Another Solar Fox Original
                             Ray and Billy

Ray sat on his bed, looking out his window at the sunset. He had some quiet
music on the radio, and slowly a tear appeared in his eye. He was thinking
about dudes. He could see a hundred guys in one room right now, all with lots
of things in common, talking, shaking hands and discussing things like what
they liked about each other. It was one of Ray's deep fantasies, all these guys
seemed to be discussing what they had in their pants. Right now, Ray could only
wish that half of it were real.
Ray was thirteen. He was a little upset because his day at school had not been
super.
His older brother, Billy, came in and slid his fingers through Ray's light
blonde hair. "Wassup, sport?" chanted Billy, who would be sixteen next month.
Ray covered his face. He didn't want Billy to see him like this. "Billy
wouldn't understand any of this," Ray thought. "Besides, it's silly.." the
pressure had built up so much on Ray's face that it had turned red. He got up
off his bed as his brother sat on his own bed, facing Ray's, and removed his
socks and shoes. "Who bursted HIS bubble?" muttered Billy, under his breath.
Ray went into the bathroom quickly, closing the door behind him. He looked at
his face in the mirror. He looked down at his small form; he suddenly realized
that his dick was hard. "It must have been thinking about that ambition, that
dream," he thought. "Go down, that's it, go down you... faggot," he said,
seeming to direct his words angrily more to his penis than himself. He stripped
off his clothing now, and started to just merely wash his face off in the sink.
"No," he thought, as his hand reached for the faucet and declined. "I'll take a
shower."

Ray was what many would consider to be a cute young boy, growing now in so many
ways. His blonde, almost towheaded hair was cut in bangs in front and hung down
in a rather long tail in back which he was very fond of, and very fond of
keeping, even so often as his mother had threatened to cut it off. Still, she
left him be.
The warm water felt good to Ray. He stood in there several minutes, letting the
water just roll off his body after he had thoroughly soaped and washed off. He
looked down at his body again now, and slowly ran his hand down his chest,
stomach, slapped his hand on his navel, and continued down past the small patch
of hair he had around his groin. His hand got to his penis again, and found it
again stiffening to the rubbing of his own soft hands over his beautiful young
body. Soon this boy would be a man, and somehow he felt that. He wanted to
enjoy his body as much as he could.
Still, he was afraid to jack off around his brother, Billy. Billy was rather
strange sometimes and spent a lot of his time out riding his bicycle. Just last
night he was complaining because his back tire was as flat as a pancake. It had
been repaired several times and now he would have to get a new tube; but
consequently he had no money with which to get one, nor would his parents loan
him the money. So they had a nice lengthy argument, which Ray could hear well
even through his closed door and music blaring.
Ray rubbed his stiffening dick about three times, not really in the mood to do
anything with it, and went even further down to his balls. He played with them
for a moment, feeling the small hairs that were on them and suddenly a smile
came across his lips as he realized how good it was just to feel them without
worrying about his brother finding out. He just knew that if Billy found out,
all hell would break loose. Billy always seemed like the big, tough, macho type
that would bully anyone around. But, as Ray reached back now to hang his
washcloth on the bar behind him, inside the shower, he nearly screamed. There
was Billy, nude, in the shower with him! Oh no!
"Feel better now?" Billy said. This was one of the only times that Billy had
seen Ray naked. The other times were when he was simply changing clothes, and
Ray would always put a hustle on doing that when he saw Billy show. He knew
that Billy had a reputation of making fun of people, and finding fault if the
least possibility of finding it were there. He was, as some might say,
"critical", to a certain extent. There are those that might say that he might
have some growing up of his own to do.
Maybe, that was, until this moment.
"Wait," Ray thought, all in a blur. "Billy is nude. I've never seen him nude
like this before!" and, Billy also had a hard dick.
Billy cut off the water for Ray and reached out and got a towel and dried his
brother off. One thing that struck Ray was the fact that he had about $50 that
he had saved from last Christmas, in a book in his closet, among other money.
The thing that struck Ray was that, well, Billy might be doing this for him as
a come-on, to try to buddy-buddy with his brother so he might talk him out of
cash for a new bike tube, and then he'd never hear anything but more hatred
from him.
"Yeah, I guess I do," he said, trying to quickly get into his Fruit of the
Looms.
"Ray, dude, why are you in such a hurry?"
He paused. Ray had never heard his brother talk quite like that before. It was
a calm, quiet, passive voice that almost seemed beckoning. Only his best
friend, Brian had ever said anything quite so subtly.
Whatever the cause, reason or case, it certainly got Ray's attention, fast.
Billy sat there on the john with the seat folded down, smiling at his brother.
Ray stood there in his underwear, and let the towel he had just fall to the
floor. He too cracked a smile. His brother had always seemed to be on the run
and as it seemed, had never had time to crack a smile.
"Do me a favor," Billy said, seeming to keep that same tone in his voice.
"Oh shit," thought Ray. "He's really fooled me this time. I thought he was
going to be sensible about something," knowing that Billy was about to ask for
money.
Still, "Sure.. anything," Ray agreed, trying to keep his smile and not knowing
whether or not to pick up his trousers and put them on or not.
"Lock the door," said Billy.
Ray let out a long, quiet breath. He could have sworn that Billy was going to
say something altogether different.
Ray complied with Billy's simple request.
"Now, come over here and sit on the edge of the bathtub," requested Billy.
Ray again did as he was asked. He suddenly began to feel funny, different. If
his brother were going to ask for money, couldn't he just do it in the bedroom?
"Maybe he just wants me in here, so I won't scream loud enough downstairs for
mom and dad to hear us.."
The next words out of his mouth nearly caused Ray to faint dead-away.
"I'm.. through riding that silly bicycle," Billy said. "Not just because I
can't get a tube for it, but maybe it was something of a blessing. I mean...
maybe it led up to the fact that I was tired of it anyway and that I spent too
much time with it."
"Damn," thought Ray, "my brother's not even uncomfortable sitting there in the
nude with me. And his pecker's hard. Shit!"
"You really want to give it up?" Ray boasted, acting as straight as possible.
"Yeah. I want to get to know my little brother, really," he said, smiling, his
dick still just as hard. Actually, Billy was pre-cumming just a little bit.
"Little brother, would you do me another little favor, if it's not too much?"
"Sure thing, dude!" Ray cheerfully replied, after hearing those words spout out
of Billy's mouth, he thought he needed a hearing exam. Either that, or a COLD
shower- to make sure he hadn't been dreaming.
"Would you.. consider.. pulling down those jockey shorts and let me look at
your beautiful body?"
"Hot damn!" Ray thought. "This is nothing like Billy at all!"
Slowly as Ray was starting to smile just a little, he began to slide the
underwear off his hips and they fell to the floor at his feet.
"Sssss- shit!" Billy managed to say as his eyes widened. Ray had more man-meat
than Billy had ever thought. Now it was starting to slowly rise too, as Ray's
fears of a possible argument began to go down the drain with the dirty shower
water. Sure enough, about that time, Billy said, "I'm sorry about the way I've
been to you, little brother. I swear I'll never do it to you again.." he said
as he got a closer look at Ray. "Am I bothering you, Ray?"
"No way, bro.. you.. don't know how long I have waited for something like
this.."
"You have? Well, I think I have too. It.. doesn't seem strange for me to look
at you?"
"No, not at all. I've always thought about you and wanted to jack off around
you, but I was always afraid."
Billy sat on the tub beside his brother and dried a tear streaming down his
cheek. He then wrapped the towel around his back and finished drying him where
Ray had rushed to get dressed. Then he dried his hair, and Ray turned to face
Billy and smiled big. Billy smiled back. This was wonderful, Ray thought. He
seldom even saw his brother smile, except when Sheldon High School won a
football game. While Billy didn't play, he had a few friends, not more than a
handful, that did.

Billy put the towel on the floor now, and put his arm around his naked
brother's shoulder. He suddenly wanted to kiss his brother, but he didn't. He
just didn't know his little brother was gay. He physically lifted his little
brother and carried him into his bedroom. He checked the bedroom door to make
sure it was locked.
"I see you haven't taken your eyes off me since I saw you like this," Billy
said.
"Well, it's cos.. your body looks really neat. I like to look at it."
"You DO?" Billy asked.
"Yeah! How do you like mine?"
"I like it! You.. have a lot more down under your underwear than.. well, than I
thought you did.."
"Well, you have a lot too.. I just might have to do something with mine," Ray
said, looking at his dick.
"Watcha gonna do?"
"Well, I dunno."
"Well Ray, you said a minute ago you liked to jack off.. wanna watch me jack
off while I look at your cute body?"
Billy had let that slip.
"Uh, I mean uh.." Billy fumbled.
"Yeah?" Ray jumped in. "You're cute as hell too! Your balls are real cool
looking!"
Billy was the one starting to get red in the face now. Ray had not only played
along with him this far, but now he had trumped his ace.
"Well, betcha never have sucked a guy's weenie before, have you?"
"Yep."
"Damn. When?"
"Last year at summer camp."
"What was his name?"
"Doug.."
"Did he have a big dick?"
"Yeah, kinda." Ray didn't know why Billy was throwing so many questions at him
all of a sudden, but he was more than willing to answer. Every one was
truthful.
"Was it as big as mine?" Billy asked.
"Naah.. you got a huge one."
"You.. think you could get your mouth around this thing if you tried?"
Ray was stunned. He knew Billy had been really starting to get closer to him,
but to make him this offer? Whoa!
"Yeah dude.. you bet. I could lock on to that bad boy easy!"
Ray was very gay. Now Billy knew it. Ray wasn't sure about Billy thought,
because he had been talking about girls not long ago. Still, Billy had asked if
he would try to suck him, and he couldn't refuse.

The truth of the matter was, Ray gave Billy the best blowjob he had ever had.
Ray didn't even wince or turn away when Billy blew his load out. Lots of hot
steamy cum came out, and Ray sucked it all as Billy thrashed his waist as he
laid back on the bed now. Pumping, gasping, giving Raymond every last drop of
cum that his body was able to produce.
Ray licked his lips now and wiped them with his arm. He smiled at Billy. Billy
just lifted his head and looked up at his little brother intently, smiled, and
finally rose up. "You.. did good little brother. In fact, you were excellent."
"Well, maybe I know my shit.."
"You do. I'll never date Shelly McDaniels again."
Whoa. He had been going with Shelly for six months now. Not really messing
around, but going to movies and shit.
Ray saw this correctly: it was a heavy move on Billy's part. Billy had never
done nor announced so quickly a move this major, ever before.
"That's... where I used to go all the time on my bike.. over to Shelly's
house," he admitted. "I don't really like her. She just.. I dunno.. I'm not
attracted to her.." Billy said as tears now started welling in his eyes.
fay put his arm around his big brother. "It's okay, Billy," he said, "I know
how you feel, really. I never have liked girls either. They use you, they throw
you away. Guys aren't like that, no.. guys are special.."
Billy looked at Ray. Ray was lightly hugging Billy and feeling his bulging
ballsack, which by all indications was still very loaded and could shoot
another such load without any great effort.
Ray couldn't sperm off yet.. he was just not through that change of life yet.
Billy cracked a slight smile. He bent down and kissed his brother on the face.
"Ray?" Billy said, the pain slowly lifting.
"Yeah?"
"I'm gay. That's all there is to it, I'm gay. I'm a faggot."
"That's okay!" Ray picked up, trying to cover Billy's sudden shock. "I'm gay
too. I've been gay since I was eight, and before that I wasn't anything.."
"Really? Maybe I was too, and I just didn't realize it..." Billy said, still
sniffing. Ray took off for the bathroom and got Billy a Kleenex. He even held
it up for him and let him blow his nose.
"There's nothing wrong with it, Billy. I swear there isn't!"
"I know that.. it just.. caught me off guard, is all.. did it do that to you
when you did it?" Billy asked of his brother's hindsight.
"Not.. really, I just sorta slipped into it slowly.. process of elimination.."
"Did it hurt?"
"A little, at first.. but then, after that.."
"Yeah? It got cool as shit?"
"Cooler than shit! Like biting into a York peppermint pattie!" Ray joked. This
even caused Billy to roll a little in laughter.
Mom tapped on the door. "You two quiet down in there! It's past eleven and your
father and I are going to bed! You should do the same!"
"Grrr.." Billy growled. "You're not alone there, either," said Ray. "She gets
on my nerves too."
"Really?" said Billy, getting up and moving furniture. "I thought so.. but I
wasn't ever around you that long at night even to find out, I guess.. heh.."
"What are you doing?" Ray inquired.

What Billy was doing was moving the nighttables and beds around so that the
single beds were now totally side by side, almost like a double bed. He moved
the night stands to the opposite sides of the beds, out of the way. After Ray
realized what was happening, he helped quietly move things around too. It was
amazing, over the course of three hours they had sat and talked. They didn't
even realize the time had passed so quickly. They both vowed to skip school
tomorrow and do things together they had never had time to do before. As
Raymond watched, Billy went over to his billfold, looked one last time at the
picture of Shelly. Then he laughed at it, pulled it out of the billfold,
produced a lighter he had used for lighting incense, and set fire to it,
letting it burn as he tossed it out the open window. "Little bro, I'd.. rather
give my life to you than her. You deserve something even much more than I have
to offer. But, still I offer it."
"And I accept," Ray quickly replied, beaming at his brother. "Dammit, do I ever
accept!"
And as Billy cut out the light and they got ready to drift away, Ray began to
tell Billy of the boys he fantasized about in the building, shaking hands and
telling what they liked about each other.
Know what? Suddenly, Billy wouldn't shut up about all the things he liked about
Raymond.