Date: Mon, 18 Jul 2005 19:12:46 +0100
From: Mitchel Mulder <mitchmulder@lycos.com>
Subject: Alone with my son 12

We drove through my old town, it had not changed that much since my childhood.
"You are a very lucky man, with a son like Kevin" Tim said.
"Yeah, I know, guess I am the luckiest guy in the world" I grinned.
"You bet you are!"
"What about you, are you seeing someone special" I asked.
"No not at the moment, have some friends with who I fuck around".

We arrived at the old house. It had not changed a bit, only the
trees in the front garden were bigger. Tim unlocked the door and we
stepped in.
We walked over to the windows, opened some of them to blow away the
stuffy air.
"Let me get the insurance and the funeral papers" Tim said, "they
should be in his old office".
As Tim went to the office I walked to our old bedroom. Our two beds
were still there. You could still see the pinpoints in the wall
were we had hung are posters.

I went to Tim in my father's old office. Tim was going through some
papers at the desk. I walked over to the bookcase. Dairies were
lined up on the shelves. I picked one out and opened it. I saw a
summary of the costs for extending a garage of a mister McFly. Rows
of amounts and under that the words 'paid in full'. I leafed
through it and saw more calculations of works he had done. I put it
back and took out another one. Again the same stuff, rows of amounts.
As I turned a few pages my eyes caught a  page that looked
different. This one had no amounts, just text. I started to read,
the hairs on the back of my neck stood up. 'This afternoon he was up
on the attic again, in just his tight underpants, doing sit-ups and
push-ups, showing off his body. That son of a bitch is in love
with his own body!. Arousing a earnest man. What is he thinking,
the little faggot! He has
to be punished for this.'
I turned some more pages. Between the notes of ordering some
timber, to chase someone for payment, I read 'have to cut his
hair'. I let out a little laugh, knowing that it would be mine hair
to cut.
"What are you reading" Tim asked as he came over.
I pointed out that sentence. I flipped some more pages. I felt
Tim's hand on my shoulder as we both looked at a page full of
handwriting: 'That damned boy! even when I punished him he had the
nerves to arouse me! It seems that no matter how I treat him he
always managed to confuse earnest men. He had to show Tim how bad
it is to be like Stevie'.
"Nice way to say that you got him a boner and I was the one who got
him off" Tim said.
"What shall we do with all these?" I asked.
"Lets just burn them, get rid of them" Tim answered.
"Good idea!".
We took them from the shelves and threw them on pile. Tim tossed one
of the diaries on the pile and fell off, opening as it felt on the
floor, a few letters stuck out. I picked them up, the paper was
yellowish, I looked at the postmark and I could see that it was
stamped in 1957, the year my parent got married.
"These are old" I remarked. I turned the envelope around and saw
that they were from my uncle Peter, my fathers younger brother.
"What does he write?".
I went trough the letter, it was not that long, my uncle asking how
my dad and mum were doing, and that both he and my grandfather
missed my father.
Tim opened another letter, same stuff basically. "hey that is
strange, he writes that it is cold without dad". He looked at the
date of the letter, January.
"Can't remember that dad was such a warm person" I laughed.
"No, neither can I, well, maybe uncle Peter wants them back, we can
hand them over at the funeral".
"Here, hear this: "I do miss the fun the three of us had".
"Fun? Dad and fun?"
We looked at each other and shook our heads.

Behind the last row of dairies we found some gay porn magazines.
Old ones, most pictures were in black and white.
"I know that one, he pushed my face right in it as he fucked me" Tim
said. He tossed it on the pile too.

"I'll burn them later. Well I got the papers we need, do you want
to take something with
you from the house?" Tim asked.
I looked around but I could not think of anything that I wanted.
All the stuff from my mother, had been thrown away by my father
after her death.
"Where is that shoebox with all those old photos" I asked, "I want
to go through them, I don't have any picture of us being kids, or
from mum".
"Hang on, that box should be in the cupboard in the living, I will
get it" Tim said.
"Here it is, okay then, lets go, need a beer!" Tim said, "we can
sort them out at home".

On the way home I asked if he had called uncle Peter. Tim had done that
already yesterday.
"I have not seen him in ages" Tim said.
"Neither have I, I always liked him". "Last time I spoke to him was
when Aunt Ellen died". Uncle Peter was younger then my father, he
and his wife had never had kids, maybe that is why they were always so
happy to see us.
"Yes, I like him too, and aunt Ellen. You remember the great time
we had with them when Mum and Dad went on vacation and we spent two
weeks with them?".
"Hell yes, that was great" I answered, "too bad we told dad how
much we had enjoyed it".
Tim grinned. "yeah, after that time we were never allowed to stay
with them again, I know aunt Ellen asked dad several times to bring us
over".

When we got home we found Kevin sunbathing only wearing the
jockstrap. He was listening to some music, with his headphone on
and his eyes closed he did not notice us getting in. Tim went to
the kitchen to get us some beers. I just stood there watching
Kevin, again spying on him without him knowing. He looked so good,
his body glistening in the sun, I wanted to go to him, to hold him
in my arms, just to feel his body against mine. I didn't, he was
enjoying the sun and the music too much, It was good to see him
like this. His smooth well defined chest, the hair trail running
from his navel into the jockstrap. Every now and then his hand ran
over his chest, rubbing the sweat in, the jockstrap showed a nice
bulge. I felt a warm feeling spreading from my stomach all through
my body.
Tim handed me a cold beer. Together we just stood there, watching Kevin.
Tim looked at me and suddenly hugged me "Steve, it is so good to
see how well you two get along, what a difference".
"Yeah" I said, "he is everything to me".
"I know" Tim said, and kissed me softly on my cheek.
I had difficulty holding back my tears. "Maybe it is too perfect" I said.
"What you mean?" Tim looked at me puzzled.
"I don't know, I mean, I am his dad, I don't want him to think that
I take advantage of him". I had those doubts earlier.
Tim looked at me blank.
"Well you know,... "
I turned around and walked inside.
"What do I know?" Tim asked as he followed me inside.
"Well,... I don't want to end up like Dad".
"Sorry Steve, but I don't get you".
"I mean, did you love dad?"
Tim was silent for a moment. "To be honest, no, when all that stuff
happened I hated him I guess, later when he got older and sick I
felt sorry for him".
"That is what I mean" I tried to explain. "he fucked you, you let
it happened because he was your dad, you could not have said no to him
because he was your father!"
"O, come on Steve, this is all different! You two love each other!"
"I do love him, but what about him, sure Kevin loves me, I know, but he
should not feel obliged to do these things".
"You are not making sense man!" Tim said, "Look, I did not hear him
complain this morning".
"But does he think he have to do it just because to please me, so
that I would love him, I love him even if he would say no".
Tim sat next to me and placed his arm round me "Listen, Steve, you
can't compare Kevin with yourself or me. I let dad fuck me in my
ass and my mouth hoping that someday he would show his love to me.
Every son wants to be loved by his dad! But you two are so
different".
I knew he was right, I knew Kevin loved me, but still I could not
bare it when Kevin would look at me some day the way I looked at my
father. Without love, even with hate.
Tim got my face in his hands, looking me straight in my eyes "Maybe
you should have this conversation with Kevin and not with me, but
don't let the past influence you".
Tim handed me the beer.
"Here take this beer over to him, talk to him"
I took the beer can and walked outside. Thoughts of how my father
had ruined Tim's and my own youth were spinning around my head.

I tapped Kevin on his knee. His eyes went open and smiled at me. He
took of the headset.
"Hey Dad, you are back" and kissed me.
"Kevin, we need to talk" I squatted down next to him and handed the
beer. I could see drops of sweat running over his chest.
"About what, dad?".
"About us, you and me".
He opened the can and took a sip. A drop of beer was running along
his chin and fell onto his nipple. I had to stop myself from
licking it up; stop it I told myself, be serious.
"Okay, shoot dad".
"Kevin" I started, "I don't want to put you under any pressure, you
should not feel that you have to have sex with me just because I am
your father, I will love you anyway, if you don't want to, just say so".
Kevin looked at me with big eyes. After a few second he burst out laughing.
"What are you talking about, dad?"
"Well, you know" I said.
He looked at me now smiling. "I love you, Dad, I love you for saying
this, but I like it too much. Remember, I made the first move that evening
when you were standing naked in front of the mirror. If you had not
been my Dad, I would have made that move much sooner!".

He put down his beer and pressed his lips to mine, forcing his
tongue in my mouth. He turned a bit, so that he pushed me to the
floor with his body, his hands were unbuttoning my jeans. His
sweaty body was on top of me wetting my shirt with his sweat, still
his tongue was forcefully roaming my mouth. I felt his hand
entering my jeans, grabbing my cock and balls. He squeezed hard, my
cock reacted at once and got hard.

I could not think clearly, feelings of love and lust swept over me, I
put my arms around him pressed him closer to me. I felt his hard
cock pushing against my thighs.
My hands found his firm ass. His tongue left my mouth, I let out a
moan, Kevin pushed his tongue deep in my ear. I slapped his ass a
couple of times and tried to pull down his jockstrap, but it got
hooked behind his erection. With our noses touching he looked me in
the eyes and said "How is this for an answer".
He did had to give me an answer, his body told me enough. Again he
pushed his tongue deep in my mouth while his hands tried to pull my
jeans and underwear down. I lifted my ass a bit so he could pull
them all the way down. He took off my shoes and socks, kissing and
licking both my feet as he finally threw off my jeans and briefs.

He licked his way up along my legs and kissed my balls. Lifting
them up with his tongue and took them in his mouth. He pulled off my
shirts and lay back again, enjoying his hot tongue and mouth. Kevin
let my balls drop out of his mouth and went down with his tongue to
lick my ass ring. My legs were tossed in the air as he forced his
tongue in my ass. Licking me inside.
"O, Kevin, I love you" I managed to say. I grabbed the back of
my thighs and threw them closer to my chest, opening my ass
completely for Kevin. His tongue went in even deeper.

I felt the warmth of the sun on my body and Kevin's tongue deep
inside me. This was heaven, once again. I just closed my eyes and
moaned softly.

Kevin stepped out of his jockstrap, I opened my eyes a bit, his
rock hard cock was pointing straight at me.
Kevin got on his knees again.
"Dad, I am gonna fuck your sweet ass".
"Mmm, yeah, fuck me Kev, it has been a long time since I felt you
inside me" I replied. I pulled my legs up more.
I felt his cock head pushing my ring, which gave away easily, inch
by inch Kevin pushed his cock in, filling my hungry ass.
Kevin resting on his hands and the tip of his toes started to fuck
me deep. Drops of his sweat were falling on my face and chest, I
tried to lick them up with my tongue. With my eyes half closed I
could see Tim coming out on to the terrace. He smiled, and started
to undress, not taking his eyes from us.
Kevin drilled his cock in as deep as he could, hitting my prostate
over and over again. My own cock was dripping with pre-cum, slowly
I started to jack off, pulling down the foreskin and wetting the
head with my pre-cum.

Tim was totally naked now, with his big massive cock in front of
him, he came over to us, and knelled down.
Kevin cock was fucking me hard and deep while Tim's cock was moving
towards my mouth.
"Yeah, Uncle Tim, fuck his mouth" Kevin said.
I felt Tim's hands on the back of my head, I opened my mouth, Tim
pushed his hips forward and with his hands behind my head he rammed his
cock in my mouth. I gagged, but Tim did not let go of my head, nor
did he withdrew his cock. He did not move for a few seconds, I took
some deep breaths through my nose and relaxed a bit. Tim started to
move his cock, he looked at Kevin's ass going up and down and
adjusted his speed to the same rhythm as Kevin. With two cock
fucking me at both ends my cock was ready to explode. Tim placed
his free hand on my hand that was beating my own cock. "Not so
fast, little brother".
Still being fucked by both their cocks, I could feel their two sets
of balls hitting me, Kevin's hitting my ass and Tim's slapping my
chin. Tim took my hand and sucked my thumb into his mouth, softly
he bit my thumb. Damn, it seemed that every part of my body was
over sensitive.

Kevin started to moan loudly, throwing his head in his neck I knew
he was about to cum. I squeezed my ass muscles around his cock. His
thrust became faster, he yelled and I felt the first spurt of his
sperm in my ass. Both Kevin and I groaned as more of his sperm shot
in me. Tim moved his cock faster in my mouth, biting harder on my
thumb, my fingers were squeezing his jaw and chin. With my
other hand I got hold of his big balls banging my chin, I pulled on
them and squeezed them.

Kevin pulled his wet cock out of my ass. Soon I felt two or three
of his fingers working my ass. Without taking his cock out of my
mouth Tim placed his knee on the other side of my chest. I grabbed
both of his ass cheek and pulled them apart. Kevin plunged forward
driving his tongue in Tim's ass.
"O Fuck!" Tim let out. On my tongue I felt his cock stiffening even more, he
pushed his cock as deep as possible and shot his load. It was
difficult to swallow his big load while his cock was still fucking
my mouth.
My body started to tense, I pushed my ass deeper over Kevin's
finger, Kevin's mouth quickly went from Tim's ass to my dick. As soon as
his lips touched the tip of my cock I erupted like a volcano,
shooting big loads of sperm into Kevin's mouth. My body could not
stop shaken, load after load. Kevin had my cock buried deep in his
mouth, drips of cum were dripping out and landed in my hairs.

Finally Tim let go of my head, his semi hard cock plopped out of my
mouth. Kevin crawled up to me, resting his body on top of mine. With
his finger he went over my eyebrows and my nose, circling around my
lips. He looked straight in my eyes. His eyes were filled love.
"Never ask those stupid questions again, Dad" he whispered.
I grinned, "well, it had a nice effect".
He smiled "that's true!" and he kissed me.

"I think we can use some nice cold beers" Tim said and walked away.
I put my arms around Kevin, as we kissed.
"You made me so happy" I told Kevin. I felt a tear running from the
corner of my eye.
"Same here, Dad" and he licked away the tear.

"Cold beers!" Tim had returned, "let's jump into the jacuzzi!".
Tim went in, but Kevin and I just lay there, kissing and caressing.
"Hey, you two! Break it up, the beer is getting warm!".

I hated to let Kevin go, it felt so good, but finally we both got
up and stepped in the jacuzzi.
Tim handed our beers which tasted great.
Kevin was setting in the middle, both Tim and I had our hands over
his shoulders.
"O man, this is great!" Tim said.
Kevin and I both nodded our agreement.
"Hey, Kevin, you're old enough now, just drop that 'uncle' stuff,
just 'Tim' would do nicely".
"okay, Uncle oops sorry....Tim" Kevin replied.
We all laughed and sipped our beers, while our hands found their
way to each others cocks.

"Tomorrow I'll have to so some business, so you two are on your
own", Tim said.
"No problem, have to call the office and Kevin's school and maybe
we can shop for some cloths and some underwear" I replied.
"No need, just take some of mine, we are all to same seize more or less".


After a while Tim got out to prepare some dinner for us.
I climbed out of the tube, dried off, I put the towel around my waist and
walked inside.
I offered to help Tim, but he said he'd managed. I took the shoe
box with the old photos and emptied it on the table. Most of the
pics were from Tim and me as babies. I found a couple of pics with
my mother on them, alone or with us as kids. I asked Tim if I could
take some of them.
Tim came from the kitchen, just wearing an apron he handed me
another beer. He took a look at the pics I had chosen. "Sure, take
them" he said, as he walked back to the kitchen I followed his ass sticking out of the apron, "you look good in that apron!". Tim turned his head and stuck out his ass "Dinner will be served in a few minutes".

After dinner Tim and I drank our coffee outside on the terrace, Kevin asked Tim if he could watch a DVD or video.
"Sure, Kev" Tim answered, "go ahead, take your pick.
Tim brought two glasses of brandy to go along with the coffee. Tim and I had a nice chat, we both agreed that we should visit each other more often in the future. It felt really good, drinking brandy and to talk to Tim after all those years. When we finished our brandy Tim asked if I would like another one.
I handed over my empty glass as Tim got up to go inside again. In the doorway he stopped, smiled and gestured me to come over. I stood behind Tim, placed my hand on his shoulders and followed his gaze.
Inside Kevin was watching some gay porn DVD and slowly beating his hard cock.
"He seems to like that movie" I said softly in Tim's ear.
Tim nodded. "It is one of my favorites too".
Kevin was totally in trance, watching some guys fucking on screen, I felt my cock stir and pushing the towel a bit up.
Tom turned his head "Shall we join him?"
"Don't know, guess he needs time alone too" I said, "he knows where to finds us".
"True" Tim remarked pushing his ass a back onto my hardening cock. "You remember the contests we had in our bedroom?"
"Hell, yes" I said "who could shoot the farthest, the quickest, the most".
Tim was now resting his upper body to my chest, my hands started to linger over his chest and stomach.
Kevin was really enjoying himself, squeezing his nipples with his free hand.
"He looks great" Tim said, "looks a lot like you when you were his age" Tim said. He lit the towel he was wearing drop to the ground and took mine off as well. Now my hard cock was pressing his hard bottom. My hand went down to his cock and pulled softly on it. I felt his cock grow to it fullness in my hand. Slowly I pulled back the skin and fingered around his piss slit.
Tim let out a moan and let his head fall back onto my shoulder. I softly bit his earlobe. I felt Tim's hands on my ass, pushing me closer to him, my cock was now in his crack.
"Mmmm, feels great" I whispered "my cock between those hot buns".

Kevin wet his finger and ran it along the over his exposed glans, he pulled his foreskin back and with his finger still under the skin he moved it around.
"Wow, look at him!" Tim said, rubbing his crack faster against my cock.
I pulled his nipple, and started really jacking him.
"Yeah, this feels great" He moaned. He spitted in his hand and wet my cock, rubbing his hand up and down over the shaft, he pointed the head against his hole, I let some spit fall on my cock. Slowly Tim pushed his ass back, I pushed a bit forward and felt his ring muscles slowly opening for me.
"Yes, fuck me, little brother".
I pushed my cock all the way in. Hell, I was fucking my bog brother! I thought. I started to pump my cock in and out of his ass. Tim pushing his ass back every time I had my cock all the way in, softly we moaned. We tried not to make too much noise, we did not want to alarm Kevin, it was great seeing him jack off, his hand going up and down his hard shaft, his balls going up and down.
Tim's ass felt great, his muscles milking my cock. Tim jerked off faster and faster making our balls slap together hard. Both our eyes were fixed on Kevin, now he had one hand behind his head and was licking his armpit, groaning loudly, his beating was became faster, lifting his ass from the couch, arching his back for the upcoming orgasm. Seeing that Tim and I moaned loader and our moves became faster too. Kevin groaned aloud now, closing his eyes, he was about to shoot.
"Yeah boy shoot that load" Tim said softly.
With a cry Kevin shot a load, his cum went flying over his head to the ground, another spurt hit him right in his face.
"Oh, fuck!" Tim cried and I felt his ass getting tighter around my cock, his body started to shake, he was cumming, shooting his sperm to his stomach.
I felt my own balls pushing up, with one last big push forward I emptied my balls in Tim's ass.
Kevin was now licking up the cum from body.
"Thank God, he was not around during our contests, he surely had won all rounds" Tim smiled.
We picked up the towels and cleaned ourselves. Kevin got up, switched off the DVD and cleaned off the remaining cum with his towel.

Tim cleared his throat and stepped inside.
"Already finished watching?" Tim ask casually.
Kevin nodded.
"Hey, how about a brandy?".
Kevin and Tim came back to the terrace with the glasses of brandy. We just sat there enjoying the brandy and making small talk. After a while, when we had finished our brandies we decided to turn in.
I felt completely satisfied, all warm inside from the brandy. Kevin and I cuddled up.
"Goodnight, Kevin" and kissed him.
"Night, Dad" he turned his head to kiss me, "love you".
"love you too".