Date: Sun, 29 Jun 2003 17:24:57 EDT
From: GemBud30@aol.com
Subject: Darren's Story -4

Hi Gang, this story is a work of total Erotic(hopefully) or somewhat Erotic
fiction , it is not meant to represent anyone particular person or event, and
also this is a work of an Adult gay theme, please do not proceed if you are not
of age or against your moral beliefs. This story contains slight reference to
incest, and bondage. If these things offend you then do not read. Otherwise I
hope you enjoy reading as much as I
did writing it. (note: the title of this series should have been Darrens
Story as it is told through his point of view, I am sorry for the error I'm
working to fix that).
GB
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Chapter 4
Darrens's Story


It was one those moments when you just don' t know what to say. I started to
call after Tony,but then I said to myself forget it. I looked at Josie "Well I
am never gonna figure guys out." Josie just smiled at me. I was to find out
later that Tony had told Justin he was just using me to get his grades up Tony
was going to be placed on academic probation which means no sports for him,
and he is one of the all around stars. If Justin would have stopped and thought
for a moment he would have realized I was not the best student to tutor
anyone,I was on academic probation myself, because of missing so much time this
quarter. I am an overall good student normally A's and B's, but this past quarter
has been really rough, with the majority of the student body knowing I was gay
or whatever it just became a living hell for me. Not that it matters now,if
Tony was going to be an ass then forget him. I can't say I was hurt or upset, I
did not know what to think. Part of me knows that a normal guy would not go
the lengths that Tony went to just to get me to tutor him, not only that he
also knows I am on academic probation. The biggest part of me figured he was just
trying to save face for having been seen talking or hanging out with me, I
guess what bothers me is the fact that it is at my exspence that he is willing
to lie to others. I can only imagine he will say I threw myself at him. I did
not have too much ti think about this, the bell for last class rung. With my
final period over I stood outside of school cursing Dante and Rob both of them
left me there to ride the bus home. Surprisingly enough the ride home was
peaceful, no harrassment or anything like that. I felt so tense on the ride  on the
bus the next thing I knew I was walking up my front steps.

Oh Man I completely forgot it was friday, and I promised my dad I would go
work out with him. I was thinking how can I get out of this, when I was getting
out of my school clothes and putting on work out clothes.  "Darren you and Rob
need to...Oh I am so sorry Honey" my mom said embarrassed that she had walked
in on me just stepping out of my undershorts, closing the door behind her
"Just make sure you tell Rob he needs to get the art supplies you guys promised
to bring to my studio."  Rolling my eyes at my mom's modesty "Is fine mom, when
I see him I will remind him, Dad and I are going to work out so I will pick
them up myself and have Rob drop them off at the studio" I yelled through the
door. "Alright then hun. Did you say dad is taking you out? Oh ok well have fun
make sure you eat something and becareful are you sure you should be working
out?" she pushed. "Mom the doctor is insisting that I do some sort of exercise
to release the stress I am under." groaning to myself. I love my mom but she
can be asperating, very much so.  Just as I was walking out of the bathroom
having taken a quick shower (don't ask me why seeing as I would get sweaty
working out anyway) my door opened again, "What now Mom?" I said slightly annoyed,
"Its not mom Sport its dad, I was just coming to check if you are still going
to work out with me its friday ya know? Well I see the sport bag on your bed
so I take that as a yes?" My dad said... I noticed he was eyeing me and not
really rushing to close the door, so I decided to test him get him engrossed in
conversation "So dad tell me a bit about this gym what should I be expecting?"
my dad a bit surprised but his face lit up as he leaned into the door way
crossing his arms over his chest "Well its no fitness quest, but it is decent.
There is a weight room with full free weights and loads of lifting equipment.
There is an aerobic room and a swiming pool, sauna and showers. I think thats
about it" He replied. I smiled as I looked over my shoulder, I was taking my time
getting dressed, for some reason I enjoyed displaying myself in this way ( I
would learn later I was a bit of an exhibitionist) I bent over into my closet
to find my gym socks, displaying my ass to my dad I wiggled a bit as I dug
through my fresh hamper of clothes.I turned to find my dad staring directly at my
ass "uh Dad?" "Wha-huh Oh yes Darren whats up?" "Dad I was just suggesting
that we might want to go get some energy drinks or bottled water" I said a smile
crossing my lips, I could not hide my amusement and this only served to
embarrass my father more.

We were riding to silence, it was an uncomfortable silence, so I turned on
the car radio, we drove along for awhile more in silence until "Run away Train"
by Soul Asylum came on. My dad and I both love that song for some reason and
we both sang a long to the radio. The next song was Bryan Adams "Everthing I
do." My dad suddenly pulled the car into the Grover's strip mall next to
McDonalds. He let out a deep sigh, and suddenly looked very serious.  "Darren I want
to talk to you about something" he said his voice heavy with emotion. "Sure
Dad, what is it?" I said quietly fear rising in my throat as I tried hard to
swallow the lump growing there. With a sigh my dad replied "I don't know where to
begin so I will just say it, You mother and I have decided to seperate" my
dad looked at me for my reaction "Dad, we kinda figured that out already, I mean
with you living in the Den and the fact that the two of never do anything
together" I relaxed a bit, but the concerned look on my dads face was still there
"Well, son that is true enough, but it is bit more complicated than that. We
have decided to seperate but also to live apart. Meaning I will be moving
out..." again he looked at me to see my reation but did not wait for my reply "I
will be moving out in a few weeks I am moving into a condo I will be renting
from a bud of mine, Sam you might remember him?" this time dad paused for my
reply or to gauge my reaction. This was the second time today I was at a loss for
words. I could not think of a reply I did not know what to say. Suddenly I
felt like my world was once again falling from under me, that sense of
instability creeping back into my mind. All I could think was just when I thought I was
getting over feeling insecure. I guess my foster parents know how sensitive I
am, because I could tell my dad was extremely concerned how I might react.
The only thing I could manage in response was a single tear that fell down my
cheek. I am sure my father was mistaken it for the news of the seperation, but
if it was more selfish than that, it was a tear for me and once again feeling
like my life is being turned upside down. I finally managed to whisper "I hate
change."  Needless to say we never made it to the gym.

The next few weeks were odd indeed, as my foster parents broke the news to
the others. Things were not tense at all, but different. In a way there was an
odd sense of peace between my mom and dad they both seemed to be happier than I
have seen them in a long time. That fact by itself made it easiet for us kids
deal with the pending seperation. I think the only one that had the hardest
time of it was Rob. He and dad obviously have a special bond, Rob being his
natural son and all. Rob became very distant and quiet. When he did speak it was
usually disrepecting my parents. One night after a heated argument with our
parents I decided to approach him about his attitude. I was not thinking Rob
would react so negatively. Before I knew what was happening he slammed into the
wall,and pinned me against it his forearm against my throat  spitting these
words in my face "Look Darren just because you and Dante have lived a fucked up
life does not mean me and my sisters should as well" he tossed me aside like a
rag doll, rushed out of the room and sped away in his car... leaving me behind
in shock.  I did not know what to say. I felt like a part of me had died, Rob
was holding all of  this resentment inside, he was being awful to everyone
but I had no idea he was resenting Dante and myself.

I did go down for dinner that night, despite my mother insisting, and my
father nagging, late that night Dante brought a snack up to me. I just pushed it
aside and turned my back to him as I lay on my bed. "Look Darren, I am not sure
whats going on with you, but you are gonna have to snap out of it. I need to
talk to you and its very important." the tone in his voice made fear creep
back into my spine as it had a few weeks prior. I listened as Dante told me he
was dropping out of school and taking his last bit of savings and going west to
California, that night in fact. He has some friends going to school in Berkley
and he is gonna stay with them. He paused and waited for a reply from me but
I did not say a word. I could not say anything. I am not sure if Dante
understood this, when I was finally able to speak he had gone, he had left the house
and was on his way west. I could not believe in a matter of a few weeks my
life had turned complete around. I do not know how long I layed there in the dark
in silence, eventually I fell asleep only to awaken to the sound of someone
in the room for a minute I thought I might call out Dante's name. By the soft
glow of my nightlight a silohette out lined by the moonight through my window
showed it to be the musclar frame of Rob. The same time I noticed it was Rob
the stench of booze drifted to my nose. I watched in the darkeness as he fumbled
with his clothes trying to undress. Getting everything off but his socks and
briefs I would imagine. Then Rob did something I was not expecting at all. He
sat on the foot of my bed, with his face in his hands he started to cry, I
mean really cry.  It scared me, I was definitely not used to seeing him vunerable
and in tears, unsure what to do, and still a little hesistant about the
earlier incident, I crawled down to the foot of my bed and put my arm around his
shoulder. Rob turned to me in the soft light I could see the tears streaking his
face, for the brief moment he looked me in the eyes he looked like a 6 year
old kid. He through his arms around my waist and burried his face in my chest
threw his tears he sobbed "First Mom and Dad, now Dantes gone, you're gonna
leave too aren't you?" he said as he squeezed me tight, as if he was never gonna
let me go. Obviously Dante had previously told Rob he was leaving and it has
all been too much for Rob,  I did not really know what to say, I whispered "I
have no where go Rob even if I wanted to, this is the only family I have ever
known...now I am not sure what is to become of me." the thought had only just
entered my mind. With my foster parents seperating there is a strong chance I
will be taken out of their custody. That realization left me cold, I guess that
thought had occured to Rob as well. His being drunk just made him more
emotional. "I do not want you to leave Dar, with Dante gone, mom and dad are all
fucked up...nothing seems right, I can't be alone" his words were not really
making sense " I love you Dar and you're the only one I feel close to" Rob said as
he sat up and pulled me into his arms hugging me to him just as suddenly he
pulled my face up to his and looked me in the eyes "tell me you won't leave?
Please!" his breath heavy with booze. "Rob... I can I mean I don't know I have
no control over any ofmpfh" he kissed me  as I spoke the last word. It a deep
and powerful kiss, one I was not expecting for sure, and I was resistant for a
moment, then I gave in. I felt his tongue dart past my lips, probing for my
tongue, the taste of the booze on his lips lingered, and when he broke the kiss
we were both panting. I could feel Rob's cock straining to be free of his
tighty whities. I was not sure what was going on at that moment, the look in Robs
eyes was one I had not seen before, it was if he were not seeing me,and yet
seeing me at same time. "Dar, I am so sorry if I hurt you today, I would never
hurt you on purpose" he said kissing me, not waiting for me to reply "I do not
want you to ever leave me, I have only just realized what you guys have meant
to me" again kissing me yet again.Not waiting Rob pushed me onto my back
falling on top of me he kissed my neck as he ground his hard cock into my thigh. I
am not sure what it was, the emotion of the moment or what but Rob was on
fire, and his touch seemed to ignite my skin as well.  Running his hands up and
down my arms squeezing my muscles, Running his hands over my chest through my
tee. He sat up and in one quick moment pulled his shorts off and layed back on
top of me,with his cock now free I could feel his precum spill ouf onto my leg.
Rob often leaked buckets of precum and in no time my thighs were coated as he
humped into them.I was to turned on by now to stop any of this, the thought
of not being with my family and suddenly loneliness when Dante left was
forgotten in this moment, this moment with my incredily sexing foster brother. I ran
my hands across his shoulders and down his back, I could feel his muscles
ripple beneath my touch as his waist pumped slowly into my legs each thrust of his
cock on them only forced more precum. I ran my hands down his back to the
tops of his tight muscled ass. My brother was indeed a jock, and even though we
messed around alot this was the first time I felt like he was thinking of my
pleasure above his own, his kissed his way down to my nipples, taking first one
between his teeth and lightly biting, while softly twisting the other, licking
and softly biting his way down my down my chest to my belly button. Rob then
took both of my hands and put them over my head and held them in place,
flicking his tongue in and around my belly button but only for a moment. He contined
to kis his way down to my cock. Teasing me, flicking his tongue very light
agaist the head, and little flicks of his tongue barely touching my cock up and
down the shaft, he did this time and again as I let out a deep moan of
pleasure. I was trying to pump my dick into his face, but his weight was preventing
me from doing too much.

 I realized just how much I loved feeling him in control like that, the fact
that he was teasing my dick this way only added to my pleasure. I was totally
at his mercy my hands were held in place by his much large hand. Rob kissed
his way up my shaft paying particular attention to the mushroom head, swirling
his tongue around and around, my own precum oozing down my shaft. Rob smiled to
himself and began kissing my inner thigh then down to my balls, sucking in
once and rolling it around and then the other, then both and he tugged on them,
he let go of my arms and with one hand rubbing my chest the other jacked my
cock.I was on cloud nine, then I felt his hot breath on my ass, all the
attention he gave my dick I could feel his salivia and perhaps some of my precum
dripping down into my crack. Rob let go of my dick and place both hands behind my
knees and pushed up, exposing my asshole to his mouth. My ass must have been
so eager, because when I felt Robs tongue touch my hole, involuntarily my ass
started to tug at as tongue as I moaned into my pillow. Rob continued his quick
flickers of his tongue on my ass, alternating with stabbing his tongue at my
hole as if it were a dick and my as was a pussy, I do not know how long he was
down there, but when I opened my eyes I looked down to see him holding the
back of one of knees for balance, and the other hand gripped around the base of
his cock. My eyes got wide as I realized he was going to fuck me, I could not
stop him right now if I wanted to. My ass was qwivering with anticipation, I
must have looked eager because Rob looked up and me and in the soft glow of the
nightlight his smiled flashed at me briefly, as he returned his attention to
my ass. I could feel the tip of his swollen cock head push at my hole. Rob
jacked his cock a few times and fresh precum coated my asshole. With a quick look
at me, and with my knod of approval Rob shoved the tip of his head into my
ass.

"Ooooooh" I moaned as I felt Rob inching his cock slowly into my ass. Taking
his time not to hurt me since he was free fucking. As Rob pushed in deeper I
could feel this thick meat spreading my hole, I had forgotten how thick his
cock was, but I was loving ever inch of the fullness I felt from it, when the
last few inches were in side and his red pubes tickled my cheeks he waited a
moment for my ass to adjust to the thickness of his huge dick.  Rob had replaced
his hands on the back of my knees which helped to push my ass up into his cock.
I let out a breath and my ass relaxed completely and only then did Rob start
fucking me. First long and slow thrusts the kind the went deep into the ass,
and pulling almost out. He had amazing control of himself, even in this drunken
state, secretly I was thinking to myself he must fuck a lot more ass than I
thought. Rob continued his gentle thrusts, moaning into the night. slowly his
pace began to quicken, so much so I had to hold on to the sides of the bed, by
now Rob had let go of my  legs and was fucking me full force, I could hear his
sexual grunts as he pouneded my ass, the sounds of flesh hitting flesh filled
the room. Rob was moaning and uttering words I could not understand, then I
realized it was my own moaning that I was hearing. My own cock pulsed each time
Robs cock rubbed across my button, sending little spasms up and down my dick.
"Oh so fucking tight little bro" Rob muttered in his sexual frenzy. For a
moment I was afraid Mom and Dad would hear, but then I remembered that it was
almost impossible for my mother to hear us. I pushed the thoughts out of my head.
Reaching down to pull Robs ass towards me, hoping to push him in deeper...Rob
understood, he braced himself up on his hands and fucked me deeper and harder
this time his long strokes are fast little once alternating between the long
quick thrusts, he never lost pace, the sweat beading on his forehead dripped
onto my belly and rolled up my chest. I was sucking on on Robs forefinger as he
shoved it into my mouth, then he became really turned on "suck my fingers
pussy boy while fuck your ass raw" I was really getting into his dirty talk, all
I could do was whimper and moan around his fingers has he power fucked my ass,
in a small break of momentum Rob had me turn over so he could fuck me Doggy
style, With his hands firmly gripping my waist he fucked even harder the sound
of his thighs slapping my ass, not only was he pushing into me, he was pulling
me onto his cock. "Ooh ungh oooooh yeaaah" I heard myself moan as he fucked
my breath out of me.  Rob was getting close I could tell by the way he gripped
my waist and fucked into me. My face was buried into the pillow muffling my
cries of pleasure, Rob pulled me up onto my elbows, and grabbing my shoulders
pulling onto his cock as he rammed me from behind "Oooooh Fucking cumming Little
bro, my fucking load I'm gonna shoot it up your ass....oh yeah....oh fuck
fuck fuck" Rob said over and over as he shot his cum deep into my ass, my own
orgasm came shortly after his, I shot my hot load all over my sheets. Rob clasped
on top of me pinning me to the bed "That was so damn hot Dar, I love you
little bro" he whispered as he kissed my ear and then passed out. It was a very
weird moment for me and a layed there thinking about it for awhile, the longer I
thought on it, the less weird it was for me.
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to hear from you soon.
Regards
GB
(gembud30@aol.com)