Date: Thu, 24 Feb 2005 07:24:58 -0500
From: Beach Boy <BeachMan69@webtv.net>
Subject: Coming Out Part 1 (Incest)

 Early morning hardons and jerking off became a ritual for me every
single day. I've been doing it as long as I can remember. As I got older
I had frottaging sessions with older guys in the neighborhood. Even
spied on my hot neighbor who rubbed his hot cock across his bed.I guss
it as always in me to be gay.Girls just rather turned me off. Hairy
chests. The cock.Facial hair.Hell I beat off to guys in magazines
without their shirts on. Even tv and movie actors too. Later on, i
learned about the chat lines. I ahted going out late at night and having
to explain to Dad where I was all hours of the night. Even at times I
would see a crack through the molding in the bathroom's door. I see Dad
in there jerking off.Not clearly. Yet the reflection made me realize
what he was doing. I pull out my coc and beat off then and there. ...One
day my Dad brought home  a new computer. I enjoyed it alot. I could burn
cds. Copy pictures and so on.It even had  a camera. Dad's job took him
through all hours of the day and night and sometimes weekends too. I got
on there to explore territories.Gay websites.Gay personals.I used my
credit card for one personals and signed up I put in my zip code and
found at least thirteen guys around my area.None that I recognized.Some
had facial pics.Others didn't. One guy really interested me. His profile
said he liked younger guys to rim him nad kiss and suck and fuck him.No
facial pic,just  aback and buttck shot. I decided to e-mail him to see
what his story was.Days on end I waited for  a reply.No answer. I
started trying others.Had several responses.Yet the one I wanted, didn't
respond. Keep trying.I tld myself. FInally on  a Saturday after dad got
off the computer to go to the store for some groceres. I jumped on
Signed in to the personals. There was  a message from the guy I wanted.
He's interested in seeing me. If I had any pics. I used the digicam. I
gave him  ataste of his own medicine.Just pics of my ass and cock.I
downloaded them and sent them to him.Later on that night Dad was in  bed
asleep. I went to the computer to see if there was a note. There it was.
This time it was  a picture of his cock.Soft and one semi erect. One
totally erect.One shot had him cumming. I was turned on I returned the
same pics. ...Light in the den tured on. It was Dad. "What are you doing
up so late?" I turned off the site as quickly as possible. "I couldn't
sleep. I have  a project in school due  soon and i wanted info." Dda
told me to get to bed. He stood there. Telling me to go to bed. Close
the doo. he sat behind the desk and turned the computer on. I was
relieved our computer shut down so fast. He started typing. I didn't
think much of it and left it at that.         Part 2 is coming soon.