Date: Sat, 13 Oct 2007 01:48:31 -0700 (PDT)
From: Phuck It <phuckitdaddy@yahoo.com>
Subject: Fantasies and then some Part 1 (Gay Male | Incest)

Nothing illegal.
Take form it what you need.
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Because I have never known my dad, I had always wanted to find one. As I
grew older, I realized that I wanted more than just a big brother type dad,
I wanted a fuck buddy. You know someone you can live out all your fantasies
with. Except I've always had hang ups. They have to be this way or they
have to be that way. Always finding the faults. I guess it was my way of
releasing if it didn't work out.

Well one night I was horny as heck and I went on a popular website to
release the tension, as I normally did. That's where I saw a post about a
father and son. Seems like the author who is older wanted to play with a
"son." I thought heck, I can be the son. I mean I am in my mid-30s but I
keep good care of myself. Lift weights, run, eat well, don't smoke, drink
socially. I mean I can pass as a 27 year old easy. If I were on a college
campus, I could easily pass for one of the students. So I responded.

After a couple of emails, the guy gave me his phone number so that I can
call him. I did and we chatted about the scenerio. All he wanted to do was
suck my cock. I was around his son's age and well that was what he
wanted. So I said, ok. That's what mainly happens anyways. Guys look at me
and they want to suck my cock. Frustrating at times when I want to suck
cock myself, but if it makes somebody happy why not. So not long after he
gave me his address and I was on my way. Not sure what I was getting into,
but I really wanted to play out this father son deal. It has always been a
fantasy of mine.

I get there and he opens the door. He was a fucking hot daddy. I mean tall
and stout and balding. All sexy in my book, but it was his show so I just
went along. I mean why disturb the groove. He started to suck me off in the
living room, where he had all these crosses. The guy was religious.
Another huge turn on, I mean I have demons myself, I just don't like
talking about them. You know I am afraid of them and it also gives me the
upper hand on judging people. Sorta fucked up on my part, but tonight I was
only interested in playing out this role. I was the son and he was the dad.

In the past, when I talked to some guys online about their real son
fantasy, they would tell me stuff like how they would go into his son's
room and jerk off to his son's underwear when he wasn't there. Sniffing the
the fabric that hold his son's cock and balls. Licking it as if they had
just worn them, so that they can maybe get a taste. Sometimes a dad would
even jerk off on his son's bed thinking about him. Another dad told me how
one night the door was open to his son's bedroom and he caught him jerking
off, except his son didn't see him. So dad just stood there watching his
son stroking his meat and playing with his balls, hoping his mouth and
tongue could help him get off. The whole time waiting for his son to shoot
a load and be relieved. I think the son saw dad and put on a great show for
him. However, then dad would go back to his bedroom and either fuck his
wife or into the bathroom to Jerk himself off to the image. The son he
created.

Having those thoughts in my head, I was locked and loaded with fantasy
role-playing ammo. I wanted us to go to the bedroom where his son slept and
so we did. I lied down on the bed, thinking this is where his son jerked
off in the middle of the night, middle of the day, fuck probably while dad
was taking a shower or taking a shit or sleeping or even jerking off
himself. Those thoughts got me harder than a rock.

So dad, which I will call Jack was sucking me. I mean he was a good
cocksucker. He licked my shaft and sucked my balls and stroked me. You
couldn't ask for anything more. Except I did. Because I test
boundaries. Actually I try to push boundaries and see what I can get. So
this night was not any different.  I asked him what his son's name was and
he told me it was Alex. So I told him to call me Alex while he was sucking
my cock. Actually, I wanted to be Alex, if this hot man was his daddy. I
mean the idea of seeing this man everyday is like a dream come
true. Totally conservative and professional and right here sucking my cock
and calling me Alex.

Of course, I asked if he saw Alex naked and he said they used to hang out
together naked. I was like. Man I bet you sucked his cock, but I didn't
ask.  Not then, I didn't want to disturb this groove. I sorta wanted to be
Alex at that moment. The fun part was that this guy was doing it, he was
sucking his son Alex's cock. It might have been mine physically, but
mentally it was Alex's.

It normally takes me a long time to cum, but that night I wanted it to
last. I mean I wasn't sure how long this oppourtunity would last. So he got
tired, but I wouldn't help him out. I wanted him to get me to cum because I
was enjoying being Alex.

As a matter of fact, I got to thinking about my own fantasies. What I
wanted to do if I were ever priveldged enough to be with Jack and Alex. I
mean there are times when I like being the aggressor and times I want to be
submissive. I am more of a top, but this daddy is hot. I'd let him do
whatever he pleased to me. And he would be the only one that I would show
the submissive side of me. Him and Alex that is, because I'd want to please
the both of them if I could.

I mean Alex could be a ugly man with a small dick, but I doubt it. If he
looked anything like his daddy, I'd be on my knees sucking his cock as fast
as I could. I'd lick those balls and tongue his piss hole. I'd eat his ass
and kiss the bridge to his balls. I'd make sure he was serviced regularly
and never had to beat off. This is also true for the daddy, but right now
Dad is working on Alex's cock and I am just along for the ride.

The problem is I got caught up on doing Alex that I couldn't cum while Jack
was sucking me. I mean he is good, however, I wanted a cock in my mouth as
well.  I wanted Alex's cock in my mouth. Funny thing is that if Alex was
there, there would be no need for me. Jack would just suck Alex and that
would be the end of it. He wouldn't have to go on that popular website to
find a substitute, it would be there available. I wonder if Alex knew how
good his dad was, maybe he might have never moved away.

It got me also to thinking that if Alex jerked off in this room. Then he
probably also fucked some chicks in here. I wonder where Jack was? I wonder
if Jack would hear them fucking. The pounding of Alex's cock against her
pussy. The slapping of his balls against her and the moans she would
make. "Harder!  Harder!" The bed shaking against the wall until finally
there would be a few "Oh God, Oh God" I wonder if Alex ever walked from the
room into the bathroom rubber still on his hard cock and dad watching from
his bedroom. Bet Jack misses those days. It makes me want to go out get
married and have a son.

Jack finally got Alex to cum. It was great! I felt like a million bucks. As
I looked down on Jack's naked body. Hairy like a bear with nice cock in
between, I thought maybe I should return the favor, but felt that it was
not the right time.

We went back to the living room where my clothes were and we chatted for a
bit. I of course got to see a real picture of Alex and he is handsome, but
then I started to feel guilty. I mean is this right? For a father to want
to suck his son?

You see I get on my soap box to overcompensate for what I did thinking it
was wrong. I tend to make a situation worse, because I am not sure on how
to deal with it. I mean I have these demons as well, I just don't know how
to handle them. I wanted to tell Jack all about them, about how I wanted to
suck Alex as well and how I wanted to do more with them. But I always think
it is wrong and immoral. I mean they are two adults, its their privacy,
they can do whatever they want. Right? Ok, somebody drill that into my
head, because I forget that.

Also, even though I can write this story, I have trouble with actual words
from my lips. I am afraid that what I say will sound stupid or intrusive. I
mean what if Jack never wants to suck Alex's cock and it is just a fantasy?
I mean to talk about it would be silly maybe? Even though I think it would
be fun to suck them both off. Actually, it would just be fun to suck of
Jack and whomever he considers Alex to be.

One thing I think I should have told Jack that night is that I am not
perfect and that I make mistakes too, but I'd give anything to have him as
a sexual partner. Wither it is with him and somebody else or just him or
him watching me suck a cock or me watching him suck a cock. I know that we
won't always be on the same cock at the same time, but it would be fun to
try. And I should have told him that I liked him sucking my cock but I'd
like to suck his as well.

At that moment, I wanted to give everything I had into it. I mean I make a
decent living so I would have contributed as much of my earnings to the
upkeep of the house. I would have planned vacations to some exotic places
and even to some local joints. I would do whatever it takes to have sex
with him on a continual basis and maybe one day even with his son or
anybody else. He could have his personal jock and I would have my personal
daddy. And if Alex gets married and has kids, and needs a blowjob because
his wife won't give it to him, then I would be glad to take care of it, if
daddy wasn't around.

I mean I am masculine and you wouldn't tell I like doing this. I like beer
joints and pool halls, but at the same time, if the bathroom in the pool
hall had a glory hole and some hot guys were there playing pool. I'd
service them and I think Jack would too.

However I don't think I would be what Jack wants. I mean this is Dallas,
you can find anything you want here and there is always someone better. So
I have to take my victories and not go for the gusto in defeat. But like I
said I am not perfect. I only wish I would have told Jack all this that
night. But I didn't.

So from here on, the stories are going to be about what I would like to do
to Jack and his son or whomever else I can think of that he might want to
have sex with or whom I'd like to have sex with in his presence. I hope you
enjoy what's to cum.