Date: Fri, 7 May 2004 11:04:55 -0400
From: Mike & Bagger <woody757@verizon.net>
Subject: Me and My Brother Ch 7a

Hi folks sorry for the fact that it has been a couple of days since the
last posting, but we had a slight accident that has caused our author to
not be able to sit and type the story as we dictated it. The first part of
the story is a dream ok a nightmare, and its been reoccurring ever since I
was attacked and raped while walking with my guide dog. So all except for
the last paragraph is actually suppose to be a nightmare that Mark and Matt
have been having ever since a story broke in the local paper as well as the
college newspaper about sexual assaults and rape surrounding some present
and former players of the University. So please bear with me as this style
is new to me, and lets just say its also a form of therapy to put what
happened into words.  If this story matter offends you than please do not
read this.

As the last installment of our story was going Matt and Mark where up in
New Jersey to play a football game in the Meadowlands for The University of
Alabama vs. The Maryland Terrapins. Mark was a starting linebacker, and
even though Matt had put on some bulk along with muscle Coach Steven's
still used him only on special teams. Our newly found brothers spent the
time together just like at the dorm in bed having sex like a couple of
HornToads or in the weight room at the hotel to improve their bodies.

I guess maybe its best that I introduce myself as I am Anthony a cousin
that Mark has know all his life especially since I am 2 years younger than
he is, and the first person that I told that I was gay at age 14. It was
weird yet nice to meet Matt my long lost cousin another stud. The only
reason that I am writing this chapter and maybe the next is because I do
not really understand American Football as I play soccer (fotball) as its
spelt in Italy where my folks sent me once I came out to them about me
being gay. Mark and Matt want to spend some time with me since I have to
decided which school would be best for me to attend, and yeah I wanta get
away from my homophobic family. I am leading toward the University of
Miami. Oh I have told both Mark and Matt my reasons for wanting to attend
the school besides that its not far from Key West, bust more importantly
and it will be another story totally as my boyfriend now attends that
school ( look for Anthony and Kevin in the near future under the
gay/college area in a few weeks).

Ok enough of me and back to the story that I was told to tell you all about
dealing with Mark and Matt.  Well it started with me pulling a surprise
visit to the Hotel room that they shared in the Hilton next to the stadium
( oh yeah I have played here before during the Under 19 yr old World Cup
Games). I decided after the long ride up from Fort Washington in Maryland
to take a shower and relax since everyone told me the guys where at a team
meal.  Lets just say that shower stall can hold at least 3 men and two of
them are over 6'3" all muscle and one love sick teenager. Yeah you got it
right as I relaxed in the shower Mark entered and saw me than told Matt to
strip and lube up cause he wanted to introduce his favorite cousin ( Matt
asked if he was his cousin also?).  Well the next thing I know is they are
both sliding in next to me in the shower stall and Matt is lubing up my
tight hole with sometype of lube. Yeah it felt fucking great as I had
always dreamed of taking Mark and his beer bottle cock ( 8.5" uncut and
really thick) up my ass, especially since Kevin was in his first year of
soccer at the University of Miami even though its club team as they do not
have a NCAA team any more after a scandal hit the school involving a long
lost brother and sister who tore the school apart.

While feeling what I thought was Mark's cock slide its way up my tight anal
cavity for what I thought was one of the best fucks any gay teenager could
have a wet dream about, when Mark called my name and told me to bend over
and start to suck his cock like his famous cocksucking cousin had done in
the past. I jumped up looking at Mark asking him if he had his fat cock
waiting for my oral treatment than who the fuck was plowing my ass?  Matt
meet your cousin Anthony one of the hottest mouths around and by the look
on his face I take it that you also enjoyed his almost virgin ass.

Mark took one look at my face to see how angry that I was, before turning
to Matt and telling him that I should have his ass arrested for raping and
abusing my ass and that I hoped he enjoy his 4 years in Rikers Island in
the gay section because he did something without asking if it was alright
with me. NO you big muscular fucking stranger it was not alright and I do
not consider you as a cousin, but as a perfect stranger. Than I turned to
Mark and asked him how his dad would like to hear that he had a perfect
stranger rape me, while he just stood on watching the whole thing and not
doing a damn thing.

Mark tried to apologize to me but the damage was already done. Especially
since he knew that I wanted to have Kevin take my ass cherry. Matt just
like a big stupid football player all he thought about was how Coach
Steven's would react along with his mother if I did go through and contact
the police having him charged with assault and rape. Can you imagine what
the NCAA and any possibilities of Pro Football might have been just flew
out the window and down the toilet.

Mark could see that I was hurt and came over to apologize for the setup
with Matt. Telling me that if anyone should suffer it is him not Matt,
because Matt's mom lives under the poverty level as well as if Matt loses
his scholarship that he can not afford to continue at Alabama. Mark also
told me that Matt would be held financially responsible for any and all
expenses, as I turned to Mark I saw Matt lying on the floor crying like a
new born baby. Matt, has tried to apologize to me for what he did but my
ears did not hear a damn thing he said to me as I sat on the bed across
from both of them.

Being bitter as I felt all that I said before leaving was,"Matt you are
sickening to me, and as for being family fuck you, and you and Mark can
fuck each other all you want, but stay away from me and my favorite
uncle". Mark knew who his favorite uncle was .... his dad and he knew that
if he did not stop Anthony from telling his dad that his college career at
Alabama was over, and he was heading to the Marines to make me a real man
as dad always told me I needed unless I straightened up my act". Or worse
he would call our mother and tell her that their son had just committed a
rape, and now was a sexual offender. I need to convince Anthony that Matt
was really not the one to blame, and to beg him to forgive him for my
mistakes. As the two of us talked I could hear Matt talking on the phone
before I grabbed it to realize that it was Coach Steven's that he was
talking to on the phone, and coach was headed to our room ASAP.

Thanks the fuck allot Anthony, you have a large family and I just found my
twin brother Matt, and you want to ruin not just his life but mine as
well. Cause if he quits the team than do not ask me or dad to help you out
or your mom Aunt Marie in anyway at all cause I am going to call dad and
tell him the truth.

Knock Knock went the door and it was Coach Steven's entering with a bellboy
in tow to remove Matt's stuff as he had not resigned but instead had asked
Coach if he could room with him or another player as my cousin had arrived
to surprise me on the trip to New Jersey.  Coach asked me, than Mark and
Matt if they thought that we could share the room as he had the bellhop
bring in a folding bed because all the rooms allocated to our team where
booked. Instead of saying that I do not feel comfortable being in the same
room I told the Coach that I had my own suite and was just about to leave.

It was as I stood up that Matt and Mark saw the damage that Matt had really
done as the towel had a large blood spot from where even with the lube had
torn my insides, and Mark asked Coach if the team doctor could stop down to
take a look at Anthony for me.  Anthony looked both of us with a very funny
look on his face as did Coach Steven's who agreed to our request.  I think
that Coach agreed because he could see something that neither of us
could. He also told Anthony to lay back and rest as he called the team
physician along with the one that is on the staff at the Meadowlands for
both the Giants and Jets football games. Than he yelled at Mark and Matt,"
You two out in the hall now before I throw you both off the team for
insubordination".

Alright boys he started as Coach addressed both Matt and Mark, I want the
fucking truth and nothing but the truth. Before we even started he stated,"
I know that you two are long lost brothers and that is one of the reasons
that I offered you both full scholarships, and I hope that you two also
belong to the college Gay, Lesbian, Transgender Alliance because I have an
idea that you two are also gay". But that is not the reason I called you
out here. Now give me the truth or I will suspend both of you for the
season and you will not be red shirted so its a year of eligibility down
the tubes so to speak.

Matt wanted to go first but as usual Mark insisted on telling exactly what
happened in their room and bathroom a little over an hour ago, but just
than both doctors arrived and Coach opened the door for the two doctors. As
we stood in the hallway with just towels around our waists it showed on our
faces that we dreaded talking to Coach Steven's, but just a couple of
minutes later it got worse and I mean US Marine Corp worse with mother's in
tow behind him. Dad looked at both of us and just said," You are two Fuck
Ups!!!!" Aunt Marie refused to look at me and Matt's mom ( ok mine also but
he lived with her) turned and told Matt never to return home to the
Louisville house.

Matt asked me," What do they know that we don't ?,and Mark I am scared that
I may have done some real damage to Anthony". Oh I am so sorry and wish
that we could turn back the clock so that none of this ever happened, and
maybe I would have been better joining the Army as I had planned since I am
a total fuck up.

Little did the boys know that this was setup by their mom, dad, headcoach
and aunt because Mark and Matt had been outed as being Gay and having
Incest Sex by a jealous player that did not make the football team. Coach
Steven's had called Mark's home and I answered the phone and talked with
him till my mom came home from the bank. The football coach was looking for
a place-kicker and asked if I'd be interested in playing for Alabama, and I
just came out telling him that I had a boyfriend who was on a club team at
the University of Miami, also told him I'd like to go there also by they do
not have a NCAA soccer team only a club one. Coach Steven's and I talked
for about an hour and he told me that he knew the Athletic Department
Chairperson at Miami, and would be honored to see if I could get a
scholarship. He told me that Miami had to field a varsity soccer team as
they where going to be joining the ACC when the next season started in the
Fall of 2004. Mom arrived home and I told her that the Varsity Coach at
Alabama wanted to talk to her or my uncle something dealing with Mark and
somebody named Matt. Mom and Coach Steven's talked I guess for close to 2
hours, before she told him that Mark's dad was doing his duty as a Marine
guard over at the White House and that she would talk about what they had
just discussed and get back to Coach Steven's before Alabama left for New
Jersey.  Mom told my uncle about the conversation and man was he pissed off
as he tore his uniform off without even thinking about the buttons, and his
medals that flew all over the place.

I talked with mom later and it was decided that since I was so close to
Mark, that I would help my uncle along with Coach Steven's out with their
plan.  Yeah they had decided that I use some of the stuff from the local
theatre group ( fake blood capsules) to scare the daylights out of Mark. I
have no idea who this guy Matt is and what he is doing to my cousin ( who
is like a brother to me). Mom told me the whole history about how Mark and
Matt are twins being separated at birth by their mom who was suppose to
marry my uncle, but she fled to her parents instead of raising the boys
together with my uncle.

When we all had agreed on what to do to the boys, mom called Coach Steven's
to tell him his plan was going to start as soon as the room assignments
where issued for the football team when they traveled to New Jersey.

I really did not want to hurt my favorite cousin like this, but the coach
wanted to know if the boys where really gay, and since the story about how
2 gay players had made the team was suppose to break the day they left for
the game. He seemed to have Mark and Matt's best interest at heart when he
started the game within a game rolling. Coach Steven's had even gotten the
2 doctors to go along with his plan to make the guys realize that if they
where gay and continued to show affection as well as ask for special
treatment for one or the other. Mark and Matt did not realize just how
religious that the folks in Alabama really where, and that was the reason
behind the head coaches intervention into their private lives.

So the only person that knew what was going to happen in their room was
me. I had been instructed to get Mark's attention before the team had
dinner, so that he would realize that his favorite "gay" cousin wanted to
be with him in a special way. I felt bad knowing that both Mark and Matt
where going to end up scared shitless.  I got the key to the room from
Mark, and went up and showered already than inserted the three fake blood
tablets used in the theatre. I really felt like shit for doing this, but it
was to protect my older stronger cousin.

Back to the shower when Matt entered and slide his cut cock that was lubed
into me, and yes I knew it was not Mark because Mark had taken my anal
cherry the year before when both our teams had played and won state
championships. We had roomed together while in teams traveled to Baltimore
to play in Raven's Stadium over the weekend. Both our teams had been locked
down cause there where award banquets to attend along with not enough
chaperones for both teams.

As I laid back while the doctors acted like they where really giving my
anal cavity an exam, they turned to the boys as their mom, dad, coach and
my mom all watched what could have earned me a Tony award since it was like
playing a role in a Broadway play. They ordered more towels and had a
couple of them wet with warm water just to make Mark and Matt more scared
as they claimed that they where trying to get the bleeding to stop before
they moved me. Finally Mark asked one of the doctors if I was going to be
alright or what as it was all his fault, and that he wanted to take the
blame on what had happen to me. With my eyes closed I could hear somebody
throwing up in the bathroom as well in the bedroom, and mom leaned over
like she was talking to me or asking me a question. Only she was telling me
that Mark was in the bathroom throwing up, and it was Matt that was puking
in the trashcan. I told her to get my uncle over here as I needed to ask
him a big favor, and she turned toward him with her finger ( the way
mother's do) getting him over to the otherside along with Coach Steven's.
With them nearby and I know that the doctors could hear my question," Have
they suffered enough already", as I want to have a pizza since I have
missed lunch and dinner. Coach Steven's whispered just as soon as Mark
returned from the bathroom than we could end the act before he laid into
both boys with their parents blessings, and he got it real fast I have to
say.

Alright Matt sit down next to your brother Mark, and listen to me real good
said their head coach. What you did to Anthony was totally wrong and I
should release both of you from the scholarships, and have you both
expelled from college. But I had this setup to teach you to a lesson as
last week during practice it was brought to my attention that a player that
I released during last cuts has written a nasty article in the college
paper about the two of you, and at first I doubted it until it was bought
to my attention that both of you had been filmed not once but twice having
sex in the locker room.  Mark, both times the videos from the massage area,
along with being in the weight room right off the locker room that you did
to Matt what he thinks that he has just done to your cousin Anthony. Oh you
have known that Anthony is gay like yourself, but he did not realize that
he had another cousin in Matt.  You set him up by having Matt take your
place in the shower and violating Anthony by force, oh it may not have been
like when you forced Matt to take your cock up his ass in those three
places I have mentioned without any lube. Yeah I know Matt did use lube
today, but that could still be considered as rape and I would hold both of
you responsible for what happened to Anthony in the shower today by
suspending both of you from the first game we are to play in 2 days against
Maryland. But I am not going to because Anthony was helping me teach the 2
of you a major lesson. Do either of you realize that I had to destroy State
property when I destroyed the tapes that I mentioned before of you Mark
taking Matt without any lube, and also that Alabama is part of what they
refer to as "The Bible Belt", so if you and Matt want to have sex than do
it in private not where it can be viewed by everyone including your
teammates. Before I step aside to hear your side of this as well your
reasons to what I have had to say Mark and Matt, I suggest that you talk to
your parents and cousin.  What you say to Anthony better be from the h

you play in the game because your family is here to watch, because right
now I see no remorse on your faces and the bench might be the best place
for both of you. Also boys if your parents decide that its best that you
leave college and enter either the military or transfer to a different
college that will be granted, and they know that Matt was only given his
scholarship because he may have potentiental along with the fact that Mark
asked if it was possible to make it a full one so that Matt did not have to
miss any classes to play football at Alabama.

Mark went first telling his dad and than Coach Steven's what he did today
and had done in the past with Matt was totally immature of him, and that if
he was allowed to remain at Alabama that he would only have sex if his
partner was willing also to use a condom and lube. Than he asked Aunt Marie
to forgive him for what he did to me by setting me up so that it was Matt
fucking not getting fucked. It was like his biological mom and I where not
even in the room, and it pissed me off so bad that I put my shorts back on
and grabbed her by the hand leaving the room with a slam. If there was
anything that Mark was famous for it was kissing ass to get his way or get
out of trouble when he did something wrong.

I turned towards Matt's mom and my aunt yet I could not call her aunt as
like Matt I had just meet her a short time before all of this, and I told
her that I would make sure that Matt kept his full scholarship but I was
not going to forgive him for his actions. I also told her that Mark was
famous for what he was doing in the room right now, and she asked me what
it was he did so well. Kiss Ass to save his own I told her. Lets go back in
the room now to see whose he is kissing the most.  Upon entering the room
we where the next two that Mark started to apologize to save his stupid
ass. I put my hand up in front of his face and told him,"Ass kissing is not
going to save you this time Mark". He than turned to Matt's mom who also
cut him off saying that she could tell by the tone of his voice that he was
not really serious, and that maybe he needed to be escorted elsewhere to
think about it by himself. Coach said," Ok boy go to my room and sit there
thinking as I am going to have the assistant coaches watch the door also
have the phone and TV turned off so you can think about what you have
done".

Matt realized that it was not my mom or my uncle but his mom and myself
that he better apologize to with a truthful heart. He started off by
saying," Mom, Anthony please forgive me for violating both of your trusts
and especially you Anthony for physically violating you". I feel like a
piece of shit and do not belong here with you, but like you yelled at me
Anthony telling me that I belong in jail and am a sexual predator but if
you will please forgive me, that I will withdrawal from college not to
disgrace the University anymore and join the Marines like my dad. After a
pause he turned to me again and looked me right in the eyes, and again he
begged my forgiveness. I told all that where in the room that I was willing
to forgive Matt, and I wanted him to get a great education. Also I told
them its because it was from his heart and I could see it, and Mark was
just as a kid and teenager he could say anything to kiss ass just as long
as he did not get in trouble.

Coach Steven's and his dad went up the hallway to get Mark, and even before
he could say a word they both told him that Anthony had forgiven Matt
because he could tell that he was serious with his apology, and that if
either of them heard what they considered as bull shit that Mark was off
the team and headed to the US Marine's with no questions asked.

Upon their return Matt sat next to his mom crying unable to look at Mark
when he entered the room, and by this time the two friends of mine that now
work off Broadway had to say good-bye as they had a late afternoon play to
put on and they can not afford to lose their job.

Mark started to apologize again and as before he started off with everyone
except for the two people that he had done the most damage to by his prank,
and I do not mean myself but Matt and his mom.  After 3 words his dad
said," Enough you asslicking slime ball", I see that you do not know or did
not really think about who you hurt the most and its not the coach, me or
your aunt.  Tell the coach that you are going to submit your letter of
resignation from the team today as I have people here to escort you to
Paris Island, S.C. The only person that can stop this is you Mark, and now
while the rest of us go to have dinner I suggest that you sit here in the
room where your crime took place and consider who and what you are going to
say.  See you in 2 or 3 hours his dad yelled and man was my uncle pissed at
Mark like I have never seen before.

Mark, I yelled as we entered the room as the bathroom door was closed and
he was no where to be seen.  Matt heard me yell, Oh My God !!!! and came
running to my side next to Mark. The big dummy instead of being a man and
saying to coach, his mom and me that he was sorry had taken something from
his travel kit and was laying on the floor throwing up worse than he did
before when I was acting to teach him not to take people for granted along
with the stern lecture that coach had given him about his behavior on
campus. As I cradled him while the real team doctor was called to the room
Mark apologized to me, Matt and Matt's mom for what he had done by having
Matt take his place and violate me.  I accepted the apology as everything
he said to me was being repeated in a louder voice by Matt, and I told Mark
that if I found out that he was lying just to get out of trouble that I
held the trump card over both him and Matt.  That was when I realized that
once again it was a damn setup by Mark because neither he not Matt could
look me in the eye now.

Alright be the assholes that you really are I screamed causing the adults
to re-enter the room, and "Ask what is going on?" I turned to Matt's mom
and told her that her son was heading off to jail as the apology by both
was nothing but another one of Mark's setups and Matt was taking part in it
from the start, so his apology to me was bogus and void.

Mark got up off the bathroom floor laughing saying that there is not a damn
thing that I could do and it could not be proved that Matt nor he had
violated me, and his dad hit him square on the chin sending him back to the
floor.  I dialed 911 as Coach pointed to the cameras in the bathroom
ceiling which had recorded it all and yes even the confession of both on
tape.  Laughing real loud and calling both of us liars and predators.


I jumped up in a cold sweat and looked over to see Matt sleeping like a
baby. It was only 4AM and we had another 3 hours before the team had its
morning breakfast than headed off to the airport to catch our flight to New
Jersey.

Oh man what a bad dream !!!! I feared to try to get anymore sleep as I
thought it may continue and I was scared shitless.

Just than the phone rang and it was Aunt Marie calling to tell me that my
best buddy and her son Anthony had been sexually assaulted last night after
leaving the Washington, D.C. Eagle and he taken to the shock trauma
hospital in Baltimore, MD. So she was apologizing that she and Anthony
could not attend my first game as a college man for Alabama University (
she always said it backwards). No problem I told her and to tell Anthony
that I loved him, and that I would call his buddy Kevin at Miami so that
she could go to be at his bedside.  Thanks Markie she said with a tear in
her voice.

That was really strange for Aunt Marie as she never showed her emotions
before and I was afraid that Anthony was in real bad situation.  Before I
did anything else I called Kevin on his cell phone to tell him what
happened to Anthony and did not realize what the time was when I was
calling especially since there is an hour time difference between Alabama
and Florida.

I told Kevin what Marie told me and than I went to get into the shower to
wash off that bad dream, as well as think about Matt and my relationship.
Not that I mean ending it because I love him with all my heart and would
never do anything to hurt him.

There was not going to be a Top or Bottom in our relationship I decided,
and even though I have never been fucked if Matt wants to do than I will be
ok with it.


Was it a dream or a premonition of what might happen?

Ok we are on the bus soon to on the plane heading out of here and to play
in the game that will be our bowl game this year as those article caused
the NCAA to put us on probation for one season which means no bowl game for
the seniors.  It seems so unfair, and I know life is not fair but still.

Coach got a telegram from my dad telling me that Anthony was going to
survive, but it was going to take few weeks to heal the body, and to talk
to somebody cause its just not right.  Coach Steven's asked me what
happened and I told him how I had the dream and than my aunt called at 4AM
to tell me that Anthony was in Baltimore's Shock Trauma Center after being
beaten and sexually assaulted.



Ok folks I did not mean to get so graphic in the dreamscape in the story
about two brothers separated at birth but as you remember at the start of
this chapter I said that there was a slight accident, and that was not
true. In actuaitality the author of the story with the help of a doctor
today. I suffered through being assaulted by a neighbor with a 2x4 across
my back,as well as being sexually assaulted just for being gay. As I was
not really in the best framer of mind to really write the chapter. Anthony
is my doctor and he is writing it as I tell him that I need to get out the
anger that is inside of me after the homophobic people that hit me across
my back and bruised my kidneys. But as soon as I can Mark and Matt will be
out on the gridiron playing in the Pig `Kin Classic.  TBC