Date: Thu, 8 Dec 2011 13:02:46 -0500
From: Manuel Barrera <manbel2008@hotmail.com>
Subject: Growing up with Cousins - Incest

	I am born and raised in a village in India with my uncle down the
street. My parents had a tough time financially when I was born and until I
was 9 years old they barely managed to work and keep me at a babysitter
(neighbour's home). When I turned 10yo, my dad got a 4 year temporary
assignment in Germany for a lot more money and my mum found also a job
paying slightly more than she was making at the time. Since they knew I was
entering grade 5 and was doing well in school, they decided they would
leave me with my uncle and aunt (mum's brother). My uncle has three kids
(Adrian 16yo, Ryan 15yo and Amanda 13yo when I was 10yo) and was doing very
well off and was happy to raise me for the next 4 years. These 4 years made
me the horny guy I am today. Here is what took place with my cousins and I:

	All my cousin were in high school and so Adrian was told that he
was responsible for picking me up from elementary school and walking me
home. My uncles and aunt would only arrive home by 6pm, so from 4-6pm every
day I was alone with my cousins. Ryan and Amanda had their shower before I
got home and sometimes Ryan would even be in the kitchen naked eating
straight after his shower and in front of his sister. As soon as I entered
the house Adrian told me to give him my clothes and so I stayed in the
living room naked. Since I was the only guy with an uncircumcised penis,
all my cousins were interested in my small 1" penis. Once Adrian had his
look he was tell me to go for my bath and every 2-3 minutes ask if I was
doing ok. A couple of months past and Adrian then decided he was going to
join me in the shower. Even though my parents taught me how to clean
myself, Adrian started soaping and rubbing my body every times we showered
calling it `massage therapy' he so-called learned in school. I was too
young to know that he was lying and sexually abusing me.

	When summer arrived my parents would visit and I was left to do
things on my own. Once they had gone things got worse, Ryan and Amanda
started to get involved as now we were off from school and alone from
8-6pm. When my uncle and aunt left, I was told by Adrian to get out of my
pyjamas and go from a poo-poo. I used to undress and run off to the
basement. Amanda always played with me in the basement, but now she started
to boss me around saying that she was going to chop my weenie off if I
didn't go make poo-poo and most of the time grabbing hold of me and
pinching my "cute little weenie" as she called it. I would scream and laugh
hysterically as she would tickle me. Again I did not realize she was
touching everywhere on my body. Ryan was basically a loner but was put in
charge of monitoring me on the toilet, then cleaning my bum and wiping my
penis. Once he told me I was clean, I was free to spend the rest of the day
naked and had to dress at 5:30pm. I enjoyed the pampered life as a child
and never told my parents, aunt or uncle since I thought they were being so
nice to me.

	When Adrian turned 18, he was allowed to be in charge of us as well
as friends that came over. Before this my cousins were not allowed friends
over. I (12yo) now became a show piece for mostly Amanda's friends. Adrian
and Ryan stopped pampering me as they both went to college together (Ryan
fast-tracked one year).  I would stay in the basement when their friends
came over, but Amanda would always bring her girlfriends downstairs and
make it a point to introduce me to them. All the girls would giggle and say
to me that I'm cute but looking at my penis. I was polite and thanked them
for the compliment and would open my hands for a hug. A few girls were
uncomfortable and used to pat me on the back but others would kneel down
and hug me tightly. Sometimes my penis would get to 1.5" and stick straight
out which I would turn and hide.
	Next two years of my time in my uncle's place were with my cousin,
Amanda (16yo and I was 13yo) because Adrian had found a girlfriend and
started living with her and Ryan stayed with a friend near campus. If I was
lonely or sad at night, I often jumped into my Amanda's queen size bed and
cuddled her. I would be in my boxers and she would wear a t-shirt and
panties. When my aunt and uncle entered the room during the night they
would only see us hold hands and so did not mind.

	Literally a few days after I turned 14yo I got my wet dream in
Amanda's bed. My penis, balls and boxers were a sticky mess but nothing had
soaked into her sheets. I slowly climbed out of bed holding the front of my
boxers tightly, when suddenly Amanda sits up and asks if I was ok. I smiled
but told her to go to bed but instead she saw the wet patch on my boxers
and got out. I told her I was going to clean up but she asked what
happened. I told her I peed even though I knew what I had done. This did
not trick Amanda as she started seeing my cum sliding down my thigh. She
quickly wiped it by grabbing my boxer leg, told to remove my boxers and go
for a wash. I went to the bathroom, took my boxers off and went into the
bath tub to clean. When I came out my boxers were gone. I walked out naked
and heard Amanda talking to someone, so I went to her room to find her with
sniffing my sticky boxers all naked and rubbing her pussy. She was stunned
as she thought I would go back to my room but was caught. It was the first
time I had seen a girl naked and my penis became erection (2.5"). Since it
was summer holidays, 5:30am and her parents were going to wake up soon so
we decided to jump into bed as is. I woke up at 9am and Amanda now all
dressed said she wanted to teach me something. I followed her into her
bedroom and she told me she was going to teach me to wank off. I did not
know what she meant but recognized the hand pumping action she did as my
friends joke around at school. She pulled her panties off and made me rub
her clit while she played with my penis. I was so horny that I cummed in 2
minutes and she did right after. This was the first sexual encounter with
my cousins as my parents were immigrating to Canada and I had to meet them
in Germany. I (now 22yo) still wank off remembering my childhood days. When
I go visit them we still talk about the things they did to me privately but
I really miss Amanda's hands on me.