Date: Mon, 25 Apr 2005 08:51:45 EDT
From: Kevinmjo@aol.com
Subject: letting Dad in my inner self 1

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           For the longest time I was so alone in the world with these
feeling I had, The desires I had. My Neighborhood, My Church and My
Friends all would have recoiled in horror had they known my true inner
self.  I had tried with every fiber in my body to over come these
feelings. I had even thought for a while that perhaps it was God's will I
become a Priest to put these feeling aside and serve? I had given up the
battle and knew all my life I was condemned to being an outsider by this
feel this thing that separated me from so many others. I liked Men I
worshiped men would better put it. Morning noon and night I would think
of nothing but men. Seeing a guy do a simple thing like just removing his
sneakers at a sport event and seeing his feet bare or in white sweat
socks was fuel for my sexual thoughts for days. At the swim meets I was
in a constant state of half hardness. The summers were of course the
worse. guys would walk around the neighborhood with summer sleeveless
T-shirts and showing off their well build pec's or worse bare chested and
the smooth hairy skin showing in all its glory.
     Then too I lived alone with my Dad. He was 36 then curly natural
dirty blonde hair built like an Adonis and so handsome women would get
all tongue tied and nervous around him all the time. Dad is one of those
people who just never seem to age. At 36 he was still often ask for ID
when buying beers. In that regard I take after him only at 18 I looked
more like 15. I worked out was 5'10 140 pounds of pure muscle hard tight
body and as good looking as dad only I looked so dam young. Dad would
tell me one day soon I would be happy I looked young when I get older? My
feeling about men I just never felt I could talk over with Dad. he was a
linemen for the power company doing high power and was all male a man's
man all the way. Sports and cars were his bag. mine was History and
cooking. Dad was cool with it and even would brag about my cooking skill
to many of his linemen friends.  Over the years I had such crushes
Dad's coworkers all of who were Marlboro kind of men. Dressed as linemen
hard tight bodies round asses and all so handsome. Needless to say even
through I didn't want to do it I just couldn't help but find excuses to
get into the bath room while Dad was in there taking a shower in the
hopes of getting at least a quick look at his naked body then jerk off to
the wonderful sight. I'd often time it at night when he would be in his
room undressing to walk in while he was just pulling down his underwear.
Or I'd make sure I was undressed when I knew Dad would be coming into my
room.
     There were a few times I felt this strange tingle when Dad would say
or do something that made me think he might be into Us having sex? Like
the one time he came into my room and I made sure I was buck ass naked
for him. I was moving around the room making sure he got to have a good
look at my round smooth bare ass. he said in a low sexy voice. " Kevin
You keep flashing your bare ass around like that and Your going to end up
with a linemen's pole stuck in it" I looked at him like I had no idea
what he was saying and my handsome Dad took hold of his prick in his
boxers and held it saying with a laugh "This is my Linemen's pole" I
laughed too. Little did Dad know I would have loved to have his Linemen's
pole stuck deep inside me. I was more then surprised when he kept hold of
his cock feeling it and well past the time of the joke. I kept looking
for the book he had asked to borrow taking my time and looking over at
his cock growing in his boxers. There was a silence and a magic at that
moment between us. Like we both knew what was going on but didn't want to
say anything. I took a real chance I bent over my computer desk pushing
my hole out to him who was standing now directly behind me still feeling
his Linemen's pole. I just heard a low moan come from him as I was bent
like that then I bent more as if looking under the desk knowing in doing
so my ass would brush into him. It did my ass brushed against his hand
which he removed quickly and then I felt his half hard cock along the
whole length of my bare ass crack. Again a moan from Dad. I came up and
he stepped forward his big smooth chest touching my bare back his cock
still planted in the crack of my ass. Now I moaned and Dad put his hands
around me so that he had me in a body lock from the rear. His now hard
dick pressing against my cock and his breath on my neck. We stayed like
this a good while then dad just pulled apart mumbled something about he
had a call to make and he was nearly running out of the room. I collapsed
in the desk chair hard as a rock and trying to catch my breath it was the
most sexually intense moment I have ever had. It was wonderful. I was sad
that we didn't go any further then the thought hit me that Dad had to run
out of the room because he was afraid of the feelings he was having for
me. this thought gave me courage and I began my plan to "Let My Dad into
my inner self" I had my finger up inside my inner self then wishing it
was Dad's Linemen's pole instead. I was no virgin with men at that time I
had two Friends over the years and we would mess around I had let both of
them fuck me after a while but only after they let me fuck them. Now both
had gone off to college far away while I was going to the local college.
I smiled as I dressed knowing Dad's days as a sex starved hunk were going
to end.
     That evening there was a Football game on and dad was having four
other Linemen over to watch it with him. dad had taken a personal holiday
from work to just chill out. It was Sunday and I had only two late
classes the next day. My plan was to hit on dad big time after the others
left and he would be in a good and horny mood from the game and the
beers. Of curse I cooked up the wings and all the snack food was home
made. I was also the server and not minding it. It was mostly the usual
group only this time Dad had invited a young guy who was just 20 and
learning on the job to be a Linemen his name was chuck. chuck had me
going from the moment he walked in the door. he was so hot looking and
when he pulled off his coat and had on a tight pull over that really
showed off his chest and powerful ABS I nearly came in my pants. Chuck
was not like the others I picked up on that he didn't seemed to be all
that interested in the game and found every excuse to be with me in the
kitchen. H was going to college part time for now until he saved enough
working to do full time and he was taking Business like myself. we just
leaned against the stove near the beers and were chatting ready to serve
the others beers when needed. One of the others had called in from the
living room that they needed more wings. As chuck was getting them ready
for me I was getting the beers. The same man jokingly called out "Dam
Kevin You sure can cook buddy. Hell if You had a pussy I'd be fucking you
all night" I heard the others laugh as usual it was an old joke between
us and was said at least a few times every game. I just laughed and said
under my breath without thinking 'Yea I'd probably drain You dry in 15
minutes" Then I turned beet red as I saw chuck come from the refrigerator
with the new tray of wings. He just stood there this smile on his face
and said. "That was Bob. He is a good looking man that one. and he has
one big ass dong on him too. I really think he would be open to messing
with you if he had the chance he is so over sexed. he might ride you
longer then 15 minutes through? Then he walked out past my with my mouth
open in shock to serve up the wings.
     I was still beat red when Chuck came back into the room and had
gotten myself a much needed beer. I was holding one out to Chuck when he
came in. He flashed me a big sexy smile and then surprised the shit out
of me when he just took me in his strong arms and was kissing me on the
lips. His body moving in an almost dance motion with his chest pressing
against mine and then his cock grinding into mine as we kissed. He was
then pushing his tongue into my mouth. I put my beer down on the stove
and really got into kissing and tonguing this handsome stud in my arms
feeling his back and grinding my own now hard cock into his. He was
putting his hand down under my jeans and it felt so wonderful as his hand
came to rest on the one cheek of my bare ass. He pushed his cock into
mine harder now and then his finger found my hole and just the very tip
of this studs finger was pressing against the entrance of my hole. he
came off the kiss still fingering and holding me he smiled in my face and
said. Can We make up some excuse for me to sleep over with you tonight?
    We still were holding each other and kind of leaning back some our
hard cock still touching and I was trying to catch my breath and looking
at this handsome man and wondering how I could ever be so lucky? I said
"we'll figure out something chuck cause I sure as hell want you over" he
winked and then said "I am off work tomorrow I only do three days a week
part time so no problem there. Hey Kevin Let's say I had too much to
drink? will I be able to sleep in your room without Your Dad getting any
wiser? I was pressing my hard cock against his and moving it side to side
against his then saying "Yea we don't have a spare room and dad won't
think anything about it. That is unless He wants you all to himself? I
have no idea why I had said that? chuck's face got this unbelieving smile
on it and still grinding and pressing he said 'Wow really is Your Dad
into male on male? I said "No I don't know what made me say that? We came
apart as Chuck reached for his beer and then he sat down on the chair and
crossed his legs. He had on block engineers boots white socks. he said
"Kevin no offense meant here but I wouldn't be surprised if Your dad was
kind of into men. You know the old "Gaydar" thing Mine is sure up with
your Dad. Nothing I can put me finger on but just kind of think he would.
Now would you do a threesome?
I sat down across the kitchen table from him  reached over held his
strong hand and said "chuck i would be wide open to that hell two
handsome men like Dad and you naked in my bed" chuck laughed and said
"Remember man my "Gaydar worked with You"
     We heard someone coming and pulled our hands apart. Bob stepped into
the kitchen. Bob was build like a Football player strong all muscle but
with this kind of handsome baby face on him. He had on a team shirt and
jeans and old old sneakers. he had a hand full of empty beer cans in his
arms he looked at Us and said Jokingly "Hell I expected to find you two
corn holing each other on the kitchen floor by now"
Chuck and I laughed and kind of raised our eye brows at each other. Chuck
said "You missed the show boss. We ran out of KY" Bob was putting the
cans in the trash and laughed he was then holding his crotch and I could
actually see the out line of his man meat he said "Hell you young guys
got to learn the natural way you spit on your dick then fuck your buddy."
Chuck laughed and said "I guess we should have know you speak from
experience Bob. We all had a good laugh and then Dad walked in and said
"So what's so funny in here? Bob patted Dad's shoulder and said "I was
just giving the kids some advice on how to buddy fuck a guy real nice"
Dad laughed and said "You know Bob you talk that shit so much one of
these days I am going to rally see if you would spread then tree trunk
legs of Yours for me" Bob put his head back laughing as said. " Hell Dan
that would be the night you get the best fucking of your life."
     The game ended and Chuck and I heard the others leaving. They each
called out to us in the kitchen as they left. Then chuck and I walked
into the kitchen ready to clean up the left overs. We saw that Bob was
still on the sofa with Dad. Dad looked up to us and said "Ah Bob here
isn't feeling too hot I talked him in to sleeping over tonight. he just
called work and he is going to take the day off tomorrow." I said 'good
smart move Bob and chuck here is staying over too Dad he has had a few
too many beers. he looks good but he does have a long drive and it would
be safer?
Dad smiled said "Good let me get us all another beer and we'll have to
find some night gowns for these two guest of ours to use"
     As we were having our beer it seemed real strange. Bob was not his
usual self not joking so just sitting there. Dad seemed kind of nervous
and chuck was silent too. Then Dad said to me. "Ah Kevin. I am glad You
and Chuck here are getting along so well when he was hired I thought you
two might hit it off and I am glad you did Son. You Chuck this is my
pride and joy. My only Son You do anything to ever hurt him and its you
and me out side" Chuck was tapping my shoulder and jokingly said "we have
to make sure we don't moan "Oh Yea More More" too loud tonight?
We all laughed and then bob took me by surprise by saying "Guys let me
just say something seriously here? I know I am always cracking the jokes
and all but I want you all to know that I am so honored, So over joyed
and So proud to have myself included in with a group of handsome men like
the three of You and I want you to know I am open to everything men can
do in bed all night"
     I said "whoa wait a minute here did I miss something here? Chuck
tapped my arm and said "I think we are being propositioned here Kevin? I
think Your Dad and Bob here are planning a night orgy? We both looked at
Dad now and Dad smiled that handsome smile of his patted Bob on his knee
and then said. " Well my best buddy here Bob walked into the kitchen
earlier and You guys didn't see him but he sure as hell saw you two dry
fucking each other against the stove. He pulled me aside and I crept up
to see you two really going at it hot and heavy. Dad You both got me so
hard. I dam nearly creamed in my jeans. We decided or I decided that it
was time to cut all the bullshit. Bob and I have been getting together
for a few years now and e know chuck is gay from some guys we meet from
his last job and Kevin Well Kevin what can I say Buddy I knew about you
and your Friends and it killed me never to be able to have you son"

The male juice flows in the next chapter this would be a great time to
pull off the briefs and have some tissue near by.
write kevinnjo@aol.com You must give your age. My Address will
change in June of 2005 later stories aft that will have the new address.
Kevin Kelly