Date: Sun, 17 Nov 2002 19:43:39 -0800
From: JS Collection <js.collection@verizon.net>
Subject: like a promised  sunrise4

THIS STORY IS TOTALLY FICTITIOUS. IT CONTAINS DESCRIPTIVE SEX BETWEEN TWO
MEN. IF THIS IS OFFENSIVE TO YOU DON'T READ IT. IF IT IS ILLEGAL FOR YOU TO
BE READING IT, YOU SHOULDN'T BE HERE TO BEGIN WITH SO JUST GO
ELSEWHERE. OTHERWISE, ENJOY IT. JWS

P.S. MOST OF MY WRITING HAS SOME SEX IN IT. IT IS SELDOM IN THE BEGINNING
AND IS USUALLY AN INTEGRAL PART OF THE STORY. SO IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR
JACKOFF MATERIAL YOU ARE PROBABLY WASTING YOUR TIME READING ME. JWS



	Like a Promised Sunrise (PART4)
	J.W.Smith


	The coffee maker sighed and then belched, as the last of the water
was shot into the basket of grounds. I filled a mug and poured some real
cream in it and went back to the foot of the bed.

	I thought about the catharsis I had been through yesterday
afternoon. I felt freer of the pain that I had hidden from for so many
years. I felt my chest swell with an emotion I had forgotten. It had been
so many years since I had felt this way about Ken. I promised myself I
would not let the deterioration that had slowly killed my love for Ken
happen to my love for Judd.

	I chuckled to myself. I had just admitted that I love him. I loved
this wonderful young man lying on my bed. I don't know whether it was my
chuckling or the scent of the coffee that woke him. But as I mused about
these fresh new feelings, I realized that the very person I was musing over
was watching me. Our eyes met. He smiled.

	"Hi. How are you feeling?" He asked, his voice little more than a
whisper.

	"I feel wonderful." I replied.

	"Why is that?"

	"Well, probably because I faced a lot of devils yesterday. And in
doing so the pain they held is gone. And more likely because I just
admitted to myself that I love you."

	"Jace, you sure?"

	His expression was stern, full of concern as if I had just
announced to him that I had cancer.

	"That doesn't make you happy."

	"Of course it does.  It's just that I wasn't expecting to hear you
admit it."

	His eyes glistened. I set my mug down and sat beside him. He
reached his arms up to me and I lay on his chest my head nestle to his. He
wrapped me in an embrace. I turned his head searching for his lips. The
kiss, with searching exploring tongues, lasted for several minutes. When we
broke it, he chuckled.

	"Does this mean I get to walk bowlegged now?"

	"Yeah, it damned sure does. And me, too, if I have any say in the
matter."

	"Fantanstic. I've got every thing ready."

	He twisted and reached under the bed, pulling out an old shaving
kit and a towel. He opened the kit and pulled out a box of condoms and a
bottle of 'Slik" lubricant. I laughed.

	"You are definitely prepared. You were a Boy Scout?"

	"No, I just wanted to be ready when you decided to do it."

	He looked at me expectantly.  I laughed, grabbed the things out of
his hands, dropped them on the bedside table and then I attacked him. Or
r-rather, I got attacked. He grabbed hold of me and started planting hot
slobbery kisses on my face and neck. He pushed me onto my back and sat down
on my hips, my hard cock firmly wedged against his perineum, the head
sticking out between his beautiful furry balls. He sat there for a moment
rocking gently with his eyes half-closed, enjoying the feel of my rod
against his perineum. I lay there fascinated, watching him fulfill his
dreams. Damn, he is just so beautiful. He opened his eyes and looked into
mine. I drowned in his gaze.

	Judd leaned forward brushing his lips across mine, still staring
into my eyes.

	"I love you, Jace." He whispered.

	Our gaze into each other's souls continued.

	"Oh Babe, I love you, too. I love you so much, Judd, it hurts."

	He kissed me. We both put all of our passion into the kiss. After a
couple of minutes we had to come up for air. Judd started exploring my body
with his hands. I followed his lead. He grabbed my wrists and placed my
arms to my sides.

	"I've waited my whole life for this moment. Don't distract me."

	He moved his hands up to hold each side of my head as he kissed
each eyelid, my nose. He brushed his lips across my mouth and then sucked
on my chin. He pulled back slightly and tongued his way up to my ear,
exploring every fold and curve. He plunged his hot wet tongue into it. My
whole body shuddered as I arched against him. He pulled back and smiled at
me.

	"Oh, yeow. You like that, don't you."

	I grinned at him as he dived for my other ear. He had me pushing my
throbbing cock against him again.  He sat back and studied me. His fingers
explored my collarbones and trailed down into the hair on my chest. They
searched out my nubs and lightly traced around the areoles. He leaned
forward and ran his tongue around and over each of them. My cock throbbed.

	"Ah, more hot spots." He whispered to himself.

	He then trailed his tongue down to my belly button (why do complete
innies get called buttons, too?  It's a hole.) He had me bouncing as he
reamed it out with that hot, hard, wet tongue.

	He had scooted his butt down to my knees dragging his hairy chest
over my super sensitive cock. My hands automatically grabbed his
shoulders. He took my hands and held them at my sides as he plunged his
nose into my pubes. He sniffed his way around my pulsing cock and pushed
his nose into my furry scrotum. Breathing in, he started tonguing my
balls. He sucked one into his mouth and laved it with his tongue.  He
popped it out and pounced on the other one, viciously running his tongue
over it.  He pulled back tightening the skin over it. I arched up with
it. He held my hands tightly to my sides. He let it pop out of his
mouth. My body jerked with the sudden release.  I moaned. He sat back and
grinned at me. I was in such ecstasy I could only smile back at him.

	He leaned forward and tickled his way up the urethra with his hard
tongue. My body was twitching and shuddering in delight. He ran his tongue
around the head. My throbbing cock was so hard it hurt, as it bounced
against his mouth.

	"Oh God. Suck it, Judd. Please." I begged.

	He sat up and grinned at me.

	"Relax and enjoy it, Jace. I'll get to it."

	He continued to look at me and grinned as I silently pleaded with
my eyes. Suddenly he dove and swallowed my cock to the hilt. I gasped, and
bucked. His throat convulsed a couple of times at the sudden intrusion and
then relaxed as he kept swallowing.  I was so hot and the onslaught was so
unexpected I lost it. I exploded into his throat.

	When he realized I was cumming, he pulled back to collect the rest
in his mouth. When I finished and started to soften he pulled off and
snaked up my body to kiss me. He forced his tongue between my lips. I
opened up to him and let him in. He dribbled my load into my mouth. When I
tasted my own cum my eyes shot open. He was looking back at me as he dueled
with my tongue.  He eyes were smiling.  I swallowed as I continued to lave
the inside of his mouth for another little taste.

	He rolled off of me. He propped his head up on a hand and started
caressing me with the other. He ran his hand down my stomach around my
privates and on down my outer thigh and the up my inner thigh. He cupped my
balls and leaned down and sniffed them. Through my post coital haze I heard
him sigh. It was a sigh of contentment.  He continued caressing me until I
was thoroughly aroused again.

	"I want to fuck you, Jace.  I want to feel my cock in your hot
hole." He whispered in my ear.

	"Yes." I whispered back.

	In my lethargy I was aware of him moving down between my legs. I
felt him lift them and push them back against my chest. My eyes popped open
and I was suddenly awake when his tongue lashed down my perineum and
touched my sphincter. I gasped. I hadn't experienced that since Ken had
abandoned me. God. What a wonder feeling. I moaned as he ran his tongue in
circles around the pucker. I felt the cold gel applied to it and drew my
breath in sharply.

	"Sorry I should have warmed it first." He said.

	I smiled and pushed my head back into the pillow as he forced his
finger into me. I had all but forgotten the pleasure of being invaded. He
found my prostate and rubbed it.  I moaned and dribbled precum onto my
belly. He leaned forward and licked it up, and inserted a second finger.  I
moaned with the wonderful feeling.

	"Three." I demanded. He complied, rotating them and stretching
me. I relaxed into it.

	"I'm ready. Fuck me, Judd."

	He reached over, picked up a condom packet and tore it open. He
handed it to me.

	"You put it on me, Jace."  He begged.

	I took it from him and applied some lube to it and placed it on the
tip of his raging cock. He was so agitated, his balls were pulled up tight,
I was sure he would lose his load before I got it on him. I pinched the
head of his throbbing rod, as I rolled the rubber over it, he yelped and
winced. He lost a bit of his hardness, but he also lost the need to cum. He
sighed with relief when he realized what I had done.

	Once he had achieved penetration he settle down and gave me a good
long fuck. With a little coaching I had him doing a few fast short strokes
and then a few long slow ones. We brought each other to the edge several
times before he swore he couldn't stand it any more. He started pumping
fast and furiously.

	"Oh, God, Judd, I can't hold it any longer. I gotta cum."

	I tipped over the edge with the barrage he was laying in. When I
started shooting, the clinching of my sphincter brought him over with
me. It was my second climax yet it was definitely the longest and hardest
of the two.

	Judd collapsed onto my cum covered chest. We held each other like
there was no tomorrow. As our breathing returned to normal, he loosened his
hold and rolled to the side.  I rolled with him covering his face with
kisses.

	"Damn, Judd I've never had a fuck so good." I pulled the used
condom off, tied a knot in it and dropped on the floor.

	He smiled weakly with his eyes closed.

	"Me neither," he said.

	"I thought you were a virgin."

	"I was. What I meant was I'll probably never experience another one
as wonderful as that."

	I thought about that for a moment and then asked, "You do want to
keep trying, don't you?"

	His eyes opened and he looked at me. His expression was full of
incredulity.

	"You kidding me? Hell yes, as often as you want it."

	"Good. That's kind of what I thought." I smiled to myself.

	He grinned, and closed his eyes again. I watched him until I
couldn't keep mine open any longer. We slept wrapped in each other's arm.

	Sometime later I was awakened with a warm washcloth being wiped
over my chest and belly. I opened my eyes and watch Judd intent on cleaning
me up. He gently fondled my genitals with the cloth and then looked up at
me. I smiled.

	"Hi, Lover." I whispered.

	He grinned.

	"Hey, Babe."

	He crawled on to the bed and lifted my shoulders and shoved several
pillows behind me. He turned, picked up a glass of juice from his
nightstand and handed it to me.

	"Refuel. You gotta big task ahead of you." He said.

	"I do?"

	"Yep, I'm still a virgin. And it's all you fault. You gotta rectify
it."

	"You think I can do that?" I asked.

	"You better. I'll be really unhappy if you don't."

	"Well, We can have my precious unhappy."  I said, pulling him down.
	"Un ugh" He grunted agreement, as he snuggled into my embrace.

	I can never get enough of him. As we embraced I covered his face
and neck with licks and kisses. I rolled him onto his back and ran a trail
down to his dark pink nipples. With the tip of my tongue I lashed the
little nubs making them stand hard and proud. His body was so responsive.

	I grasped his wrists and pushed his arms above his head. I licked
his armpits and gnawed on the muscles. He arched and thrashed. I sat back
on his hips rocking back and forth on his hard cock remembering how it had
felt earlier plunging in my ass. My head was back and my eyes closed as I
enjoyed the friction over my raw rectum.

	"Don't even think about it until I've experienced it too." Judd
growled.

	I opened my eyes and looked at him.

	"Aren't you enjoying this, too?" I asked.

	"You're kidding. It feels incredible, but you know what I want. You
better give to me or I'll just have to take it on my own." His expression
was serious.

	"You would, too, wouldn't you?"

	"Damned right." And then in a little boy whine he added, "Fuck me,
Jace, I want to feel you deep inside me. Please make me completely yours."

	I lay down on him and sucked on his lips as I invaded his mouth
with my tongue.  He whimpered. I sat up and scooted back between his legs
grabbing his ankles and pushing his knees up to his chest, raising his
nether region for easy access.  I teased his scrotum with feathery
kisses. I ran my tongue lightly up one thigh and down the other. I planted
my mouth on his perineum and whipped my tongue up and down it. Judd was
crying out and arching his back, pushing himself at my mouth. I pulled back
and blew on the wetness. He whimpered.

	Still holding his legs up I sat back and looked at him. His eyes
were scrunched closed as he waited for another assault. I waited. He looked
up at me with a frown.

	"Why did you stop?"

	"You're such beautiful eye candy I had to stop and look at you."

	He closed his eyes and half smiled, hunching his butt up at me. I
relented and ducked my head back down.  I kissed each buttock and then
starting at his tailbone, I ran my tongue up his crack to his pretty little
virgin pucker. I circled it several times and them plunged down on it
sucking and jabbing at the same time. He tried to thrust.

	"Oh God, that feel good." He said through clinched teeth.

	I pushed my tongue hard into it. He pushed out at he same time. I
found myself massaging the inner lining of his rectum.  I had never done
such a thing before and found it excited me to the point I could have shot
my load just tongue fucking that wonderful little rosebud. I sat back
breathing hard in my excitement.

	"I've got to fuck you Judd. I can't wait." I said grabbing a
condom.

	"I thought you would never get to it." Judd sighed. Eyes tight
shut.

	 I ripped the package open and smeared lube over my shaft as I
rolled the condom down it. I smeared more lube over my covered rod and
forced some into Judd's pulsing eager hole. He gasped at the cold
invasion. I positioned my self at the opening and started gently jabbing
the tip against it. He was pulsing the muscle in and out in rhythm with my
movements. I kept applying more and more pressure. Judd started pushing out
and suddenly my head was through. We both gasped.

	"Don't stop." He gritted. "Push it on in. I want to feel it all."

	I kept gently rocking in and out until I was firmly planted, my
pubes against his scrotum. I let go of his legs and lean forward to kiss
him. He wrapped his legs and arms around me.

	"Damn, Jace I never felt anything so wonderful. I feel so full, so
much a part of you. I love you so much."

	I pushed back to where I could look at him.

	"No more than I love you, my sweet man."

	"Fuck me now, Jace. Hard. I want to know I've been fucked."

	Oh, you'll know it babe, believe me. Remember this is your first
time."  I
	 was gently pulling nearly out and then thrusting all the way to
the hilt.

	"That feels so good. Do it faster. Fuck me faster, Jace."

	I picked up the pace. I was hitting his prostate on every
stroke. His balls were pulled up tight. Watching him writhe under me had me
so hot I was having a hard time not cumming. Suddenly he went into over
load and shot clear over his head.  He kept pumping out more and more cum
covering his chest and belly. The clinching of his sphincter got to me. I
started filling the condom as I thrust hard against him. With the last
spasm I collapsed on top of him. He languidly wrapped his arms around me.

	"Oh wow, Unk. That was way more than I ever dreamed it would be."

	He kissed me. I was still trying to catch my breath and slow my
heart. He caressed my back as I utterly relaxed.  I rolled to the side,
pulling him with me. My soften cock plaped out of his ass. I reached down
and pulled the condom off and knotted it and dropped it on the
nightstand. I cuddled back into his embrace and we both slept.

	Late in the morning I awoke. Judd was lying on his side facing
me. He was snoring lightly. He was just so damned beautiful I couldn't
resist embracing him. He snuggled up against me, laying an arm over my
ribs.

	I kissed him, forcing my tongue into his mouth. He fought to pull
away. I held his head, not letting him. When we broke it, he pulled back.

	"How can you do that?  I've got dragon breath this morning."

	"You're ambrosial. You taste of all we did last night. I love it."
I said.

	"You're a pervert."

	"Probably. Would you like coffee in bed?"

	"Nah, I'll get up. Let's shower first. I feel sticky and crusty."

	"You should." I laughed. "You're a real cum pig."

	"Yeah, it's a shame it doesn't come in buckets."

	"I think it's better right out of your spigot, myself."

	We headed for the shower. While I adjusted the water temperature,
he relieved his bladder down the shower drain. I had never stopped to
consider that other men might do this. I've done it since I was a
child. It's a natural urge with the running water, besides it saves
water.It's funny though, how sharing a shower never does save water.


The following months were a blissful time. Judd got into his studies, and I
had a new TV series to work on. Much of the time, we spent our evenings
together. Annie studied a lot with Judd. I would come home and they would
be sitting side by side at the table writing, or sitting next to each other
on a sofa reading. I had set up a study area for Judd next to my writing
area, with a PC and a regular desk. It was used only when Judd was studying
by himself.

	I had a tendency to feel jealous of their closeness. I fought it,
by myself.  I couldn't bring myself to tell him how insecure it made me
feel to see them sitting together, touching, reading from the same
textbook. It was obvious that Judd was secure enough in his relationship
with me that he felt free to be close friends with Annie.  Once in a while
Annie's girlfriend, Lee, would be there.  Then, they sat at different sides
of the table or scattered around the living area.  I guess she didn't feel
as secure in her relationship with Lee. In retrospect, I suppose that was a
big compliment to me.

			** ** ** ** ** ** ** **

	Thanksgiving. Bob and Betty, with Judd's three younger brothers,
came out for a four-day holiday. Betty and I slaved away in the kitchen
with Annie playing step and fetch it, while the five men and Lee watched
football. They loved the big 60-inch screen with HDTV.
	Occasionally, Annie would join them sitting next to Judd. He would
put his arm around her shoulder and she would lean against him. The first
time they did this Betty looked at them, turned and raised an eyebrow at
me. I shrugged and told her they were just good friends. She shrugged back
as if to say who can understand the younger generation.
	Bob took notice, but just seemed to ignore it.  Lee like me just
smiled and shrugged.  I noticed that Judd's younger brothers whispering to
each other and snickering and glancing at me and occasionally at Lee. The
older one looked a bit disgusted. Later, I overheard him tell Judd that it
would be a lot more honest if he showed that kind of affection to
me. Judd's reply was that he couldn't do that in front of his mom and dad,
even if they did know.

	Before they arrived Wednesday evening, we had moved screens around
to close off the bed especially from the bathroom. The four boys slept on
pallets in the living area while Bob and Betty went to the Biltmore Hotel
downtown. We shuttled them back and forth for the four days, accommodating
them in every way we could.

	 I thought that Bob and I would be having a discussion sometime
during their stay, but he never made a move and I just let it pass. He
seemed to accept us, and that was the only important issue that I had with
him. Being eighteen years older then I am, and straight, left little for us
to have in common. Betty on the other hand was very curious and concerned
about her oldest. I answered every question as candidly as possible. Once
in awhile she withdrew into herself while she digested new ideas and facts
about her son.  She became my favorite sister in law as I got to know her.

	Of course, we did the tourist thing with them, Disneyland,
Universal City, Hollywood, and the Pacific Ocean. They all had a good time
and promised to come back soon. We sighed with relief as we watched them
get on a plane back to El Paso. It had gone well.

			***************

	Thanksgiving was over and the merchants of L.A did their annual
blitz of gaudiness to the streets of the city.  Palms are the only things
I've seen that are more ludicrous than Mesquites and Tumbleweeds when
decorated for Christmas. Today's heat made it even sillier and more out of
place. The Santa Ana winds were blowing and it was too miserable to even
put the roof down on the MG. And on top of it all, it didn't have air
conditioning.

	I pulled into the parking garage and noticed that Annie's little VW
Bug was parked next to Judd's pickup. Here studying again.  I filled my
arms with grocery bags, hooked my finger in the gallon jug of cranberry
juice and hopped into the lift, eager for cool and my lover's hot arms. I
rolled the door open and stepped into the cool room.

	I heard the shower and giggling. I walked around the wall and saw
them washing each other's hair. Judd was kneeling so he was about he same
height as petite little Annie. They both had both hands on each other's
head, squinching their eyes to keep the soap out. Cute was the word that
came to mind. I wished that I had a camera. They were like two little
children playing in the water.

	And then it hit me.  Here were two young adults doing things to
each other that I felt was very intimate.  When Judd washed my hair I
always became aroused, of course he always had his cock resting in the
crack of my ass.  I was suddenly insane with jealousy.  All I could imagine
was Judd fucking her.  I got a cold chill.  I dropped the gallon jug of
cranberry juice and both bags.  I could feel the sting of little cuts from
the shattered glass as red juice and blood ran down my legs.

	They fell away from each other. Annie was doing a "Birth of Venus"
pose trying to cover her breasts with a forearm and her privates with the
other hand.

	"Jace, I didn't think you'd be home for a couple of hours." Judd
said, as he reached for a couple of towels and tossed one to her.
	"Obviously." I said.

	 He walked toward me drying his hair, doing nothing to cover
himself.

	"Damn. Your legs are bleeding." He said, as tried to kiss me. I
dodged.

	"That's not the only thing bleeding. You've ripped my heart out."
He reached for me. "Don't touch me. I may do something violent if you do."

	"We went for a run. We were sweaty. So we were showering."

	"Together."

	"Well, --- yeah. We're just buddies. Its no big deal."

	I turned and confronted Annie who had dressed and was slipping her
shoes on.

	"Are you just his buddy?"

	 She blushed and stared right into my eyes, but didn't answer. I
decided the stare meant don't be stupid.

	"That's what I thought. Get out. I don't want to see you here
again."

	"Wait, Sis. Don't go. This is just a misunderstanding. Jace, we
were just showering."

	"Yes, and if I'd come in ten minutes later you'd have just been
fucking."

	He swung and connected his fist to my jaw. I fell backwards.  I'd
heard about seeing stars, I was seeing one big nova. It took a couple of
minutes to see clearly. When my eyes uncrossed, Judd was kneeling holding
me in his arms.

	Tears were coursing down his face and dripping on mine.

	"Oh God, I didn't mean to do that. Please forgive me, Jace."

	"Let go of me." My voice was icy venom. He arms went slack and he
sat back, hard. His expression was incredulous. I rolled over and stood
up. Annie had gone. I rubbed my jaw; there were a couple of teeth loose.  I
sat down on the end of the bed. Judd was still naked, he hadn't moved.

	"So. What are your plans, Judd? Are you moving in with your little
fuck buddy? I have a feeling you'll be missing a big cock up your ass real
quick."

	"I've never even thought about fucking Annie. She's a dyke, for
Christ sake. And why would I move. I live here with you."

	"That's past tense. I don't want you here anymore. I will not let
you put me through the same things Ken did.  I am fighting back this
time. So go. Get dressed and get out."

	I stood up and walked in to the kitchen. I got the broom, dustpan
and the trashcan. I started cleaning up the mess. Judd sat and watched
me. I ignored him. After I swept it all up, I got out the mop and cleaned
up the juice. I then went in and took off my shoes and socks. I wiped my
legs with a clean cloth and applied some Neosporin to the little
cuts. They'd be gone in a couple of days. Judd was still sitting in the
same spot.  I put on clean socks and a different pair of shoes. I walked
over to him.

	"I'm not Ken Walker." He said. I ignored him.

	"I'm going for a drive. I'll be back in 30 minutes. You will be
gone by then."  I turned to leave.

	"Jace?"  I turned and looked at him though my tears. His eyes were
swollen and red. They were leaking down his cheeks.  It tore at my
heart. "I love you." he said.

	"I love you, too. Be gone before I return."

	I turned and fled before I could change my mind and let him stay.
I drove aimlessly, ending up in a run down black part of town. As I drove
down the street, I became aware of my surroundings. I was being stared at
hostilely. I turned toward the San Pedro Freeway, and headed back
home. Home, where my heart was no longer.

	Judd was gone when I returned. He left me a note telling me he was
checking into a motel in Culver City. He would call me later. He added that
he loved me and that he was so sorry for hurting me. I told myself that I
couldn't have cared less. I wadded up the note and tossed it over my
shoulder. I heard it hit the floor missing the trash can. I ignored it as I
threw myself across the bed.

	Being alcohol intolerant is the shits at a time like this. I
considered going ahead and getting dead drunk. But I had enough sanity left
to realize I would only end up delirious in the hospital or maybe dead. But
there were easier ways to die than that. So I reverted to my old automaton
ways, freezing all emotion and working my ass off. Thank God for the word
processor. I could type for days or until I collapsed.

	Jealousy is a mental illness.  I was definitely ill with it. I
couldn't close my eyes with out imagining Judd humping on top of Annie. I
could see his sweet furry buns quivering with each thrust. I could hear him
panting with the exertion. I could smell the scent of his sweat. It made me
sick. Sicker.

	I stopped eating. I drank my sludge. I did get some nutrients from
the Ovaltine, but not much. I lost weight fast, but it's not a diet I would
recommend. I did all my communication over the Internet. I ignored the
phone.  I saw no one for over a week.

	 Lizz missed Judd. She spent hours every day pacing around the
house. Every so often she would let out a bloodcurdling wail. I would
scream at her. She would look at me and go back to pacing.


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