Date: Mon, 2 Feb 2004 04:12:02 -0800 (PST)
From: Thomas Gaige <togaige@yahoo.com>
Subject: My Step-Brother Jacob - Chapter 53
DISCLAIMER: The following story is FICTIONAL. It contains descriptions
of sexual activities between teenage boys. If you are not over 18 years
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My Step-Brother Jacob
Chapter 53
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Mike had begun his journal shortly before his 13th birthday, before I'd
even met him. The first entry explained that he'd gotten the idea to
keep a journal, because his older brother Brian kept one. As I read
through the journals, I grew to realize just how much he loved and
idolized Brian. I imagine Brian realized this too as he'd read through
the journals, and that he must've felt really great because of it. At
the same time, I expect that he must've felt awful too. Learning how
much Mike loved him, but realizing too that Mike hadn't opened up to him
about his true thoughts and feelings, must've hurt. It must have
bothered him that he'd never get to tell Mike just how he felt about him
too. Also, it must've made him wonder how things would've turned out if
Mike had been able to talk to him openly. He must've wondered if maybe
it would've made a difference and if maybe Mike wouldn't have killed
himself. I know that by the end, I was thinking these thoughts myself,
about Mike and me.
I couldn't believe how candid Mike was in his writings. He seemed to put
down all his innermost thoughts and feelings. It seemed strange because,
he had always seemed so introverted and shy - even with those of us who
knew him well! He had never expressed himself this openly.
The journal entries were a lot like diary entries. In each entry, Mike
told about the things that had happened to him since the previous entry.
As he was a hot-blooded American teenage boy, a lot of the things he
wrote about were sexual!
I particularly loved reading the early entries that described Mike's
first few wet dreams. How he'd woken up with a hardon, and had 'sticky
stuff' all over himself. He hadn't been scared, because he knew what was
happening. Both his dad and Brian had prepared him for it. Although it
felt good when he was having his wet dreams, he really didn't like the
'gooey mess' he had to deal with afterward. He also told about how he'd
been mortified at dinner one night when his mother asked him why there
were so many pajama bottoms in the laundry suddenly. His dad had
knowingly smiled and told his mother to just go about doing the laundry
and not ask so many questions, afterwhich she too had smiled knowingly.
Mike said his face was burning and all he wanted to do was crawl under
the table, especially when Brian snickered about it.
A short time afterward, Mike discovered masturbation. He wrote that
although he had often played with his hardon, nothing had ever happened.
He didn't realize at the time that he was stopping too soon. By spying
on Brian who was jacking off one night, Mike had learned that he wasn't
playing with himself long enough for anything to happen. He described
watching Brian through the crack in his bedroom doorway. I snickered
when I read that "Brian's cock is HUGE!" Brian was lying on his bed
stroking his cock slowly. Eventually, as he started breathing more
heavily, he got going faster and faster. Suddenly he'd tensed up,
gasped, and squirted huge globs of sperm out the end of his dick, all
over himself. Mike said that he'd gotten hard watching Brian. As soon
as Brian was through, Mike had gone back to his own bedroom, stripped,
and laid down on the bed and begun imitating what he'd seen Brian doing.
He described how it felt better and better the longer he kept on
stroking. He began to feel like he was going to pee, but he kept on
going, holding back, figuring he could go later. Then, all of a sudden
he couldn't hold back. He knew he was gonna pee all over himself! He'd
tensed up trying to stop but couldn't, and then suddenly he squirted some
gobs of sperm all over his belly, just like Brian, and it had felt
awesome! He was so relieved he hadn't peed all over himself, and he felt
wonderful! He was elated! After that first time jerking off to orgasm,
he'd started doing it regularly. Again he was embarrassed though when
his mother noted publicly during dinner that suddenly there weren't all
the pajama bottoms in the laundry anymore. Again Mike's dad had given a
knowing smile and told her to not worry about it. This time Brian
laughed out loud.
In another entry, Mike talked about his fears that he was jerking off too
much, and that he wondered if maybe he was going to hurt himself. He
noted though that Brian did it just as often, and he hadn't injured
himself, so he kept at it as well.
Later on, Mike wrote about spying on Brian some more and learning to use
hand lotion as a lubricant. Of course, he tried it and found that it was
so much nicer when he used lotion, so from that point on, he used it
almost everytime he jerked off. His mother struck again during dinner
not too long afterward. She asked if anyone was using her lotion, as it
seemed to be disappearing rapidly all of a sudden. Everyone denied using
any, but Mike's father had glanced curiously at both Brian and Mike.
Mike said they'd both turned red in the face, and his father had smirked
quietly at them.
I was rather surprised Brian let me read the journals when I found some
of the entries Mike had written. One entry was about how Mike had come
home from school one day, and found Brian and a friend of his, Eli,
having sex! As Mike had walked past Brian's room one afternoon, the door
had been ajar, and he heard Brian and Eli, who was visiting, both
gasping. He'd looked through the crack in the door and was shocked to
see Brian and Eli both completely naked, laying on the bed in a '69'
sucking each other off. He had watched until both boys had blown their
loads into each other's mouths and swallowed it! Then, both disgusted,
and arroused more than ever, he'd run to his room, closed the door,
stripped, and jacked off. He'd replayed in his mind, the scene he'd just
witnessed. Within a minute or two, he'd blown his load all over
himself. When he'd recovered from his orgasm, he laid thinking a
minute. Finally, he decided he had to know. He scooped up some of his
own cum off his belly with his finger, and stuck his finger in his
mouth. He was surprised to find it didn't taste disgusting, as he'd
thought it would. He then proceeded to clean off his belly with his
finger, slurping his cum off it, and swallowing it. Often after that,
Mike wrote about eating his own cum.
A more shocking entry soon afterward described Mike's thoughts about his
older brother's body, and his desire to see Brian's tool up close and
personal. One night, Mike laid awake a long time after he went to bed.
He was horny and was fondling himself. He kept thinking about how Brian
and Eli had sucked each other off, and he began wishing he could do that
too. He waited for some time, until he figured Brian must've fallen
asleep. Then he tiptoed down the hall to Brian's room and peered in.
Brian was snoring. He'd tiptoed over to the bed, and looked down at
Brian. As usual, Brian was sleeping on his back. Very slowly, Mike had
pulled the covers off Brian. Then he'd slowly and carefully opened the
fly of Brian's boxers and reached in and pulled out Brian's flaccid
cock. He leaned toward it and gently took it in his mouth. Brian had
sighed in his sleep, and Mike felt his brother's cock growing in his
mouth. Slowly he'd begun sucking up and down on it like he'd seen Eli
doing to Brian previously. In a few seconds, Brian was stiff as a board,
and Mike was sucking gently up an down his hard dick. Brian's breathing
was heavier, and his snoring had stopped. Mike looked up at his
brother's face, and it looked like he was still sleeping though. Mike
had kept on sucking on his brother's dick, and soon Brian's hips were
humping up and down on the bed. Mike felt his brother's hands on the
back of his head then, holding him in place. Mike was terrified he'd
been caught, but kept on sucking. Then with a loud gasp, Brian's body
stiffened, and Mike's mouth was filled with Brian's jism. Mike wrote
that he loved the flavor of it, and that he swallowed it quickly, just in
time for Brian to shoot another load, filling his mouth again. Brian had
filled Mike's mouth 6 or 7 times with his love juice by the time his
orgasm was over. Finally, his hands slid off Mike's head. Fearfully,
Mike looked up at Brian's face, but Brian still appeared to be sleeping,
so carefully, he tucked his brother's cock back inside his boxers, and
covered him up and tiptoed out of the room. Back in his own room, Mike
had stripped and crawled into bed with some hand lotion and jacked
himself off. Mike wrote that Brian never mentioned the incident, so he
assumed he'd slept through it. Mike also said he'd have liked to try it
again, but chickened out.
A day or so later, Mike wrote that he really was curious to know what it
felt like to be sucked off. He couldn't ask Brian, and there was nobody
else to consider. He was in his room fondling his hardon thinking about
it. As he sat fondling himself, he began to wonder if there wasn't a way
he could suck on his own dick. He bent forward as he sat on the edge of
his bed, but that didn't work, his mouth wasn't close to his dick. He
tried standing up and bending forward. Still no luck. Finally, he'd
laid down on the floor and done a partial backward sommersault, so that
his hips ended up hanging over his face. The tip of his dick was right
over his mouth and only a couple inches from it. By squeezing and
scrunching his body as much as he could, then reaching with his mouth, he
managed to get the head of his cock into his mouth. Elated, he'd begun
sucking on the head of his cock. It felt great, but he was unable to
hold the position for very long, and relaxed, his dick popping out of his
mouth. He ended up staring at his cock, which was 2" away again. Mike
rested a couple minutes then tried again, and was successful. He sucked
on the head of his dick again. At the same time he began masturbating.
Again, after a minute or so, he had to relax, and his cock returned to
its position, hanging above his lips. Mike was getting excited by this
point though and kept on jacking off. Within a minute or two he realized
he was going to cum. Quickly he opened his mouth, just as his orgasm
began, and he squirted a big gob of hot cum into his own mouth. Quickly
he swallowed, as he began squirting more and more of his juice. He kept
at it until he'd shot his entire load into his mouth and swallowed it.
Mike said he found it exciting, and tasty, but that it was a lot of work,
and not really worth it. Especially since the spot between his shoulders
that had been on the floor really hurt afterward. He bemoaned the fact
that his penis was only 6" long. Another couple inches would really have
been handy.
Eighth grade began, and there was a new boy in a couple of Mike's
classes. His name was Cody Michaels. He was blond, and had green eyes,
and Mike found himself deeply enamored with Cody, and made a point of
becoming his friend. A large portion of each day's entry from then on
was devoted to Mike talking about Cody, about how nice he was, and what a
great body he had, and about Mike's secret desires for him. Mike wanted
to have a relationship with Cody, like Brian had with his friend Eli.
Mike soon found out that Cody lived not too far from him, and the two had
started visiting each other's houses. They quickly became best friends.
By the first weekend in October Mike had invited Cody to sleep over on
Saturday night, and Cody had accepted. Mike 'borrowed' a couple of
penthouse magazines from Brian's stash, and stuffed them under his
pillows, before Cody arrived. Cody got there during the afternoon, and
the boys had hung out together outside, as it was nice. Mike had a TV,
stereo, and lots of things to do in his room, so after supper, the two
boys had said "good night" and gone up there for the evening.
They kicked off their shoes, then turned on the TV, and watched a little
while, but Mike was getting impatient. He needed a way to get Cody to
notice the Penthouse magazines. At some point they saw something on TV
and Mike started teasing Cody, comparing him to whatever it was they'd
seen. Eventually they got to poking and jabbing one another, and started
to wrestle around. After a while, Mike peeled his t-shirt off, as he'd
gotten warm. Cody did too. Then Mike quickly grabbed a pillow and
started a pillow fight. As Cody reached for the other pillow, he noticed
the Penthouse magazines, and abruptly stopped. "Whoa!" he'd exclaimed
and grabbed the magazines. Mike told him they were his, and Cody was
impressed. Of course he wanted to see them. So both boys began looking
at the magazines. They looked at the pictures and read a couple of the
letters in the 'Forum' section. Soon Mike had a hardon. As Cody shifted
position at one point, Mike was sure he saw the outline of a hardon in
his jeans as well. Slowly and carefully, Mike worked the conversation
around to masturbation, and he casually asked Cody if he ever jacked
off. Cody had gotten embarrassed. Mike was so hot and bothered that
he'd lost his inhibitions and boldly told Cody that he did it all the
time. Cody was incredulous that Mike would admit such a thing, but
quickly admitted that he too did it. Once the ice was broken, the
conversation continued more easily, and Mike asked Cody if he ever used
lotion as a lubricant. Cody said he hadn't, but seemed very interested
in learning about it, so Mike told him about how great it was. By then,
both boys were sitting up facing each other, and Mike saw Cody glancing
repeatedly at his crotch. Mike was looking at Cody's too. Cody
definitely had a hardon, and Mike wanted very badly to see it!
Mike started watching Cody's eyes then, and the next time Cody looked up
from Mike's crotch, Mike grinned at him and said, "Like what you see?"
Cody had gotten really embarrassed then, and started stammering an
apology. Mike reached over and put his hand on Cody's shoulder and told
him it was OK, that he was curious too. Cody looked at him then, with a
confused look. Mike told him then that he was curious about Cody's dick
and wondered if Cody was curious about his. Cody sat quaking a minute,
but then finally admitted to Mike that he was curious about his dick too.
Mike suggested then that they both take their jeans off and check each
other out. Nervously, Cody had agreed. The boys both stood up then and
first Mike, then Cody had unfastened their jeans. Mike lowered his to
the floor and kicked them off. Cody's eyes bulged when he looked down
and saw the tent in Mike's boxers. Mike told him it was his turn to take
his jeans off then. Cody lowered them, and kicked them off, and revealed
a tent of his own in his boxers. Mike wrote that he was ready to cream
his shorts he was so excited at this point.
"Now our boxers" he'd told Cody.
Cody looked at Mike and gulped, but hooked his thumbs in his boxers, and
as Mike lowered his boxers, Cody had lowered his as well. When they
stood up, they were facing each other, their hardons pointing toward one
another. Mike couldn't stand it any longer. He had reached out and
wrapped a hand around Cody's hard penis, and begun to massage it. Cody
had groaned, then reached for Mike's and encircled it with his hand and
began fondling it as well.
The boys stood feeling and rubbing each other's penises for several
seconds, then Mike released Cody's dick and reached underneath and cupped
Cody's balls. Cody breathed in sharply and did the same to Mike. Mike
noticed a drop of pre-cum glistening on the tip of Cody's penis. Without
thinking, he wiped it off with the tip of his finger and stuck his finger
in his mouth, tasting Cody's juice. Cody had initially looked horrified,
and Mike realizing his blunder, had been devastated. But then Cody had
shocked Mike by dropping to his knees and closely examining Mike's dick.
Then, he too wiped a drop of Mike's pre-cum from the tip of his dick and
tasted it. Mike smiled down at Cody, as Cody looked up at him
uncertainly.
"If you suck on mine, I'll suck on your's!" Mike had said hoarsely to
Cody.
Cody had continued looking up at Mike for a minute, but then suddenly, he
leaned forward and wrapping his hand around Mike's shaft, he'd begun
licking the head of his dick, like it was a lollipop. Mike couldn't
believe it. And it felt so good! After a minute, Cody had taken his
hand off Mike's cock, and had lowered his mouth down over Mike's entire
shaft and had started sucking up and down on him. Mike was in heaven.
All too soon, he realized he was going to shoot soon though.
"I'm gonna cum Cody!" Mike had told him.
Cody didn't stop sucking on Mike though. Mike warned him again, as he
strained to keep his orgasm from starting. Cody began sucking even
harder on Mike's dick. Mike was the most excited he'd ever been, and
suddenly with a loud groan, he'd tensed up like a board and blasted a
huge glob of cum into the back of Cody's throat. Cody had gagged a
little, but quickly swallowed, and continued sucking up and down on
Mike's dick, as Mike ejaculated over and over again, shaking violently
with each spasm of his orgasm. He said he'd never experienced such an
awesome feeling in his life. Eventually his orgasm ended, and he
collapsed onto his bed, as Cody knelt in front of him, wiping his lips.
After a minute, Cody had crawled up onto the bed and laid down next to
Mike. Mike told Cody how awesome his blow job was. Cody looked at him
hopefully, his hardon still twitching. Mike had smiled at Cody, then got
down on the floor between Cody's knees. He'd then taken Cody's delicate
looking penis into his mouth and sucked Cody off in much the same manner
Cody had done for him. Cody too experienced what he told Mike was an
awesome orgasm, and Mike had let him cum in his mouth, swallowing all of
Cody's juice as well.
From that point on, it seemed that Mike and Cody were inseparable, and
spent all of their spare time together having sex with each other. They
sucked each other off regularly, and even experimented with anal sex.
Eventually they figured out how to fuck one another without it hurting
too much, and they took turns fucking each other from then on.
Unfortunately for the two boys, it all came to an abrupt end before the
school year even ended, as Cody's father was transferred again, this time
to Phoenix, Arizona. Mike and Cody never saw each other again after
that, although they did write to one another on and off. I could tell
from Mike's entries in his journal how very depressed he was to lose
Cody.
As I read about Cody, I wondered if he knew that Mike had died. I made a
mental note to check with Brian about that.
* * *
"What are all these?" Andy asked, walking into our room later that
evening.
"Um, just something Brian asked me to look at," I said, quickly gathering
up Mike's journals and putting them back in their box.
"Well, it's late, you've been reading for hours, and we should go to
bed. You have school tomorrow!" Andy said, snickering.
I agreed, and put the journal I was reading away.
"What's all this?" Andy asked, looking at Mike's things which I'd dumped
onto the bed next to me.
"Some stuff Mike left for me," I said.
"I see," Andy said, picking up Mike's necklace. "How come you haven't put
this on?"
"Because, I already have a necklace. The one you gave me." I said.
"But, this was something of Mike's, don't you want to wear it too?" Andy
asked.
"I don't think so," I said. "I'm going to put it in a safe place."
"It's OK if you want to wear it," Andy said, "or his ring."
"Thanks Andy, but I don't need to," I said, "besides, I have a school
ring of my own."
"Why don't you put it away, and wear Mike's instead? Then you'll have
something of his that's close to you." Andy said.
I thought a minute, then pulled my ring off and slipped Mike's on. It
fit on the same finger, as Mike and I had the same size hands. It did
feel good wearing something of Mike's. I looked at my own matching ring,
then an idea hit me. I picked up Andy's hand and tried to put my ring on
his ring finger, but it was too big for him. So, I took it off and slid
it onto his middle finger and it fit perfectly.
"There," I said, "I think I like it this way. I'll wear Mike's ring, and
you can wear mine!"
Andy smiled at me and said, "I always did like your ring, thanks, and
this way, you can have a little bit of Mike with you too! I know he was
important to you!"
"Yeah, he was Andy, and if he was still here, you two would've become
friends. Trust me, I know you would've," I said.
"That would've been nice," Andy said, smiling and admiring my ring on his
finger.
"It's late. We gotta get to bed," I said.
"OK," Andy said, and headed to the bathroom.
I picked up, then followed Andy to the bathroom. Reading Mike's journals
must've gotten me all hot and bothered, because when I walked into the
bathroom and saw Andy standing at the sink, brushing his teeth, I was
very turned on by the thought of just ripping his pants down and sucking
him off. As soon as he'd finished his teeth, I spun him around and did
just that. It only took a couple minutes before I had Andy leaning back
on the vanity, grasping the edges of it, his head tilted back, gasping,
and pumping his load down my throat.
"God that was Brilliant!" he exclaimed running his hand through my hair,
as afterward, he continued leaning on the vanity, panting, while he
recovered from his orgasm.
Before I'd even stopped grinning, he'd turned me around and pushed me
back against the vanity. Then he knelt down and ripped my jeans down and
went down on me. I too only took a couple minutes to reach my climax,
and soon I was flooding Andy's mouth with my juice as well.
Andy stood up happily licking his lips after I'd finished. We got done
in the bathroom then and went back to our room and went to bed. Since
we'd both just serviced each other, and it was late, we just cuddled up
with one another, and soon we were asleep.
* * *
The next day was my first day back at school, and it felt strange, but
not awful! I actually enjoyed being with my old friends again. Classes
were a breeze though, as all we were doing was review for our final
exams. I found the content easy, as it was pretty much the same things
we'd studied in England.
At lunch, I deposited some money in my lunch charge account, to cover the
meals I'd bought the boys Friday.
That afternoon, Jacob and Harry said they'd just hung around the house,
not doing much of anything, while the twins and I were at school. Andy
too said he'd just laid around, relaxing as well. I suggested that the
next day, they could mow the lawn and rake it while we were at school.
They all snickered, but said they would.
* * *
That night when I went to read some more of Mike's journals, I found the
one I was reading the previous night, laying face-up in the box. I
thought I'd left it face-down. I didn't think much of it though,
figuring I'd been more tired than I thought when I put them away. I
picked it up and settled down on the bed and began reading again...
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The next chapter in this series will be published shortly.