Date: Wed, 16 Mar 2011 20:01:04 -0700 (PDT)
From: gaurang kamat <gaurang_kamat2000@yahoo.com>
Subject: Consent - 2

I went ahead dressing myself and I wondered what had happened last night.
Something had i remembered but what was it....I could also feel some pain
on my nipples and when i looked at them i found them bruised with bites.
When i raised my arms to wear the t shirt i realized that there were
similar bruises on my underarms, and also on my neck...Was I raped last
night?

..................

I then sat relaxed on the sofa and continued to wonder what had happened the
previous night. Could Z have taken advantage of my drunkedness and have raped
me. But isn't rape a wrong word, especially because i have always wanted to
sleep with him since i learnt of the birds and the bees! Honestly it did not
bother me that Z had slept with me, i infact felt important - that Z my idol
derived pleasure through me gave me a high. but what bothered me was that i
didnt remember any of it right now. i had always wanted to relish that first
experience of mine- and now it was gone, and i couldnot have it again. As these
thoughts crept through my mind my eyes moistened, and before i knew it i was
crying bitterly.

"Champ?" - Z called out
"Yea?" i replied

sensing the urgency in my response Z rushed to the drawing room and held me.
"What happened?" he asked

"i dont know, and i dont remember" i answered

"oh my god! i am so sorry.." he replied and i could sense the his desperate urge
to hide his emotions.

"I am sorry  - but i thought you wanted it.i would never have done anything to
hurt you. you insisted i do all those things to you and i only wanted you to be
happy. i am so, so sorry."

I replied thru my tears - "thats not why i am crying stupid. i am crying cos i
dont remember much of last night. i have wanted you for years and now i wont
know what it felt like..............ever"

"champ - of course you will know it. u and i are inseparable. of course i might
eventually marry P and all that but when it comes to guy stuff i will do it only
with you. "

I giggled

He then carried me from the sofa and took me to the bath room. he splashed cold
water on my face and asked me to relax. he then carried me to the bed room and
placed me on the bed. i could smell him in the bed covers as well as him in
person. my dick responded and jerked, he felt my dick move and poke his stomach
and he smiled. his hands continued to caress my face and then he ran his fingers
thru my hair. "you are so soft and beautiful" he said

he then kissed me passionately. at first it was just his lips over mine. Then
his lips locked my upper lips and that was one of the most wonderful sensations.
i couls smell the freshly smoked cigaratte in his mouth as hiu tongue found
mine. throughout, his hands explored my back through my thin tshirt.my hands
were around his neck...

he then giggled. i asked what? he said look here and pointed at his growing
erection through his shorts. i looked at him lovingly and then reached down to
touch him. he groaned and then shifted his position to lead on the pillows. i
went down and kissed him through his shorts. he groaned again and pulled me up.
this time his kiss was more fierce and rough. he crushed my hands with one of
his hand as his other hand held my head. he forced me to open my eyes and looked
deep into them.


in a fraction of a second he had undressed me - i lay on the white linens all
naked..i felt shy and closed my eyes. He said "look at me" i opened my eyes
slowly. i pulled him towards me and removed his t shirt. i was excited to see
his hairy body. his chest hair was magnificent. i rolled him on the bed and i
sat on his stomach and kissed him - first his eyes then his nose then his ears
and then his mouth. slowly i ran my tongue over his neck and then his armpits.
the strong smell of Mont Blanc Individuel tickled my nostrils. i then found his
nipples as i tongued them. he was groaning now....champ you are too good....that
gave me a high and my tongue volunteered to trace his navel and the trail down
below that ended with his shorts.

i looked up at him..he was smiling....i then pulled the shorts down as his
magnificent organ sprang out. i knew he was bigger and thicker than my 8 incher
cock. i was fascinated my his hairy balls - his hairy pubic area and his
straight dick. i leaned down and feasted on it. it felt like eternity as i ate
his dick. after what seemed like a long time he pullled me up and kissed me
rough on the lips and before i knew it we were in postion 69...i loved the
sensation of his lips on my cock and was enjoying it when i felt a different
feeling. he was now fingering me...as i moaned he let go of my dick and started
rimming me. the sensation of his magnificent monster in my mouth and his tongue
exploring my ass made me crazy...he paused and asked me to close my eyes - i
obeyed...

he came back with a joint - i inhaled and i loved the feeling. i was getting
high now. he had now lighted a candle - the scented candle let out popper fumes
and i was taken to a completely new world..

we got back to the 69 position as he continued to rim me and i feasted on his
cock. when i could not hold any longer i said "now"

he then shifted positions and entered me so swiftly that i almost came. then
with slow strokes he fucked me. while he fucked me he continued to kiss me. then
his thrusts became a bit stronger and with the tension in his body i knew he was
close. i held him close and continued to kiss him as he came..what surprised me
was that he came again and again...

when he was through with his orgasm he opened his eyes and smiled at me...my
dick was now flaccid and was sleeping:) i was happy i had given my big bro an
orgasm...
i smiled back and pulled him close,.he said"wait a minute" and then he went down
on me and sucked me...i pulled his legs on me and sucked him. his dick smelled
of cum but i didnt care - it was the sweetest smell ever ...he was already hard
and i could feel myself getting another hard on...and then the poppers smell
that the candle fumes let out pierced my nose and i got another high...i groaned
and i came ..Z didnt let go of my dick and swallowed allof my cum....that was
the greatest orgasm ever...he then pulled me up and kissed me as i could smell
my own cum in his mouth