Date: Tue, 18 Dec 2001 00:59:24
From: P H <philbo78@hotmail.com>
Subject: Reflections

This story is totally fictional.  I hope those that enjoy brother to
brother type of erotic stories will enjoy this one.

I'm Benny, my brother is Josh.

Josh and I grew up in a fairly normal, typical household.  Both of our
parents did what they could to make life easier for us as we were growing
up.  Because our house was small, Josh and I shared the same bedroom
although we had separate beds.  As we were growing into adolescence and
beyond, little was said about sex.  It was not uncommon, however, for us to
see each others erections particularly in the morning when we had a piss
hard on.  Josh would often say to me, "dont' play with that woody; you might
enjoy it too much".  I would usually have the same remark for him when I saw
him.

Josh had girl friends, I didn't.  Josh was athletic, I wasn't.  Josh was on
the school's swim team.  I went to most of his swim meets.  I knew that I
enjoyed seeing him and the other male swimmers in their speedos.  Often
times Josh would have me go to the locker room with him after a swim meet.
While there I would be able to watch the other swimmers take showers.  I
didn't want to admit it to myself then, but now I know that seeing those
guys naked was the best part of the swim meet.  I felt some guilt about
enjoying the sight of my naked brother with all of the other naked guys.

I already said that Josh had girl friends.  By the time I was 15 or 16 I
highly suspected that I might be gay.  I didn't particularly want a girl
friend, but I did want a boy friend.  Josh intimated to me on a couple of
occasions that he was having sex with his girl friend.  I was jealous.  I
had seen his thick 6" cock so many times that I considered it my property
and I didn't like him sharing it with anyone else.

As you can guess, my life at this time was confusing for me.  I knew I was
different from many of the other boys, but I didn't really know what to do
about it and I certainly didn't want anyone to know that I thought I was
different.

Josh graduated from high school and went to college.  I lost my best friend
and my daily eyeful of his body.  I missed seeing him naked with a hard on
and I missed seeing the swimmers on the team in the locker room.

In my last two years of HS, I met another guy who was like me.  We had very
discrete sex on numerous occasions during my junior and senior year.  I
found that I loved all aspects of male to male sex.  In the common
vernacular, I'm versatile.  I also found that I loved the taste of my
friends cum.  He felt the same way because we seemed to do all of the things
that would give us pleasure every time we got together.

The year I graduated from high school, Josh suggested that we go on a
camping trip.  Just the two of us.  A graduation trip he called it.  We went
into the high foothills not far from Yosemite.  We had hiked in that area
when we were growing up with our parents.  Josh drove the car to a parking
area.  We were the only ones there.  We loaded our tent and other gear on
our backs and disappeared into the terrain.  About a half mile from the
parking area we found a great place to pitch the tent.  It was next to a
small stream that afforded a bit of swimming.  Probably more splashing
around than swimming because it wasn't that deep.  By the time we set up
camp fixed a bite to eat, it was getting dark.  Josh and I hadn't been alone
for so long that the talk just seemed to flow endlessly.  In California
during the summer in the high foothills it can be quite warm.  As we talked
Josh stripped off his clothes saying he was too hot.  Though dark I was
thrilled at the sight of his lithe, swimmers body.  I was afraid to take off
my clothes because I might get a hard on.  We continued to talk and
eventually went to bed.  By this time we were both naked and laying on top
of the sleeping gear rather than in it.  I could hardly keep my eyes off of
Josh's body.  Looking back on the experience I don't think I slept much that
night.

In the morning we both had a "woody".  We reiterated the same things we had
said to each other as we were growing up.

After breakfast, Josh asked if I would be alright alone.  He needed to go
into the adjacent village for some supplies.  I thought we had all we
needed.  Anyway, I said it was ok, and he left.  It was warm, the sun was
shining so I took my clothes off and splashed in the water, sat on the rocks
spread eagle trying to soak up the rays.  It seemed, for some reason, to be
very sexy to be naked that way.  Before long I was sporting an erection.
After some time, I heard Josh behind me.  He apparently had returned some
time before and had hidden behind some trees just watching me.  He put his
arms around me and gave me a strong hug.  I stammered something about being
embarrassed with a hard on.  He gently told me not to worry that he would
like to join me naked.  I could see before he got his pants off that he too
had a hard on.  Once naked he asked me if we could talk.  He told me that he
knew I was gay.  He told me that even though he had girl friends that he was
sexually involved with he also liked men.  After some time talking like
this, never once losing our erections, he told me that even though he was
my brother he loved me in a way brothers don't usually love brothers.  I was
ecstatic.  I soon related all of my experiences in high school and the crush
I had on him at that time.

Josh went to the tent and brought a blanket to the side of the creek.  He
also brought a sack that he came from town with.  In it was a tube a lube
and a package of condoms.  We laid on the blanket, kissed, caressed, licked
and hugged each other.  Before long Josh took my dick in his mouth and then
my balls all the while playing with my asshole.  I was going crazy.  I
pleaded with him to fuck me.  He gently lubed my hole and put on a rubber
and lubed his sheathed cock.  I lifted my ass to him and placed my legs over
his shoulders and he slipped his thick cock into my asshole.  It burned in
such a glorious way.  It didn't take him long to have an orgasm and I jerked
off at the same time.  He laid his body across mind with my cum cementing
our bodies together.  We kissed, expressed our love for each other and held
each other for a very long time.

Before the weekend was over, we repeated the experience a couple more times.
  He is versatile too.

That was 10 years ago.  He lives in the east; I'm still in California.  I
have a lover, he doesn't.  We only see each other rarely, but when we do we
reaffirm our love for one another in a very sexual way.