Date: Mon, 04 Jul 2005 21:09:01 +0100
From: Mitchel Mulder <mitchmulder@lycos.com>
Subject: Alone with my son 11

Half way the night I was awake. I put on my briefs and went the
bathroom to take a piss. On my way back I saw a light on in the
living. As I walked past our bedroom I heard Kevin snoring softly,
in the living Tim was sitting naked on the couch, drinking a
Scotch.
"Hey, what's up, Tim"
"Just couldn't sleep" he answered.
"You want something to drink?" he offered.
"I had enough, thanks" I replied. I sat next to him, for a couple
of minutes we just sat there.
Occasionally I glanced over to his impressive hairy body. I knew
this was not the time but I could not help it, I got hard again. I
leaned forward, resting my elbows on my knees, hiding the growing
bulge in my briefs.
I felt his hand on my shoulder.
"I'm so sorry, Steve" Tim whispered.
"Forget it, it is all in the past" I said.
"I know, but maybe I could have stopped him" resting his head on my shoulder.
"Don't blame yourself" I said, "he just hated me".
"No, I don't think so" Tim said. "you know I think he fancied you".
I let out a laugh "then he had a strange way of showing it!".
"No really! You remember the attic?"
"Sure I do"
"You used to go up there, strip down to your underwear and do your
exercise, push ups and those kind of things" Tim said.
"Yeah, I know, I wanted to look just like you, all muscled and big"
I confessed.
"Well, one night you were doing your work-out, just wearing your
briefs, I walked up because I wanted to see you, yeah even then I
was turned on by your body" and placed a kiss on my shoulder.
"Anyway, I sneaked up the stairs, very quietly, not to disturb you.
When I reached to the landing, I was shocked, there stood Dad, with
his trousers round his ankles, he had his cock in his hand, was
beating the hell out of it and was looking at you."
He looked at me, but I did not know what to say.
"Yeah", he said, "there I was, wanted to spy on my brother, but
caught Dad instead!"
"Wow, never knew that, I mean you never told me, did he saw you?" I asked.
"O, yeah, he saw me, I could tell he was close, he was whispering
what a little faggot you were, then he saw me, with one hand on my
mouth he pulled me on my hairs to him and forced me down on my
knees, he removed his hand from my mouth and pushed his cock in my
mouth. I don't think you ever saw Dad naked and with a full
erection, but believe me he was huge. I wanted to shout and cry,
but to be honest, his cock tasted good. I did not take long for him to
shoot his load, a big load too, his cum was dripping down my chin
over my cloths. It all went very quickly, as soon as he was
finished he pulled his trousers up, and dragged me down the stairs".

"Man, I never knew that" I said, holding Tim in my arms.
"Once downstairs he said he was gonna to kill me if I ever told this
to anybody, it was all your fault he said, you made him do that".
"Jeez, I don't know what to say"
"Yeah, you turned him on, and he hated you for that, he always
found a excuse to beat you, not as a punishment for what you had
done, but as a punishment that you turned him on.
I looked at Tim, I could not believe it, but somehow it made sense.
"You know" I said, "once when I was laying over his knees, his hand
hitting my naked ass, I thought I felt his erection, at the time I
thought it was just my imagination".

"No, it was real" Tim said, "you know, after every beating he gave
you, he would give Mum a fuck, it was a kind of foreplay for him I
guess".
"O man".
"I know I should have told it to someone, but I did not dare. There
was one night, you were out with some friends, Mum was with
Grandma, I just had finished my home work, he told me to follow him
to his office. He told me to sit in his chair, that freaked me out
a bit, you know how he was, his office was something sacred, off
limits to us. When I sat down, he opened a drawer of is desk, and
tossed some magazines in front of me. 'Here, have a look at these'
he said, it were gay porn magazines, 'look at them, you see those
guys, with their big dicks fucking each other asses!'. I was really
scared.

Tim was almost crying now, "O, Tim it's alright, it is all in the
past" I told him, hugging him tightly "get it off your chest, man".

Tim continued "he told me how filthy these guys were, and that they
all would go down to hell, 'look at them Tim!' he shouted, pushing
my face in the magazines, 'see that guy, putting his dick in that
guy's ass, your brother is just like them!'
"I tried to tell him that you were not like that"
I could feel a tear falling on my shoulder, I kissed Tim on his
fore head, "it is all right, forget it" I told him.
"No let me finish, I want to".
I held him closer "Okay, man, tell me then".

"I knew I preferred guys, yeah, even at that age, and I was turned
on by the pictures, I could not help it".
Tim swallowed and took a deep breath before he continued.
"Dad went on, 'look at those guys, doing all the things God has
forbidden, just look at those big cocks and those full balls!' He
grabbed my hand and pushed it on his crotch, I could feel his hard
cock through his pants. 'Feel what those guys do to a man' he
shouted, your brother is just like them, evil!'
"He grabbed me by my shirt and pushed me over his desk. He pulled
down my pants, leaving my ass exposed to him and I heard him
opening his fly".

I was shocked, Tim was crying now, and I felt my own tears running
over my face.

"He fucked me!" Tim shouted, "right there in his office, driving
his big huge cock in my virgin ass!, damn, I thought he would split
me apart, thought he was gonna to kill me with that big member of
his, it was so huge".

"O, man he raped you!"
"It hurt so much,I was crying all the time, begging him to stop, he
just fucked me, telling me that you and all the other faggots were
to blame"
"I am so sorry for you" I told him, kissing him and comforting the
best I could.
"You know the worst thing was that I was starting to enjoy it, I
mean after the first pain, his cock was really hitting my prostate,
when he erupted in my ass I shoot my cum too, I felt so embarrassed
but so happy at the same time. When he finished, he pulled out
zipped up and told me to clean myself before Mum or the faggot came
home".

Tim rested his head on my leg, wetting my thigh with his tears.
"Why did you never told me this before, why did you stay, you even
got working with him" I asked, "I left, you could have come with
me".
I really had to listen carefully to hear Tim answering me, "to be
honest, Steve, I liked it, I loved him, I wanted him, I wanted him
to fuck me again, to have me suck his cock again, I mean, I knew I
was gay, but at that time, at that age, there were not so many
opportunities. I was only 14!".
"Every time when Dad and I were alone he came to me, fucked me in
my ass or in my mouth, always saying that it was your fault, never
bothering about me. He was angry with you since you turned him on,
then he used me to get off. He was sick!".

"O man" I said, holding him in my arms "I never knew, why didn't you say so?".
Tim was quiet for a while.
"You know" he said finally "the thing we did together when we were
boys, I needed it as much as you needed it. Just feeling another
body close to me, the warmth, and the love from someone else".
"I know what you mean" I replied "I loved it, don't know what
I'd have done if you weren't around".
"Same here" Tim said, looking at me. His tears had dried, and he
was now softly smiling at me. Still holding him in my arms I
kissed his eyebrows.
Being so close to him again and feeling his naked body to mine my
cock got harder, tenting my briefs.
He placed his hand on my briefs, softly touching the outline of my
hard cock. I felt his chin rubbing my face, placing little kisses
as he moved his face. His own member was growing to, sticking out
proudly from his thick bush of hairs. I pressed my lips on his,
they parted and pushed my tongue in. His hands were roaming my
chest, pulling my nipples, caressing my stomach and squeezing my
hard cock in my briefs.

"Just like old times!".
He slipped of the couch and sat on the ground between my legs. He
started to lick my cock through my briefs, making the cotton all
wet with his spit. Every now and then he did bite the head,
his teeth softened by the fabric of my briefs it felt great. I run my hands
to his hair, pushing his head on my crotch.

His hands went to the waistline and started to pull down my briefs,
I lifted my ass from the couch so that he could take them down all
the way. My cock flipped back to my stomach as it was released from
the wet cotton. Tim opened his mouth and took my cock in his warm
mouth.
"O man, that still feels great" I told him.
His tongue did his magic, his hand was pulling my balls down. With
one hand on his head, I played with my nipples with the other hand.
I laid my head back and just enjoyed it.

I felt Tim's hands going down over my legs, reaching my ankles. He
grabbed them and pulled them up, exposing my ass to his face. His
mouth released my cock and I felt his tongue licking my asshole.
His tongue circled my entrance, I grabbed the back of my legs and
pulled, with my head between my knees I urged him to rim me. His
tongue entered my pucker, licking me inside.
He pressed his face closer, driving his tongue in deeper. I felt
his stubble chin on my skin, tickling an sending little shocks of
pleasure through my whole body. Pre-cum coated my belly.

Tim pulled his tongue out.
"There is one thing we never did" He said.
I know exactly what he meant.
"High time we did that too" I said.
"I agree, little brother!".
He spat on my ass, and on his hand, smearing the spit on his hard big cock.
I moved my body a bit closer to the edge, and pulled my legs up,
more, spreading them wider.
With his cock in his hand, Tim moved forward and placed the head of
his cock to my ass.
His cock was very thick and for a minute I wondered if I could take it,
but as soon as I felt the head entering me  I relaxed, no matter
what, this was my brother, the guy who had comforted me and
pleasured my so many times. Tim pushed his throbbing cock further,
spreading my ass open.
His cock really filled me, telling him that it felt good, he rammed
his cock all the way in.
I grabbed my own dick which was pooking my stomach and started to
jerk off in the same rhythm as Tom fucked me.

Tim's leaned forward and shoved his tongue in my mouth while his
cock was pumping my ass, hitting my prostate over and over again.
After a couple of minutes I could feel his cock swell, his
breathing became faster and heavier. I beat my cock faster. Tim
threw his head back and let out a long soft moan, his cock shot its
load deep inside me. At the same time my own cock exploded in my
hands, sending cum all over me.
Tim's cock plopped out of my ass and he rested his body on mine
with his head on my shoulder.
"O man, that felt good" he said.
"Couldn't agree more!". We kissed each other and decided to go back
to our beds again.

With my briefs I my hand I walked to the bedroom, Tim's cum
dripping out of my ass.
Kevin was still sleeping and snoring a bit, I got into bed and
pressed my chest, still sticky with my cum, to his back. I placed a
kiss in his neck and closed my eyes.

After a good night sleep a tickling feeling on my feet wakened me.
I pulled away the sheet and saw Kevin, licking the sole of my feet.
"Morning, Kev"
"Hi Dad, slept well?" Looking up straight at my morning wood.
His tongue went back to my foot, his hot tongue moving from the
sole to my toes, pushing them apart with his tongue.
"Oh, Kevin, that really feels good".
He lifted my foot up a bit, bringing my big toe to his mouth.
With my hand I squeezed my hard cock, pulled down the skin, the
head was shining with pre-cum.
Kevin took my toe in his mouth and started to suck it, running his
tongue all over it.
Kevin managed to get my other toe in too, his tongue tickling
between them in his mouth.
He let my foot drop and ran his tongue over my feet over my calves
and thighs till the tip of his tongue found my balls. His hard cock
was pressing against my feet and with my toe I tried to give it a
good massage. With his tongue he moved around my balls in their
sack. His tongue went up further along my shaft till he reached the
tip of my cock. He started to lick the glans, pushing the tip of
his tongue into my cum split. I moaned softly, running my hands
through his hair. He moved his body up, rubbing our cocks together
and started to kiss me deeply. I put my arms around him, pressing
him to me, our cocks crushed, while we explore each other mouth.
I turned around, pinning him down on the bed. I lowered my self
till I could take his cock in my mouth, I pulled his foreskin a bit
up and with the tip of my tongue I went under his skin, licking his
glance and the inside of his foreskin. I pushed down the skin
behind the head and sucked his cock all the way in. Kevin started
to pump his hips, driving his cock further in. My hands went under
his buttocks, pushing them up and down.
Kevin was now moaning loudly, and after a few seconds the door
opened and Tim came in, naked.
"Very nice, guys" he said with his cock in his hand.
He walked over to the bed, Kevin reached out for his cock, Tim was
only happy to let Kevin have it. Kevin took Tim's cock in his
mouth, feeling it growing in his mouth.
I lifted Kevin ass up and started to lick his ass. He lifted his
legs up more so that I really could work my tongue around and in
his ass.
"Yeah, Steve, work his ass, get him ready".
Tim got on the bed, sitting on his knees on either side of Kevin,
fucking him deep in his throat.
I placed my cock in front of Kevin's hole and pushed forward. His
ass welcomed my dick, easily it went in, feeling his hot ass around
my cock. Just a few inches away from my face Tim's ass was going
back and fro fucking Kevin's mouth. I started to fuck Kevin with
long deep thrusts. Every now and then I leaned forward and gave
Tim's ass a lick.
Tim got up and walked behind me, I felt his wet cock, pushing
against my pucker. I drove my cock deep in Kevin and rested a bit.
Tim's hand parted my ass cheeks, and I felt the tip of his cock
pushing i me. I relaxed and stuck my ass a bit up. Tim's cock
pushed further in my ass, pushing my cock deeper into Kevin. Soon
his cock was all the way in my ass.
Kevin grabbed his ankles and pulled them up next to his head,
giving me more room. I pushed my hips back, leaving my cock head in
his ass. Tim started to fuck me harder now, with each thrust he
made, my cock went deeper into Kevin. Soon we found the good rhythm.
This was really freaking me out fucking and being fucked at the
same time. Tim took up speed, so I fucked Kevin harder to. I knew I
could not hold this much longer, with Tim's cock hitting my
prostate and Kevin ass muscles milking my cock. My breathing became
heavier as I fucked and being fucked faster and harder.
Tim slapped my ass telling us how hot this was. Again his hand came
down, that was it, I could not hold back any longer. With I load
cry I reached my orgasm, spurting my cum in Kevin hot ass, while
Tim kept on fucking me.
I felt Tim's cock pop out of my ass. I pulled out of Kevin and laid
my self next to him on the bed, kissing him passionately. Tim got
grabbed Kevin's ankles and laid them on his shoulder. With his big
cock he entered Kevin ass, still wet from my cum. Kevin let out a
soft cry as he felt Tim's bigger cock. Tim pushed and soon his cock
was all the way in right to the base. He moved myself so that I
could get Kevin's cock in my mouth. His cock was wet with pre-cum.
Tim was really pounding Kevin's ass hard, his balls slapping Kevin,
before my eyes. I sucked Kevin's cock in as deep as I could,
smelling both Kevin and Tim. I lifted Kevin's balls to have a good
view of the cock fucking my sun. Softly I squeezed his balls, I
felt Kevin cock stiffening in my mouth and his balls retreated a
bit. Kevin was about to cum. I sucked his cock harder, going over
his head with my tongue faster and squeezed his balls.
"Oh, yes" Kevin yelled, and I felt his sperm hitting the back of my
throat. His cock was spurting load after the load, I had difficulty
swallowing it all.
"Fuck!" Tim cried, his body tensed as he shot his load in Kevin's ass.

The three of us laid next to each other, we kissed and touched.
Enjoying each other bodies, relaxing after the good session we just
had.

"Okay guys, you have a shower, while I make breakfast" Tim said.
Kevin and I went to the shower together, I went on my knees, and
stuck my tongue in Kevin's ass, licking up the two loads of cum
from his ass.
After the shower we sat down to have breakfast, Kevin and I were
just wearing a towel. Coffee, orange juice, scrambled eggs with
bacon and toast. It was delicious, we all finished in no time.
"If you need clothes just pick out something from my closet" Tim
said as he walked away to have s shower.
"We just need some underwear and a tee-shirt" I said.
"Help yourselves!" Tim replied as he got in the bathroom.

Kevin and I went over to his bedroom and opened his wardrobe to
look for some underwear.
"Hey Dad, wear this" Kevin said as he tossed me a black jockstrap.
He picked a jockstrap too.
"I thought so" I grinned at him.

After we got dressed Tim and I went over to my father's house.
Kevin decided to stay at home, watch some DVDs or lay in the sun.

We kissed Kevin goodbye and we went off, to the house so full with memories.