Date: Wed, 2 Sep 2009 02:33:49 -0700 (PDT) From: Tim Stillman <novemberhourglass@yahoo.com> Subject: incest m/m "Joel and Jason in the Soft Blue Snow" Joel and Jason in the Soft Blue Snow By Tim Stillman It was the going away. The snow was night and blue as cashmere and the winds howled. The naked boys stood at the window of their bedroom. Brother and brother. And Christmas just a boxcar of days up ahead. The older boy held the younger one's penis in his hand and stroked it. The lights were off and the door securely locked. The younger brother had his head against the taller boy's chest which held a quietly reassuringly beating heart. School was starting its winter break today and they loved each other, Jason age 10, Joel age 12, and Joel cupped Jason's chin and smiled in those beautiful blue eyes. Both boys had hair dark as night and they had lovely erections and slim tender willowy bodies. They both loved wintertime and snow. They held each other and touched as they had been doing so two years almost. Joel pushed his brother's thick midnight hair back off his forehead as Jason then bent down and then knelt and took his brother in his mouth and began to suckle him. Joel gasped and put his hands on Jason's shoulders as Joel's knees almost buckled with the wet warm sucking pleasure. He called softly Jason as though anything over a whisper would break it all into smithereens. Jason kissed Joel's penis and held his little tight ball sac and looked up way up there at the face of his love, his brother. They had not fucked yet. They wanted to but were afraid. They liked to lie in bed under thick winter covers and hold each other and masturbate one another or straddle the other's bone thin hard tiny nippled chests and have their sweet penises laddered into their brother's mouth. And they would talk about fucking. Who would fuck and who would be fucked. It turned them on immensely, just the idea of it, just the word itself, the concept then of one being inside the other's boy pussy and the closeness which must be even closer than it was now. Joel had been coming more and more for the last six months and it was fun for Jason to put his brother's penis in his mouth of still and all baby teeth and feel his love spurt and how Jason longed to do that too some day. He would swallow his Joel's love juice. And taste essence of love from his big brother's balls. As Joel now came in Jason's mouth, as Joel pushed his pelvis in and out penis in and out and Joel and Jason were a metronome working together and their hearts rabbited up and the snow out there was deeper by the minute and Joel whispered into the blue velvet winter night in the warm room just right, Jason oh Jason I'm com--oh Jase--oh Jasey--oh god...and his brother took in the slightly heavier load of creamy white on this creamy white snowy night. They always loved how hard their penises got. They used their cells to take pics of themselves having sex with each other, or standing side by side, Joel's arm round his kid brother's shoulder, naked, Joel looking at him in adoration and protection and their penises hard rubber turned oak and how they loved to bounce them with their hands and with their groins moving or just at will power. "I shall go and live with Will Power, " Jason said once as they bed romped and Joel noogied him before going down on his little brother. Mumbling, "Let Will get his own brother." They said they loved each other a lot, a lot. And it amazed Joel how thin and small Jason's legs and arms were, like sticks almost and it somehow saddened how much older Joel already looked than did Jason. And Joel came and his penis shriveled after a long time and Jason took it out of his mouth. And he kissed Joel's groin and put his hand to the corduroy feeling crease between his big brother's legs and put fingers to Joel's warm creamy butt. Joel pushed him away a little and Jason looked up confused. "Let's fuck," Joel said, stardust in his voice. Jason felt fear and he felt---wonder. This would be a night like no other. This would be the night they both started to live. This was them saying to themselves, each other and the world, we exist, we are us for always. Joel held his hand to Jason and helped his brother up and they walked to their bed and got under the covers. They kissed and the night ticked deeper and away. They held so hard and closely looked at the mesh and texture of their pale iridescent bodies. They touched lips and considered fingers at the formation of eyes and the shape of balls and the curious little hairs that made up seemingly useless things known as eyebrows which like everything else of their bodies exterior, and some interior, about to soon get more interior than ever before. Had they known the ritual, they might have seen themselves as novice nuns saying their novenas. For though it was sexy and giggly and fun and rushes sexual and emotional and happy beyond conveyance by words, it was not far from religious, the true real kind, where every instant of love is offered for free for love and only love is asked for in return. Though Jason wanted to be fucked first, Joel suggested because of penis size, Jason should fuck him first, to kind of experiment and so he would know how not to hurt Jason when he fucked his little brother. Jason would have died for Joel. Jason would have accepted any pain from or for him. He wanted to feel Joel's penis deep inside him, instead he nodded at his older brother and Joel smiled. And Jason and Joel got ready--Joel lay on his back, they threw down the covers. Joel spread his, to his eyes, very adult looking legs, and scooted himself to his shoulders to give Jason better entrance--they had as has been said talked about it a lot and had done some trial runs--as Joel rubbed his hard on and Jason's too, as Jason knelt his small frame hot body between his brother's legs and touched open Joel's hole, Joel hole, Jason smiled and said, and pink it was and it seemed to wink as Joel helped Jason guide himself in, with sighs and laughter and then the feel tight wrinkled warm hot and further in like in a summery small grotto in his brother's Joel hole, and compacted and muscles clamped on the little penis of Jason and Jason pushed all in and Joel grunted amazed at how full Jason's penis felt in him and how it hurt more than a little, but Joel closed his eyes and did not want Jason to know he was hurting him. And Jason started fucking Joel and Joel drew close to Jason and Jason held his brother tightly and thought and said we're fucking, Joel, I am ahh ahah fucking you I love you to which Joel sweating penetrated gasped I love ohhhhh gooddd goddd and they were deeply into fucking and Jason was in ecstasy and Joel held out his legs further and in the air and with one hand felt Jason's cocklet fucking Joel's asshole and Joel felt his brother convulse and his penis turned carnival ride gone crazy in Joel which made Joel come just as Jason collapsed on Joel, taking Joel's cum on his face and chest as he fell atop his lovely graceful brother, the cum sticking them together, bodies perspiring, lips on lips, arms round each other and in time they were sleepy and held each other side by side as they descended. It was the time of going away from childhood as they had known it to this point. But imagine the wonders that lay ahead to make up for its passing.