Date: Wed, 08 Aug 2012 04:53:14 -0500
From: Neil
Subject: Big Kid Stuff

This is a work of FICTION for ADULTS only.  Do NOT read this if you are
under 18 or if you are not an adult according to the laws of your state or
country. Do NOT read this if you are offended or by fantasies involving
boys with boys, or boys with men. This file contains sexually explicit
material. Only the introduction was written by the collator, who cannot
verify whether the particular incidents are fact or fiction.

BIG KID STUFF

	This happened in 1992 when I was just beginning to figure out who I
was and what it all meant.  I know this is not typical of first times and
it may not be believed, but here it is, anyway.

	When I was 14, I was curious about a great many things and confused
about a great many things too.  I'd watched my first porn when I was
twelve, courtesy of my big brother, Tyler.  I'd gotten my first kiss from
Dianne, a girl at school, when I was 13.  She was embarrassed about it
afterwards and would not talk about it.  For a long time, I thought it was
me, and I must have been really bad at it, but I've been told since, that's
not the case.  That neither the kiss nor the idea of doing more with her
really did anything for me didn't really register at the time.
	It was all part of the awkward teenage fumbling we all go through.
Everyone has different ways of dealing, even my big brother, who I thought
was the ultimate in cool.  I looked up to him in typical little brother
fashion and wanted to do everything he did.  I'm sure I annoyed him to no
end.  He was usually pretty tolerant, though.  I was allowed to tag along
with him and his friends to games and even parties occasionally.  There
were limits, though.
	One thing he would not allow me to do was to follow him on the
occasions that he and four of his friends got together one weekend a month.
He, 17 at the time, went off to do 'big kid stuff' with his friends and
left me behind.  I resented this terribly, and I was determined to find out
what big kid stuff was.
	Tyler had a car, so following him was out of the question, but I
knew who his four friends were so I watched them.  One afternoon in early
May, barely a month after I turned 14, I lucked out.  My brother's friend,
Larry, the youngest of the group, left his house on foot, and I was able to
follow him.  On previous occasions, I'd watched Mike and determined that he
walked only a short distance from his house to where my brother picked him
up, and Vinnie, who I found out, had a car of his own and gave his
neighbor, Andy, a ride.  Third time was the charm.  Larry lived close
enough to walk to where they did the 'big kid stuff'.  I followed him
carefully.
	He travelled quite a distance, far into the hills around our little
subdivision that was, at the time, on the edge of town.  It got harder to
stay hidden as we went on, and I had to hide a couple of times and wait
till he was nearly out of sight.  Eventually, though, I found them.  I
heard voices and went to my hands and knees before cresting the last small
hill.  There was a large pond below me, and I gaped at what I saw.  Tyler,
Mike, Larry, Andy, and Vinnie were skinny dipping in the pond and playing
grab ass, literally.
	Larry was the center of attention as they splashed around.  I
watched Mike grab Larry's ass and rub it, making the younger boy groan.  He
didn't seem to be hurt; in fact, he seemed to like it, judging by the look
on his face when one of the others fondled his butt or his cock.  It was
Tyler who eventually led Larry out of the water.  The younger boy
immediately went to his knees and began licking and kissing Tyler's erect
dick.  He responded by running his hands through Larry's blond hair,
moaning slightly. Larry engulfed the entire thing with his mouth and began
bobbing his head and hollowing his cheeks as he gave what I thought was
called a blow job to my brother.
	The others came out of the water and stood around pumping their
dicks while they apparently waited their turn.  It only took a few minutes
before Tyler groaned loudly and grabbed Larry's head, shoving his cock into
the younger boy's mouth.  Larry swallowed quickly, and pulled back, licking
his lips.  Tyler moved aside and Vinnie took his place, Larry eagerly began
kissing, licking, and sucking the second boy's cock.  Vinnie lasted a bit
longer than Tyler, but all too soon judging by the look on his face, came
in the other boy's mouth.  Mike was next to get the oral treatment from
Larry.
	Tyler, meanwhile, had recovered.  He moved around behind Larry and
did something that made my eyes bug out.  He repositioned Larry slightly,
getting onto hands and knees and knelt behind him.  He put his recovered
cock against Larry's asshole and started to push in.  Soon he was rocking
back and forth, giving Larry an ass fucking the other boy seemed to really
enjoy based on the sounds he made.
	The fucking lasted a few minutes before Tyler drove as deep as he
could and stopped, a big smile on his face.  He pulled out and sat to one
side while Vinnie took his place.  Vinnie didn't last as long as Tyler, but
there were no complaints from Larry, not even when Mike roughly entered him
and began fucking him, moving faster and harder than the first two.  Larry
moaned louder and pushed back, rocking in time with Mike and moaning
happily even as he worked on Andy's hard on with his lips and tongue.  Mike
lasted longest of the three, but eventually, he too drove deep and stopped,
dumping his load in Larry's ass.  Andy took his turn next.  He was gentler
than Mike, but firm and
	Their fun over, they cleaned up, got dressed and headed out.  I
retreated to a clump of bushes and hid myself under them, waiting for Larry
to pass.  He didn't notice me, and I watched him walk away, moving a bit
strangely after the treatment he'd received from Tyler and the other boys.
I waited some time after he was out of sight and I heard the engines of the
two cars fade into the distance.  I wondered why one of them didn't give
Larry a ride, but shrugged it off as unimportant.  When it was clear, I
came out and headed for home myself.


	That evening, I avoided Tyler.  I wasn't sure I could look at him
without turning red.  I was sure he'd guess that I'd been spying on him and
be mad.  I pleaded homework and spent the evening in my room.  I actually
did do my homework as I thought it would take my mind off what I had seen
Tyler and the others doing.  I couldn't get my mind off it, though, and
eventually had to jerk off.  I tried picturing the girl I'd kissed a few
months before, but that didn't do it.  I tried picturing the scenes from
the porno I'd watched.  That was better, but I found I was focused more on
the male actors, which was a bit disturbing to me.  Finally, I gave up and
pictured my brother assfucking Larry.  That got me off in record time.  I
didn't know how I really felt about what I'd seen, but I couldn't deny it
tuned me on.

	Over the next two weeks until their next meeting for 'big kid
stuff', I thought long and hard about what I'd do.  There was really no
decision to be made, though.  I went to Larry's place and followed him
again, this time at a greater distance, as I knew where the pond was.

I took my previous vantage spot and watched them swim and horse around.
They did this for about half an hour, and I contented myself with watching
flashes of hard dicks and pale asses.  They were all in pretty good shape,
but Larry was the one that held my attention.  Flat stomach and some
muscle, he wasn't as well-developed as the older boys, but I still liked
watching him best.  Soon, they tired of the game and got out of the water.
	This time it was Andy that got Larry's attention first.  He went to
his knees before the other boy and began licking and kissing as he had
before.  From my vantage point, I had a good view of the moment when he
took Andy's entire dick into his mouth.  It was a sight to see.  He sucked
and bobbed his head and apparently did things I couldn't see with his
tongue because Andy didn't last long.  He groaned and came in Larry's
mouth.  Mike came next and Larry gave him the same treatment.
	He sucked and was fucked by all four boys, the experience leaving
him exhausted but apparently happy.  When they were done, they cleaned
themselves up, dressed and left for home.  I hid as before until they'd
left and made my way home.  That scene fueled my jerk off fantasies for the
two weeks until the next meeting of the group.
	Mike was missing, or late.  I wasn't sure, but the fun started
without him.  Larry started with Vinnie.  Light kisses along the length of
his dick and teasing licks before taking the other boy's cock into his
mouth.  I had opened my own pants by this time and fished out my dick to
jerk off as I lay on my side.  I was so focused on the scene below, that I
didn't hear Mike approaching me from behind.  "Enjoying the show?" he
asked, grabbing my arm and hoisting me to my feet.  He was several inches
taller than me and quite a bit stronger.  I had no chance to resist even if
there had been a point.  Mike would tell the others and Tyler would just be
mad at me later.  So I went along.  Mike told me to leave my dick out and
grabbed my wrist when I tried to put it away anyway.
	"Look who I found spying on us!" Mike called as he frog marched me
to the edge of the pond.  The others looked around and Tyler paled
slightly.
	"Neil?  What the fuck?"  He was probably thinking of all the
trouble I could cause if I started blabbing to people about what they were
doing.  Tyler had a girlfriend.  So did Andy. That wouldn't last long if I
told everyone what they were doing.
	"He was watchin' us," Mike said, "and jerkin' off."  At this point,
Tyler noticed my dick hanging out of my pants.  It had gone soft thanks to
Mike' rough handling.  I looked around the group.  None of them looked very
happy with me.
	"I just wanted to know what you were doing," I said.  "I'm not
gonna tell anyone."
	"Damn right you're not!" Andy snapped.
	"Hold on," Vinnie raised a placating hand.  He looked at me
thoughtfully.  "You were jerking off?  Watching us?"  I blushed but nodded.
"Pretty hot, wasn't it?"  I didn't answer, but I think my face got even
redder.  "So what were you thinking about?  What part did you play when you
pictured yourself here?"  The others were looking between us, confused.
	I couldn't help myself.  I glanced at Larry and then looked away.
Vinnie had been watching me closely and smiled.  "You want some of that?"
	"Vinnie," Tyler's voice had a warning note.  Larry didn't look
happy either.  "What are you doing?"
	"He can't talk about it if he's involved," Vinnie reasoned.  "Only
question is, how does he want to be involved?"
	Tyler looked at me and at his friends, who were looking thoughtful
all of a sudden.  Vinnie put a friendly arm around my shoulders before
Tyler could say anything.  "You want to give it a try?  No one here will
say anything, you know?"
	"You don't have to do anything you don't want to, Neil," Tyler cut
in, glaring at Vinnie.
	Thing is, I wanted to.  I was really curious, and my hard on was
back.  To everyone's surprise, I approached Larry and got down on my knees
in front of him.  "Um, I've never done this before," I said, looking at the
dick in front of me.  "Can I?"  I glanced up at Larry who looked surprised
but nodded.  I took it in my hand and felt it. It was much like my own, but
different.  Making my decision, I leaned forward and kissed it.  Then I
licked my lips thoughtfully and went in to directly lick Larry's equipment.
	Larry quickly got hard again.  I found out later that, although he
had given many blow jobs and been fucked many times, he'd never met anyone
willing to reciprocate.  I took the length into my mouth and tried to get
as much as I could in.  A second later, I backed off, gagging.
	"Take it slow," Larry advised.  He began giving instructions and
hints, which I followed as best I could.  "Don't touch the skin with your
teeth, no one likes that."  It wasn't hard.  His meat was firm and warm and
tasted pretty good.  Salty sweat and a musk that I found had me rock
hard. The lesson must have gone really well, because he started to groan
suddenly and told me to get ready for my first taste of sperm.
	It wasn't the best thing I'd ever tasted, but it was good.  I
didn't get much of a taste, though.  Most of it went straight down my
throat.  I wanted to sample more, but Larry pulled away.  "Good first go,
Neil," he said.  "You ready to try another?"  I nodded and Mike presented
me with his 7" dong.
	Putting every trick Larry had taught me to use, I managed to get
Mike's entire dick into my mouth and a bit down my throat.  Not quite sure
how that happened, I just changed the angle of approach a bit, swallowed
and suddenly my nose is in his pubic hair.  Mike was surprised too.
"Gawd!" he gasped.  "Look at that!  Your little bro's a natural, Ty."
	I backed off and started sucking and licking.  Larry would offer
advice from the sidelines and I tried to follow it.  It must have been good
for Mike, because he groaned and shot his load in my mouth.  I got to taste
it this time, and decided I really did like the taste of cum.  Before Andy
could take his turn, Larry interrupted, and pulled me to my feet.
	"Someone looks out of place here," he grinned.  The others laughed
and helped me out of my clothes.  I was about to go back to sucking on
Andy, when Larry put his arms around me from behind.  "Forgetting
something?" he asked.  I felt something hard pressed between us as he
hugged me to him.  Running his hands over my chest and stomach made me
groan.  Fondling my dick made me fully hard in seconds.  Then he allowed a
little distance between our bodies and grabbed his own dick.  He ran the
head of his dick suggestively up and down the crack of my ass.  I moaned
loudly and shot my load into the air.
	The boys just stared.  "Whoah!" Andy said.  "Guess you better fuck
him, Larry.  If just being touched there, makes him cum, having a dick in
his ass'll drive him nuts!"  The others agreed enthusiastically, and Larry
whispered to me what he wanted me to do. I knelt on the grass with my legs
apart and Larry positioned himself behind me.  Using spit to lubricate
himself, he put the head of his dick against my rear entrance and pushed.
The pressure was gentle but firm and he soon pushed past my sphincter and
began to sink into my ass.  He paused to let me get used to it, and when I
started to move on my own, he matched my motions, pumping in and out of me.
	For a time, the others just watched us enjoying ourselves.  And I
was enjoying it.  It was a bit painful at first, but I quickly adjusted and
found just the right angle that made it feel great, every thrust.  They got
tired of watching after a time and Andy presented me with his cock to suck.
Each of them had a slightly different flavor, like the same food with
different seasonings, and I loved sampling them.  I wasn't sure how long it
took for Larry to shoot off, but I knew I missed him when he left.  I
wasn't empty for long, though.  Mike knelt behind me and took Larry's
place.  He was a bit rougher, and didn't do much for me, but I still kind
of enjoyed it.
	When Mike finished and Andy moved from my mouth to my asshole,
Vinnie presented himself for a blow job.  Andy lasted the longest of the
group so far, and brought me off with the great fucking he gave me.  When I
came, so did Vinnie, who had the best view Andy's technique.
	Vinnie tried his best to imitate Andy, and did a fair job, but I
was distracted by another cock being presented for oral attention.  I
looked up to see Tyler looking nervous.
	I considered for only a few seconds before taking my big bro's cock
in my mouth and did my best to suck him dry.  He was the last one to fuck
me that afternoon, but it wasn't the last time we did it that day.

	After that, I more or less took Larry's place as the 'girl' of the
group.  He would join me sucking and getting fucked on occasion if he felt
like it, but I was usually on my own, except when I was alone with Larry.
We became very close; I'd even say we were lovers.
	My first time having sex in a bed was with Larry.  We were very
gentle with each other and I never regretted spying on my big brother and
his friends.
	Of course, nothing lasts forever.  The group drifted apart. Larry
and Andy were the only ones that ever came out of the closet.  The others
eventually married and settled down.
	Larry and I lived together for a while, ostensibly sharing an
off-campus apartment at college to save on rent.
	He now lives in another state with a guy named Jake and twin boys
they managed to adopt somehow.  As for me?  I'm still in the closet,
sneaking my fun where I can get it.  I've got a steady guy who is just as
cautious as me.
	It's a good life, and I've no complaints about my current
situation, but I do sometimes miss those afternoons at the pond.