Date: Sat, 24 Mar 2001 11:23:18 -0500
From: don kelly <candygraman@hotmail.com>
Subject: Rude Awakening  (tt/t, first, true, oral)

Two weeks after my thirteenth birthday I went to stay with my aunt, uncle
and cousin in Texas  for the summer.  My cousin, Jerry, was almost 16 at the
time.  He was stocky, with pale, white skin and thick, red hair, where I was
tall, skinny and blond.  We shared his bedroom, which had a trundle bed that
we both slept in.  Despite the age difference,  we managed  to tolerate each
other, although there were many times it was obvious he took great joy in my
humiliation.  But we still hung out together all the time.  To be honest, I
was from Virginia, I didn't know anyone, so what else was I going to do.

Being that it was summer in Texas, and his parents chose not to run the air
conditioning at night, we were forced to sleep with the windows wide open
and in as little as possible, which consisted of no more than white Jockeys.
  Since he was more than two years my senior, he was allowed to stay up an
hour later than I.  This bothered me to no end.  I thought it was ridiculous
that I couldn't go to bed when I wanted, being that it was summer.

One day I walked in on Jerry in the bathroom, while he was jerking off to a
Penthouse magazine.  He froze in mid-stroke and started yelling at me to get
the hell out of there.  I remember just staring at the largest set of balls
I could imagine, surrounded by a thick patch of red pubic hair.  I'm sure it
was because he was so much more developed than I was,  but from that point
on I was obsessed with checking out his equipment.  I was just beginning to
grow pubes at this time, so I was truly intrigued by my cousins manliness.
I acted horrified and slammed the door on my way out, but from that point
forward, all I could think of was Jerry's huge hairy balls. At my young age,
I was yet to experience any kind of sexual contact with anyone.  I would
masturbate to a dry orgasm on occasion, but that was really the extent of my
sexual experience.  I found the Penthouse that Jerry was reading under the
towels in the bathroom and this is where most of my knowledge came from
including oral sex and intercourse.  Although I was still a little vague
about it, this is also were I learned about a man ejaculating semen

I didn't know if my intrigue was obvious, but I noticed a change in my
cousin from then on.  He became a lot more free about showing me his body in
all it's naked splendor.  When ever he would shower, he would come into the
bedroom and whip his towel off while I was still in the room.  He would then
proceed to perform any and all tasks he could think of while staying in this
state of undress.  He always seemed to be semi-aroused when doing this, as
though he had prepared his dick for me.  His cock wasn't long, but it was
very fat, and as I stated previously, his balls were huge.  At the time, I
thought it was because of his advanced age, but now know he just had big
testes.

This little floor show continued until one night I woke up with my hand
touching Jerry's hairy thigh.  This sent a rush through me like you would
not believe.  I then slowly moved my hand up his leg till it was resting
against those giant, underwear covered balls.  This entire move took at
least an hour, as I didn't want to wake him and have him call me a fag.  I
figured I could always just say it happened while I was sleeping.  Very
slowly I moved my hand till it was directly on his cock.  I then started to
move my hand on it and noticed that it was getting hard.  I also noticed
that after a while it got wet at the tip of his cock and figured that he had
cum, even though it remained hard.  If Jerry woke up, I was never aware of
it.  Because of my fear of being caught and thought to be queer, this is all
I did during that first night.  I was glad that it was summer and I could
sleep in, because I didn't get any sleep that night.

Jerry made no reference to this the next day, so of course, neither did I.
The next night I was jumping out of my skin with excitement.  It was all I
could do not to grab his crotch when Jerry came to bed.  Once I heard the
regular breathing of sleep, I started my hands journey back to his crotch.
I remember being afraid I'd wake him because my hand was shaking so much
with excitement.  It didn't take near as long this time and soon my hand was
back on his cock.  After rubbing his cock for a while, I figured I'd get a
little closer look.  So, while feigning sleep, I rolled over till my head
was partially on his stomach.  God, I was scared, but so excited that there
was no way I was turning back.

While stroking him slowly, I maneuvered my head till it was completely
resting on his stomach, about four inches from his cock, that was starting
to harden.  It was at this point that I started to become frustrated,
because what I really wanted was to get a good look at his hairy cock and
balls.  With me acting like I was sleeping, there was no way to get his
underwear down to free him. So close yet so far.  All of a sudden, he lifted
his hips and pushed down his jockeys.  I used this motion to inch myself
closer to my target.  Now his cock was touching my cheek, just below my eye,
and my hand was cupping his oversized balls. Since I was facing away from
him, I had my eyes wide open, and with the windows and blinds open, the
street lights were lighting up the room so that I had a great look at his
fat cock and huge balls.  He obviously wasn't asleep any longer, but I still
didn't want him to know I was awake, so I just lay there with his dick
poking me in the face.  I was captivated by  how warm and smooth it felt
against my cheek.

That's when Jerry took his cock in his hand and pressed it up against my
lips.  I can understand why he thought I wanted to suck his dick, but I
really hadn't thought that far ahead. I was there just to get a good look at
his equipment.  Because I was acting like I was asleep, my mouth was slack
and he was able to push part of the head into my mouth. Then he actually
placed his free hand on my chin and opened my mouth further.  I couldn't
believe I was tasting his cock on my tongue.  He was starting to hump his
dick at my face but was only getting the head past my lips and on my tongue.
  Then I felt his hand that he had used to open my mouth at the back of my
head pressing my lips further down his cock.  With Jerry moving his thick
shaft in and out of my mouth, after a while I started to taste a slightly
salty fluid coming out of the end of his dick and figured he was cumming in
my mouth, because it seemed like an endless stream.  I remember thinking how
gross, but it was kind of turning me on to think Jerry was cumming in my
mouth,especially since the taste wasn't unpleasant at all.  As ridiculous as
it sounds, I was still acting like I was asleep with my lips stretched
obscenely around Jerry's fat cock.  He was now starting to get a little
rougher, sliding his cock all the way in and out of my mouth.  Because his
dick wasn't very long (about 4 inches, I'm guessing), he would be all the
way in and still not in my throat, so there was no fear of suffocation.  But
because of it's thickness, it filled my entire mouth.  I could feel his
pubic hair on my face and going up my nose.

Because I thought he had cum in my mouth already, I was in no way ready for
what was about to happen.  He had developed a steady pace going in and out
of my mouth, when I noticed his other hand had left his cock and was also on
my head so that he was meeting his thrusting cock with my face.  His dick
then got noticeably harder and fatter and the skin on his balls tightened,
and also got real crinkly.  Jerry seemed to then completely lose control of
his legs as they started to shake violently. I thought I might be hurting
him, as the head of my dick would always get real sensitive after one of my
dry orgasms, and the way he was kind of twisting my head, my tongue was
gliding over the front and side of his cock head.  But he was still jabbing
away at my face, so I figured it couldn't be hurting him too much.  I felt
his cock start to pulse and surge in my mouth, when all of a sudden, it
exploded.  Huge blasts of thick, clumpy sperm were fired at such velocity
that while trying to recover from the first volley, a second caught in the
back of my throat causing me to choke and cough to where cum actually came
out my nose.  It was similar to getting water up your nose, only in reverse.
  For a second I thought I was going to throw up.  Because I was acting like
I was asleep, I couldn't make a big move to get his ejaculating cock out of
my mouth, so I just kind of endured each blast as best I could.  Jerry was
oblivious to the fact, or could care less (looking back, I'm inclined to
think the latter), that I was gagging and sputtering around his fat, raging
cock.  He just kept pumping cum into my mouth.  I finally realized that I
was either going to start swallowing, or drown.  The problem was that his
semen was so thick, and there was so much of it that it was virtually
impossible to swallow.  I was finally able to turn my head in such a way,
wrenching his fire hose out of my mouth, only to have  four or five more
huge globs land on my face, the first one going directly in my eye, as he
humped his still pulsing cock against my splattered cheek.  I can't begin to
tell you how much that burnt.  I'm sure dislodging it from my mouth while he
was still enjoying his orgasm somewhat deminished the pleasure he was
enjoying, but I was really struggling with his copious ejaculate.  I could
tell he was somewhat pissed as he took his cock back in his hand and stuffed
it roughly back in my mouth.  Trying to remain under the guise of sleep, I
couldn't exactly protest, although I could have just closed my mouth.  He
finished pumping the remnants of his orgasm into my mouth, and then had the
gall to wipe the cum from his hand onto my hair.  Still upset, he shoved my
head off his stomach, and me onto my side of the bed, before using my covers
to wipe his stomach.

Being as I was supposed to still be asleep, and not wanting to confront him
after our little tryst, I ended up having to sleep with all that sperm on my
face and in my mouth. It was so thick it was impossible to swallow. It just
stayed in my throat all night. I very quietly humped my mattress till I
reached a dry orgasm.  It was one of the most exciting experiences in my
entire life, although I'm not sure I enjoyed his ejaculation, mainly because
of the amount and thickness, and it really hurt coming through my nose when
I about threw up (that would have been hard to play off).  Luckily I woke
before Jerry and ran into the bathroom. My face looked like I was on the
losing end of a glue fight.   I remember burping and could actually taste
his sperm.  It felt like I couldn't clear my throat the following day.  It
still amazes me how much sperm he shot and how thick it was.

The next day I was a complete zombie.  I didn't know how I felt about the
proceeding nights events.  I knew that I couldn't just forget about it.  But
I wasn't sure I wanted to blow him again.  I was still obsessed with his
mature penis, but I really didn't like him cumming in my mouth.  I didn't
discuss any of this with Jerry.  As far as I was concerned, I was sticking
with the guise of sleep.  All day Jerry seemed to be nicer to me than
normal.  He came to bed early that night (he must have been as excited as I
was).  I was acting like I was asleep again, when in actuality, I was
probably as far away from sleep as you could get.

I didn't put my side of the trundle bed up (thinking this would lessen the
chances of his dick ending up in my mouth again), so my side was about eight
inches lower than his.  I had my arm up on his bed when he got in.  He
pulled his underwear off and positioned his bare crotch at my hand.  His
cock was already semi-erect when I started to manipulate it, upon which it
proceeded to get rock hard and thick, just as it had the night before.  I
don't know why I got so excited jacking him off, but the more I stroked his
cock, the more mine throbbed.  I kept this up for a while till he pulled his
cock from my hand. Without any pretense of being asleep, Jerry moved his
mid-section towards the head of the bed.  I realized he wanted me to suck
his dick as he moved it level with my head.  Because I hadn't lifted my side
of the trundle bed, my face was at the same height as his mattress.  He
pushed his erection towards my face and I felt it press up against my nose
and face, leaving a trail of wetness where ever it made contact.  Because of
my aversion to sucking him off again, as soon as he pressed the leaking
crown to my lips, I moved my head away while still acting comatose.  He
pushed his crotch at my retreating visage, only to have me avoid contact yet
again.  When he moved his waist away from my head, I reached over and
grabbed his dick and commenced playing with it again.  Again he moved it up
by my head, obviously hoping I would take it in my mouth.  I pulled my head
away again, and the same dance continued only this time when I reached for
his cock, he pushed my hand away.  Every time I reached for his crotch, he
would push my hand away.  I was either going to suck it or he was going to
withhold it from me.

I started to get somewhat angry and frustrated with this treatment.  I would
have just turned over and gone to sleep, but I guess I was becoming truly
obsessed with his penis.  If the only way I was going to get to play with it
was to suck it, then I guess I would have to take it in my mouth again.  I
lifted my head and  placed it onto his mattress.  Since I was supposed to be
sleeping, and didn't want to talk, this was my way of letting him know that
I was defeated and was willing to blow him.  Jerry moved into position
immediately, angling himself diagonally on the bed on his side to where his
legs hung down onto my mattress.  This placed his cock right in line with my
mouth.  He thrust his hips towards my face which pressed his fat cock head
against my lips.  I couldn't believe how gooey it was already.  I wasn't
opening my mouth yet, just letting him slide his cock head over my lips,
when he did the same thing as he had the night before.  He reached down with
one hand on my forehead and the other on my chin and hinged my jaw open
while thrusting forward.  His now turgid member pushed right into my mouth
and onto my tongue.  He then moved his hips forward till his entire length
was encompassed by my mouth.  I was trying to act as though I was sleeping,
but the girth and depth of his cock as it hit the back of my tongue caused
me to gag loudly.  Jerry was not deterred in the least and continued to
grind his pelvis into my face.

Then Jerry changed the rules by speaking the words, "Move your tongue back
and forth on it."

I wasn't prepared for him to speak.  I didn't know what to do.  My mind
froze.  I didn't react at first, thinking if I complied, there would be no
doubt I was awake.  But then he repeated it.  I figured it was either do it
or talk about it.  And seeing as talking about this was the last thing I
wanted, I started stroking the underside of his cock with my tongue while
trying to control my urge to gag.  Because of the straight on position we
where in, and my pressing the underside with my tongue, his deep penetration
was hitting way back on the roof of my mouth, making it really hard to keep
from choking.  So there I was, sucking my cousins dick for the second night
in a row, only this time he was verbally directing my performance.

His pre-seminal fluid was leaking onto my tongue, and although it grossed me
out the night before, tonight the thought didn't seem as taboo.  The
plastering I took the night before kept running through my mind, though, and
I didn't know if I could handle the deluge again.  There was this mixture of
unbelievable excitement and pure dread welling up in me, to where I was
actually trembling.  I could feel his hairy balls mash against my chin as he
pushed and pulled his cock in and out of my mouth.  For some reason I didn't
do anything to manually stimulate my own cock (and Jerry never came anywhere
near it), but in the position I was in , kind of hanging off his mattress
onto my own, I was able to rub my erection against the side of his mattress.

He then pulled his penis all the way out till only the large flanged head
was still in my mouth and moaned in between pants, "Now just suck on the
head.....oh yeah that's it.....still use your tongue on it...oh yeah, that
feels good...."

The golf ball sized head of his cock was larger than the thick shaft so one
time the crown caught on my front teeth.  By this time he had moved both
hands down to my head and was orchestrating my movement on his cock, so when
this happened, he yanked me off his cock and harshly whispered to be careful
of my teeth.  Doing so caused his cock to make an audible pop when freeing
itself from my suctioning mouth.  I'm sure I looked like a baby bird feeding
with my eyes closed, my mouth open and his cock pointed at it.  He pushed it
right back in the vacancy and I went back to swabbing the head with my
tongue.  I was starting to really get into it's sponginess and the way it's
fluid was coating it, making it feel slick in my mouth.  After doing this
for a while Jerry started to pick up the pace, pushing more and more of his
cock into my mouth.  This brought me back to the realization that he was
about to cum in my mouth again.  I started trying to think of what I could
do to keep it from happening.  I thought I would pull it out while still
rubbing it with my lips when he started cumming.  I was remarkably excited
with the prospects of  seeing Jerry unload up close.  It didn't bother me if
it meant he'd be cumming on my face.  It would be thrilling to watch, and I
figured I could just clean up afterwards.  I just couldn't handle him
shooting that monstrous load down my throat again.

I could feel his cock starting to get really hard and the head expand even
larger at the back of my tongue.  He was to the point were he was sliding
the entire length in but only pulling partially out.  He removed his hands
from the sides of my head and I thought this would help to facilitate my
pulling his cock out when he cums.  All of a sudden he used his body weight
to roll me onto my back, with his trunk on top of my head, and his heavy
thighs trapping my shoulders.  I started moaning probably more out of
excitement than fear and discomfort, as he pounded away at my face, when his
legs started to shake in the same way they had when he came in my mouth the
night before.  I was in a panicky situation, but at least this time I was
aware of what was about to happen.  I figured if there was nothing I could
do to stop it, without causing a scene I didn't want to deal with, I had
better start swallowing his sperm right from the beginning.  Last time I let
too much sperm collect in my mouth before trying to swallow, to where it
became unmanageable (oh look, I've got a game plan for swallowing my cousins
huge load of sperm now).  With his cock head pulsing right in front of the
entrance to my throat he erupted.  Large globs of semen shot right down my
throat and stuck there just as they had the night before, only this time I
started trying to swallow the thick clumps immediately.  The only problem
was, because of it's viscosity, I wasn't able to keep up with the downpour.
He was also mashing his pubes into my nose to where I could only breathe on
his out strokes.  This caused me to inhale some of the sperm he was shooting
into my wind pipe.  When I gagged and coughed, cum came out of my nose
again.  My gagging and retching caused bile to rise up in my esophagus and I
was sure I was about to throw-up this time.  Just as the night before, it
was obvious Jerry could care less.  He kept pumping wave after wave of sperm
down my gullet.  I'm still amazed a fifteen year old could produce that
large of an ejaculate.  I guess it was just genetics.  The mucus and sperm
that I coughed through my nose was now making it even harder to inhale
in-between thrusts.  He finished the whole thing by pulling out and rubbing
it all over my face.  He rolled off of me, pulled back on his underwear and
crashed out without even looking my way.  I slinked off his bed quietly with
the remnants of his load still in my mouth.  After that night I always left
tissues by my side of the bed for cleaning up the mess Jerry would leave on
my face.  I also learned to spit what was left of his orgasm into a tissue
so I wouldn't be trying to swallow it all night.

It got to where if I was in bed with my eyes closed and Jerry wanted a
blowjob, he would just start poking me in the face with his cock.  I never
said no because I didn't want to talk about it, which I was sure would
happen if I declined.  But to be honest there were very few times that I
didn't want to.  It even got to the point where I didn't mind him cumming in
my mouth as much, although it never became one of my favorite activities.
At the beginning I was fellating him every day, sometimes once at night and
once when he would wake up in the morning.  There were other times he would
come home from being out late drinking with his buddies and I would wake up
with a hard cock sticking me in the face.  This would always be one of the
times were I wasn't as enthusiastic about sucking him off.  I would always
want to get him off fast, but because of his inebriation, it would take what
seemed like forever, he would be rougher than usual, and his sperm would
always taste more pungent.

This form of denial went on for a little over two weeks, till one day Jerry
and I were home alone while my aunt was at work and we were clowning around,
and for some reason, I ended up calling him a fag in jest.

He turned to me and said, "Who are you calling a fag.  You're the one who
sucks my dick every night."

I was stunned.  All I could say was, "Fuck You."

I knew how red my face was by the heat coming off my cheeks.  God, I didn't
want to have this conversation.  Jerry asked me why I was getting pissed.

"Come on, admit it.  You like sucking my dick, don't you?", he taunted,
"Don't get mad about it."

"Just leave me alone, Jerry.", I pouted.

I couldn't believe he was doing this.  He was ridiculing me for performing
fellatio on him, when he obviously was as into it as I was.  It had even
gotten to where he was the one who initiated it most of the time.  I'm sure
I was getting visibly upset, but I was completely unprepared for this
exchange.  Then he unbuttoned his shorts and shucked them down to his
ankles.  He grabbed his quickly inflating penis and shook it at me while it
was still encased in his jockeys.  He started coming at me, hopping with his
shorts bunched around his feet, causing his erection to flop around in such
a comical way that I started laughing.  Although Jerry had me by at least 40
pounds, and was much stronger, he rarely used his physical superiority to
his advantage. But this time he knocked me onto the bed while I was still
overcome by laughter and sat on my stomach.  We were both laughing and I was
yelling at him to get off me when he started scooting up my torso till his
thighs were on my shoulders and his knees held my head immobile.  He was
still holding onto his phallus and started hitting me in the face with it.

"Stop you fucker," I raged, trying to act serious.

"Give it a big kiss, and I will.", Jerry triumphantly answered.

"I mean it, Jerry.  Get off me.", I replied, losing some of the conviction
in my voice.

From my vantage point I could see his red pubic bush peaking over the waist
band of his underwear, and realized I hadn't seen his equipment in the light
of day in some time.  He had quit flaunting his body since I started giving
him blowjobs.

"I'm not going anywhere till you give it a real nice big kiss.  It's gonna
think your not it's friend anymore."

He continued slapping my face with his jockey encased penis, all the while
sporting a sinister grin.  I didn't know what to do.  I wanted to help him
out of his increasingly growing condition, but then I would have to
acknowledge the fact that I was displaying gay behavior.  I wasn't sure how
Jerry would act towards me then.  We were both fully aware that I wasn't
sleeping through our oral encounters.  I just wasn't ready to admit I liked
sucking dick.

I angrily pressed my lips quickly to his hard cock, made a large smacking
sound and resounded, "There!"

"Not on my underwear, on my wiener.", he retorted.  (Maybe that's why I
couldn't open up to him about it.  He used words like wiener.)

"Get the fuck off me.", I bellowed.

He pulled it out of it's cloth confines and started whacking my face with
his bare prick.  I felt his pre-cum being smeared all over my nose and
flinging across my cheeks as he did this, and I knew you could probably see
the trail of wetness from where he was sitting and, for some reason, this
turned me on.

"I'm not going to Jerry, so you can just forget it.", I said, trying to
sound as convincing as possible.
"Then I'm just gonna flog your face the rest of the day.", he announced.
"It's going to be 3 or 4 hours before my mom gets home, so this might be an
all day thing."

He started tapping the oversized head against my lips lightly while I
continued feigning my dissatisfaction.  I was half-heartedly throwing my
head from side to side in mock horror, which was getting me no where because
of his thick thighs imprisoning my head.  He began moving the head of his
dick in a circular motion against my partially pursed lips, causing them to
become slick with it's secretions.  I could feel the tip of his penis
starting to work it's way between my lips.

He was running the underside of the bulbous head, side to side, across my
wet teeth while jacking the shaft, when he stopped and said, "Careful of
those teeth, man.  I wouldn't want you to bite my hap-penis and your
happiness."

As soon as my mouth opened to tell him to keep it away from my teeth and it
wouldn't be a concern, he took the opportunity to shove the head past my
teeth and onto my tongue.  When I felt his cock in my mouth I no longer
wanted to pretend I wasn't interested and started sucking it while moving my
tongue all around the head, trying to gather all the lubrication leaking out
of the end.  Over the past 2 1/2 weeks I had developed a true appreciation
for the taste of his abundant pre-seminal fluid. I also enjoyed how it made
everything so slippery.  If only he didn't ejaculate so much during orgasm,
there would be no downside to me giving my cousin a blowjob.  I looked up at
Jerry's face and saw him watching intently as my lips and tongue
administered to the end of his dick.

"It's really cool being able to watch you suck me.  You can't see much at
night when usually you blow me.  You look good sucking my dick, Brandt.",
Jerry chimed.  Hey, maybe we could get a shot for my upcoming seventh grade
yearbook.

Because of the position we were in, Jerry wasn't able to jam it all the way
in as he was accustomed to doing, which made me feel much more at ease about
him cumming in my mouth.  It wasn't the taste of his cum that caused me to
choke, as much as it was the large amounts hitting and sticking in the back
of my throat forcing me to try and swallow.  The few times he wasn't lodged
all the way in when he ejaculated was much more pleasant to deal with than
when he would flood my throat.

Jerry talked me through the entire blow job, came in my mouth, thanked me
and got dressed, leaving me with an aching hard-on.  After he left the room,
I jerked off till I had my first ejaculation accompanying an orgasm.  Where
Jerry would always fire jet after jet of semen, my orgasm just oozed over my
hand as I wacked off.  After which I brought my saturated fingers to my
mouth and tasted my own cum.  It wasn't as thick or as hard to swallow as
Jerry's.  It actually wasn't that unenjoyable.

The whole dynamic of our relationship changed after that day.  I would suck
Jerry's dick whenever we had any free time together.  I would come home from
school to find Jerry sitting in the bean bag chair with his pants around his
ankles, playing with his erection while listening to an album on his head
phones.  I would get between his legs and suck him off before I even changed
from my school clothes.  Sometimes he would call me into the bathroom while
he was showering, with everyone still home.  I'd lock the door so no one
could barge in, then I would stick my head through the shower curtain and
blow him while he continued to lather the rest of his body.  This was
convenient because I was able to spit out any semen he didn't shoot down my
throat right into the tub.  I also figured if I was going to throw up from
his ejaculate, this was the place to do it.  It got to where I was blowing
him so much we had to stop for two days one time because his penis became so
sore from over use.

One day Jerry called me at home and told me his good friend Sai was spending
the night.  I told him it was okay, and that Sai could sleep in my bed and
I would use a sleeping bag on the floor.  He told me that isn't what he was
worried about.  He wanted to know if I would be willing to blow Sai.  I told
him he was crazy and that I didn't want anyone to know what we were doing.
He said he was really horny, since I hadn't sucked him off the night before,
or that following morning (and we all know that's like a week in adolecent
years) and wanted to know how he was going to get a blow job with Sai in the
room and me not willing to take care of him too.  I angrily told him I
didn't give a shit, and that it wasn't going to happen.  He called me a
pussy and hung up.  I felt kind of proud of taking control, because Jerry
would normally control when, where and how I serviced him.  He had to be
nuts to think I would consent to blowing his friend.  Nothing against Sai,
mind you.  He was a good guy and we got along well, but Sai would always
just say what ever came to mind, sometimes leading to embarrassing
situations.  I could only imagine what he would have to say about this.  He
was of Asian decent and was quite stocky and muscular, as he lifted for
football.  Both Jerry and Sai were on the football team, so both worked with
weights daily, but Sai was the only one to see any significant playing time.

That night I was awake in my sleeping bag when they came into the room to go
to bed.  I acted like I was asleep as I watched them both strip down to
there underwear and get into bed.  Sai's body was pale white and heavily
muscled.  The bulge in his underwear seemed smaller than Jerry's, but this
could have been the angle I was looking at it.  I was squinting through my
closed eyes, so no one would know I was awake.  I didn't want to afford
Jerry the opportunity to try and talk me into blowing him and his buddy.

After some goofing around they both seemed to settle down and go to sleep.
I'm not sure how long it had been since I had drifted off, when I awoke to
the familiar heat of Jerry's hard penis pressing against my cheek.  I woke
up immediately  and whispered for him to leave me alone and go back to bed.
He said quietly that he couldn't sleep because of his boner and needed me to
help him out.  My heart was sinking with fear as I told him to cut it out
and that he was going to wake Sai.

"Your the one making all the noise.  Why don't you just hurry and take care
of me before you wake him.  Then we can all get some sleep.", Jerry prodded.

I couldn't believe Jerry would risk being found out by his friend just so he
could blow a load down my throat.  Especially after I had told him no over
the phone.  Hadn't he ever heard of jerking off.  Obviously he was getting a
little too accustomed to the feeling of my mouth.  Wasn't he afraid of
everyone thinking he was a fag.  I know I was.  I guess it goes back to that
old adage, a hard dick couldn't give a shit less.  He was slapping it
against my face making a noise that I was afraid would attract attention, so
to silence it, I reached up and grabbed his bloated cock and brought it to
my mouth.  I drew it between my lips and started flicking at the head with
my tongue.  I had learned that Jerry really liked it when I would run my
tongue along the underside where the head meets the shaft, so I started
doing this feverently, trying to make him orgasm in my mouth quickly.  I was
trying to be as quiet as possible, but there were still some squishing
sounds, that, in the complete silence, sounded like a waterfall to me.
Jerry was sawing away at my face when he switched positions to where his
balls were positioned at my chin.  This made it a lot easier for me to
stroke the underside of his crown with the flat of my tongue, but seemed to
make even more noise as his balls slapped my chin.

I was trying desperately to keep my manipulations quiet, when from behind
Jerry I hear, "Hey, what are you guys doing?"

I stopped what I was doing immediately, with Jerry's dick still in my mouth
and was completely silent to the point where I actually stopped breathing.
I couldn't see because Jerry blocked my view, but I knew Sai had caught us
and I was panic stricken.  I was so afraid everyone in school was going to
find out I was a cocksucker.

Jerry started moving his hips to re-establish the friction on his cock and
announced, "Brandt's giving me a blow job."

"Really?", Sai inquired. "You mind if I watch?  I've never seen someone give
a guy a blowjob before."

Jerry said, "I don't mind, as long as it's okay with Brandt.  Maybe you can
talk him into blowing you, too."

Sai got out of bed and sat down next to my sleeping bag on the floor.  Jerry
went back to concentrating on fucking my mouth and I just laid there,
mortified, letting him, not able to look into the face of either.

"It's too dark.  I can't see anything.  Mind if I turn on a light?"

"You're fucking whacked, dude.  My parents might see it.  There's a
flashlight in the bottom drawer of my night stand.  Grab it.", Jerry
instructed.

I was about to perform my newly acquired oral talents in front of an
audience, with the proper stage lighting no less.  I had this quivering in
my stomach that ached right through my crotch.  I opened my eyes and saw the
blinding beam of the flash light coming towards us and being shone directly
on my face as I continued my oral stimulation of Jerry's cock.  Jerry was
being very rough with the way he was driving his cock in and out of my
mouth, and I had become acutely aware of how much noise my sucking was now
making.  For some reason, this just added to my humiliation.

While watching the show, Sai kept commenting on how talented I was with my
mouth, and how  impressive it was that  I could "deep throat" a cock.  I'm
sure he meant it as a compliment, but I was becoming more and more
self-conscience with each comment.  Jerry had no shame as he continued to
ravage my mouth, banging his balls against my chin with each thrust.  He
continued the assault on my face for some time till he finally turned to Sai
with a comment.

"Watch this, bro.  I saw it in a porno."

"You're full of shit, dude.  When did you ever see a porno?", Sai
challenged.

"In Greg's basement when his parents were in New Orleans.  Phil was there,
you can ask him or Greg.", Jerry answered in quick, short pants.

They were having this conversation like I was a tree stump, all the while,
Jerry was hammering his cock into my face.  I think he was trying to show
off for Sai.  I figured he wanted to show Sai how he could make me choke on
his cum.  I could tell he was getting close by the way his cock was starting
to throb in my mouth.

"Oh man, is he going to let you come in his mouth?", Sai asked with a sense
of amazement and excitement in his voice.

"Just watch.", Jerry grunted in labored tones.

Sai then got down on his hands and knees with my sucking face less than a
foot away so he could get a better view, while still shining the
flashlight's beam at my stretched out mouth.  I was busy bracing myself for
the inevitable onslaught when Jerry withdrew his cock till only the head was
still in my mouth and started jacking the remainder with one hand while the
other held my head in place.  I was glad he wasn't jamming it all the way
in, as he usually would.  I really didn't want to choke in front of Sai,
figuring it would be even more embarrassing.

I felt the head expand and pulse and was rewarded with a large glob of sperm
hitting the roof of my mouth.  Then Jerry pulled his cock completely out
while continuing to jack it at my open mouth, just as a second volley shot
right onto my tongue, after which I promptly closed my mouth, not wanting to
swallow any more of the thick fluid than I had to.  As I was trying to
swallow what was in my mouth, a third blast hit my top lip and went right up
  my nose, causing Sai to retreat quickly as to not get any of Jerry's
offering on him.  When I tried to blow his cum back out, a big bubble
formed.  I heard Sai laugh in astonishment about how cool it was that I
would let Jerry shoot his wad all over my face, as if I had a choice.  He
was eeewwing and aaahhhing as each pulse of cum hit my face, as if it were a
fireworks display.  I could tell Jerry was trying to cover my entire face as
I felt sperm hit both my eyes.  Both of them were starting to laugh
hysterically.  I couldn't open either eye because of the clumps of sperm
that clung to my eyelashes.  Jerry's onslaught slowed after awhile and he
started to rub his still throbbing dick all over my slimy face.  They were
both still howling with laughter as I felt the thick mixture slide off my
face and onto my  nylon sleeping bag, and I couldn't help but start laughing
myself, knowing what my face must look like.

While I was still laughing Jerry stuck his semi-erect cock back in my mouth,
causing me to exhale through my nose, creating another cum bubble at the end
of my nose.  This elicited comments comparing me, Lawrence Welk and Mr.
Bubbles.  Sai was completely enthralled with the amount of cum Jerry
produced and how it looked on my face.

"Whoa dude, that's not human.", Sai started rambling, "God, look what you
did to his face.  You obliterated it, bro. ", he continued, still in awe,
"Hey Brandt, it went up your nose, didn't it.?  Did that hurt, man?", he
asked, without waiting for my response,  "I don't want to get that stuff on
me.  How is he gonna suck me without getting that stuff all over me.", he
lamented,  "Will you suck mine now.  Fuck, Jerry, now he's not gonna want to
suck me now.  You're such a dick.", he condemned, "With a fucking boatload
of cum", he added,  as he tried to keep from cracking up.

Through the hushed laughter, Jerry managed to say, "Relax man.  I just lubed
him up for you", looking down at my glazed face, he questioned, "You're
gonna suck Sai's dick aren't you, Brandt?"

With my eyes still glued shut, I just shook my head yes.  I was too
humiliated to speak.  I mean, what the hell.  He had just witnessed my
cousin splattering a ridicules amount of semen all over my face. The thought
of blowing Sai didn't particularly appeal to me, but I was sure he'd tell
someone at school if I didn't service him as well.

"See buddy, he's gonna take care of you.  So quit freaking and whip out your
dick.", Jerry said.

"Well move out of the way.", he demanded.  Then he looked to me and said,
"This is so cool of you to suck me off, dude.  I can't believe I'm going to
get a blowjob." He whispered excitedly.

Jerry tossed one of his socks he had removed for bed at me and told me to
clean up my face.  I did so as the two swapped positions, with Sai removing
his underwear and squatting over my face completely naked.  His genital area
was so much different than Jerry's.  His penis was a bit shorter than my
own,  four inches at most, and very thin.  No wonder he was so impressed
with Jerry's equipment.  The pubic hair surrounding it was poker straight
and very dark.  His balls were several shades darker than the rest of his
body.  They were much smaller than Jerry's and seemed to always be tight to
his body.  I guess I was so used to Jerry's cock, being as I had probably
blown him more than 30 times in the past three weeks, Sai's member seemed so
foreign to me (and, no, that's not an ethnic joke).  It wasn't only the size
difference that made me take notice.  When I took it between my lips it was
hard as steel, and didn't have near as much loose skin hanging on the shaft.
  The head was stream lined with the rest of it, making it very easy to
completely engulf with my mouth. Especially since I had been initiated with
Jerry's beer can.

It was actually much more pleasant to fellate Sai's member than Jerry's.
Because it was so much smaller, it was much easier to accommodate.  I
started working my mouth all over the entire length, tasting the pre-cum
leaking onto my tongue as I used it to lap at the shaft.  He kept
complimenting my different technics and how good they all felt, but the
whole time he never directed his comments towards me, always preferring to
speak to Jerry instead.  It was almost like they were talking about a new
toy that Jerry was letting Sai play with for the first time.  I'm sure the
reason they were talking like I wasn't there was because I couldn't really
respond with  my mouth full, but it was still demeaning, nonetheless.

I diverted my attention away from Sai's small prick to see that Jerry was
using one hand to stroke another growing erection he was developing while he
used the other hand to direct the flashlight's beam as well as his own gaze
on my mouth gliding over Sai's equipment.

"Can I cum in your mouth?", Sai inquired eagerly, regaining my attention.

I just kept working my mouth on his cock, increasing the pressure with my
tongue.  I was hoping my actions would be answer enough.  I had my tongue
still wrapped around his dick so I could stimulate just under the crown,
while I bobbed my head back and forth.

"Hey, Brandt.  You mind if I cum in your mouth." Sai repeated.

With my eyes still closed I gave a meek "um-hmm", while continuing my
activity on his rock hard little cock.  I felt his scrotum tighten even more
against my lips, as his thrusts became more insistent.  Then he started
repeating over and over that he was getting ready to cum in my mouth, almost
like he was chanting.  He was loud enough to where Jerry had tell him to
keep it down.  His dick got even harder as his orgasm overtook him, to where
it felt like it could almost shatter in my mouth.  His semen didn't have any
of the propulsion that Jerry's had.  It just started drooling out of the end
of his surging dick onto my tongue in what felt like a constant stream.  His
sperm was plentiful, but much easier to swallow.  It had more of a creamy
texture than lumpy like Jerry's.

Afterwards he wanted to know if I swallowed his sperm and I hesitantly told
him "Yeah, I guess."

"Did you like it.  How it tastes, I mean.", he questioned.

"I don't know.", I said in an impatient tone.  I didn't want to be
interrogated about how much I enjoyed the experience of sucking his dick.

Jerry put down the flashlight and, while still stroking his hard cock, said,
"After that little show you're gonna need to do me again."

Since I hadn't cum myself, it didn't take much to convince me to service
them both, again.  After sucking on Jerry's penis for a while, I went to
alternating between both.  This round of blowjobs involved a lot more
experimentation with them putting their balls in my mouth and placing me in
different positions after moving me to the bed.  At one point they even
tried to get both their cocks in my mouth at the same time.  But the width
of Jerry's made this impossible.  This is when I learned a lot of useful
information, like pulling down on the skin surrounding their testicles would
intensify the sensation my mouth had on their penises and that being upside
down made taking Jerry's entire cock in my mouth much easier, although,
Jerry didn't care for this position as much because I couldn't use my tongue
on the underside of his cock.  This new position didn't have much of an
impact on Sai, because his penis was small enough for me to envelope in any
position.  The session ended with both of them cumming in my mouth again,
Sai's ejaculate diminishing considerably.  Jerry, true to form, flooded my
throat with another large load, causing me to choke and gag.  Jerry kept up
his assault on my mouth, completely unaware of my discomfort.

I was retching to such an extent that Sai came to my defense saying, "Dude,
it sounds like you're gonna make him puke.  Back off a little bit so he can
breath."

While still grinding his crotch into my face, he told Sai that I was okay,
and that we did this all the time.  With his cock still filling my mouth,
all I was only able to get out was an incoherent "uh-uh".  When he finally
dislodged it, I was able to tell him that I hated when he would fuck my face
so deep while he was cumming.  I explained how it would stay in my throat
all night, making me gag whenever I'd try to swallow.  I let him know I
didn't mind them cumming in my mouth, just not so deep.  All he said was
that he would try not to do it anymore, but that he didn't know if he could
control it when he was in the throws of orgasm.  I let it go because I
didn't want to lose the use of his cock by fighting about this, but I knew
he just liked to see me humiliated.  I figured I'd just handle it so I'd be
able to keep blowing him.

Afterwards we all went back to our respective beds/cum stained sleeping bag,
where I quietly masturbated to a mind bending orgasm.  I even ate the semen
my dick produced, even though Jerry had thrown me one of his socks to wipe
my face with.  For some reason I was too embarrassed to jerk-off in their
presence.  I guess I thought this would make me appear even more gay.  The
next morning I blew them both before they had to leave for Sai's driving
test.  It was the third time he was taking it, and luckily, he passed.  I
guess he just needed to be more relaxed.

Sai began coming over regularly for my oral skills.  He would even come over
when Jerry wasn't there, something he had never done before.  Sai worked a
part time job three days a week.  Sometimes he would come over and wake me
before he went to work so I could take care of him.  Jerry, being the lazy
bastard he was, didn't work, but would always wake up so he could watch and
then join in the festivities.  This went on for about a month till my stay
with my aunt and uncle was over.  Since leaving Texas, I have never had
another dick in my mouth.  Even when I see Jerry at family functions, the
subject is never broached.  I guess we both just marked it down to
adolescent experimentation, although I masturbate while recounting these
events even as an adult.