Date: Wed, 15 Dec 1999 23:01:16 +1100
From: A.J. <mindmelded@hotmail.com>
Subject: Kindred Souls - 8

Kindred Souls - My Brother Danny - Chapter 8 - Looking for the Boys

Written by AJAY <mindmelded@hotmail.com>

Sorry for the delay but I'm doing three series at once to keep the juices
flowing - creative juices that is. :) Since it's been awhile between
stories, I've gone back a little to refresh your memory. Check out earlier
Kindred Souls to see what's gone before, if you still can't catch up.
(Nifty prolific authors under AJAY)

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to read such erotic material as this, or if you are offended by the subject
matter, you shouldn't be reading this, so DO NOT READ any further. This is
a Fictional story and any relation to any real person is purely
Coincidental - yadda, yadda, yadda, you know the drill. All rights
reserved. This is Not to be used anywhere or reproduced without the
author's prior permission. Now kick back, enjoy, and let me know if you
like it.


Its party time at a College campus in the United Kingdom and Daniel and
Anthony had just left the party celebrations to find Alec, Daniel's
room-mate, who was going to give them a ride home. But apparently he and
his little brother had disappeared and were wandering around somewhere, and
the guys had to find them or crash at Uni and suffer the wrath of Daniel's
sister for not bringing Adam home. Meanwhile Adam had already crashed in
Daniel's campus apartment bed, having just arrived in London that very day.


"I think it would be best if we find Alec and if he's up to the drive,
we'll go. Otherwise I'll be crashing on my floor, I think." Said Daniel
looking frantically at the night shrouded buildings.


"You're not going to share your bed with A.J?" asked Anthony. "You don't
want to snuggle up to that Aussie stud and nuzzle his neck while sleeping
together? Wouldn't you do that for King and country?"


"Back devil! Don't tempt me with Adam's apple." Smiled Daniel.


"I was thinking more about his snake in the Garden of Eden down under."
Winked Anthony.


"I think you've been drinking too much punch, Anthony. I don't think you
realise what you're saying." Laughed Daniel.


"Ah Right, I'm just having a little fun. Your Australian brother is okay. I
can see why you two get on so well."


"He's the rock in my ocean, next to you guys."


"Okay, Daniel," replied Anthony giving Dan a hug, "we better track down
Alec so he can get you blokes home then. It shouldn't be hard to find them
but it'll be easier if we split up. I'll check the parking lot and the
sports field, you go check the dance floor and anywhere else you can think
of where he might be. We'll meet back at your room in twenty. Okay?"


"This certainly is turning into some night. I really don't think I could
have coped without you Anthony. Have I ever told you how much of a friend
you are to me?"


"Many times. But don't worry about it, I'll remind you whenever you forget.
Now let's get this hunt on the road." And both friends split off into
different directions in search of the lost roomie and his brother.


Anthony checked the parking lot first to make sure that Alec's car was, in
fact, still there and that he hadn't run away with his brother, forgetting
about his room-mate and his visiting brother from Australia. Alec could be
so single-minded sometimes and forget about everyone else. That was one of
the traits that Anthony didn't like about his friend - his callous ability
to drop everyone and everything to live the moment, no matter what cost.
This character trait had stung all his friends on one occasion or another.
For a short time there, Alec and Daniel were pulling out until Alec found
someone else and dumped Daniel without a second thought. Daniel took it
well, but inside Anthony knew how much it really hurt his friend. Daniel
didn't know that Anthony knew about him and Alec. Because of this, Anthony
was rather protective of his friend and he was going to make sure that Alec
didn't hurt him again. These feelings were so intense for Daniel at times
that Anthony was tempted to let him know just how much he really did care.
Anthony just wasn't ready for a relationship yet, even with his best mate,
Daniel.


Anthony sighted Alec's car in the parking lot. The windows were all steamy
and the car was rocking steadily to a rhythm of its own accord, or so it
seemed. The suspension squeaked as the car bounced up and down in the night
air. Someone was definitely in the car, and by the looks of it they were
playing pass the zucchini or spank the monkey. Had Alec gone to his car to
relieve himself, but if it was Alec then where was his brother? Better yet,
maybe it was Alec's little brother having a toss? Or were Alec and Bryan in
there together? Anthony shook his head at the thought but he had to see for
himself what was going on. The voyeur in him just couldn't resist a peek,
just a little one. His heart was pounding as he approached the car. The
thought of sneaking up on someone having sex was giving him a thrill he
never thought was possible. Anthony's pants tented out as he peered into
the steamy window to get a glimpse of the activity happening inside.
Thankfully a smeer on the window allowed Anthony to look inside.


Sprawled out on the backseat of the car were two naked bodies entwined
together. Anthony couldn't quite work out the faces at first, but the
voices were more than recognisable. These were the two exchange students
from America, Seth Sievers and Adam Brookens; and they were exchanging more
than just culture right now.


"That was absolutely fucking incredible" said Adam. "Where did you learn
how to do that?"


"You can get more at Times Square than just sight-seeing." Replied Seth who
buried his head back into Adam's groin as his arms snaked around the naked
torse, cupping the pinchable buns.


Seth lovingly massaged those taut, firm butt cheeks while his head was
firmly impaled on Adam's dick. Adam also had his mouth wrapped around
Seth's hard member and had slipped a finger into Seth's puckered hole and
was gently probing as he sucked. Pulling off that hard piece of meat, Adam
groaned under Seth expert use of his mouth. He spasm as Seth's tongue
flicked rapidly over his flared head and plunged his finger deep into
Seth's hole.


"Ahhhh.. oohhh Seth. Man, you're nice and tight. I want to fuck you, man. I
want to feel my hard dick sliding in and out your boy-pussy."


"Feels like you're ready for it, too, Adameister. Take me I'm yours."


Seth scoots out from under his friend and sits on his stomach. He pushes
his hips back and down so that the 7 inches of Adam's hard member lodged in
the crack of his ass. Seth had his back to Anthony giving him a perfect
view of that hard cock sliding up his crack, without being seen by the
horny boys inside. Seth reaches back and moves Adam's penis into his
pulsing hole while Adam puts his hands on his friend's hips and presses
down. Seth sits back on Adam's hips allowing the cock to slowly slide into
the sheathe awaiting it. In no time, the young stud was impaled on his
young friend's member.


"Oh Adam, your dick feels so big and so hard.. uhhhh.. yesss.. do me man,
do me."


Adam had taken Seth's hard dick in his hand and was pumping it with
rhythmic squeezes while Seth pistons his hips over Adam's pelvis. Enjoying
the combined sensations of having his cock squeezed and his ass filled with
hot meat, Seth arches back while Adam continues to pump with his hands and
his hips.


Soon the pace builds to frenzy as Adam started stroking on Seth's pulsing
member while slamming his hips upward to pump him full of his scud missile
of love. Faster and faster Adam grinds his hips into Seth. Faster and
faster Seth's dick fucks the hands that held it.


"Ahhh.. I'm gonna come, Seth. Oh baby, I'm gonna cum ahhhhhhhh."


As Seth hears the cries of his friend and feels the warm jism spew inside
him, his own climax cant be contained any longer as stream after stream
shoots out of the dick, hitting the window on the other side of the car and
covering Adam's torso in cum.


Anthony couldn't see Seth's dick shooting a load but he saw the jism hit
the window on the other side. He also had a perfect view of Adam's dick
pumping his friend's ass and knew that a load had been shot up it. As much
as he would have liked to stay and see what transpired next, Anthony knew
he'd better move away now or risk getting caught by the horny pair. He
would make sure they had a cultural exchange at another time, but for now
he had to find Alec and his brother. Now that he looked at the car up
close, he realised this wasn't even Alec's car and that Alec's was parked
in the next aisle over. Giving his own dick an adjustment in his pants,
Anthony went off in search of his friends, leaving the horny Americans to
their own devices in the car. This next stop was the Sports pavilions, they
had to be there somewhere, thought Anthony.


Meanwhile at the campus pool, Alec and his brother were contemplating going
for a skinny dip and do a few laps of the enticing pool that was still warm
from the activities poolside earlier in the day. The thought of swimming
naked with his brother brought a tingle to Alec's groin. He always enjoyed
looking at his younger brother's hot body at any time and here we was going
to get a chance to see it naked again. Alec threw all caution to the wind.
The chance of being caught here outweighed the joy of doing a few laps with
his naked brother. It was too late to turn back now anyway. Bryan had
stripped off athletic singlet and track pants, and was in the process of
peeling off his CK boxer briefs. Alec had to look away before he got a
woodie looking at his brother.


"This is going to be so good." Said Bryan standing there naked waiting for
his brother to get undressed.


But he couldn't wait for long as he began to spring a woodie while watching
him, so Bryan decided to dive into the pool. From here he had a better
vantagepoint and his excitement wasn't as easily noticeable under the
water. To Bryan, Alec was the hottest spunk he had ever seen, irrespective
of being his brother. He was about five feet eleven inches tall and was in
the process of peeling off a light blue pair of bikini briefs that clung to
his body like a glove. He was semi-erect and the outline was so clear you
could tell he was uncut as well. His short jet-black hair haloed a face of
an angel, and his green eyes sparkled mischievously when he smiled. Bryan
marvelled at his brother's now naked body. He had a lean but muscular body
and was almost hairless. The best part of Alec that turned Bryan on was the
small patch of black hair between his pecs. It was almost as sensual as the
thin black line of hair, which ran from his navel down into a bush of pubic
hair that exploded around his groin. The treasure trail had always captured
Bryan's lustful desires as he rarely got a glimpse of anything else.


Alec knew his brother was watching and decided to give him some eye candy.
Rather than dive in after his brother, Alec strolled over to the diving
board ladder. A quick glance in Bry's direction told him that his brother
was devouring every inch of his body, or a particular part that was getting
more erect as it bounced along as Alec walked. He knew he shouldn't get
erect in front of his brother but there was something about Bryan that was
turning Alec on. It was though Bryan had plugged into some animal magnetism
that had attracted Alec to him, and Alec was helpless to fight it. As Bryan
waded in the water while Alec got undressed, Alec was sure that his little
brother had sprung wood under the water. This thought now brought his own
pecker to its full-blown state, making it obvious how turned on he was to
the whole thing. Alec needed to dive in the water and do a few laps so he
could cool down. What would Bry think of him getting a boner like this in
front of him?


As Alec walked to the diving board ladder, Bryan caressed those tight round
buns of his brother's with his eyes. Even naked Alec walked with an allure
and confidence that showed everyone who stared just how good looking and
sensual he was. Bryan saw those glutes flex and dimple as Alec strutted
towards the ladder. Bryan couldn't believe his luck that his brother had
not only stripped naked but was showing his body off for him. It was more
than he could ever hope for. He swam closer to the other side of the pool,
nearer the ladder where Alec had reached the landing platform and was now
standing and posing as his little brother watched. My God thought Bryan,
his dick looks even more huge than the time he watched his brother jerk off
that time in the closet. Then the moment was over and Alec raised his arms
above his head and dove into the glistening waters to surface just beside
his brother.


"Like the show?" asked Alec ruffling his brother's damp hair to break him
from the trance.


Alec noticed under the waters, as he made his way towards Bryan, that his
little brother wasn't so little anymore either. All this was turning on
both of them.


"That was awesome Alec. That was great!"


"What was?"


"Umm your dive. I'd give it a ten."


"Okay I'll race you ten laps, and see if you still as good as I saw you
last, starting now."


Both boys were excellent swimmers, yet even Alec's extra years and mature
strength couldn't keep up with his younger brother who had years of
unbroken training behind him. After about the third lap, Bryan started
sprinting ahead and Alec was unable to bridge the distance. The
exhilaration of the race and the concentrated effort on the part of both
boys had the desired effect, as the artificial keel beneath them returned
to their almost flaccid states while blood flowed to other muscles
requiring it. Even the thrill of swimming naked in the water as the
torrents they caused swirled around them, failed to keep them erect after a
while. Both were enjoying the moment of being with their brother in a
friendly competition that each was determined to win. Yet it was a
one-sided race and as Bryan reached the end he pulled himself up and sat on
the edge of the pool watching Alec complete his laps.


Alec was noticeably tired as he made his way over to where Bryan was
sitting. He couldn't pull himself out of the pool just yet and decided to
wade in the pool in front of his brother while he regained his breath. Alec
noticed the wet body of his brother glistening in the floodlights. His gaze
was drawn up and between Bryan's legs where he had a clear view of his
brother's entire length of his cock as it dangled from this muscular young
body that seemed to radiate from the little exertion. Bryan's body
practically glowed and Alec had the sudden urge to place his hands on those
tender thighs and take that tube into his mouth. The thought sent a torrent
of blood into his groin and Bryan noticed the periscope rising beneath the
waters.


"Ah, so Bry, you said you had something you needed to tell me?" said Alec
trying to draw attention away from his engorged dick and desire for his
brother. "You said doing a few laps would help loosen you up a bit first.
Okay, so we're loose. Now what is it you want to tell me?"


This was the time of reckoning that Bryan had been both waiting for and
dreading. A couple of weeks ago, Bryan had told his mother that he is gay.
He hadn't had a chance yet to tell Alec his secret, because he wanted to
tell his brother face to face, instead of over the phone. So he had been
biding his time, waiting for right opportunity to do so. Now he was alone
with his spunky brother and there was nothing to prevent him from sharing
the one thing he held back from Alec all this time. The first person Bryan
told was his mom and then a really good friend. The reactions were
completely normal and matter of fact. Both said that they sort of suspected
it but weren't sure. Mom sort of seemed disappointed having another gay son
but she loved Bryan enough to accept it. After all Alec had paved the way,
and the second trip down the same garden path was easier for both Bryan and
his mom.


I suppose in retrospect, Bryan always really knew he was gay, even if his
role-model brother had turned out to be straight. Looking back on it, he
could recognise some of the signs in high school, grade school, or even his
early childhood. But like most teenagers and young boys, he had denied any
feelings and questions about his sexuality and repressed them, because he
had the impression that those kinds of thoughts were wrong. At least until
Alec cleared the table and asked for a new deck, when he came out. Until
that point, Bryan was dubious about admitting to himself and others that he
was gay. There were always plenty of subtle cues that society didn't care
much for queers. But as much as he tried to deny it, he knew that he was
attracted, physically and emotionally, to my own sex. More so, the main
object of his affections was his own gay brother whom he idolised. If
anyone should be able to understand what Bryan was going through, it would
be Alec. Yet telling Alec the news was the hardest thing of all, because he
still wasn't sure just how his brother would react. Would love overcome
society's stigma? Even at school things weren't too bad for Bryan. It took
about a week for the news to spread and while there were quite a few
shocked reactions, there were none overly negative to speak of, which
suited Bryan fine. Homosexuals were often the butt of many adolescent jokes
and of many so-called open minded adults. Thankfully his mother one of the
real open-minded people in this world, and accepted both her sons for who
they were. Now he hoped Alec would be the same.


"Alec, I'm.. I'm gay."


"Yeah, right Bry. Nice try."


"No. I'm serious. I am gay. I wanted to tell you this face to face for a
long time, but I haven't had the nerve."


"You're serious aren't you."


"Blimey, you'd think I'd joke about this?."


"It's probably just a phase you're going through."


"You, of all people should know better than that. Trust me, Alec, this is
no phase. While the other guys in high school drooled over the swimsuit
issue of Sports Illustrated, I check out the well-dressed men of GQ and the
spunks in Men's Fitness. But I've been out for a while, Alec."


"Does mom know?"


"She was the first person I told. I was confused and in denial about my
sexuality. I saw how gay people are treated like lepers and made fun of,
and I didn't want to be gay. Part of me thought that if I could be with a
woman, then everything would fall into place and I'd be over my attraction
to men. So in one of the more stupid things I've ever done, I met a girl
that I'd became close friends with through an online chat forum. To make a
long story short, we did end up sleeping together, and I realised that I
simply wasn't meant to be heterosexual. The emotional love and physical
excitement just wasn't there. I was trying to fit into a mould to suit
society while denying myself. The experience certainly made everything fall
into place, but just not like I had thought it would. Then you came out and
I saw how everyone reacted to you, and I thought if you could do it, so
could I."


"So mom took it alright then?"


"Yeah, she did. I was so nervous, but I knew it was something I had to do.
I was shaking, but somehow after plenty of stumbling and stuttering I said
the G word. Mom let out a deep breath and then hugged me and told me it
didn't matter if I'm gay."


"My little brother is gay and has just come out to me. I can't believe it."


"Look Alec, most of my mates are straight. At times I take a lot of ribbing
from them but I give as good as I get. I didn't expect to get any crap from
you. Please say its okay."


"No, no, you've taken it the wrong way, Bry. I'm happy for you, I really
am. Just give me a moment to absorb this. Have you got a, I mean do you
have any gay friends?"


"I have slowly but surely made a couple of gay friends. One of who has
become a very close buddy. As for love and all that, it could happen or it
could not because there is somebody who I really like but I don't know how
he'll take it."


"Do you love him? I mean does he love you?"


"I don't know, we haven't quite got that far yet."


"Then you'll have to ask him, Bry. To get the most out of life you need to
"Be all that you can be". I think that's a pretty good line to live your
life by. However you can't fulfil your promise or reach your potential till
you are honest to yourself and to the people who matter."


"So you're saying I should come out to him and ask him if he loves me?"


"Believe me, coming out has helped me to that extent that I am free to
concentrate on what makes me happy as opposed to expending my energies in
putting up a front that was a sham. I know I have been lucky to have the
support I have. If there's one thing I can pass on to my little brother,
it's that same advice; life in the moment and be all you can be. Coming out
is a continual process, Bry. Once the process begins, you can't take back
what has happened."


"Alright, Alec. I'll tell him."


"That's my bro. I'm am right by your side."


"Alec?"


"Yes, Bry."


"The bloke I'm talking about? The one I love more than anything?"


"Yes?"


"It's you. I love you Alec."



To be continued....

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