Date: Sat, 3 Aug 2013 08:41:12 +0100
From: dgg <dgg@cwgsy.net>
Subject: My Sons Diary -1 (Gay, Incest, WS, Adult Youth)

Fiction

I am a single dad and have been for a few years now. My son, Matthew, is my
world and I love him completely. He is a caring and considerate boy who
demonstrates a maturity beyond his nearly eleven years.  He's got a mop of
shaggy blond hair which he hates to have cut. He is good at sport, better
than I ever was, and likes most sporting activities, although swimming
seems to be his favourite.  I go to some swimming events to support him and
I have to say find the sight of all those speedo-clad boys a real turn-on.
I have repressed my natural sexual desires for over a decade.  In my
confused youth I dabbled with both sexes and as a result of my confusion
ended up in a stupid marriage which ended quickly.  My ex-wife was pretty
unstable and ended up killing herself with an overdose, nobody will ever
know if was deliberate. So my son came to live with me about five years
ago. But here we are, the present day, that is all history and I have
acknowledged to myself that I am probably gay, but even so, I do nothing
about it.  I wank to gay or bisexual porn to relieve the tension, but
that's all.

One day, about a month ago, while I was cleaning my son's bedroom, I pulled
out his bed to clean behind it and something dropped to the floor.  It was
a diary, one I had given him the previous Christmas.  I picked it up and it
was clear that it was well used, indeed it fell open as I lifted it up.  I
did not attempt to read the text on the open page, I had no such intention,
but my eye caught one word "spunk" and I flipped it closed.  I closed my
eyes. My mind wrestled with why a boy of his age might be writing anything
which included that word. For a moment I couldn't move, I just knew that I
had to investigate, although it felt like a betrayal.

I opened the diary at January and began to scan the pages.  I was trying
not to read the content, I was just looking for that word, or words like
it.  Most of the content was clearly about school, sports and the stuff my
son and his friends did on a day-to-day basis. Then something caught my
eye, I went back to the beginning of the entry, it said,

====

"Went to the park after school and kicked around with Pete and Joey, but
they didn't stay long.  After they left I went to the bogs for a pee. As I
was doing my stuff a guy came and stood a couple of feet from me and pulled
out a really big prick, as he peed I couldn't take my eyes off it. When he
finished he squeezed the drops out by rolling his foreskin on and off the
head. I must have been staring. He started to stroke it and it got bigger
and bigger, it got really hard and he started wanking it, just like Joey
had shown me how to do it. I was still staring and the guy half turned to
me and said "You like my cock don't you boy, why don't you suck it for
me". He kept urging me to suck him.  I froze and just shook my head, I was
scared, but could not take my eyes off it.  Then he spunked and it went all
over the place, some hit the back of my hand. I couldn't move. The guy left
in a hurry. I looked at the spunk on my hand and I sniffed it. I never
sniffed Joey's when he showed me how he could spunk, but I had wanted
to. It smelled strange and I wondered what it tasted like. I stuck out my
tongue and dipped it in the spunk, it tasted odd, not sure what of, just
odd, I tasted again, still odd, I did it again. And again. I looked at my
hand and it had all gone.

Went home, normal evening, went to bed and thought about what happened at
the park. My prick was stiff and I rubbed it, just like Joey showed me and
it felt great.  I thought about the guy's big prick and how his spunk
tasted. I thought about him wanting me to suck him and I realised that I
had really wanted to, I felt like I needed to pee suddenly, then my whole
body shook, Joey told me it would happen, but nothing came out of my dick
like it does his."

=====

I held the diary and closed my eyes. My mind's-eye was seeing my son in a
public toilet with a man wanking his big cock in front of him.  I realised
I was hard and groped my cock, I was really wet too. I wanted to pull out
my cock and wank over my son's diary, but I didn't, I went to the bathroom
instead and shot a load in the sink.  I sat down and thought.  My son is
approaching puberty and he's curious, nothing more I convinced
myself. Trouble was, I knew that I had to read some more.  I returned to
his bedroom.

The next 'interesting' entry was over a week later, it read;

====

"Finally got to spend some time alone with Joey. Went to his house after
school and to his bedroom. He told me he'd found his Dad's porn stash and
there was some really kinky stuff.  He said he'd show me sometime when the
coast was going to be clear for longer. He said he was horny and wanted to
wank and suggested we did it together. I was happy and stripped off quickly
and sat on the bed next to him. He was already really hard and started to
stroke, sliding his foreskin on and off the head of his prick. I copied and
felt really good.  As we stroked I told him the full details of what
happened in the park toilets. He got really excited and said "You should
have sucked him, I would have."  I was a bit surprised but admitted I was
tempted, but too scared. He went on to say that he'd been fantasising about
sucking dick and had been eyeing up his Dad's dick, which he said was 'big
and meaty'.  Then he surprised me again by asking if he could suck me.  I
just nodded. He put his mouth over my stiffy and I felt his tongue and lips
push back my foreskin. O.M.G. what a fucking incredible feeling!! He sucked
and licked stroking my balls and even underneath to my hole, I was in
heaven, then my whole body shook again and I knew I had had an orgasm
again.  Joey lifted off and smiled, he wanted me to do him too and without
thinking I shuffled down and put my mouth over his hard dick.  His is
bigger than mine, but he's nearly two years older than me. It was already
wet and I licked the wetness, it tasted really good. I sucked him and
really loved it.  He had to tell me to cover my teeth a couple of times
until I got the hang of it. He was really turned on and was saying all
sorts of weird stuff like "Daddy suck my cock". I played with his balls
too, like he had mine.  Then as I traced my finger round to his hole I felt
him go really tense and he squirted his stuff in my mouth.  For a moment I
just didn't know what to do. I thought of the man in the park and held the
spunk in my mouth.  Then I felt Joey pulling me up to him and he put his
mouth over mine and pushed his tongue inside. He sucked his spunk from my
mouth and we ended up kissing madly. Then there was a noise and we panicked
- Joey's mum was home, we got dressed just in time."

====

I was hard again and really wet, but knew I had to stop reading, I didn't
want to get caught by Matt. I restored the room to order and tucked the
diary down the side of the bed.

A normal evening ensued, but my mind was running over everything I had read
and I couldn't focus.  Matt asked me if I was ok, so I said I had a
headache.  He snuggled up against me on the sofa and I put my arm around
him, he said "I love you Dad." I replied "And I love you too Matt, more
than anything in the world, you are growing up so fast, but I'm glad you
still like a cuddle."  He said "The best I ever feel is when we're like
this."  I hugged him tighter and said "Me too, but you are at that age when
other feelings start to arise and they will be more exciting than this."
He said, "I think I know what you mean Dad, but even those feelings aren't
as good as when I'm snuggled up to you."  I kissed his forehead and thanked
him.

Seizing the moment, I said "As you approach puberty you will be
experiencing changes in your body, strange feelings and new desires.  You
will be experimenting with those feelings and desires and I just want you
to know that there is nothing, and I really mean nothing, that you cannot
share with me, I promise that I will respect your individuality and make no
judgements.  Remember that I too have been through all this, I've
experienced the confusion it can bring, let me help you through it, if you
feel you need me at any time, just say. "He looked up at me and there were
tears in his eyes, he said "I'll always need you Dad, thanks for being my
friend".  I hugged him tight, fighting back my own tears.

It was a while before I had the opportunity to return to the diary.  I
found it tucked down the side of the bed against the wall.  I returned to
where I had left off. I scanned through the pages until another entry
caught my eye.

April 25th, only a few weeks ago, - Sleepover at Joey's house. It read;

====

"I was really excited at being able to sleep over at Joey's place. We've
messed around a bit since the last 'episode' but now we were going to have
some private time. Fun evening, lots of games, Joey's Dad is really
bonkers!. Went to bed, fold-up bed for me in Joey's room. Got undressed,
Joey said he slept nude and suggested I did too. I got hard and he
giggled. He got hard too though. He told me to get in bed with him so I
did, he pulled me to him. Felt really nice to be nude and rubbing up
against him. He kissed my mouth and said "Been waiting for this for ages,
nicked a couple of Dad's porno mags, one's a really kinky one. We'll have
to wait till he's checked us out before we look at them". I asked what he
meant by 'checked us out', he said "He'll come up for a bath soon and when
he's done he'll come in here to say good night."  I said that I'd better
get out of the bed then, but he said "No, don't, I want him to see you in
bed with me and realise we're naked. When you see his porno, you'll
understand why.  He'll be wearing his bathrobe and he doesn't tie it
tightly, it always gapes open at the front, you'll be able to see his cock,
I think he likes showing it off."

We carried on rubbing against each other and kissing and it felt super, but
I was a bit nervous about his Dad. We heard him running the bath and a
while later heard movement, we separated from each other and laid
back. Joey pushed the sheet really low and said "This way he'll know we're
nude and when he sees the two pyramids in the sheet, he'll understand." I
was even more nervous. My hairless pubic area was exposed right down to the
base of my dick.

There was a light tap at the door and Joey's Dad came in. His eyes ran up
and down the bed and seemed to focus on where our dicks would be. His robe
was loose. He lent back against the desk and the robe opened a bit, I could
clearly see his dick and balls, his dick was big and his balls really hung
low.  He said "I guessed you guys would double up, just like me when I was
your age, I had a good friend and we always got naked and messed around, we
slept together as often as we could too." I looked at his dick and it was
growing. I felt the sheet move, Joey's dick had jerked up. I felt the air
on my stiffy and realised that I must be exposed. Joey's Dad's eyes were
fixed on our groins, ours were fixed on his. He was hard now and it stuck
out horizontally. It was bigger than the man in the park.  Suddenly he
covered up and stood to leave he said, "Have fun boys, don't make too much
noise and try not to stain the sheets."  He left. I looked down and both
mine and Joey's hard-ons were in full view.  Joey said "Fuck, that was
awesome, did you see how hard he got, one day soon I'm gonna suck on that
big knob and hopefully he'll suck on mine too" He lent over and kissed me
pushing his tongue into my mouth. We kissed hard.

He reached under the bed and pulled out a couple of magazines, the first
one included two men and one woman and the pictures showed them having sex
together, but what surprised me was that as one man was fucking the woman,
he was also sucking the other guy's prick, then even more surprising it
showed the second man pushing his penis into the arsehole of the first man,
who was still fucking the woman. The final picture showed the cocks coming
out of the two holes and spunk oozing from each, it was amazing.  The next
mag was called 'Bi Party Piss Up" and started off with a party scene and
again two men getting down to sex with one woman.  The men took turns with
the woman and sucked each other's cock.  Then as they were really going at
it one guy stood back and started pissing over the couple fucking, they
clearly loved it and were opening their mouths to take his piss.  The man
fucking finished and stood.  The man who had pissed on them laid down with
the woman and was kissing her while the other guy pissed all over them.
The pissing guy got in close and put his pissing dick into the mouth of the
other guy.  He sucked him dry.

It was awesome and we were really turned on.  Joey suggested that we suck
each other off so we topped and tailed and noshed each other till we
orgasmed. I swallowed all of his spunk, I really love it"

====

April 26th.  "Awesome night, loved being nude with Joey we cuddled all
night.  Morning came and we were both piss hard, Joey assured me that his
mum wouldn't be around at this time so we went to the bathroom naked, our
hard dicks leading the way.  When we got in the bathroom Joey said, "I want
you to piss on me" and sat on the floor in the shower. I was bursting and
just let go all over him, he loved it and opened his mouth, I knew what he
wanted and squirted some in there. He said "More" and I did it again.  I
was running out and he pulled me to him and took my still peeing dick into
his mouth.  He stood and pulled me to him and kissed my mouth, he squirted
some of my pee into my mouth and I was quite surprised that I liked it.  He
broke off and said, "Can I piss on you now".  I agreed and sat down.  He
pissed all over me, in my hair, everywhere.  I found myself opening my
mouth and he squirted some inside.  I realised it was really turning me on,
my dick was harder than ever. I liked it and swallowed as much as I could.
As he tailed off he put his dick to my mouth and I took it inside until he
had finished.  I sucked him hard until he spunked again.  We showered,
washing each other thouroughly, it was fab.  At one point when we were all
soapy, Joey slid his finger up my arse, fucking hell, what a feeling ! I
did the same to him and he said "If a finger feels that good, just imagine
what a cock would feel like up your arse. I gotta try some of that fucking
soon and I want it to be my Dad's cock up my arse."

As we were drying there was a light tap on the door and Joey's Dad said,
"Mind if I use the loo?", Joey called back "OK Dad".  He came in and was in
his robe.  He pulled it open and stood by the toilet, angled so that we
could see everything. He pissed like a racehorse and I saw Joey lick his
lips, Joey's dad finished and started milking his big dick, rolling the
foreskin on and off, we both watched intently.  I looked down and we were
both hard. Joey's Dad's dick started to grow until it was hard. He
continued to milk it. He must have suddenly panicked because he covered up
quickly and went to turn.  Joey said "No, Dad, stay and finish, we want to
see you come."  He turned back the the toilet again and exposed his dick,
which he resumed wanking.  He said "this is so bad, I shouldn't be doing
this, but you guys have got me going so much."  Joey said "Awesome cock
Dad, shoot your spunk over us." He shook his head and said "Gone too far
already" and squirted about six big loads of spunk toward the toilet.  He
turned and left quickly. Joey lent over and pointed to one squirt which had
hit the seat. He wiped it up with his finger and brought it to his mouth.
He then lent over to kiss me and we shared the taste.

Rest of the day was fun.  Joey and I talked a lot about what had happened.
Joey wanted it to happen again, he's intent on sucking his Dad's dick.  He
asked me about doing stuff with my Dad and I said I'd never thought about
anything like that but because I love him so much, I'd do anything for him
and that included sex stuff."

====

I was as hard as I think I'd ever been and had to wank, I got naked and
laid on Matt's bed I stroked myself and found myself thinking of Matt
naked, I wanted to have sex with my son in any way, shape, or form. I
wanted him to piss over me, God, where did that thought come from !, I
wanted to feed him my spunk and taste it in his mouth.  I came. Hard, very
hard, almost painful. Squirt after squirt of my semen bathed my chest and
face.  I licked my lips tasting my ejaculate.

I ran through to the bathroom and quickly showered off. I returned to
Matt's room to tidy up and collect my clothes and saw two shots of my semen
had his his pillow. I decided to leave it there.

The next time I had the opportunity to return to Matt's diary was over a
week later.  I scanned forward again and read;

====

"Have been spying on Dad, he has a hot body and a big knob, looks like he
trims his pubes really short - Very Nice !, better than all that forest
around Joey's Dad's dick. Haven't seen him hard though - but I really want
to.  More and more I'm thinking like Joey, I think I want to get in on with
my Dad, wow, how kinky is that.  Joey says he's been taunting his Dad by
making sure he gets caught hard or wanking when his Dad calls in at night.
He said his Dad gets a hard-on every time, but leaves. He want's me to
sleep over again this Saturday night.  His mum is out at some dance
competition at some hotel for the weekend and his Dad isn't going.  Think
it's gonna be hot.!!!!"

====

May 20th - Sleepover at Joey's.  "It was hot, at least for the time of year
and Joey and I had been out in the sun all day, larking around mostly.  We
got back to Joey's and his Dad was in the garden reading.  He was only
wearing a pair of loose shorts, they looked a bit threadbare actually.
Joey and I were only in nylon football shorts, having gone commando all
day, which was brilliant.  Amazing how many guys checked out our packages!
We started larking around in the garden and Joey started messing with the
hose, we had a water fight and I could feel my shorts clinging to my
stiffening dick.  Joey got hard too and nothing was left to the imagination
- our shorts were nearly transparent!.  Joey's Dad was pretending to read,
but we knew he was watching us, staring at our stiff dicks. Joey nudged me
and said "Dad's hard too."  I glanced over and saw the thick tube of his
meat down the leg of his shorts, it was nearly poking out.  Then, suddenly,
Joey aimed the hose at his Dad, right in his lap.  He jumped up and chased
after Joey, his dick was really hard and was totally visible.  He caught
Joey and wrestled him to the grass in a play fight.  I jumped on his back
and ground my stiffy into him.  As we tumbled I felt my hand land on his
hard cock.  I squeezed it.  At the same time someone tugged at my shorts,
Joey, and being a bit big they slid over my bum and to my knees.  I kicked
them off and aimed for Joey's, they came off easily too.  We both attacked
his dad and pulled his shorts off and rolled over and over in the
grass. Regaining my senses for a moment I looked around and saw that Joey
had his Dad's cock in his mouth and was sucking hard.  I lent over and
started sucking Joey and then felt a mouth on my dick and saw that it was
Joey's Dad.  We all sucked hard and suddenly Joey was spluttering, his face
was covered with his dad's spunk.  I moved in and licked and lapped, the
side of Joey's dad's cock and Joey's face, sharing some of the cream.  I
ended up sucking on Joey's dad's monster cock every time Joey paused for
air.  Eventually we calmed down. It was Joey's Dad who spoke first he said
"I need to pee".  Joey said, "Piss over us Dad, we love it."  He
disentangled himself and stood over us and started to pee, it was
torrential and went all over us we kissed in the stream and tasted him.
Soon he was done though and Joey couldn't resist sitting up and taking his
Dad's cock in his mouth once more, not wishing to miss a drop.

We all went inside to shower and as we did Joey's Dad said that we had to
keep 'all this' a secret, we agreed. As we dried Joey said "Let's stay
naked."  His Dad said "You saucy little bugger, you're worse than your
father, don't you think I know what'll happen if we all stay naked."  Joey
laughed and said "So, would it be so bad if we had a bit of fun?", his Dad
replied "I guess not, secret though".  Joey said, I want you to teach us
how to have sex properly, I want to fuck Matt and I want Matt to fuck me,
and when I'm ready I want you to fuck me Dad." He replied, "It'll be a
while before you're ready for this cock, but we can get you started.  We
went to the master bedroom and Joey's Dad had Joey kneel on the bed and
bend over. I saw him lick Joey's hole and he really worked it with his
tongue. Joey was moaning.  His Dad said to me, "Move in front of Joey and
let him rim you too."  I did and wow, what a feeling.  I loved it it felt
like Joey was pushing his tongue right inside me.  Soon Joey's Dad said
"Come here Matt."  I moved round and he stood me behind Joey, he held my
dick and lined it up to Joey's hole.  He pushed my bum and I slid right in,
it felt great.  Joey's dad told me to start moving my hips back and forth
and I did, it felt awesome and I was soon fucking like a rabbit, Joey was
moaning, but clearly loving it.  It was all too much for me and I orgasmed.
I nearly feinted.  Joey just groaned.  Supported by Joe's Dad I stayed
inside him and then I felt Joey's Dad lean me over Joey's back.  He started
to lick my hole, a lot more vigorously and even more probing than his son
though.  I felt like I was being fucked by his tongue, he started to finger
me too.  It felt, great and before long it felt like two or three fingers
were inside me.  Joey's Dad called him round and I knew what was coming.
He positioned Joey behind me and I felt Joey's cock pushing at my hole.
Suddenly it went in.  It hurt a bit at first, but not too much. Soon Joey
started moving and it felt much better, I liked it alot and fantasised
about it being my Dad's dick inside me.  I realised then how much I wanted
that. Then I felt Joey spunk inside me, I felt him twitch and throb.  I
hoped he would keep it in there a long time.  He did, eventually we
collapsed onto the bed and Joey's dad said he was going downstairs to
prepare dinner.  We laid there his dick still inside me and he kissed the
side of my face. He said, that was awesome Matt, thanks. I thanked him too
and said, "Will you ever be able to take your Dad's dick, it's really
big?", he said "But I really want it inside me, more than anything."  I
said "I know what you mean, I've realised that I want that from my Dad
too."  He kissed me again and said "Well seduce him then, get him all fired
up and he won't be able to resist you."

We cleaned up and went downstairs for dinner.  Joey kissed his Dad on the
lips and said "Thanks Dad, thanks for everything, I can't wait 'til I've
got your cock inside me."  His Dad said, "Well, we'll start your training
as soon as possible." I smiled and he noticed, so I said "I'll have to do
some training of my own because I want my Daddy to fuck me too."  He said,
try carrots first Matt, then you can move up in size until you're
confident."

That night when Joey's Dad looked in on us he was still naked and was
totally hard, he said "Are you boys going to get me off so that I can
sleep?  Our mouths were on his cock in a flash and we joinly sucked him
until he came, between us we took all of his spurts and our mouths
connected over his knob-end to share it.  We cleaned him until he stopped
dribbling.  He lent over and kissed us both on the mouth before wishing us
good night.

We slept all wrapped up together and I was really happy, but my mind kept
wandering, if only I could be naked like this with my father.  We went to
the bathroom, knowing that the first job was to relieve our bladders.  We
pissed on each other like before and as were kissing. Joey's Dad came in,
he was half hard.  He said, "Got a bladder to empty and need some boys to
piss on."  We both knelt.  He unleashed a deluge over us and out mouths
opened to taste him.  We sucked him until he was fully hard and about to
come when he said "let me come on Matt's arse, then you can use my spunk as
a lube".  I bent over and felt his big prick pushing at my hole as he was
being wanked by Joey.  At one stage I though they were going to push it
inside me. Then I felt it squirting, some went up my hole I'm sure.  His
son cleaned his Dad's dick before I felt Joey's cock being pushed into me,
lubricated by his father's semen.  It felt fabulous and while he fucked me
his Dad got down and sucked my cock.  It was all too much for me.  I
orgasmed and that must have triggered Joey, he squirted into my bum.

We all showered together, which was fun. We had a really fun day, but I
couldn't stop thinking about getting fucked by Dad."

====

I paused and set the diary to one side, I had a throbbing dick and a huge
wet patch in my shorts which needed sorting out.  I stripped off my shorts
and laid back in Matt's bed.  I scooped up the pre-come from my dick and
lapped it off my fingers, I loved it and dreamt of the day that I would
taste my son's. I wanked hard and was so aroused I came in seconds.  I
scooped up my come too and ate that, I thought of Matt licking me clean.  I
had to get out of Matt's room before I got caught, so I tidied up and made
a quick exit, soggy shorts in hand.

Over the next few days I couldn't help thinking about that diary, I wasn't
far off the present day and was really anxious to skim through the rest.
It was over a week before I got the chance.  I went to my son's room naked,
with the sole intent of wanking off to the content of his diary.  I laid on
his bed and rummaged down the side of his bed for the book.  I found the
last entry I had read and started skimming again there was a lot of stuff
about school, sports and Joey, no more mention of Joey's Dad though.
Until...

====

June 10th - "Joey told me that his Dad had fucked him last night and that
he really loved it, he said that his Dad had been training him with one of
his mum's dildoes.  He said his Dad kept his cock inside him for ages
afterwards and he never wanted him to take it out.  Joey and I sucked each
other off in the school bogs. Joey said that next time his Dad fucked him
he was going to piss inside his arse, it made me wonder what that must feel
like."

====

June 15th - Last Friday - "Dad, I can't stop thinking about him.  I spy on
him to see him naked, but I haven't seen him hard yet.  How do I seduce
him?  Joey says "Just go for it", but I'm scared, I love Dad so much I
don't want to upset him.  If only I knew whether he would be turned on by
me. I love him so much and the more I keep thinking about it the more I
want us to be able to be like lovers."

====

I held my breath and stopped reading. I was hard, but I was also filled
with emotion, I loved Matt so so much but I was terrified of letting my
carnal instincts take over.  I skimmed forward - yesterday.....

====

June 21st - "Decided that this weekend I am going to get something going
with Dad, don't know how, but I gotta do it...."

====

Part 2 following soon...


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David


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