Date: Fri, 28 Sep 2012 00:20:09 -0400
From: Charlie BoyNY <cboyny@gmail.com>
Subject: Not So Little Brother Chapter 9

This has been a long time coming and I'm sorry I have kept you all waiting.
Needless to say that I'm glad to continue this story through what I had
planned when I was writing this story more regularly. For those of you who
don't know I have started another series based off of Sean from chapter 6
of this series. You can find it at
http://www.nifty.org//nifty/gay/highschool/seans-story/. I hope you enjoy
it. Otherwise, enjoy the story. I do plan to keep writing the series so
check back now and then. Also, you can now e-mail me at Cboyny@gmail.com.

Chapter 9 -- The Road Less Travelled

I walked out of the heat of the Florida day and into the cool, dark hotel
lobby.

I knew what I wanted to do now. It was all clear. When we got back to New
York I would come out to my parents. I wasn't sure how they'd take it but I
don't think it would be too bad. My extended family might be a little
trickier but whatever. If they have a problem with it they can go fuck
themselves. School shouldn't be a problem at all.

Now Steven, I didn't know how he'd respond. I knew he loves me but I didn't
know if he'd actually want to be with me or just loved me and liked the
sex. If I came out would he want to be with me? Would he shun me? Would he
come out?

I decided to put those thoughts out of my head and go up to the room.
Steven should be up by now and I figured we could have a nice day. I caught
the elevator and took it up to our floor. I opened the door to the room but
found it empty. Steven was nowhere to be found though the bed was still
messed up. In the center of the bed was my bathing suit with a note.

"Dunno where you are. At the pool. Join me.

-Steven"

Guess I should go see what's up.

I took a quick piss, admired myself in the mirror, and then changed. I
slipped on my sandals and headed down. Oddly I hadn't even figured out
where the pool was yet. I saw a sign in the elevator that the pool was out
back which made sense. But hey, ya never know. Some hotels have pools in
the basement. I later learned that there really aren't basements in
Florida. Something about the water table.

I felt awkward walking through the lobby in my bathing suit and sandals. It
was much more formal than I was dressed. I went through the automatic doors
and out to the back of the hotel.

Steven was lying in a lounge chair on the far side of the pool. He looked
so hot just relaxing in the sun. In my pants my dick stirred a little but
didn't do much else. I was safe for now.  It didn't hurt that the pool area
was basically abandoned with a pale guy trying desperately to get a tan in
the far corner.

I walked over and plopped down on Steven's chair, frightening him out of
his half slumber. He smiled that cute little brother smile of his.

"You made it. Where were you?"

"I went out for a bit. Had some thinking to do. Needed someone to bounce
some ideas off of."

"K? Have fun?"

"I guess," I said, smacking his leg "How's the water?"

"I dunno. I was waiting for you."

 "Awww. How sweet" I said, teasingly.

"Shut up."

I flipped off my sandals and dipped my toes into the pool. It was a little
cold but that was fine. It was hot as balls out anyway. Ignoring my
aversion to cold water I jumped into the pool and quickly went under
letting the water wash over me. When I came back up Steven was getting up
and taking his shirt off to get in.

I ducked back under the water and swam to the other side of the pool. I
surfaced and look back as Steven slowly climbed into the pool using the
ladder. Weirdo. He flinched as he got into the water at waist-level. Haha...
That's why I jumped in. Everybody hates that point where their balls hit
cold water. After a couple seconds he just let go and let himself fall into
the water and went under.

He swam over to me and surfaced right as I splashed water in his direction
and swam away. Despite my strategic attack he was not delayed for long and
caught up with me very quickly as I swam towards the shallow end. He caught
me but I quickly escaped again when I started to pull his bathing suit down
and he had to hold it up. We splashed around, chasing each other through
the pool, for around 20 minutes before that got old. Honestly, I'm
surprised it lasted as long as it did. How much time can you spend slashing
each other in a pool past the age of ten?

After we'd bored of being five again we decided to go explore the rest of
the pool complex. Though the hotel wasn't great it did boast of a gym,
locker rooms, a spa, and a sauna on a card in the room. What the hell? We
had nothing better to do. So we dried off as best we could and wandered in
through the door.

Though it was summer the hotel wasn't crowded at all. We had chosen the
hotel because of its proximity to the school I was interested in so it
wasn't near any of the theme parks or other tourist attractions in the
area. It catered mostly to people like us and business men who needed a
place to sleep and that was about it. And while I'd seen plenty of them in
the lobby it was the early afternoon on a weekday and they were all doing
more important things or cheating on their wives. Maybe both? As a result
the indoor pool complex was even more deserted than outside. There wasn't a
soul in sight.

The gym was pretty pathetic; a couple exercise machines aimed at two TVs in
a windowless room. The spa was closed so we didn't get a view of that and
the sauna seemed to be out of order. What a crock. But the locker room was
open and was deserted like the rest of the place. It was like having a
whole world to yourself. The locker room wasn't much different from the
ones I'd experienced in middle school though it lacked the overwhelming
odor of Axe body spray that permeated from post-PE pubescent boys
everywhere. I'd call that absence a positive aspect of this locker room.

The abandoned state of the locker room seemed to give Steven some ideas of
his own which didn't seem to involve Axe though it did involve pubescent
boys in general and two in particular. I noticed that there seemed to be a
bulge forming in the front of his bathing suit.

"Whatchya thinking?" I asked.

"Just that we shouldn't waste an empty locker room. How many people have
fantasies about fucking in locker rooms?"

"I like the way you think," I said with a grin on my face. I couldn't say
the idea hadn't crossed my mind, "So what do you think? In the showers? Up
against a locker? Bent over a bench?" The possibilities of locker room sex
are practically endless if not horribly cliché.

"Why not all of them?"

"Works for me." My dick was getting hard now and his bathing suit looked
like it would be ripping soon if I didn't do something.

I pulled Steven over to the locker and started kissing him. He took the
hint and pushed me up against the locker, grinding his cloth-covered cock
against me.

"So you want me to fuck you in a locker room huh?"

He was trying to be sexy or something. It wasn't working.

"Shut up."

I pushed my lips against his again and slipped my tongue into his mouth.
Steven moaned softly as our tongues caressed each other inside his mouth.
Though we'd fucked a lot over the last week it was somewhat a surprise to
me when I realized that we'd barely kissed at all. I don't know why; we
just hadn't. I liked the feeling of his tongue against mine and moaned
right back to him.

It was fucking hot but I wanted more.

I broke off the kiss and worked my way to his neck. I lightly nipped at his
neck before kissing it and then sucking on that same spot for a second
causing his knees to falter and a gasp to escape from him. I wanted to go
longer but figured our parents would notice a hickey so I moved on. I kept
kissing down his body, taking a short stop to suck on a nipple, on my way
to his hard cock.

When I was finally down on my knees in front of his tented board shorts my
dick twitched in anticipation of what I knew was soon going to be in my
mouth. I slowly untied the string at the front and then peeled his shorts
down. His cock had gotten pushed down a bit so that it rested almost
horizontally across his leg inside his shorts. As I peeled them down I was
first greeted by my little brother's patch of pubic hair. I sniffed it,
reveling in his scent, before peeling his shorts down even further and
revealing the base of his big cock.

I kept pulling down and was rewarded by the full length of his dick popping
up in front of my eyes. The unnatural length stood out from his body
proudly. The large, purple head glistened tempted me with a single drop of
precum that glistened on his peehole. His foreskin was back, behind his
head. My brother's cock was magnificent; a 9" weapon on a sexy, virile boy.
I licked my lips.

I inhaled softly, taking in his musky teen scent before using a finger to
push his cock up against his stomach. I leaned in and licked his ball sack.
It was loose in the warm, dry air of the abandoned locker room and the
wetness of my tongue caused his balls to move inside. I repressed a giggle.

I looked up at Steven's face as I opened my mouth and slowly took one of
his large balls inside. His mouth dropped open and his eyes closed as I
started to suck on his ball, rolling it around it my mouth, caressing it
with my tongue.

"Fuck yeah", he moaned.

I softly let the first ball fall out of my mouth and moved on to the next
one. I savored the slightly salty taste of his sweat and the chlorine of
the pool.

As much as I loved his balls that wasn't what I was down on my knees for.
It was just a small snack on my way to the main course that is my brother's
huge cock.

I kept my finger holding his cock straight up as I softly kissed where his
balls met his cock. Slowly I kissed my way up the right side of his shaft
until I was just under the head of his cock. I went back down and repeated
the same on the left side of his cock. With each soft contact of my lips
with his hard shaft I could feel it twitch and throb. I pulled back and
looked up at him. There was a hunger in his eyes.

"Such a fucking tease", he hissed at me.

I grinned back at him. He was ready to fuck already but I was going to have
at least a short taste of his cock first.

I leaned in and licked the base of his shaft and pulled back slightly. I
licked again in the same spot feeling him twitch. I licked up his shaft,
getting it wet with my spit. That would come in handy soon enough. Like
with the kisses I went up each side in turn, avoiding the head, teasing him
as long as possible. This was going to be fun. I licked him up and down for
a minute, savoring the feel of his cock against my tongue. The iron
hardness of his young cock beneath the soft cock skin. The way some of the
veins stood out against the rest of the shaft. I loved his cock.

Finally, an end to the teasing. I licked up the underside of the shaft. But
this time, instead of going back down, I flicked the tip of my tongue
against the underside of his head, caressing his frenulum. I moved his cock
down so that I was looking at it dead on. A dollop of precum oozed out of
his piss hole and I lapped it up. It was thick and sweet, just like I like
it. I slowly pumped his cock letting the foreskin roll just over the edge
of his pink glans. Another drop oozed out.

I looked up at Steven one last time, meeting gaze, before I opened my mouth
and took the large head of his cock inside. He moaned and closed his eyes
as I went down as far on his cock as I could. Of course, with his size,
that was little more than half of his large slab of meat but I did my best.

Steven ran his fingers through my hair as I started to bob on his cock.
Each time I backed off I swirled my tongue around the spongy head. I made
sure to use a lot of spit on his cock. As much as I loved sucking it I had
other plans. I was going to have my brother's cock inside my ass in this
locker room.

"Fuck yeah! Suck it."

I pulled off his cock and grinned at him.

"You like my mouth on your cock?"

"I love your mouth on my monster cock."

"You're so full of yourself."

"No, but you're about to be."

"Nice one. How long did it take you to think of that?"

"Just shut up and stand facing the locker."

"Yes sir." I said sarcastically.

I knew what to do. Not like he'd never fucked me before. I pulled off my
bathing suit, leaned against the locker, and spread my legs to give Steven
better access to my ass. I waited while he knelt down behind me and got
into position. He put his hands on my ass and pulled my cheeks apart
exposing my hole to the warm tongue which was quickly pressed against it.

Steven licked up my crack before zeroing in and my still-tight hole and
began his assault. For several minutes the locker room was filled with my
moans as my little brother ate out my ass.  His tongue entered me more
times than I could count as he got me ready for what was to come. Finally,
when I was about to ask him to fuck me he stopped.

"You might want to get me a little wet" he suggested.

I dropped to my knees and took his cock in my mouth again, slobbering it up
as much as I could. I was pretty loose now but some lube always helps.

I stood back up and braced myself against the lockers, my ass out towards
the room. I wiggled it to entice my brother further, as if to beckon him
inside me. Not that I had to. I waited, breathlessly, for my brother to
make contact. My cock was rock hard and sticking out from my body. Precum
was seeping from the slit.

I felt Steven's hand on my left hip and quickly felt the head of his cock
between my cheeks. He pushed forward and his cock went down, the head going
under and hitting my balls. He pulled back and pushed again. His cock went
up this time. I moaned as I felt him put his head directly against my hole.
Applying pressure he rubbed his cock up and down my crack. I hated it when
he teased me like this but it felt so good too. Each time the head hit my
hole I breathed in, expecting him to enter me, only to be disappointed.

"What are you waiting for?" I whined.

"Just thought I'd make you really want it."

"You've won. Stick that fucking cock in me!"

He placed his cock back at my hole and started to push in. I'd been fucked
a lot lately and I really wanted his cock so he met with little resistance.
I felt my hole open up as my brother pushed the full length of his cock
into me. My mouth dropped open as I pushed my ass back at him, increasing
the rate at which he entered me. Finally I could feel his pubes against my
ass and I knew that his whole length was inside me.

"God! This never gets old." Steven said, pulling my hips back and pushing
forward to get every last centimeter into me making me moan like a little
bitch in response.

"Fuck me!"

Steven laughed as he started to pull his cock out of me and then pushed
back into me. I braced myself harder against the lockers as he began to
fuck me hard. Each time he thrust into me he pushed the air out of me and I
grimaced a bit in pain. I was still somewhat sore from last night and his
cock wasn't helping me return to normal. I groaned too though as he
long-dicked me, each thrust hitting against my prostate and sending a wave
of pleasure through my body. I whimpered.

He pulled out of me. I felt empty.

"Get on the bench."

Seemed like Steven wanted to live every gay porn cliché involving a locker
room. I guess I couldn't complain. Locker room scenes were in porn for a
reason and it wasn't because people hated them. I put our clothes on top of
the bench to cushion myself and then lay down on my back. Metal benches
hurt, even through the clothes I was laying on.

Steven positioned himself between my spread legs and looked down at me. He
spit in his hand and rubbed it up and down the length of his shaft,
relubing himself to continue the fuck. He lowered himself down between my
legs and put his cock against my hole. The head was so thick that I
couldn't help but prepare myself for the impending invasion. But my hole
was defenseless against the invasion of my little brother's cock into my
ass. He quickly slid the length into me and then rested a second before
pulling out and shoving it back in.

He arced over my body as he fucked me. His right hand was next to my head,
holding on to the bench. His left hand was on my side, holding me in place
as he fucked me hard. I could feel droplets of sweat landing on my stomach.
For a minute we both looked between us at his cock sliding in and out of
me. But before long I had my head back and my eyes closed as the pleasure
washed over me. I reached for my own cock and started to stroke it in time
with my brother's thrusts into my hole.

I opened my eyes to see my brother staring down at me. He slowed down his
thrusting and leaned down towards my face. He leaned in and kissed me. It
wasn't the kiss of a brother for another but a kiss between lovers. Our
tongues touched inside my mouth as he aggressively kissed me, my mind
spinning in endorphins between his cock in my ass and his tongue in my
mouth. I moaned involuntarily.

Steven broke the kiss and our eyes met again. He sped back up his
thrusting. I wouldn't mind if this fuck lasted longer but I knew it
couldn't last forever. We had already been at it for more than ten minutes
and the longer we fucked the larger the risk that someone would walk in on
us. I wanted him to fuck me hard and fast before cumming inside me.

"Fuck me. Fuck me with that big cock." I said to urge him on.

He gave me a look as if to say "You got it." before ramming his cock into
me even harder. He grabbed my shoulders with both of his hands and sped up
fucking his cock into me. Each thrust tried to push me up the bench but his
arms kept me in place. The slap of his flesh against mine, my moans, and
his groans echoed from the tiled walls of the locker room.

I could see his approaching orgasm in his face. I could hear it in his
breathing. I could feel it in his fuck. It wasn't going to be much longer.

"Do it. Cum inside your brother. I want your cum inside me."

Steven redoubled his efforts and fucked me even harder.

"I'm so close Charlie."

I was still jacking off but I could tell that there was no way I was going
to cum while he was fucking me. It just wasn't going to happen.

He was really close now. His thrusts were getting erratic and his breathing
was ragged.

"Oh fuck. Oh fuck..."

He pushed into me as far as he could and I felt him pulse as he unloaded
his cum into me. My little brother's cum flooded my insides as his sperm
futilely sought out an egg to fertilize. He was pushing his sperm deep
inside of me, trying to knock me up.

"Give me all of it!" I gasped as he made several small thrusts into me with
each spurt.

He practically collapsed on top of me as he finished his orgasm. His cock
remained in me, the last of his cum slowly leaking out of the softening
shaft, as he caught his breath.

I reached up and stroked his hair and kissed the top of his head.

"I love you." I whispered.

"I love you too." My brother said back.

I felt complete in that moment. My brother, whom I loved more than any guy
ever should, loved me back and we'd just had sex. Not that we hadn't had
sex more times in the last two weeks than I could count but it was still
amazing every time. And it wasn't that this was the first time he'd told me
he loved me either. But I was in heaven nonetheless.

He lay on top of me for a moment longer before slowly getting off. He
reached back and untangled my ankles from around him. I'd used them to pull
him in deeper while he was cumming and had forgotten about them. Slowly he
pulled his cock out of me. Semi-soft it was still an inch longer than my
hard cock. Lucky bastard I thought until I felt his cock completely leave
my hole and realized that I was the lucky one getting fucked by it on a
regular basis. After the head left me I felt a trail of my brother's cum
start to leave my hole. Steven noticed it too.

"Looks like we need to get you cleaned up."

"What did you have in mind?" I asked.

"How about a nice, *hot* shower?"

That sounded good but I was still hard.

"Get up."

I clenched my hole as much as possible as I sat up. My back hurt and my ass
was leaking but I managed to stand and slowly walk with Steven towards the
showers. A small trickle of his seed flowed out my hole and down my leg. We
entered and Steven turned on one of the showers. He held me from behind and
slowly stroked my cock as we waited for the water to warm up. His soft cock
was between my cheeks causing my ass to pucker and more cum to drip out.
I'd just been fucked and used as a cumdump and I wanted to be fucked again.

The water was warm and we got under. The radius of the spray wasn't very
wide and so we were very close together. Steven got some body wash from a
dispenser on the wall and started to rub me down with it using his hands.
When he got to my ass he rubbed each of my cheeks in turn and then ran his
hand up and down my crack, passing over my hole, before sliding a finger
in. I gasped and he chuckled before pulling his finger out.

"You've got an amazing ass." He said.

He washed my cock and then put me under the water to rinse off. While the
soap ran off my body my brother got down on his knees in front of me and,
after making sure I was suds free, took my cock into his mouth.

I'd been fucked hard and was horny as hell so I knew I wasn't going to last
long thought my lack of experience probably didn't help either. His lips
were tight around my cock and his mouth was warm and wet. He bobbed up and
down on my cock as my head spun and I reached out my arm to brace myself
against the wall. He took his head off my cock for a second and sucked on a
finger before sliding it into my ass and returning to my swollen cock.

"Oh fuck."

Steven was using his finger just right. He was rubbing my prostate and the
constant pressure was sending waves of pleasure radiating from inside my
ass throughout my body. I felt my orgasm building from deep inside me but
with a different feeling than normal. It was like there was a pressure
inside me pushing the cum out of my cock.

"Oh...God. I'm gonna cum!"

He pushed his finger harder against my prostate and bobbed faster. The
orgasm didn't feel like an explosion so much as a mushroom cloud. It
started off slow, an intense pleasure from the base of my cock and then
rapidly expanded through my body and up the shaft and out the tip.

"Uhhh...ooooooooh"

It didn't feel like I shot like usual but just gushed a huge amount of
semen into his mouth instead. I wasn't even sure how much I came but my
brother kept prodding my prostate and sucking my cock until I couldn't take
it anymore. It was all too much. My knees had weakened during my orgasm and
now they started to fail me and I started to slide down. Steven caught me
and gently put me down on the floor under the shower. He looked concerned.

"Are you ok?"

I couldn't talk but I nodded my head. He stroked my hair and kissed me on
my forehead. We sat under the spray of the shower and Steven held me as my
strength returned. The orgasm I'd experienced was so powerful it was if
he'd sucked the strength out of my body. I felt like I was made of jelly at
first but after a little while my strength returned and we stood up. He
helped me get dressed and dry off when we got to the room. He stripped me
down and tucked me into bed where I passed out.

I awoke an hour later alone in the room. The lamp between the beds was on
but all the other lights were off leaving the room dimly lit. The bathroom
door was open and the light was off. Steven wasn't in there either. I
noticed that the curtain was open a bit and that the balcony door was
cracked. I got out of bed and put on a pair of boxers before walking over
to the sliding glass door. Steven was on the balcony seemingly staring out
into the night.

I slowly pulled the door open, the noise of the door causing Steven to turn
towards me. His eyes were red; it looked like he had been crying. My heart
dropped and I felt an incredible urge to hold him and make everything
better. I could see sadness in his face though he smiled when he looked at
me.

"You ok?" I asked.

"Yeah. I just wish this vacation didn't have to end."

I knew what he'd been thinking. I'd had the same thoughts.

"When we go home everything is going to have to go back to the way it was
before. Won't it?" He looked confused.

"They don't have to." I said, "Things are going to change."

"Like what?"

"Well, I'm... I'm gonna come out."

"Why would you do that?"

Steven looked kind of shocked as though coming out were a ridiculous idea.

"Because it is what I want to do. I'm gay. You've helped me understand
that. I've been confused for a long time and you helped me understand who I
really am. I don't want to pretend that I'm something I'm not."

"And where does that leave me? Where do I fit in?"

"I- I don't know."

"I'm not coming out Charlie. I love you but I'm not gay. I don't want to be
gay. I just want to be with you."

I was at a loss for words. This was everything that I'd worried about when
I was talking with Sean this morning. How could we be together if he wasn't
gay?

"I want a relationship Steven."

"We can have a relationship."

"We can try. But we can't go on dates. We can't be a couple."

What I was saying now dawned on him.

"I don't want a secret relationship Steven. I want a *real* relationship. I
want a boyfriend that I can introduce to my friends and go to school dances
with."

"Charlie..."

"Even if you wanted to do that we couldn't anyway..."

My voice trailed off as I started to cry. I turned around and went back
into the hotel room as tears ran down my face. I went into the bathroom and
shut the door. I put the lid of the toilet down and sat on it as I cried. I
did want those things. I wanted a real relationship. I wanted to be with
Steven but I wanted him to be a boyfriend, a real boyfriend. I sat on the
toilet and cried about the situation for a while. It was hard for me to
accept that I might not be able to get everything I wanted.

I eventually calmed down, brushed my teeth, and went out into the room.
Steven was already asleep. That wasn't a problem but for the first time in
almost two weeks he was sleeping in the other bed. I would be sleeping
alone. I felt empty as I crawled into the large, empty bed and curled up to
drift to sleep.

End Chapter 9