamie had always been David's friend.  He was in David's group of guys on
the Bolts.  He was always nice to me, but all of David's friends were nice
to me.  At the creek things changed and I secretly thought and was probably
right that it was about sex and only sex.  But that was my attraction to
him too.  It was a mutual unspoken understanding.  But then things changed.
Again, it was unspoken.  A real affection developed between us.  When he
spoke to me at the pool he seemed to move from a joking way of expressing
himself to a kind, big brother, I've got your back kind of thing.  He still
joked, but there was eye contact, a touch of his hand, the way he paid
attention to me.  And I liked it.

I felt the sexual attraction to him that I felt before, but also felt an
emotional draw to him.  It wasn't a passionate `I'm in love with you'
thing.  I would get to know that feel later with someone else.  It was more
of a mutual understanding, a special camaraderie.

Jamie re-taught me something that I experienced in my relationship with my
brother but still had not consciously understood.

What I consciously knew, what my father and mother made obvious was that
integrity leads to vulnerability which leads to rejection.

What I had not consciously come to understand but what I was experiencing
was that integrity leads to vulnerability which then CAN lead to a mutual
respect and affection.



Well, I hope you are still enjoying my story.

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