Date: Sat, 22 Dec 2001 06:17:05 +0000
From: BJ Alex <bjalex61@hotmail.com>
Subject: My Older Cousin

If you are under 18 years of age, or cannot read these due you're your
locations do not continue.

This story is fictional


My Older Cousin
By
BJAlex61


It was a cold and windy evening. It had just started to snow as I slowly
walked towards Kelly's Bar. It had been a bad year and the weather seemed
to mirror the mood that I was in. Here it was Christmas again and it had
been this time last year that Mike had died. Mike had been my partner for
over 15 years. We were looking for another 15 years, but cancer cut our
dream of living together for a long time short. So I guess you could say I
would not be very good company tonight. But that would soon change.

I walked into Kelly's and removed my hat and coat. I looked around for a
place to sit, and seeing a booth in the back I headed towards it. I didn't
draw much attention as I entered or when I started towards the empty
booth. Oh, they looked up when I entered the place, but as soon as they saw
who I was, they returned to their food or to their drinks. You see they
were not interested in a man that had thinning gray hair and a stomach that
hung over his belt. But then these traits are somewhat normal for a guy
that is 57 years old.

I smiled to myself inwardly. There was a time that when I walked into a bar
there would be a dozen guys that would try to get me in bed with them. But
those days are now long gone. I remembered the last time that I went out
with a young guy, he was so afraid that people would think that I was his
`Sugar Daddy' we never got to eat that night. After that night I never went
out with someone that was a lot younger than I was.

Getting to the booth I place my coat and hat in the booth and then sat down
beside them.  A young waiter came up to take my order. He acted as if he
did not want to, but I was a paying customer and he had to. I ordered the
nightly special and waited for it to come.

Kelly's was not the best place in town to eat but when one was feeling down
and want to eat and get home to bed it was a place that you could get your
food fast and be on your way in a short time. True to its reputation the
food arrived by the time I had gone to the restroom to take a piss.

Again I smiled to myself. In my younger days I would have been followed in
and would have had a blowjob before I left the room. I wondered where all
the gay men my age go? The only ones you see are the ones that are looking
for some young stud.

I returned to my booth and my food was waiting for me. I started on my meal
when a man walked up to the booth and said: " Mind if I sit here?"  I
looked up into the face of my cousin.

"Jim, what in the hell are you doing here?" I said, surprised to see him in
a gay bar.

Jim slipped into the seat across from me and looked as if he was the cat
that ate the canary.

"How did you know that I was here?" I asked.

"I went by your office and they said that you eat here a lot, so I took a
chance that you would be here and so you are." Jim said.

"Jim you know that this is a gay bar, don't you?"

"Yes, I know, I use to come here when I was younger. Picked-up some hot
guys here in my time. Jim responded.

"You what!" I said with surprise.

"Bill I have known that I was gay since I was 13. I also was sure that you
were too." Jim said.

"Why didn't you say something?" I asked.

"Bill, I am three years older than you, and I thought that when you were
ready to tell me you would." Jim said.

"Why are you telling me how?" I asked.

"I just heard about Mike, and thought you would need some company now." Jim
said as he took my hand in his.

"Bill there is one more thing I need to tell you. Bill, I have been in love
with you since you were 13 years old." Jim said looking down at my hands
that he was holding.

I was stunned, all I could do was sit there and look into his blue/gray
eyes. Tears came into my eyes and I asked:

"Jim why didn't you say anything?"

"At first I didn't think that you want the family to know that you were
gay, then you and Mike were together and I didn't want to upset that
relationship. So I loved you from afar." Jim said sadly.

I looked over at my cousin and I saw a loving face, a face that was lined
with age with hair like mine, that was gray and thinning, his body had lost
it's thin youthful statue, and was how overweight, But I loved him more
than anyone on this earth.

"I think we need to carry on about this at my place. It is just down the
street from here." I said.

We got and put our coats on and walked towards the door. Jim put his arm
around me and I slipped my hand under his coat a let it rest on his ass. We
walked out of Kelly's as if we were two schoolboys going on our first
date. And in a way we were.

The door to my apartment barely closed before we started tearing each
other's clothes off. I guided Jim down the hall to my bedroom. As we moved
down that hall we had our lips pressed against each other, our tongues in
each other's mouth. Here we were two men one almost 60 and the other one
over 60 acting as if we had never had sex before.

Entering my room I pushed Jim down on the bed. I looked down at his
overweight body, his chest covered with gray hair that traveled form his
chest to his pubic hairs. His 5-1/2 inch cock half hidden by his stomach
was standing up as hard as a rock. I never wanted anyone as bad as I wanted
Jim right then.

I fell on him, my lips finding his. My lips left his and moved down his
neck, I buried my face under his arms taking in his manly aroma; I found
his tits and sucked on one and then the other. I felt the hair on his chest
as I moved down his round stomach to his uncut cock. My tongue moved up and
down his hard shaft leaving it wet. I then took just the head into my mouth
my tongue circling under the foreskin. Jim moaned as I let his cock sink
deeper into my mouth. I let my tongue ride up and down the under side of
Jim's cock as my head moved up and down sucking his cock. I pulled off his
cock and looked up at Jim.

"Fuck me cousin!" I pleaded.

Jim got up and I got on all fours and I felt his cock at the entrance of my
well-used ass. He didn't need lube, as his cock was wet from my mouth. I
felt his cock slip into my ass. It felt good it filled me as I had never
been filled before.

"Fuck me! Fuck me hard." I cried out.

Jim did just that. He slammed his cock in and out of my fat ass. He fucked
me harder than any eighteen-year old could. My hand went to my cock and I
began to jack off. I felt Jim's cock get harder and felt his cum coat my
insides. At the same time I shot my own load onto the bed under me.

We lay in each other's arms till we recovered. We then got up and took a
shower together. Later that night I sucked Jim and tasted his cum for the
first time. I left a full load of my cum up his ass before falling to sleep
in each other's arms.

The next day Jim moved in with me, and we plan to spend the rest of our
lives together. I will always love Mike, but I will always love Jim as
well.


This was written for all the gay men that are over 50. For they also love
and are loved.