Date: Wed, 22 Jun 2005 20:45:39 +0100
From: Mitchel Mulder <mitchmulder@lycos.com>
Subject: Alone with my son 10

We left around six AM. This was not the way I had planned my Saturday
morning. With mixed feeling we took off.

We drove a while without speaking.
I felt Kevin's hand on my thigh.
"You're okay, Dad?"
"Yes, I am. Are you okay?" I asked, while I rested my hand on his.
"You know, if you don't want to go, we can turn and go back, no one would
mind" I told him.
"No, it is okay, want to see Grandpa, this maybe the last time" he
reassured me.

"So tell me, why is Mum not coming with us".
"Better tell you after you've seen Grandpa" I said.
"Come on, Dad, you promised".
Okay, fair is fair, I thought so I told him, how he called my wife
a whore beacuse of her mini skirt, the first time he saw her, that on our
wedding he told me that I was throwing away my future. How he kicked me out
of the house when I told him I was going to university instead of joining
his little company. And how he had insulted my wife when he asked
her if she could not even give him a second grandchild.

After a while I decided to stop for a coffee. It was Saturday
morning and still very early,we were the only ones in the
restaurant. I told him more stuff about my father and me.

Kevin took my hands in his, "I'm so sorry Dad".
"That is alright, you know we never spoke to anyone about this,
somehow I feels good to share it, but hey, lets go again, a long
drive ahead of us".
"Okay" he said, "but first I have to go to the toilets".
"Fine, me too".

Like the restaurant we were alone, we walked over to the urinals,
unzipped and got our cocks out. We glanced over to each other cock.
Kevin pulled back his foreskin and a big flow of piss came out of
his cock. Soon my piss was flowing too.
"Nice Dad".
"Yeah always feels good, doesn't it"
"Yes and it looks great too".
He suddenly stopped pissing, not putting his cock back in his jeans he
started to pull his skin up and down. I finished and reached over
to get his dick in my hand. He turned towards me, he opened his fly
all the way and let his jeans fall to the ground. I went down on my
knees and opened my mouth.
"I've saved some, if you want" he said looking down at me.
I closed my mouth around his cock, he released his muscle and his
warm piss was filling my mouth, I swallowed hard not spilling a
drop of his golden tasty liquid. I sucked the last drops out of his
cock, my tongue moving around his sensitive head, I felt his cock
getting harder in my mouth, soon reaching its full hardness. My own
cock was now hard too and I started to jack it. Kevin placed his
hands behind my head and started fucking my mouth.
I was really enjoying this, having Kevin cock deep down in my
throat, with my own dick in my hand. Kevin was really fucking my
face, it was more to release his tension for seeing my dying father
than pure sexual heat. I did not care, I too was nervous and I
needed to release too, I sucked his cock in as deep as I could,
sticking the tip of my tongue in his piss slit, squeezing his
balls as hard as I could. Soon I felt Kevin's hot sperm filling my
mouth, I let it roam on my tongue, sucking every drop of his sweet
jizz. My own cock was about to burst, I swallowed his cum as I felt
my sperm shooting out of my cock, hitting the tiled floor and Kevin
shoes. I sucked Kevin's cock until it went limp. I rolled my
tongue under his foreskin, cleaning his dick nicely. I let it drop
out of my mouth and bent over to lick my cum of his shoes. Kevin
got on his knees too, and stuck his tongue in my mouth, sucking up
his cum from my mouth.


Just before 10 we arrived at my brothers apartment. He lived on
the top floor, I had not been here before, he had moved in since my
last visit. My brother greeted us warmly, hugging us both.
"Hey, guys, great you are here" he said.
"So, how is dad? "I asked.
"Just called the hospital, they have giving him morphine, he is sleeping now".
I looked around, it was very spacious and light, the furniture very
stylish, all white".
"Wow Tim, great place you have!" while I slapped him on his shoulder.
"Thanks man".
"You look good too" I said, looking up to him. Yes, he sure looked
good, he had a nice tan, he kept his body in great shape. He was
just a few inches bigger then me, but broader, his jeans fitted him
perfectly, showing off his hard round ass.
Tim put his arm around my shoulder and with his hand he gave my pecs
a good squeeze.
"Damn, Steve, you are still hard and firm".
"You two really look alike" Kevin said while he looked at us.
"Well" Tim said, I can see that you are son of your dad, same
features, same great body"! Tim said when he was looking Kevin over.

"You guys want to have some coffee?"
"Yep, that would be great" I followed Tim into his design kitchen,
where he started to work on an espresso machine.
"So, how it is going?" I asked, "with Dad and off course with yourself?".
"Not so good, at least he has no pain anymore, but it has been hard
the last two weeks, going in and out of the hospital, you know how
Dad is, very demanding, even now".
I was really sorry, I realised that everything came down to Tim.
"You know it can be any day now" Tim said.
I had realised that, but still I could not feel any emotion, I guess
Tim noticed that, he said:
"I know you how you feel about Dad, but you were the lucky one, you
went away".
"I know, Tim, I know it sounds corny, but I am sorry for you".
"To be honest, Steve, I'll be glad when he dies, there is no hope
for him anyway, so I hope he closes his eyes really soon".
I walked over to him and put my arms around him. This time he was the one who
needed a shoulder to cry on.
He rested his head on my shoulders and put his arms around me.
"He was such a bastard" he said "but still, you can't help feeling
sorry when you see him how he is now".
I looked over his shoulder and saw Kevin looking sadly at us. I
wondered if it had been such a good idea to bring him over.

After we finished our coffee, we went to the hospital.
My father laid in a private room, hooked on to all kinds of devices.
Silently the three of us entered the room, Tim in front, me second
and behind me Kevin. He laid there with his eyes closed. He was
only half the man I knew, his big body had diminished, I could not
help to feel sorry for him. I looked at his skinny hands, once the
were big and fleshy. Many times I had felt them on my face and on
my ass, now the were only bones covered with old wrinkled skin.

Tim brought his mouth next to his ears.
"Dad, dad, wake up, see who is here".

My Father opened his eyes slowly, and looked around, he greeted
Tim, ignored me, and grinned widely as he saw Kevin. He held out
his bony hand towards Kevin. Kevin took a step forward and took my
father's hand in his. "Hi Grandpa".

My father was to weakened to speak, his eyes however lightened up
as he looked at Kevin. His eyes blinked a couple of times and his
started to breath with more difficulty. He closed his eyes and fell
into a deep sleep again.
"We'd better go" Tim said.

I patted Kevin on his shoulder.
"Are you okay, son?"
"Yeah Dad, I am fine, are you?"
I kissed on his cheek and we went outside.
"Shall we have lunch?" Tim asked.
"Good idea" Kevin replied.
Tim informed us that he had been talking to the nurse and according
to her it was all right for us to leave, he was asleep now.

We had our lunch at Tim's apartment. I phoned my wife to fill her in.
Just when we finished our lunch we got a call form the hospital
telling us that we'd better got over.
When we got there my father already died.

We made the necessary phone calls. I called my wife to inform her
and told her that we would stay around here till the funeral at
least. We had to clear his house, I had to stay and help Tim, he
had done enough the last couple months. Monday I would call the
office and Kevin's school.

On the way home, I looked at my brother, he looked tired.
"Are you okay, Tim?" and patted his leg.
"Yes, I am, you know, don't get me wrong, but I feel good that he
passed away, there was no hope, this is the best, for all of
us, dad included. I did see Kevin, that was his last wish".
"I think you right, Tim".

When we returned to his home he poured us a Scotch, "I think we
deserve this one".
He called for pizzas and we went through the things we have to do,
the coming days.
After we had finished the second round of Scotch the pizzas
arrived. I could feel the alcohol had a relaxing effect on all of
us, especially on Kevin, who was not used drinking Scotch.
Tim and I exchanged memories of the old days, Tim brought some
beers over to go along the pizzas. The tell you the truth I was
beginning to enjoy myself.

All of a sudden Tim burst out in laughter, "You remember Steve,
that day that you woke up and found that Dad had shaved of your
hair! O, man you were so proud off your long hair! You looked
looked like a criminal!"
Kevin burst out too, "my Dad a skinhead!".
Both Tim and Kevin couldn't stop laughing.
"It was not funny at all!" I said,"it was the time of having long hair and suddenly I was bald!" I said, but looking at them I could not help it and started to laugh too.

Tim went to the toilet. Kevin still giggling came over to me and
went with his hand through my short hair.
"Just a couple of years more and you will be bald again" he said,
bursting out in laughter again.
I quickly got my hand in his armpits and started to tickle him.
"Stop, please" he shouted, still giggling he collapsed to my chest.
I stopped and gave him a smack on his ass.
"Mmm, nice Dad" Kevin said, still laughing, and gave me a big kiss
on my lips. I opened my mouth and felt his tongue finding mine.
Soon Kevin stopped giggling, we both got aroused, I felt my cock
getting hard and I felt Kevin erection pushing against my leg. My
hand went over his back, locking him onto me.

"Uhm..."
We both looked up and saw Tim looking at us.
I felt my face getting all red. Kevin got to his feet, looking down
at the floor.
Tim and I were staring at each other.
"Hey Kevin, no need to feel embarrassed" Tim said, "your dad is
still a hot guy".
Kevin looked at him puzzled, then looked at me with big questioning eyes.
".. and if he still as good with that tongue....." said Tim and
gave Kevin a wink.
"The best tongue I know" Kevin remarked after a few seconds.
Tim took a step and lowered his face to mine, I felt his lips on
mine, his tongue pushed my lips apart. Memories went through my
mind as I tasted his tongue.

Memories of Tim holding me tight after my fathers beating. First he
just held me, later his arms went around my shoulders and pressing me tighter to him.
Now, I welcomed his tongue, feeling it roaming around my mouth. I
remember the first time I had felt his tongue, it started with little
kisses in my neck, trying to stop me from crying. I was only 12 or
13 then, but I liked how his tender lips felt on my skin. It did
stop me from crying, after another hard spanking of my father. Tim
whispered that everything was now okay, I looked up at him and he
started to kiss me on my lips. The pain of the beating I quickly
forgot when he pushed his tongue in my mouth. He pressed my body
really tight against his, and I could feel that he was getting hard.
My own biy cock got hard too, we stood there for some minutes until he
released me and went to the bathroom. When he came back he told me
that we needed to go to bed and turned out the lights. In the dark
I heard him stripping and putting on his pyjamas. I undressed and
went to my bed. Under the covers I beat my cock till I came,
wetting my pyjamas, thinking of Tim's tongue in my mouth and his
hard cock.

The next night my father gave me another spanking, told me to show
him my bare ass. I can not remember what I had done, but I knew my
father was furious. With his belt he hit my ass, over and over
again. I was crying, form behind the locked door my mother was
shouting to stop, that I had enough, but my father kept on beating
me. I lost track of how many times he hit me. My ass felt like it was on
fire, when I pulled my pants back on it hurt to much. With my pants
half way my legs, holding them up with my hands I walked to our
bedroom, crying. I let my pants drop and laid face down on my bed.
Soon Tim came in, he caressed my back, telling me that it was over
now. He gently kissed my sour ass cheeks, and told me that they were
all red. His soft lips hurt a bit, but I liked the attention he
gave me. He told me to get out of my clothes so that he could run
some lotion on my sore ass. I did and soon I felt him rubbing the cool
lotion on my beated flesh. It felt really good, I don't know if it was the
lotion or his hands, but I got aroused, my young cock was pushing into the
mattress. He asked me how it felt. I told him that is felt really
great, his hands went over my legs and back to my ass again,
rubbing the lotion deep in my crack. His hands went down and
started to rub the back of my balls. A moan escaped from my mouth.
He told me to lift my hips and his hand got hold of my hard cock. I
told him that I was sorry that I was hard, he just laughed and told
me he was too.
He got up and unbuttoned his pants together with his boxers he
pulled them down. Unlike me he was cut, I looked at my first hard
cock, bigger then mine, and with a big purple head.
"You like it?" he asked.
"Looks big" I replied.
"Take it in your hand"
I did, it felt so warm and hard, I squeezed it a couple of times
and saw the slit open and a few drops came out.
"Lick it" he told me.
I stuck out my tongue and licked away the fluid.
"Now lick the head"
My tongue went over the purple head.
"Yeah, that is good, I will do the same for you". He got out of his
clothes and laid next to me on bed, in the opposite direction. His
swollen cock was right in front on my mouth. I started to lick the
head again and licking the shaft down to his hairy balls. Tim hold
my cock in his hand and pulled down my foreskin, his tongue was now
licking me.
"Like that?" he asked.
"Hell, yes"
He sucked my cock into his mouth, Damn, that was so much better jerking off. I followed his example and opened my mouth, Tim pushed his hips forward, I almost gagged, but I managed to suck his cock in, his hairs were tickling my lips. This felt so hot, within minutes I
shot my jizz into his mouth, to my surprise Tim swallowed it. Tom
started to thrust his hips faster, his cock was going in and out of
my mouth. Hearing his breathing I knew he was going to shoot any
second now. I panicked, was he going to shoot in my mouth? I had no
time to let his cock go, I felt his sperm hitting the back of my
throat. I did not want to swallow it, but I did not have a choice,
with his cock rammed deep in my mouth. I swallowed and realised
that I liked it.
That was the first time I tasted his cock and his cum, many nights we
would kiss and suck each other till we shot our loads.

I was still kissing Tim deeply, I felt my hard cock pushing my
jeans up. I opened my eyes a bit and saw Kevin staring at us with
his mouth half open. He walked over to me with his hand on his
bulge. I closed my eyes again, enjoying Tim's tongue. I felt Kevin
opening my fly and taking out my hard cock and soon I felt his warm
mouth around my cock.

"Wow" said Tim as he saw Kevin taking my cock all the way in.
"Looks like you are good cocksucker too, just like your dad!" Tim
opened his jeans and let them drop to the floor. His big hard cut
cock pointing at me.
I opened my mouth, wanting to taste that cock again, the cock that
brought so much comfort and pleasure when I was younger. His cock
head pushed my lips apart, I ran my tongue over the head, and lick
the piss slit. I opened wider so that his whole cock could enter me.
I put my hand on Kevin head and pushed him down on my dick, while
Tim was started to fuck my mouth. After all these year I finally had
his big fat cock in my mouth again. His balls were slapping my chin.
"O, Steve, take my cock, yeah, suck it.... this is so hot!" Tim
shouted, "yeah Kevin, suck your dad good!"

Kevin managed to get my balls through my fly too and started to
squeeze them hard.
I moaned loudly. Tim was now fucking my throat hard and fast.
"O man, I gonna fill your mouth!" he shouted.
I felt the first blast of his sperm hitting my tongue, Tim pushed
his cock even deeper in my mouth, burying my nose in his thick bush
of hair. I swallowed fast to get all of his seed, it still tasted
great. As I was licking off the cum of Tim's cock I felt my own
orgasm coming, Tim wanted to pull his cock out but I stopped him,
with his wet cock in my mouth I gave a loud cry and erupted in Kevin,
flooding his sweet hot mouth.

Tim withdrew his cock, I gave I big sigh.
"Guess we need to help Kevin" Tim said. He got on his knees and
took Kevin cock in his hand.
"Nice cock, Kevin" and sucked Kevin's cock in. I got behind Kevin
and pulled his jeans further down. I parted his ass cheeks, and
looked straight at his ass opening, I stick out my tongue and
rimmed his sweet entrance. It was sweaty and musky, just the way I
liked it. I pushed my tongue in as far as I could and started
circling around.
"Mmm, Dad, .....uncle Tim"
I felt his body tense, his ass tightening around my tongue, I knew
my boy was close, I pressed my whole face to his ass, getting my
tongue in as deep as possible.
Kevin groaned and filled Tim's mouth with his cum, my tongue still
squirming his ass.
Tom got up and with his finger he lowered Kevin's lip to let some cum
drop in Kevin's mouth. Then he came to me, I opened my mouth and
tasted Kevin's cum on my tongue. Tim smiled and swallowed the rest.

"Come on guys, let's sit in the jacuzzi" Tim said. He walked over to the
terrace, getting undressed as he walked. Kevin and I followed him. Once
outside we had a beautiful view over the town.

The terrace was large, in the corner there was the jacuzzi, as Tim lived on
the top floor, we had all the privacy.

"O man, this is great" I said.

"Get in, while I get us another drink" Tim said as he walked back in.

Kevin and I got naked and got in the jacuzzi. Soon Tim came back with a
glasses and a bottle of Scotch.

"A nightcap" he said as he came in and sat next top me.

I was really enjoying it, and relaxing, with Kevin arm around me and Tim
hand resting on my knee.

"This feels so good" I said while I took a sip of the scotch.

"Strange day it has been" Tim said, while he squeezed my knee and resting
his head on my shoulder.


After a while Tim said that he was tired and was going to bed.

Only then I realised that I was exhausted too, after all we got up very
early this morning and it had been a emotional day.

"Yeah, that would be a great idea" I said.

Kevin head was resting on my other shoulder, I carefully lifted his head
and looked into his sleepy eyes.

"Hey, Kev, let's go to bed".

Kevin nodded and stretched his arms.

We all got out and dried ourselves.
"I guess you don't mind sharing the spare bedroom".
"No, not at all" Kevin responded.

When Kevin and I were in king sized bed, we talked a bit about my
father. Kevin admitted that he was sorry the old man had died, but he did
not feel that bad. I reassured him that that was all right, after all they
had not been in close contact for years.

I told him that I loved him and that I was glad that he came along.

"I love you too, Dad".

He snuggled up to me and I pushed my body close to his, with my soft cock
to his ass. Feeling his hot ass my cock started to harden.

I could tell Kevin was tired and sleepy, not only because of the events of
the day but also because of the beer and Scotch.

"Goodnight, Son" and kissed him tenderly in his neck.
"Love you Dad" he turned his head and gave me a kiss.

My hand found his semi hard cock and just hold it, thinking I was so lucky
with a son like Kevin. I could hear Kevin was already sleeping. With his
cock in my hand I felt asleep too.