Date: Sun, 19 Oct 2003 20:39:30 -0700 (PDT)
From: Thomas Gaige <togaige@yahoo.com>
Subject: My Step-Brother Jacob - Chapter 38

DISCLAIMER: The following story is FICTIONAL.  It contains descriptions of
sexual activities between teenage boys.  If you are not over 18 years of
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			   My Step-Brother Jacob

				Chapter 38

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Andy listened intently as I quietly told him everything that had happened
earlier between me and Evan, and about our conversation afterward at
breakfast.

"If you're upset with anyone, please don't be upset with Evan.  Be upset
with me.  I'm the one who should have stopped it." I said.

Andy sat quietly looking across the room and out the window for a few
minutes.  He had no discernable expression on his face.  My chest began to
hurt, and I felt my eyes watering, the longer he sat looking out the
window.

"I'm sorry Andy!  I never meant to hurt you!" I said, as a tear escaped my
eye and ran down my cheek.

"I know," he said, turning and looking at me "and I understand.  Don't cry.
You didn't really do anything wrong.  I'm not hurt by what happened,
although I'm not happy it happened either.  I've been expecting it would
though.  You and Evan have become very close.  You're like brothers.
Almost as much like brothers as you and Jacob are, or you and Harry.  I
feel like a brother to Jacob and Harry as well.  So I understand that
feeling.  And we both have sex with both of them.  So I understand those
feelings too.  It only follows that if you and Evan have become that close,
that it would only be a matter of time before you two started having sex,
in a brotherly way.  That's assuming of course Evan is gay or bi, which
I've felt for some time he is.  The only problem I really have with this is
that I wonder if Evan's feelings for you stop at mere brotherhood, or if
possibly he's hiding that he has romantic feelings for you.  In honesty,
the only part that really bothers me about what happened, was when he
tasted your cum.  A lot of gay guys wouldn't eat another guy's cum, unless
they have feelings for the guy.  I know you tasted his too, but I know you
only love him like a brother.  I know you do feel close enough to him to do
that though.  But I also get that you did it to see his reaction.  I'd have
probably done the same thing myself.  Anyway, I have to wonder.  Since Evan
tasted your's too, does this mean that Evan is more than just a lonely,
horny, sexually confused boy?  Are his feelings for you only brotherly?
They may run deeper.  Of course I might be wrong.  I hope I am.  I like
Evan a lot too John, and I don't want him to get hurt either."

"Wow!" I said, "I thought you'd be more upset."

"Well, you did take it a bit further in the shower than I would've liked,
but like I said, I've been expecting something like this to happen sooner
or later." Andy said.

"I know. I'm sorry." I said.

"It's alright, in honesty, I just wish I'd been there with you guys!" Andy
said, with a small smile.

"I love you Andy!" I said, as tears welled up in my eyes again, "I love you
more than I could ever express!  And you don't ever have to worry about
anyone replacing you!"

"I know that John, and I love you the same way too!  And, I think you did a
pretty good job expressing yourself when you talked to Evan this morning.
What you said to him when you talked with him at breakfast really said it
all!" Andy said, smiling.

As another tear escaped my eye, I stood up and leaned over Andy and hugged
him gently.  We held each other for a minute, then I sat down again.

"Evan said that he's going to talk to you about this," I said, "Please be
easy on him, OK?"

"You know I will," Andy said.

                               * * *

Andy changed the subject then.  We visited for a while and watched some TV
together.  Laney brought Jacob and Harry to visit for a while in the middle
of the afternoon.  After they'd been there for an hour or so, I noticed
that Andy was getting tired.  I suggested we let him have a nap.  The boys
and Laney said good-bye, and I told Andy I was going to walk them out, and
he should try to take a nap, that I'd be here whenever he woke up.
Yawning, he agreed, and lowered his bed a bit, and let me tuck him in.

After I'd walked Laney and the boys to the car, and saw them off, I went to
the gift shop.  I'd been so distraught earlier about telling Andy about me
and Evan, I'd forgotten to stop and pick something up for him.  I got him a
vase with a single long-stemmed red rose, an "I love you" balloon, a book
of crossword puzzles, some pencils, and a couple bottles of his favorite
juice drink.  When I got back to Andy's room, he was asleep.  Quietly I put
the things I got him on his table, and tied the balloon to the foot of his
bed, then I went to get something to eat, as it was almost suppertime.  I
went down to the cafeteria and got a sandwich and some soup.  Afterward, I
headed back up to Andy's room.

                            * * *

As I was about to walk in Andy's door, I saw Evan sitting in the chair next
to Andy's bed.  Tears were running down his face and he was saying "I'm so
sorry Andy!  I never meant to hurt you!"  Then he buried his face in his
hands and started weeping.  Andy looked at me sadly, and motioned for me to
leave.  As I started to back up, I saw Andy reach over and stroke Evan's
hair saying "It's OK Evan."

I backed around the corner of the door and stood in the hallway listening
as Andy told Evan he wasn't upset with him for having sex with me.  Evan
was extremely apologetic, and Andy was very gentle with him.  After about
five minutes they'd said many of the things to each other that Andy and I
had said to each other earlier.  I decided it was time I could enter the
conversation.

I walked into the room.  Evan was still in the chair next to Andy.  His
eyes were still wet.  "Hey Evan!" I said, looking down at him.

"Hi!" Evan said.

"You OK?" I asked, wiping away a tear that had just squeezed out of the
outer corner of his left eye.

"Yeah, I'm OK," he said, as he rubbed both eyes with the backs of his
hands.

"Hi Babe, how are you feeling?" I asked, as I leaned over and gave Andy a
kiss.

"I'm fine.  Evan and I were just talking about what you and I talked about
earlier." Andy said.

"I thought as much.  Everything OK?" I asked, looking at both of them.

Evan smiled and nodded, and Andy smiled and said "yup.  No problems!"

"Good!  I'm glad that's over with then!" I said.

Andy changed the subject then, and we visited for a while.  Before Evan
left, he leaned over and gave Andy a gentle hug.  As he was about to leave
Andy motioned that I should walk Evan out.  So I said I'd walk down to the
elevator with him.

While we were waiting for the elevator, I said to Evan "So are you really
OK?"

He smiled at me and said he was.  Then rather spontaneously, he grabbed me
and gave me a long hug.  "I love you John!  I love Andy too!  You're both
like brothers to me.  You don't know how glad I am that this morning didn't
ruin things for us!"

"We both feel the same way Evan!" I said, hugging him back.

The elevator arrived then.  Evan released me and blushed as several people
in the elevator gave us funny looks.  As he hopped on the elevator, I said
loudly "I'll be home soon Sweetheart!  Keep our bed warm for me!"  As the
elevator doors shut, I heard Evan groan and yell "I'll get you for that
Wilder!"

Snickering, I went back to Andy's room.  We discussed Evan a few minutes,
and decided everything seemed to be OK.  Soon I noticed Andy was beginning
to nod off.  I told him I'd help him get ready for bed.  He didn't put up a
fight as I helped him to the bathroom, then back to bed and tucked him in.
He told me to go home and get a good night's sleep, and not to worry about
him.  Then we hugged and kissed and said goodnight, and I left.

                               * * *

Andy started eating solid foods the next morning.  He was kept in the
hospital a couple more days.  Evan surprised Andy, pleasantly, by
reenacting his late night snack runs, like he'd done with me.  He snuck in
and brought Andy a milk shake and some cookies or a pastry the last two
nights he was there.  Andy said they had a couple of nice visits.  I was
happy they were getting along so well.

Tuesday morning Elizabeth brought Andy home with her after work.  He felt
much better and was getting stronger every day.  He stayed home from school
for the rest of the week, and returned to school to a hero's welcome from
our friends the following Monday.

With Devon and Terry gone.  The pranks stopped!  It made school much more
pleasant for all of us!

One day at lunch, Rick told us his uncle was a counselor at the detention
center where Devon and Terry had been sent.  He'd asked Rick if he knew
Devon and Terry, as their records showed they were from his school.  He'd
told his uncle he did, and about what had happened to Andy.  Rick's uncle
told him to let Andy know that Devon and Terry were having a bad time of
it.  It seemed they were heard mouthing off in the dining room about how
they had beaten up and almost killed a faggot.  Apparently, they didn't
know there was a large gay population there.  Shortly afterward some of
them had gone after them.  They got Terry first.  They gave him a choice.
He could be their bitch and let them each have a turn 'using' him, or
they'd beat him up.  He chose the beating.  They beat the hell out of him.
He was in pretty bad shape, and wouldn't say who did it.  They'd probably
threatened to kill him if he did.  When Devon, who was housed in a
different area than Terry, heard about this and saw Terry in the dining
room, he became terrified.  The next night, the guys got ahold of Devon.
According to the grapevine, they had given him the same choice they'd given
Terry.  When Devon got back to his room, he was crying, but didn't appear
to have been beaten at all.  Word got around quickly that Devon had let all
four of them 'use' him.  After that, Devon and Terry never opened their
mouths anymore, and kept to themselves.  Terry was left alone.  By taking
the beating he'd earned a rep, but Devon disappeared often, and was usually
seen crying in his room afterward.

I grimmaced and said "Couldn't happen to nicer guys!"

Everyone looked at Andy expectantly, but he just said quietly, "Thank your
uncle for the message."

                              * * *

That Friday, Evan asked us if we'd like to go out after school.  Andy said
he'd like to, but he was having his cap put back on.  I said I was driving
Andy this time.  Evan smiled and asked about possibly meeting up later.  He
said we could try out Jerusalem, since we'd never gotten to see what it was
like.  Andy said emphatically that he did NOT want to go there EVER again.
Evan and I looked at each other, and I suggested then that we go to our
favorite hangout - The Bell & Crown.  Evan said that sounded good, and Andy
agreed as well.  So after we left the dentist's, we met Evan there.

Our usual table in the back was free, so we sat there.  When Sophie came
over to take our order she said, "George says to feel free to play the
piano if you'd like!"

I looked over my shoulder and saw George waving at me from behind the bar.
I grinned and waved back.

We ate some 'doughed bangers' and played some darts, then I sat down at the
piano and played for a while.  By the time it was time to leave, I had
several people sitting at the tables nearby singing along with me, and one
couple was dancing.  They were all disappointed we had to leave.  George
came over and took our check again, and said it was on him.  Then he asked
me if I'd be interested in playing regularly, for pay.  I was shocked!
Pleasantly shocked though!  We talked about it for a while, and finally
agreed I'd play every Friday afternoon from 4 til 7 and George would pay me
30 pounds, and supply me and the guys with ale and 'doughed bangers'!  Evan
and Andy were all smiles when they heard that!  George asked if I could
start next Friday, and I said I would.

We went to the loo together on our way out, as usual.  Evan seemed nervous.
There was none of our usual teasing each other.  As we left the men's room,
Andy said, "well that was the most boring trip to the loo I've had in a
while.  Never even got a glimpse of anything!"

Evan and I got hysterical laughing.

Andy grinned at the two of us and said, "I thought we were going to get
back to the way we were before your 'little indiscretion'!"

Evan looked upset then.

I looked at Andy.  He winked at me, then looked at Evan and said "I'm
teasing you Evan!"  Then he started laughing.  I laughed then too, and
finally Evan joined us.

Andy gave Evan a hug and said, "I meant it about getting back to the way
things were though."

Shyly, Evan smiled and said, "I know.  And Thanks."

"How about having supper with us?" I asked.

Evan grinned and said he'd love to.  So he followed us home.

It was cold outside when we left the pub.  Evan said he'd heard it was
supposed to be frigid all weekend.

                              * * *

When we got home, Harry was there.  He was spending the night.  He and
Jacob were in the living room.  Jacob was playing his guitar, which I'd
gotten for him for his birthday.  He was working on writing a song of his
own, and Harry was critiquing him.  They had Elizabeth trapped in the
living room and were forcing her to listen and give her opinion as well.
Poor Elizabeth was trying to escape to go to dinner and the movies with a
couple of her nurse friends.  She was ecstatic that we walked in when we
did.  She told Jacob that we'd be much better judges of his music than she.
Then smiling, she said she was going straight to work from the movies, and
would see us in the morning.  Quickly, she slipped out the door, chuckling
to herself.

Jacob begged us to all sit down and listen to his new piece, so we did.  I
was surprised at how good it was, considering I'd only been teaching him to
play for about 5 months now.  I made a couple of suggestions, which he
tried out and liked.  Then he played the whole song through again.  When he
finished, we all told him it sounded really good.  He wanted to play some
more for us, but I said it was time to eat.

I declared it 'Build Your Own Pizza' night, as I really didn't feel much
like cooking.  The guys all thought that was a great idea, so we each built
our own pizzas and baked them.  Then we ate them in the livingroom by the
fire, washing them down with bottles of ale.

Halfway through his pizza, Jacob got up to go to the kitchen for another
bottle of ale and asked us if we wanted anymore.  Harry raised his hand
quickly.

I looked at them and said, "You know your mom's rules!  One's the limit for
you guys!"

Harry looked disappointed, and Jacob looked mad.

"You guys are only two years older than us-" Jacob began.

"Three," I interrupted, correcting him.

"Same difference," he continued, "and you drink a lot more than we do!"

"The three years between us makes a big difference," I said, "when you're
our age, you can drink more, like we do, because you'll know how to handle
it.  Right now, you're just learning how.  So here at home, you're allowed
one each, and only if you're with us or your mother!  And Harry, I know
that's the rule at your house too.  Elizabeth and your parents talked about
it, and agreed you could drink under the same rules while at each other's
houses."

Both boys looked at me with hurt looks.

"Oh, give them a treat for tonight," Andy said, instantly becoming their
hero.  I gave Andy a look.  Trying to look innocent, he took a bite of
pizza and looked toward the fire.

"Please John?" Jacob pleaded.

Finally, I said, "You can share one more, but not a whole one each."

Instantly they both broke into grins, and Jacob ran toward the kitchen,
before I could change my mind.

Evan yelled, "Bring 3 more for us Jake!"

"OK," he yelled back.

I looked at Andy again.  He looked back at me and said, "well, am I their
brother too, or not?"

"OH Good!  Guilting me are you?" I said.

"Well?" he asked.

"Yes Andy!  You're their brother too.  But Elizabeth only allows them one
each!"  I said.

"I know," Andy said, "but they're with us.  Besides, think about it, even
in America - you drank more than one beer at a time at their age didn't
you?"

I noticed Harry was waiting keenly to hear my answer.  I looked at Andy.
"Oh alright!  I'm dropping it," he said.

Jacob returned then with four bottles of ale and the bottle opener.  He
opened them all and passed them around, then sat down to finish his pizza.
He and Harry shared their bottle of beer, and managed to make it last till
their pizza was gone.

                              * * *

While I rustled up some brownies for Dessert, Jacob played his guitar for
us some more.  Then, after we'd eaten the brownies, he asked me to play a
little too.  So I played a few songs and we all sang to them.  Afterward we
all played a game of Monopoly together.  Harry won.  Then we stoked the
fire again, popped some corn, and snuggled together under a pile of
blankets on a comforter on the floor and watched a movie.  By the time the
movie was over, it was midnight.  Yawning, Jacob and Harry said good night
to us and went upstairs, dragging their blankets and comforters behind
them.

Evan said he had better get going.  I looked at Andy.  He smiled at me and
said, "Evan, it's late, and it's frigid outside.  Why don't you stay over?"

Evan looked at him, then at me, and said, "Thanks guys, but I better go
home!"

Andy walked over to him, and squeezed his shoulder and said, "There's no
reason you can't stay the night.  You can sleep with me and John, or if
you'd rather, you can sleep on the couch down here.  But just so you know,
John and I don't mind if you sleep with us!  You'd probably be warmer if
you did too!"

Evan looked at him, then at me again, and said, "Really?"

We both smiled at him.  He smiled back then and said quietly "Well, OK
then."

Evan called his mother to tell her he was spending the night, while we
closed up the fireplace for the night, let Jack out to pee, and locked up.
Just before we went upstairs, I grabbed a bottle of Brandy and three
glasses off the bar, then we went upstairs.

                             * * *

Andy began stripping when we got up to our room.  I noticed he had a bulge
in his crotch.  I also noticed that Evan was looking at Andy nervously.
He'd noticed Andy's bulge, and appeared to be bulging himself.  He looked
at me with a confused look on his face.

"You OK?" I asked, as I set down the glasses and started to pour some
brandy into each one.

"I-I don't know," Evan said, accepting a glass from me and taking a big
gulp.  Glancing back and forth between me and Andy, he said, "Maybe I
should sleep downstairs afterall."

Andy said, "Evan, you don't have to do that.  It's cold and lonely down
there.  And it's warm and not so lonely up here."

Evan looked at him miserably and said, "But I still feel guilty about the
last time I slept over, with just John."

Andy stopped unbuckling his belt and looked at me searchingly.  Evan looked
at me then too.  He looked really confused, and upset.

I thought a moment, then I stepped over between them and put an arm around
each one and said, "OK, I know how we can fix this.  You two have never had
any time to be alone together, to bond - like you and I did Evan.  So, I'm
gonna take my brandy and go answer some e-mails for a while.  Then you two
can have some time alone together, to do whatever you want.  You can talk,
snuggle, jack off together, or even have sex.  I don't care.  It's up to
you guys what you do, and how far you go.  I promise I won't be upset.  In
fact, you don't even have to tell me what you do.  And I won't come back
until one of you comes to get me.  Just don't make a mess of the sheets!
I'd like to crawl in with you later to warm up and catch a few Z's.  But
I'd rather not have to lay in a wet-spot!"

I picked up my brandy, called Jack to come with me, and left, closing the
door behind me, as the two of them stared after me, somewhat dumbfounded.

                            * * *

I went into the den, and fired up the computer.  So that I didn't overhear
anything Andy and Evan might get up to, once the PC was booted up, I
plugged in a headset and put it on, then popped in my favorite Bob Seger
CD.  Then I started looking over my e-mails.  There were a bunch of them.
Some from the twins, who were getting very excited about their upcoming
trip to visit us.  I answered their's first.  There were a few from the
guys in the band too.  I ended up answering all of those as well.  Yawning,
I looked at the clock.  It said 1:28 AM.  Christ!  It'd been almost and
hour and a half.

I pulled my headset off and listened for a moment, then clamped it back on
quickly and turned up the volume. In the few seconds I'd listened, through
the wall I could faintly hear both Andy and Evan moaning rapturously.
Instantly, I had a hardon, and wished to hell I was in there with them!
Then, I felt a twinge of jealousy because they were forging a stronger
relationship with each other, and I wasn't included.  In that instant, I
realized fully, what Andy must've felt when I told him about what had
happened between Evan and me.  I felt bad then, that he had felt that way.
But, then, I was suddenly happy for him, as he was getting his chance at
being with Evan now!  And I was happy for Evan that he was getting to
experience Andy as well!

Smiling, and with tears welling in my eyes, I removed the headset again and
sat listening, as my lover and my best friend obviously were both fast
approaching their orgasms.  I couldn't help myself.  I stood up, pulled my
jeans and briefs down, and began wildly beating myself off.  Within seconds
I felt my orgasm building.  Then, I heard the sounds of Andy and Evan
experiencing a mutual orgasm that was obviously of great magnitude.
Gasping quietly to myself, as my whole body convulsed with a spasm of
pleasure, I spewed a gigantic load of cum all over the top of the desk.  As
Andy and Evan blew load after load of their seed on the other side of the
wall, I blew my own as well, emptying my balls until they ached.  I
finished at the same time they did.

For a moment, I stood, dripping the last of my cum onto the desk.  Then my
entire body gave an involuntary shudder that sent chills up and down my
spine.  As I imagined Andy and Evan lying together panting and sweating, I
used several Kleenexes to wipe up my mess.  My legs were still trembling,
as I wiped the tip of my dick clean, pulled up my briefs and jeans, and
collapsed back into the chair, smiling to myself.  I put on my headset
again and brought up the CNN news site on the internet, and began reading
the news.

                                   * * *

I must've dozed off, as the next thing I knew, Evan and Andy were standing,
one on each side of me, poking me.  They were both stark naked, each
wearing only a huge grin.  Their dicks were both stiff and pointing right
at me.  Snickering, I glanced at the clock.  It said 2:13 AM.

"Took you long enough!" I said, snickering some more.

"We had a lot to talk about," Andy said, smirking at me.

"Yeah!" Evan agreed.

"Uh huh," I said, smirking back at them.

"Anyway, c'mon and join us now!" Andy said, his eyes twinkling.

I looked at the two of them suspiciously, as they both stood there grinning
foolishly, their hardons twitching.

I shut down the computer and grabbed each one by the dick, and pulled them
toward the door saying "OK, let's go to bed!"

Both of them giggled, but let me pull them by their appendages to our room.
Jack scooted into the room in front of us, and plopped down in his bed, as
Evan shut the door behind us.

I pulled my shirt off over my head and dropped it on the floor.  As I was
about to unbuckle my belt, Andy said "No, no, no, allow us!"

Then he and Evan began stripping me...

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