Date: Tue, 2 Dec 2003 22:46:52 -0800 (PST)
From: Jeremy Benner <jeremy0579@yahoo.com>
Subject: My Brother's Affiliation- Chapter 6

This part of the story includes: kissing, rimming, fingering, cocksucking
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Ian was in a hurry to get my boxers off so that he could suck my cock and
repay me for giving him the best orgasm of his life, he said. This really
didn't bother me, I have to say, but I wanted him to enjoy it. I wanted him
to enjoy my body like I had enjoyed his.

"Easy, Ian, I'm not going anywhere," I laughed, as my brother roughly
tugged my boxers down and anxiously moved in close to my cock. This was of
course after he had feverishly kissed me and attacked my mouth with his
tongue.

"God, your dick is huge! How big is it?"

"Close to eight inches. That's really not that big," I said modestly

Ian took my cock in his hand, which was enough warmth on my dick to make my
body tingle. I looked down at my brother as he simply held my hardness in
his hand and moved it from side to side, studying my cock as if he wanted
to memorize every vein.

"You're bigger than me that's for sure. Damn..."

Ian's mouth was so close to my dickhead that I could feel his breath on it
as he spoke and breathed out. Every time his warm breath hit my aching
cock, chills ran up my legs and I longed for his mouth.

My brother stared at my cock for a long while and just as I was beginning
to feel he wouldn't suck me unless I asked him to, Ian stuck his tongue out
and slowly ran it over my piss-slit before putting his tongue back into his
mouth. His eyes weren't on me; he was completely mesmerized by my dick. I
watched as he licked at my head again, this time harder.

He began lapping at my head very gently at first then more assertively
until the tip of his tongue was swirling and whipping all over my head. I
sighed and relaxed back against Ian's bed, enjoying his tongue on my
meat. I expected him to keep lapping at my dick for a good while, getting
it all wet, but to my surprise Ian just dove right in and devoured my
engorged head just seconds after his tongue had gotten acquainted with my
cock. I guess teasing me wasn't on his mind.

I held my breath as Ian slowly adjusted my crown in his mouth and got use
to the size. He rose up on his knees so that he was hovering over my erect
cock, and he placed his free hand on my left hip to steady himself. My eyes
followed my brothers' lips as they slowly slid down my meat, and I watched
as more and more of my dick disappeared into Ians' mouth. When he had
consumed as much of my manhood as he could handle, he slowly eased back up
my shaft. I closed my eyes when I felt his warm, soft lips brush over my
tender head then without any reluctance plunge back down and engulf my dick
again. As Ian developed a steady rhythm and got used to the size of my
tool, he began bobbing up and down on my cock like a pro. He didn't try to
deep throat me like I had done him, but I didn't care. His tight lips felt
so so good on my manhood.

I groaned out and tangled my fingers into his thick hair when the friction
his lips crafted on my cock increased, causing my dick to feel hotter and
hotter with every stroke his mouth gave. He responded to my excitement by
tightening his mouth around my rod and adding more suction as he moved up
and down. His hand gripped my shaft and he began frantically jerking the
length of my dick that wasn't getting any attention.

With Ian's free hand he found my balls and gently tugged at them. For a
split second he pulled too hard and I almost objected, but just seconds
later he gripped them just right and began rolling them around in his
hands. I felt my balls tightening up and moving close to my body, and I
could hear my heart beating in my ears as my brother continued to move up
and down at a fast, steady pace. So perfectly. So smoothly. If he kept this
up, I would shoot my load at any moment. My body was so hot! Yes, Ian, suck
my dick!

"Oh FUCK!" I exclaimed as I felt a rush of pleasure soar through my body. I
felt myself precumming, and I shook just slightly as I had a mini orgasm.

My hand pushed down on my brothers head and he moaned on my cock, sending
more shivers through my spine. Ian's tongue began to awaken and started to
contribute to my blowjob by whirling around all over my cock. Every time
the tip of his tongue lashed out on the sensitive spot right under my
mushroom head, I cried out and uncontrollably lifted my hips off of the
bed.

Ian hadn't been sucking my cock for longer than five minutes and I was
already ready to come. This really didn't surprise me considering how long
I went without even touching my dick while I pleasured Ian and considering
how much it turned me on just thinking about my little brother pumping my
dick with his mouth. I needed to cum so badly! I needed to feel the
pleasure sweep through my body!

"Uggh! Hoooohh! I'm going to cum soon," I moaned, arching my back as my
approaching orgasm stirred in my balls. My cum was boiling, I knew it. I
could feel it. I wanted to shoot it down my brothers' throat so
desperately. I wanted to drown his mouth with my cum just as he had drowned
mine. Oh, God his mouth was amazing. Maybe because I was so fucking horny
and any attention my cock got, be it my hand or whatever, would send me
into a fit of ecstasy. Maybe that's so, but also maybe my little brother is
just a damn good cocksucker.

Ian immediately removed his mouth from my cock and my eyes shot open in
disappointment and surprise. I looked down at him and tried to focus my
glazed eyes on his face.

"Augh, what are..." my voice trailed off when Ian lifted my thighs to my
chest and positioned himself in front of my now exposed asshole.

"You've never been rimmed, right?" He asked, looking up at me with his big
blues eyes. How could those eyes still look so innocent when he was between
my legs and asking me a question like that?

"No," I croaked

Ian smiled and said, "Hold your legs to your chest for me."

I did as I was told and my dick jumped in anticipation. I so badly just
wanted to spray my juice down Ian's throat, but I could wait long enough
for him to please my ass first.

When I felt Ian's tongue run over my hole, my first reaction was to move
away because it felt so damn weird. But the second lick gripped my
curiosity, and by the third I as lost in the feeling and craving more. A
few more licks of his tongue and I was squirming around on his bed pushing
my ass against his mouth. Ian spread my cheeks with his fingers and began
going crazy on my quivering butthole.

"Oh my God," I breathed out and gripped my thighs even tighter to my body,
digging my nails into my own flesh. I was blinking repeatedly, trying
desperately to keep my eyes on Ian's as he stared up at me as he abused my
pucker.

The feeling was beyond belief. I felt like a girl who was getting eaten out
for the first time. I thought I knew everything about my body, but I was
obviously wrong. I had no idea a tongue on your asshole could feel so
amazing. So so amazing! I'd seen guys in gay porn moaning and thrashing
around as they got rimmed, and I'd licked Ian's ass and saw how he
responded, but somehow I didn't think it would feel as great as it did. I
didn't think the feeling would literally make me cry out and tremble.

"Ohhh, lick it! Fuck, your tongue feels so good on my asshole!" I whimpered
and let my eyes flicker closed.

Ian slid his hand up my left thigh to my dick, and I bucked upward against
his palm, expecting him to grab it and start jerking me off. He didn't
however, instead he moved his hand up my dick to my pubic hair and up my
stomach as he ate me out. His hand played with my chest hair a little
before progressing upward to my neck and then to my chin. I rubbed my face
on his hand and instantly took his finger into my mouth when he put it to
my lips. I sucked his finger as he sucked on my butthole, and I moaned when
I felt his teeth graze over my wrinkle. It didn't hurt, you'd think it
would, but it actually felt remarkable. Ian slipped his finger from my
hungry mouth, and wasted no time poking it against my rosebud while he
still continued to tease my ass with his hot tongue.

"Hauugh! Yeah, finger me. I want it! Oh God, Ian!" I groaned, squirming
around on the bed.

I arched my back and pulled my thighs tight to my chest as Ian just shoved
his finger deep into my hole in one quick motion. There was a twinge of
discomfort but overall I was overcome with bliss and ecstasy. He held his
finger inside of me without moving it for a few moments and I felt my
asshole clutching the invader and shuddering around it.

"Want me to finger fuck you, Brian?" Ian taunted, "Want me to make your ass
feel good?"

"Yes... yes," I moaned like a bitch in heat and rocked my hips on my
brothers' finger.

  My eyes were closed, but I'm sure Ian was smiling, pleased with himself
for getting me to the state of absolute rapture.

Ian began to finger me, slow at first but he gradually picked up the pace
and began fucking the hell out of my ass with his finger. Yes! I had missed
this feeling! I had dreamt of my brother between my legs playing with my
ass all weekend and here he was again, making my body quake and spasm with
each thrust his finger gave into my ass.

"Haugh! Haugh, shit! Suck my cock, E! Suck me again. I want to cummm," I
grunted

My brother got back up on his knees and took my cock into his mouth
again. I let my legs go and rested them against the bed as my brother
bobbed up and down on my fuckstick again. Ian's finger stopped moving
inside of me when he began to suck my dick again, and as I opened my mouth
to tell him not to stop fingering me he started to move his finger in a
circular motion inside of my butt. He was kind of prodding and poking
around. This felt incredibly good, but I wanted him to just finger the hell
out of me like he had done before. But when I felt his finger brush up
against my prostate I was in high heaven and satisfied. He knew he had
found it and began rubbing at the gland very lightly and smoothly, just
enough to provide the perfect amount of pleasure without hurting me.

"Ohhhh, Ugh Ughnn! Don't stop, oh fuck! Hahh hahh hahh AUGHHH!"

My hands went back to my brothers' head and I grabbed his hair so hard as
he rhythmically moved up and down on my cock. I felt my balls churning and
drawing up close to my body again. I tried desperately to prolong my
climax, but my balls needed relief and I wanted to cum so bad. I wanted to
feel the pleasure ripple through me, so I threw my head back and allowed
the feeling to take over my body.

"Oh I'm cumming. I'm cumming," I whimpered and held Ian's head on my dick
as I gushed my warm, salty cum down his throat.

Ohhh sweet release! Mmmm

My orgasm washed through me like a wave that hits you in the ocean. Boom!
Crash! And your body sways backward overcome by the power of the wave. My
body stiffened up and I shook and quivered hysterically as I surrendered to
the intense feeling.

As my climax subsided, I forced my eyes open and watched my brother suck
the rest of my cum from my dick. With a pop, his mouth was gone and my body
went limp with exhaustion.

I breathed in deeply then groaned my satisfaction as I exhaled. Ian moved
so that he was beside me on his bed. I looked over at him with distant
eyes, and he looked at me with the same expression. We laid beside each
other for a long while without speaking or touching just staring and
enjoying the closeness. Once I had caught my breath I finally broke the
silence by asking, "Did you plan for this to happen when you came to my
room asking me if you were gay?"

Ian gave me a yeah-right look and said, "Yeah, I planned the whole
thing. From the time you got all pissed after I fingered you to just an
hour ago when you told me you wanted to kiss me."

I grinned and said, "Did you ever want this to happen though?"

"A little," He admitted, "Did you?"

"No," I said, "Not until recently anyway."

I moved my hand over his hair then behind his ear to his neck where I
lightly traced my fingertips over his skin.

"So... are you going to call Megan?" he asked gently

"Are you going to call Jessie?"

"I hate when you do that."

"Do what?" I asked innocently

"Answer my questions with a question," he said seriously

I paused before saying, "I don't know, E, I'm not thinking about Meg right
now."

I could tell that my response didn't please him, but he didn't press the
subject.

"I'm infatuated with you," I admitted and continued to gently rub my
fingers over his neck.

He just stared at me with his innocent, boyish eyes, and I went on to say,
"And what's funny is, I don't feel weird about it. It's the most natural
feeling to me. I never feel like this with Megan or anyone else."

"Why?" he whispered, "Why don't you feel like this with Megan I mean."

"Because she's annoying," I laughed, "She just has a pretty face that's
all, but there's nothing else to like about her really. Same goes for every
other girl around here. They are all plastic and fake which in turns makes
me feel inclined to be the same way. But you're not like those girls. I've
always known that you were a down to earth person, and I labeled you
self-righteous just because you weren't a conformist like me. I thought you
thought you were better than everyone else."

"Really?"

"Yeah, but I think I was always just jealous of you because you were
comfortable in your own skin and I wasn't," I admitted, "Being with you
though... makes me feel comfortable in an odd way. You're the only person
that makes me feel like that."

Ian said nothing. I could tell by his expression that he was speechless.

"I'm not bipolar," I smiled, "I just... I don't put on a façade when I'm
around you."

My fingertips trailed down Ian's neck to his chest, and I softly petted his
light chest hair as I said again, "I'm infatuated with you."

Ian smiled and said, "You're infatuated with how I suck your cock and play
with your ass."

"No... Ian, I'm infatuated with you. Even before this happen you gripped
me, just not as much as now and not really in the same way. There's
something about you and how I feel when I'm close to you like this," I
whispered

Ian just smiled, still at a loss for words, and then leaned forward to lay
one soft kiss on my lips before he rolled over onto his side and nuzzled
his back against my chest. I draped my arm over his side and held him close
too me, and my now flaccid penis rested against my brothers taut ass.

"This side of you will take some getting use to," Ian said so softly his
word were almost inaudible

"For you and me both," I responded and delicately nestled my head in Ians'
shoulder as I hugged him close to my body.

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"So like I said, Ian and I didn't just start have sex with each other over
night, and this hasn't been going on for years or anything," Brian said

I said nothing and just stared back at Brian as he studied me and waited
for me to take my turn to speak.

"That's how it started and it just kind of escalated from there..." Brian
went on

"I'm waiting for you guys to say that it won't happen again or something
like that."

Brian made a face as if to say what-are-you-talking-about.

"I mean, what are you telling me here?"

"I answered your question. I told you the events that lead up to-"

"Yea, but you're making it sound like you aren't ashamed or, embarrassed or
regretful. You sound like you're just going to keep this up."

Ian finally jumped in and said, "Well come on Jeremy, what do you suggest?"

"Did I just waste my breath telling you all that? Surely you heard me when
I told you that what Ian and I are doing is not just about sex. You heard
me when I told you he's the only person that I feel like I can be myself
around and connect with didn't you? Why the hell would I be ashamed?" Brian
said raising his voice

I just sat there, stunned and speechless.

"Because we're brothers? Well isn't that a nice twist, but it doesn't
change the facts, Jeremy! Were you listening to me at all? Ian isn't just
my brother anymore. I don't look at him like I look at you. Your
relationship changes with someone when you kiss them and instantly feel
complete and overwhelmed with excitement and beauty! And you feel anxious
and lustrous and like your lips were meant to be on theirs and no one
else's!" Brian said this so fast yet each word he spoke was very well
enunciated to show just how serious he was.

"I just-" I started but Brian cut me off

"And we don't have to answer to you, Jeremy. You saw what you saw so do
what you want. No, I am not ashamed or regretful. I love my brother. He
brings out the best in me. You want me to be unhappy and to go back to how
I used to act then go ahead and tell mom and dad. What good will that do
though? I can't just deny everything Ian and I have done and how we feel
about each other. I can't just pretend like it never happened."

"I didn't say anything about telling mom and dad. Just calm down! I'm just
trying to figure out how in the hell this could possibly continue. I didn't
expect you guys to come down the stairs and tell me all of this. I expected
you to tell me that you realize it's wrong-"

"But we don't-"

"Let me finish, please!" I exclaimed

Brian leaned back against the couch and gave me a look like,
fine-talk-but-you-better-say-something-worth-listening-to.

"I expected you to tell me you realize it's wrong what you're doing, and
you have to stop. How can you just keep this from everyone?"

"We were together for five months without anyone knowing. No one has to
know," Ian said

"But I know now. What do you expect me to do? You're my younger brothers
for Christ sake! Excuse me for being a little shocked by what it being told
to me right now."

"Well, look, I told you everything. Do what you want," Brian said blandly

"Just tell me what good it will do to tell mom and dad," Ian asked

"I haven't even mentioned that! I'm not going to do that. I don't know what
I'll do; I don't know what to say! This is... beyond anything I have ever
had to deal with."

"Jeremy, you are never around, why are you acting like this is the end of
the world? This really doesn't even concern you," Brian said
matter-of-factly

"Bullshit. You're my brothers!"

"By blood we are, but what the hell does that mean to you? We have never
been family oriented so what's the big deal? Go on with your life and we'll
go on with ours."

"Brian, stop it. Obviously I have been out of the loop for too long, and
you can't expect me to just go back to college and forget all about this."

"Why not?"

"Because that's ridiculous!" I exclaimed

"Why?"

"Because I'm..." I stopped myself and said, "Because you're my brothers."

"You're what?" Ian asked

I rubbed the back of my neck with my hand and took a deep breath

"Say it. Disgusted?" Brian pressed

"I'm not disgusted! I'm jealous," I blurted out, "In a weird way, I'm
jealous."

I was avoiding eye contact with my brothers and looking at the light in the
hallway that leads to the upstairs.  "I'm jealous that you guys have a
close relationship now that's all. I am your brother also, and I wasn't
apart of this. I mean... I don't wish that I were apart of you two having
sex. I'm just saying that even though I am your brother too, I'm left out
still. You two are close now which is great, but I'm your brother too. I'm
jealous that I'm not apart of this in at least some way, shape, or
form. I'm not saying that I want to be 100% apart of what you guys are
doing, but emotionally and as your brother I do. I wish we had that kind of
relationship. Honestly, I didn't care if we did or didn't before tonight
but now that I know that you two are close like this I feel jealous and
left out. I don't even remotely have a good relationship with you two! It
sucks that I have the kind of relationship with you guys where we keep
things from one another and aren't comfortable around each other," I
rambled and as I spoke these words I felt flushed and nervous

"Well, you are apart of it now. You're the only one that knows," Ian said
gently

I nodded and it was quiet for a few seconds before Ian asked, "How long
were you watching us?"

"I don't know," I lied

"Why didn't you leave or something?" Brian asked. His tone was light and I
could tell he was just simply asking, and he wasn't upset

I said nothing. The spotlight was on me, and I didn't know what to
say. What do you say to that? Well, Brian, I kept watching because it was
hot and it turned me on even though we're brothers. How could I say that?

"Would you just leave if you saw something like that?" I finally responded

Ian laughed, "Well, you're asking the guys who were doing it."

I smiled and paused before saying, "I couldn't stop watching you two. It
was... mesmerizing. I hadn't seen anything like that before."

I could tell Brian and Ian wanted to ask me questions like, "Did you like
it? Were you turned on? What were you thinking?" but they didn't. Instead
Ian just said, "So, you won't tell mom and dad?"

"No. If they find out they will find out for themselves or you two will
have to tell them. I'm not going to do your dirty work."

Ian smiled

"I do have some questions though. I'm still so confused about this. How
have you guys kept this a secret for so long? Are you even dating anymore?
Are you not interested in women now? Are you sure no one even suspects that
this is going on? Have you even tried to stop being with each other? What
happened after you were intimate with one another for the first time? What
will you do when you go off to college, Brian? How do you act around each
other at school?" I asked, shooting out question after question

Brian and Ian didn't answer all of my questions that night, but overtime
they told me everything I had questioned them about and at times even told
me more than I asked to know. As I listened to what they told me, I began
to agree with them when they said that what they were doing together was
not just about sex. They were in love. Sure, it made no sense to me, but I
wasn't there to see it grow and progress. I was just the person on the
outside looking in. Brian continued from where he left off, and as I
listened to him tell me how his relationship with our brother escalated
into what it is now I painted myself a picture of what I saw as he
spoke. This is not speculation or conjecture. I will tell you what my
brothers told me just with a little more zest and coloring. I'll show you
what I saw as Brian spoke to me that night and expressed his sexual
experiences with our brother.


To be continued...

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