Date: Sun, 29 Dec 2002 13:04:49 -0200
From: fernandobuddy2002@globo.com
Subject: Family Ties - Part 5

If there's a thing one can be sure of in one's life, it is that I love
cocks! It seemed that I could never get enough, not even from my uncles. I
came to a point where I begged them to fuck me almost everyday, and they
almost always complied, but there were days when they were not there or it
was impossible for me because other things would come up, but I definitely
loved cocks. And so, I came to the conclusion that I would have to
"discover" other treasures around me. As I said before I lived in a small
town and it wasn't that easy and besides I didn't wanna put a banner on my
forehead advertising that I was a cock lover and have people making fun of
me and turn myself into an outcast. I tried going to my best friend's
father again, but he hinted me that nothing would thrive from there, at
least not then. I had other uncles, some cousins and there were other men
around that I'd love to get into their pants and I sure knew that many of
them wouldn't mind having me at hand. If they had a chance they would even
pay me to do them some little favors. Specifically there was Father Joel,
who was a god, and every time I went to a Mass with my mother I used to
daydream imagining what was underneath his cassock. He had a kind of
magnetism that drew people to him. Twice he asked my mother to let me help
him with stuff at the church and I helped him, not because I cared about
the church, but because I cared about being near him. He smelled
wonderfully, a mix of cologne, smoke and chewing gum, and when we had our
first fuck he made me feel like I had found the man of my life because he
was the first person I really fell in love with, the way you feel when you
want to spend the rest of your life with someone, but that is another
story. And, of course, I had my father! He had become my target, the one I
followed around the house just to have a chance to put my hands on him.

After that day in the garage I played hard on him. I still didn't know that
he didn't have a normal sexual life with my mother, but I suspected that
something wasn't right between them. I could see that they still loved each
other, but without demand. My father, knowing that mom would not respond to
his caresses and take care of his needs, didn't even try to be more
intimate with her. He showed affection, but that was practically all. And
because I was paying more attention to him now, I discovered that he was a
very attractive man. I always looked at him as my father so, he was not a
man to me, but now I could see that he was very handsome. Tall, strong
built, not fat but of heavy frame, and he had that masculine aura all
around him. He had powerful furry legs and a beautiful round ass that I
longed to kiss and lick, making him squirm in my embrace. He was being
brave in his decision of ignoring me. He wasn't gay and so it never
occurred to him to have sex with another man, much less his own son and
that maybe because I was a child to him. But now he knew that I was gay and
that I was fucking around with someone. Maybe things had been different if
I had not caught him masturbating the other day, making him feel
ashamed. Maybe he would have acted like a father and grounded me, but the
way it happened I think he saw no point in discussing the matter with me
once I told him that I wanted him to fuck me.

Now that I knew what I wanted, I learned how to act to get there. My father
tried to pretend that nothing happened, but every time I got near him he
seemed uncomfortable. I would lie down on the couch and put my head on his
lap while everybody was watching TV; I would sneak in beside him and mom
early in the morning, just before they got up, to feel the warmth emanating
from his body. I'd place myself against his body and wait for his
reactions, but he never dared to do anything although, in many occasions, I
knew he was awake. One day my mom had to get up real early because she was
going to São Paulo with uncle Jonas and as soon as she left after
kissing me softly on the cheek I ran to my parent's bedroom and got under
the sheets and snuggled in my dad's bare and furry chest. He was half sleep
and didn't seem to mind my body pressing against his. I was horny and in
need of being taken care of, and really determined to get the best of the
situation now that it was only the two of us. My country is a tropical
country and so we usually go to bed wearing only shorts, underwear or
nothing at all. My father always slept in his underwear or the lower piece
of his pajama and when my butt glued to his crotch I knew he was wearing
his pajama shorts 'cause it was made of silk and felt cool. For a moment I
remained quiet feeling his regular breathing on my neck and the raise of
his chest on my back, but not wanting to wait any more I wiggled my butt
hoping to make my father react to my movements. Half asleep or not he put
his right arm around me and hugged me, moving his crotch forward and
pressing his cock on my cheeks. "Uhn, honey, are you trying to say
something?" He asked groggy while his hands wandered to my chest and he
fumbled for my nipples. I could see that he was thinking it was my mother
by the way he was squeezing my tits, as a man fondles a woman's tits,
taking it all in his hands. I could feel his cock waking up now and start
to throb against my butt. I didn't answer him, instead I reached behind me
and grabbed his hard rod and gave it a squeeze. He moaned a little and
said: "Yeah, darling, that's good! It's been a while since you touched me
there." But then re must've realized it wasn't mom 'cause he stopped at
once with his hand and pulled away from me. "Fernando? What are you doing
here?" I felt like a kid whose toy was taken away. He was looking at me,
breathing hard, eyes questioning. "I want to be with you dad. I just wanna
feel your body close to mine." "No, you were touching my body and you know
that this is completely wrong. I thought it was your mother. Come on son,
you know men don't do this to each other. What were you trying to do?
Suppose I hadn't stopped you what were you planning to do? Make me fuck
you, is it?" He asked not yet grabbing my intentions. "Yeah, daddy, that's
what I want you to do: fuck me!" I said shyly. "What? Do you really want me
to fuck my own son? Do you want me to treat you like you were a girl?"
"Yes, I do, daddy! Please, let me be your little girlfriend; let's just
pretend I'm a girl and you fuck me like one." I said as I reached and
touched his cock again, now semi-hard. It jumped at my touch and I stooped
and kissed it through the silk of the shorts. I inserted my hand through
one of the legs openings and brought out his rigid cock. Without giving him
time to react I swallowed the cockhead and licked the tip. He groaned and I
thought I had won, but he pushed me away from him and his cock left my
mouth with a 'pop'. "Please, daddy, let me suck your cock until you cum."
"No, son, you better leave before we make something terrible." He said
getting up. "But, daddy, this is not bad. I know you want to fuck me 'cause
your cock is hard like a rock, and I won't tell anybody, you can be sure of
that. And besides you won't have to worry about me getting pregnant." "What
do you know about that?" He looked surprised.  "I know much more than you
think daddy. If you fuck me you can forget about condoms and never worry
about getting me pregnant. Isn't that what most of men are afraid of?"

Once again I tried to grab his cock, but he was up already and went to the
bathroom, his cock tenting up. "Well son, I don't know. I sure am horny,
but I still don't know what to do. Since that day I saw you eating my cum
and telling me you wanted me to fuck you I am having trouble in coordinate
my thoughts. I simply don't know what to do. I know that I should put an
end to this right now, punish you for behaving like this and take you to a
shrink, but, at the same time, I...the image of you eating my cum, it just
drives me crazy." He was leaning over the sink, his back to me and I could
tell that it was very difficult for him to take on the whole issue. I was
his son, after all, and he had his principles that said a man should not
fuck another man, much less his own young son. I went to him and hugged
him, wrapping my arms around his waist. "Daddy, I want you to know that I
want you to fuck me. If there's someone wrong here it's me. You haven't
done anything wrong to me, it's just that I love you very much. I love you
as my father, but I also love you as a man and I want to give you my ass to
please you. Since that day I saw you jacking off I want to please you
'cause I know you and mom don't do much sex, am I right?" "Yeah! Your
mother and I don't share much pleasure anymore and that's why I was jacking
off the other day. Actually when I want to get laid I jack off because I
don't have another woman to screw." "You see, daddy, now you don't have to
jack off anymore if you let me do that for you. And better, you can fuck me
whenever you want, everyday if you say so." He turned to me disengaging
from my arms. "But son, you're still a child and too young. How can I fuck
a child? You could never take my cock. I could hurt you!" "No way daddy!
I'm not a virgin anymore. Uncle Pedro and uncle Jonas have fucked me
already and I can take their cocks up my ass and I can take yours too." He
was silent and didn't say anything about my uncles as I thought he
would. It seemed he was evaluating the situation and how to proceed. Taking
advantage that he was quiet and right in front of me I took his cock once
more and took it to my mouth. It was limp now and I pulled back the skin
covering the big head and started to suck on it like a bottle. His cock
started to grow in my mouth and soon it was hard rock and I swallowed his
meat 'till the point I thought I'd gag. The battle was won! He pulled me
away and guided me to the bed again. This time he lied down and took his
shorts off and spread his legs apart. I knelt between his hairy and strong
legs and drank that beautiful sight of my father naked before me with his
cock jutting up like a pole, inviting me to do whatever I wanted. He did
not ask me to suck him because he could see that there was no need for
that.  The tangy cock smell of daddy's crotch was intoxicating and I tried
to bury my nose in his pubic hair and swallow as much of his cock as I
could. My father started to moan and simply began to fuck my face. He was
using my mouth to get rid of his load and I couldn't deny anything for a
man like that. So, when daddy jabbed his protruding prod into my mouth
again I concentrated on the wonders he offered me. I put my hand around his
fat and hard cock and let my tongue play with the delicious drops of precum
oozing out of his pouting slit at its plump tip. It was a dream coming
true. I would get his milk straight from the fountain. It seems that now
that we were actually doing it he forgot everything about principles and
avoiding me. It was as if he threw aside all his reserves and didn't care
anymore what would happen in the near future. At that moment all he wanted
was to take advantage of a warm sucking mouth to drown all his needs,
instead of a soapy and lonely hand. What would come later was another
matter that didn't really matter right now.

He was in a frenzy, his hands disarraying my hair and pushing me down hard
against his crotch. In one swift move he turned me over and came on top of
me, pressing me down with the weight of his round buttocks and jabbed his
powerful cock deep into my throat, grinding his pubic hair against my
face. I whined out of sheer lust seeing his cock descending on me in
movements of up and down. I have to admit that when he plunged deep into my
throat and said that my mouth was hot I felt a strange excitement to come
over me. "Oh, son, you're driving me crazy, oh God, I never thought I would
fuck your mouth one day and enjoy it so much. Yeah, son, take it all,
swallow my whole cock, I'm just about to cum son. Oh, Jesus, it's been a
long time since I last felt this way. Suck daddy's cock sweetheart, suck it
good! Uhgghh...I'm gonna cum, son, oh, Jesus...I'm...gonna...cummmmmmmmmm."
Suddenly my father froze and his whole body twitched in spasms as he shot
torrents of hot thick cum that gushed into my open throat. His rigid cock
nailed my head onto the pillow and I swallowed his slick syrup. Not being
able to gulp down such an amount of load some splattered on my face. Now a
new and exciting scent was added to the tangy man smell of my father. I had
gone wild just by hearing my father moaning and groaning while I continued
to suck his dick.

He plucked out his spent cock and let it dangle above my face, still
dripping cum, with me still clinging to his butt. He rolled over and lay
beside me, scant of breath. I savored the taste of my dad's cum and decided
that I wanted more, but this time it would be in my ass. For a moment he
just couldn't talk and we remained there voiceless while he tried to gather
his strength again. "Did you like it daddy?" I asked innocently. "Did you
enjoy fucking my mouth?" He just looked at me. "Now I want you to fuck my
ass, will you daddy? I want you to fuck me the way you fuck mom." At the
mention of the word mom a kind of cloud passed over his face and he got up
and went to the bathroom again. This time I remained where I was. A few
minutes later he came back and said that maybe another day we could do it
again, but now he had to work. "What about tomorrow son? Ok? The
housekeeper is about to arrive and we don't want to get caught do we?" I
said 'no' and ran to him and hugged him, telling him that I wanted to
please him. He put his finger under my chin and lifted my face. "The day
after tomorrow is Saturday and I'll have your mother spending the day
somewhere running some errands for me so we can be more comfortable, is it
Ok with you? And besides, now that I know you really want me to fuck you, I
don't wanna do it hastily. What do you say, son?" He was right. The woman
who cleaned the house and helped my mom usually arrived around 07:00 AM and
I wanna have my daddy just for me without being interrupted. "Ok, daddy. I
can hardly wait 'till Saturday." He kissed me on the head and left.

I spent two days in a kind of anticipation. The thought that my father was
going to fuck me filled me with lust. It wasn't really that I was missing
cock because I had my uncles, but it had something to do with being fucked
by my father. I can't explain it, but I was thrilled for stealing my father
from my mother, like I was the object of his desire. That night when mom
arrived from São Paulo she asked if everything was fine and we said
'yes'. We were watching TV and my head was on dad's lap while he caressed
my head absentmindedly and talked to mom. She'd often get up to do
something and then return, every time she left the room I'd insert my hand
through the leg opening of his shorts and grab his balls. "Please, son,
stop this or your mother will see it." He'd say without stopping me. I'd
massage his balls slowly and tenderly and feel his cock poking me on the
side of my face. In one of these moments mom said she was going to the
bathroom and I knew she would be away a little longer. I retrieved dad's
cock and sucked it eagerly. He moaned and squirmed but pushed me away for
fear of being discovered. That night he went to bed with an aching cock!
And I went to bed with an empty ass!

Saturday finally arrived! As my father had promised mom really went away
and would be back only the next day. I walked around the house erratically
not knowing what to do and counting the minutes in anticipation. My father
was working and would be back at the end of the day and that left me with
much time to kill. In one of the times I went to the bathroom to take a
piss and my eyes fell on the laundry basket where I saw my father's
yesterday clothes. Searching through them I found what I wanted: dad's
underwear. When I took it I got a whiff of the manly smell that emanated
from it. I took it to my nose and took a deep breath inhaling dad's pungent
scent of cock and that immediately triggered one major hardon. That night
my father would take me to bed and make me his girlfriend and I wanted to
be used by him the way he wanted. And so 7:00 o'clock finally ticked on the
clock and soon he arrived, all sweaty and looking tired. As soon as the
door was shut I ran to him and hugged him tightly without giving him a
chance to even put away the things he was carrying. He gave a little
laughter when he saw my eagerness and readiness. He went to the kitchen and
served himself a cold coke and drank it almost in one gulp. "Hey son, did
you miss me? What did you do the whole day?" He asked looking at me. "Not
much, but I really missed you! I thought you'd never come home." He put the
empty can on the table and sat on a chair, tapped on his lap and invited me
to sit there. "Come here son, let's talk a little." I sat on his lap and he
held me gently. "Son, after what happened between us that day I've been
thinking and I am not sure if we should proceed in our plan for tonight."
"Why?" I blurted out! He said "Shhh, let me finish. Son, I'm really
embarrassed for what we did. Of course I liked it and I lost control of
myself, but I am your father and you're just a child, a little boy, to make
matters worse. But I...I don't know what came over me, I was tense and in
need to relieve this...tension, and you just happened to be so bold and I
couldn't fight it. But since this morning when your mother left I've been
thinking about what happened and what might still happen and I don't know
if we will be able to take the consequences." He paused for breath and I
said, "But daddy, you said you wanted to be with me alone today and now
that we're alone you say that you don't want anymore." I was about to
cry. He saw that and turned my face to him with his hand. "Son I didn't say
I don't want to be with you, all I said is that I don't know what might
happen between us tonight. There's one thing you don't know and that is why
I lost control the other day. I haven't had sex lately and my body is very
sensitive. The least of the touches and I'm on fire. All I need right now,
son, is a woman that I can fuck and put out this fire. You're not a woman,
you don't have a pussy that I can pound the way I want and I'm afraid to
hurt you." The thought of my daddy pounding a woman's pussy drove me
wild. I wanted to be that woman for him, I wanted to offer him my ass hole
as a wet, hot, tight pussy so he could bury his cock inside and cum
profusely, relieving his body tension. I told him so that and he looked me
in the eyes and said "You're sure of that?" I said yes and he took me by
the hand and guided me to his bedroom.

When we got there he took his shirt off and started to take his pants as
well. I told him that I wanted to do that for him and he obliged. I lowered
his pants and he kicked them aside. Now he was standing there in the middle
of the room only in his briefs. I remembered sniffing his underwear
earlier, knelt before him and stuck my nose between his legs, which he
spread a little, and was overwhelmed by the strong man scent that involved
me: a mix of sweat, piss, shit and I don't know what else. But it certainly
messed up with me. I stuck out my tongue and started licking his balls
after freeing them without removing his underwear. He moaned and caressed
my head and I could feel the bulge growing up in front of his undies. I
know we had the whole night but I was on fire too and so I lowered his
underwear and his cock jumped out of it, slapping his belly. I took it in
my mouth and sucked the big red head, slimy with precum. He kept moaning
and telling me that I was driving him crazy. "Son, if you really keep on
doing that I'll loose control again and I don't know what I can do with
you." I let go of his cock only to say "Please, daddy, I want you to do
with me whatever you want. I want you to fuck me like I'm a woman, your
woman." He was looking down on me and I looked up at him, stuck his cock
once again in my mouth and swallowed it until I thought I'd gag. He groaned
when he saw his dick disappearing in my mouth, grabbed my head on both
sides, closed his eyes, and thrust forward forcing his cock deeper in my
throat. "Get on the bed, son, I want to fuck you now." I got rid of my
clothes and he picked his pants on the floor and searched for something in
the pockets and fished out a small tube of lubricant. I was sprawled on the
bed, my little pecker poking up and my daddy climbed the bed towering over
me. He grabbed my feet with both hands and spread my legs wide apart,
bending them in a way that my ass stuck out right before his face. Then he
did something that made me tremble all over: he stuck out his tongue and
inserted it in my ass hole. I was so wired up that I jerked abruptly when I
felt his tongue probing me. He greased his finger and slipped it on my
quivering hole, then another finger joined the first and he said: "Oh, son,
I think I can't stand it any longer. I've got to stick my cock up your ass
now. Do you think you can take it son?" He asked getting up and preparing
to stab me with his monster fat cock. "Yes daddy, please, fuck my ass now,
I'm your little girl and I want you to cram it up with your hard cock." At
hearing this he hissed and said "Ok son, you asked for this, it's time to
receive a real fuck baby. Your asshole yearns for a man's cock to screw it,
I can see that." He spread a good amount of lubricant on his cock,
positioned himself between my legs and gently rubbed my butthole with the
tip of his rigid cock. I was inflamed. Daddy pushed his fuck ready tool
against my butt hole and added pressure gradually until my ass hole gave in
and I felt his enormous cock forced into me. He stretched my butthole until
I yelped and fought just a little, but he said in a hoarse voice "You
wanted this, remember, now I'm going to fuck you just like a bitch. Stop
whining and let me in." His words made my blood rush and when he squeezed
me against him I whined in heat and asked him to fuck me hard. By saying
that I made my usually calm father into a raging lunatic, heaving and
panting, groaning and moaning, shaking and shivering. He pounded his hard,
fat meat fiercely into my butt, pulling out and then pushing down, stuffing
me completely. I thought I was going mad, the sensations I was going
through were unbearable. His cock was sliding in and out in a frenzy,
sending electric waves through my body. At that moment I realized that I
was daddy's girl and that he was fucking me and I felt like I was his
wife. He brought his body down on mine, at the same time pinning me to the
bed while burying his whole cock deep in my ass. He enveloped me in his
arms and fucked me with abandon. He lowered his face, kissed me on my
exposed neck and whispered in my ear "Oh, son, I never fucked an ass before
and I never thought it was so good, but your tight little ass is driving me
wild, baby, and I never thought you could take me this way." He punctuated
his words by thrusting hard his cock until his balls slapped my ass
cheeks. "I never thought my baby boy was so fucking hot. Do you want daddy
to spray his cum inside you ass, son? Are you daddy's little whore?" I
could take no more. Being fucked by my father the way he was fucking me, so
savagely and so lovely, made me give in. I looked him in the eyes and cried
out loud "Yes, daddy, I'm your little whore, please fuck me, fuck me
harder. Fuck me the way you fucked mom when you made me, when you spurted
your hot jism inside her cunt and made me, remember? Fuck me
daddeeeeeeeee..." I clung to him desperately and he fucked me hard. Later I
realized that I was hurting and spent the whole week feeling sore, but at
that moment neither daddy nor me cared about being gentle. All I wanted was
to become a part of my father, an extension of his cock buried deep in my
ass. When he heard me asking to be fucked like he fucked my mom when he
made me, he started banging me with all his might. His cock would go out
completely and would drive home in just one move. At the same time I'd feel
it slipping out of my ass, I'd feel his balls grinding my cheeks again. I
started to shake all over and came deliriously in his arms. My ass hole
relaxed and contracted around dad's wild cock due to my orgasm and daddy
kept banging me. His body was sweat soaked, and with loud grunts and snorts
he shot his load in a shattering orgasm, his juices churning inside my
butt. He fell on top of me, heaving and panting while his cock still
spurted hot, thick gobbles of sperm. It was awesome to feel my dad's body
trembling over mine and his cock wilting inside me. When re rolled over and
let go of me I felt abandoned, but I was happy. I had become dad's little
girl now and his cum was inside me, we were like one now. Within a few
minutes we were both asleep.