Date: Sat, 3 May 2003 16:57:48 EDT
From: KissAndCuddleGem@aol.com
Subject: Dad's Just Desserts (Installment 11)(by KissAndCuddleGem)

This story is purely a work of fiction and any resemblance to persons
living or dead, or to events that may have occurred, is purely
coincidental.

Moreover, none of the actions of the characters in this story is presented
with the intent to condone, approve, or sanction their behavior.

The above-expressed disclaimer also does apply to any and all installments
of this story, including those preceding and following this installment.

All questions and/or comments are welcome; and, if you wish to contact me,
please feel free to email me at: KissAndCuddleGem@AOL.COM; and I will most
definitely respond to email, as appropriate.


Ryan was holding the lube and staring at it intently.  Finally, he said
facetiously: "Now I wonder what this is for...."

Casey began to laugh; and he felt much less panicky after Ryan's stab at
humor.

"Ryan, you don't have to 'wear' anything of course, I just hope you truly
are HIV negative.", Casey commented matter-of-factly.  Ryan nodded casually
in response, Casey interpreting his nod to mean that, thankfully, he was
negative.

Casey's attention was now very much focused on Ryan's roseate complexion
and thick, full lips.  Casey was feeling horny as hell, he hungered for the
taste of Ryan's lips and for the feel of his chest pressing firmly against
his; and so he pulled Ryan forward and down and right on top of him,
causing him to drop the tube of lube from his grasp.  As they kissed, they
began to embrace tightly; and with their arms and legs intertwined rolled
around the bed.

Ryan was getting very turned out by Casey's panting as well as his passion.
But he sensed something was not right, as his cousin was perspiring quite a
bit more than was typical.

"Casey, what is it?  Is something wrong?", Ryan croaked.

Casey averred: "I am yours, I want to be yours in every way...."

"Yes, so what gives?"

"Do you love me, really and truly love me?"

"Yes, Casey, I do and right now I also want you very, very badly."

"Ryan, I believe you, I just need reassurance.  But I have to tell you
something, something that I have been hiding from you all of this time and
doing by best to hide from the whole world."

Ryan was stunned by the look of desperation etched on Casey's face.  He
began to imagine all kinds of horrific things, at one point even thinking
that Casey was about to tell him that he was dying from leukemia.

"I have these panic attacks, they occur all of a sudden with little or no
warning; and I really cannot control them.  I think it has something to do
with something in my childhood that might have happened when I was just too
young to have any memory of it.  I just sort of sense this is so, I don't
have anything concrete to base this on."

"Casey, what are you trying to tell me?  I am not quite grasping this, and
you are going to have to spell it out.", Ryan implored, his eyes very much
pleading in expression.

"Well, it comes to this: If you become aware either from me or otherwise
that I am having one of these panic attacks, the symptoms of which usually
resemble closely those of heart attacks, regardless of what you are doing
to or with me, you must stop; and that includes any penetration."

Ryan's face was now a ghastly pale; and he began to sob openly.  There were
several seconds of total silence; and, finally, Ryan spoke: "Casey, I would
never do anything to hurt you.  I care about you deeply, I love you.  I
want all of this to be special for you, for us.  You must believe me."

Casey was still the same quite handsome young man who planned to once again
attend college in the not-so-distant future.  But the feeling of emptiness
that he had had while still in 'Brookhaven had followed him to Maine.  He
was now wondering, in amazement, how Ryan could possibly accept him, truly
accept him: From his standpoint, he was damaged goods; and it would take a
most extraordinary individual to put up with all of his crap.

The cousins were now cuddling together, side by side, with Casey trying his
best to comfort Ryan and drying his tears.  Then, Ryan, now feeling at
least a bit better and making his best effort to compose himself, began to
slowly caress Casey's buns and lick his shoulders.

"Let me make you ripe for me, Casey.  Let me show you how beautiful it will
be, how magical it will be, when we are finally one."

Casey smiled a most radiant smile in response.

Casey made a conscious decision, at this point, that it would be best for
both of them if he just let go and show Ryan that he truly did trust him.

Ryan turned Casey over so that he was flat on his belly, his strong
moderately hairy muscular arms feeling quite nice as they brushed against
the curves of Casey's hips.  He then made his palms and fingertips glide
down slowly into the part between Casey's ass cheeks.  "I know you are
tight.  I also feel a great deal of tension all around here.  I will take
care of this, I know what to do, just what to do.", he said reassuringly.

Upon parting Casey's buns, he repositioned himself so he was kneeling
closer to Casey's dangling sac; and began to tease with the tip of his
tongue the area around and within Casey's sweet hole.  Casey's natural
musky scent was enticing to him.  Ryan wanted more, more, even more.

Ryan inserted two fingers into Casey, figuring that since his fingers were
slender, two would be just fine.  He move the fingers in an out in a slow,
rhythmic fashion.  Casey began to softly moan, his face partially
entrenched in one of Casey's feathered down pillows.  He was anticipating
what was ahead, doing his best all the while to stay relaxed and keep his
body relaxed.

Ryan took away his hand; and kissed Casey's pucker.  He then inserted his
tongue deeply into Casey's hole and began to screw him with his tongue
until he was begging, screaming to be taken.  Casey, at Ryan's direction,
then parted his legs as widely as he comfortably could.  Casey, though not
facing Ryan, was visualizing Ryan's beautiful large-sized pecs and
nicely-shaped approaching-bulbous nipples; and this imagery was helping to
make him pretty hard.  At this moment, it did not matter to him in the
least that Ryan was the younger of the two; or even for that matter, that
they were cousins, closely related cousins.  He only saw things as this:
that he was about to lose his virginity to this extraordinary lover, this
moderately hairy, very, very attractive, masculine and virile man.

Ryan was gripping Casey's hips nice and firmly.  He was very much aware
that he was already fully hard, Casey's moaning and the delightful scent of
his alluring cavern having taken care of that.  His thick cock, six and
one-half-inches semi-hard, was now about eight inches fully hard; and made
quite a nice centerpiece for his vividly-red-haired bush.  He grabbed the
tube of lube from the side of the bed; and heavily lubed up both the entire
length of his cock and Casey's hole, making a point to massage the lube
deep into his hole.  He began to tease the perimeter of Casey's hole with
the reddish head of his cock.  He was a bit nervous himself; and was
finding the sound of Casey's steady breathing to be very comforting.  He
slowly pushed the head of his cock into the upper rim of Casey's hole; the
throbbing sensation in his cock was a constant reminder that he had to move
things ahead as quickly as possible.

"Yes...nice...oh, yes, that's it.", Casey was moaning, as Ryan's head had
gained full entry and Ryan's shaft was following and sliding deeper and
deeper into him.

Ryan got on his elbows for a moment, so that he could bend down more easily
and kiss the nape of Casey's neck as a sign of his undying affection.
Casey very much appreciated the tingle of Ryan's lips; and, quite frankly,
was equally relieved that he was not in any pain thus far.

Ryan was very much in the moment and, at the same time, very titillated by
this power he held over Casey in the entire situation.  He began a slow,
steady thrusting motion with his cock, moving his cock in and out, in and
out, in and out, yet never taking his cock more than halfway out.  He was
enjoying the feel; and when Casey's sphincter locked the grip of his ass on
Ryan's cock, this only had the effect of heighteinig his arousal and
spurring him on to increase his momentum.  The faster he went, the tighter
he gripped Ryan's hips.

Finally, a gleeful Casey very much caught up in the myriad of pleasurable
sensations now buried deep within him and the exhilarating excitement of
the loving, was repeatedly shouting as loud as he he could muster: "Harder,
harder, pound my pucker real, real good, cuz.  I just need more, more, and
still more.  PLEASE!...."

Because of his heightened arousal, Ryan had spewed an unusually large
amount of pre-cum; and it was not oozing out of Casey's hole and onto both
his and Casey's inner thighs.  Ryan mused that things were not only really
heated but deliciously messy; and he felt that he was nearing his climax,
so he wasted no time into honoring Casey's request and going into
full-swing.

Ryan thrusted his hips forward faster and faster and his cock was now
slamming in and out at unusual speed and at times massaging Casey's
prostate.  "Do you like that?  Do you really like that, baby?", he was now
asking a silent Casey.  He felt his load surging within his sac and his
balls becoming extremely full and with a pleasurable pressure sensation.


Then Ryan became frightened by Casey's continuing silence and was now
whispering: "Oh, my god, speak to me, please, please, did I hurt you?  I am
so sorry, I got caught up things, speak to me, please, please, say
anything, just anything."

Casey began to giggle, though he was trying to muffle his laughter.  Then,
Ryan, now onto Casey's trick, began to laugh: "That wasn't funny,
really...I don't believe you."

Then the two began to laugh hysterically, all the while Ryan's tool buried
deep within Casey's no-longer-virgin hole.

"I did not mean to take it that far, I was just testing you.  Now I know
you really do love me."

Ryan responded with this: "Well, I am so very glad you really get that,
finally."; and, right after saying this, he began to continue his plowing
of Casey, eventually exclaiming: "I can't hold it any loooooooooooonger!  I
am cummmmmmmmmmmmin'!!!!!!!  AAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

Ryan, discomforted by the feeling of his balls being only partially
drained, made it a point to release three massive loads of cum deep inside
of Casey, the excess of which seeped right out onto the brightly-colored
soft spring-fresh sheets.  He collapsed in exhaustion onto Casey, their
bodies now a sweaty heap of flesh.  He only removed his cock from Casey
long after it had become again fully-soft, about an hour or so later.  He
was savoring all that went with the feeling of oneness, of hearts beating
as one, of bodies being one; and wanted the experience to last as long as
possible.

An early morn-phone call from John, at about 8:00 AM, served as a reminder
that now that "business" had been taken care of and delightfully so, it was
once again time for them to focus on the mission and guide that "ship" into
safe waters.  Ryan and Casey knew that there would be plenty of time for
them to celebrate their newly-discovered bliss later on; and Casey believed
that there was a good chance that the answers he would finally get to his
many questions would make things even sweeter for the two of them.