Date: Sun, 05 Nov 2006 14:33:35 -0800
From: Bman <bjjl@charter.net>
Subject: My Secrete Life

I guess a lot of older men fantasize about being forced into sexual
servitude by younger males. It was never a fantasy of mine but it happened
quite by accident. I was blackmailed into it by my own son! It began two
years ago when Bobby was fifteen.  I kept a dark secrete hidden for most of
my adult life. I even kept it hidden from my ex-wife. She divorced me, left
with her boss and I have never seen them again.

Bobby was thirteen when that ugly episode took place and he always blamed
me for it. I suppose deep down he was right I was too much of a wimp for
her. Anyway, the secrete I kept hidden for so long was the fact that I was
a cross dresser. I had always liked women's clothes and how they made me
feel. I think I made a very good looking transvestite. I guess there are
some that would consider me sick.

I was never a large man, 5'8" 146lbs light brown hair and brown eyes. I had
a great forty year old body all clean shaven and excellent muscle tone. I
think I am average in my manhood with a six inch penis. Dressed in a gown
with my wig and makeup many men have looked twice at me. I don't go looking
for men I never have. That's not the reason I dress in women's clothing. I
just like the way I feel when I am in women's clothing. I get a sexual rush
from it. I love to masturbate while wearing women's clothes.

My son Bobby was 6'1" 187lbs almost blonde hair and green eyes. He was a
lot better endowed than me with a full seven inch penis. One Saturday
morning I thought he was at football game. I dressed up in full drag makeup
and everything. I was admiring myself in the full length mirror when Bobby
suddenly came in. There was nothing I could say I just stood there
frozen. Bobby smiled and nodded his head.  "You make a nice looking bitch!"

I was completely humiliated by the situation. I wanted to run and hide but
I just stood there. I didn't want to loose my job at the company. I would
be so embarrassed and humiliated I would have to leave town. I begged him
not to tell anyone. Bobby said he would keep quiet but it would cost me. I
told him that was blackmail he gave me an evil smile and quickly agreed.

It started out simple at first Bobby would not do anymore chores. I had to
do the entire house work including cleaning his room and making his bed. He
could stay up as late as he wanted and he could use the phone as long as he
liked. His allowance would go to $50.00 a week. I had to give him driving
lessons because he wanted a license as soon as he turned sixteen.

Actually I didn't mind any of it at all in fact I enjoyed it. I got to wear
my women's clothes around the house whenever I wanted. His body was
changing rapidly. It was not only full of hormones but testosterone as
well. He was gradually becoming the dominant member of the family. I was
somewhat uneasy with that but I had to keep my mouth shut. I had a lot to
lose if my secrete ever got out.

I was cleaning, in the nude, when Bobby walked into my bedroom
unannounced. He came out and told me if I wanted to masturbate I would have
to ask his permission. He also told I could only wear the women's clothes
he approved. I would have to show him what I was going to wear every
time. I would also have to be in complete drag. I was really astounded by
these new rules and I said so. However it fell on deaf ears.

Well the next day I came home from work Bobby was already there sitting on
the sofa watching television.  "Get dressed! Then get down here," was all
he said.  I put on black and red panties, black stockings, garter belt, and
bra. I put on a black and white skirt with a white blouse and a shoulder
length black hair wig. I finished it all off with a pair of black high heel
close toe shoes. I stood in the living room and twirled once around for
him.  "How do you like it?"  "I don't like it!" He snapped. "Take the dress
off."  "It's a skirt," I corrected.

"I don't care take it off!"  I slipped the skirt off and folded it and
placed it on the sofa arm.  I looked at him. "Is this better?"  "I don't
like the panties. Take'em off!"  I now stood there almost naked bare ass
and penis hanging out.  "Loose the blouse too!" He said.  "Now you can go
fix dinner for us. Call me when it's ready."

I don't know what it was that excited me. Maybe thinking about my son
bossing me around or being half naked in the kitchen cooking dinner. My six
inch penis was fully erect and bobbing up and down as I moved about the
kitchen. I was totally embarrassed I knew Bobby could see it but there was
no way to cover it. When he came to dinner his remarks were embarrassing
also.

"Wearing women's clothes make you cock stand at attention?"  I ignored him
and went about my business.  "Your balls look like they're getting pretty
heavy." He took a sip of his tea. "You got a lot of juice in them?"  Again
I ignored him and went on with dinner.

After I cleaned the kitchen I announced I was going to get ready for bed.
"Undress. Put on a robe and get back down here."  When I came back down
Bobby was naked on the sofa. He was playing with his hard penis in one hand
and rubbing his testicles with the other. I turned my head away. He ordered
me to kneel down between his legs and suck his penis. I was reminded about
my dirty little secrete.

As I got between his open legs, Bobby smiled at me. "I want that lipstick
all over my cock. I want you to smear it all over the head while you're
sucking."  I thought it was disgusting and I wanted to protest. I couldn't
look so I closed my eyes. I felt his penis work its way into my mouth. He
grabbed me by the head and held me steady while his penis slid in and
out. I almost gagged a few times but he pulled back in time.

Suddenly I felt this warm liquid gush into my mouth. The smell and taste
was like perspiration after a hard days work. I sperm mixed with my saliva
and dribble down my chin. I backed away coughing and chocking because I had
swallowed some of his sperm. He just sat there on the sofa laughing. He
grabbed me by the arm and pulled me on the sofa.

"Take that robe off!"  I did and he saw my erection.  "Now I'll show you
how to suck a cock!" He quickly swallowed my whole penis into his mouth. He
grabbed my testicles and rolled them about between his fingers. I don't
know if his ejaculation was a fabulous as mine but with out a doubt it was
the best experience I ever had!


Embarrassed by the fact my son had just given me a great orgasm, I ran
upstairs and immediately jumped into the shower. I toweled off walking into
the bedroom and there was Bobby sitting on the edge of the bed.  "Tomorrow
morning come to my room naked! You'll suck my cock dry before you get
dressed and go to work."

That was another demand to show his control. I said nothing I just nodded
the affirmative. However I did it every morning and there were the times he
made me masturbate at the end of the bed while he watched. He knew it
humiliated me and excited me both. Some people would call me stupid and
naive but I thought things would stay like that.

There was the Friday night when Bobby's friends came over and things
changed a lot. He never had any of his friends over to the house
before. That was a surprise for me to say the least. He made me dress like
a sexy lady and I thought it was for him. I was in the kitchen when his
three friends arrived. I just stood there in shock. They were all about the
same age sixteen and seventeen.

It didn't take long for me to find out what they wanted. I was introduced
to bondage for the first time that night. It all started as a game I was
blindfolded and my arms tied behind my back. I was bent over and strapped
down to our small sofa table.  "Here are the rules!" Bobby began. "We team
up then roll the dice. We double the rolled number. Say we roll six. That
becomes twelve. The team of two can fill any hole of their choice in the
slut with their cock! But for only twelve seconds. If they fail to shoot
their load. Then the next team gets to roll the dice and have a go at
it. The first team to ejaculate in the slut is the winner!"

I was completely astonished! I could not believe my ears. Suddenly I felt
someone push my skirt up and forcefully rip my panties off.  "There! His
ass is ready."  Someone grabbed my nose and pinched it tight. "You keep
your mouth open and ready for all those cocks!"  Then someone gave me a
sharp slap across the ass.

The first roll was nine. I don't know who the two were because I could not
see but I felt fingers probing and prodding up my rectum. My mouth was
filled with a hard penis and then my rectum. For eighteen seconds a penis
filled me at both ends. No one ejaculated so another roll and it was
seven. Again a penis up my rectum and one in my mouth. This went on over
and over until finally warm juice filled my mouth and he was declared the
winner.

I was untied from the sofa table and stripped of all my clothing. I was
bent over the sofa arm and my legs forced open. At that time I was given a
hard spanking with some sort of paddle. My bowels were then filled with a
hard penis and after that another one. By that time I became the property
of anyone that wanted me. My nipples were painfully red from being pinched,
twisted and pulled. My rectum, my scrotum and my penis was also sore from
the constant abuse. That's how I became a slut to my son and his pals and
they had a lot more in store for me.....End