Date: 8 Dec 2000 03:23:36 -0000
From: chris <wuhsup@maileditor.com>
Subject: "Rude Awakenings" (t/t, oral, first)

Two weeks after my thirteenth birthday I went to stay with my aunt, uncle
and cousin in Texas  for the summer.  My cousin, Jerry, was 15 at the
time.  We were pretty good friends, although he took particular joy in my
torment.  He was stocky, with white, white skin and red hair, where I was
tall, skinny and blond.  He would jerk with me just to piss me off.  But
we still hung out together all the time.  To be honest, I didn't know
anyone, so what else was I going to do.  We shared his bedroom, which had
a double bed that we both slept in.

Being that it was summer in Texas, and his parents were too cheap to run
the air conditioning, we were forced to sleep with the windows wide open
and in as little as possible, which consisted of no more than white
Jockeys.  Since he was two years my senior, he was allowed to stay up an
hour later than I.  This bothered me to no end.  I thought it was
ridiculous that I couldn't go to bed when I wanted, being that it was
summer.

One day I walked in on Jerry in the bathroom, while he was reading a
Penthouse magazine and masturbating.  He froze in mid-stroke and started
yelling at me to get the hell out of there.  I remember just staring at
the largest set of balls surrounded by a thick patch of red pubic hair.  I
was just beginning to grow pubes at this time, so I was truly intrigued by
my cousins manliness.  I acted horrified and slammed the door on my way
out, but from that point forward, all I could think of was my cousins huge
hairy balls. At my young age, I was yet to experience any kind of sexual
contact with anyone.  I would masturbate to a dry orgasm on occasion, but
that was really the extent of my sexual experience.  I found the Penthouse
that Jerry was reading under the towels in the bathroom and this is where
most of my knowledge came from including oral sex and intercourse. 
Although I was still a little vague about it, this is also were I learned
about a man ejaculating semen

I didn't know if my intrigue was obvious, but I noticed a change in my
cousin from then on.  He became a lot more free about showing me his body
in all it's naked splendor.  When ever he would shower, he would come into
the bedroom and whip his towel off while I was still in the room.  He
would then proceed to perform any and all tasks he could think of while
staying in this state of undress.  He always seemed to be in a state of
semi-arousal when doing this, as though he had prepared his dick for me. 
His cock wasn't long, but it was very fat, and as I stated previously, his
balls were huge.  At the time, I thought it was because of his advanced
age, but now know he just had big testes.

This little floor show continued until one night I woke up with my hand on
Jerry's hairy thigh.  This sent a rush through me like you would not
believe.  I then slowly moved my hand up his leg till it was resting
against those giant, underwear encased balls.  This entire move took at
least an hour, as I didn't want to wake him and have him call me a fag.  I
figured I could always just say it happened while I was sleeping.  Very
slowly I moved my hand till it was directly on his cock.  I then started
to move my hand on it and noticed that it was getting hard.  I also
noticed that it got wet at the tip of his cock and figured that he had
cum.  Because of my fear of being caught and thought to be queer, this is
all I did during that first night.  I was glad that it was summer and I
could sleep in, because I didn't get any sleep that night.

Jerry made no reference to this the next day, so of course, neither did I.
 The next night I was jumping out of my skin with excitement.  It was all
I could do not to grab his crotch when Jerry came to bed.  Once I heard
the regular breathing of sleep, I started my hands journey back to his
crotch.  I remember being afraid I'd wake him, because my hand was shaking
so much with excitement.  It didn't take near as long this time and soon
my hand was back on his cock.  After rubbing his cock for a while, I
figured I'd get a little closer look.  So, while feigning sleep, I rolled
over till my head was partially on his stomach.  God, I was scared, but so
excited that there was no way I was going to stop.

While stroking him slowly, I maneuvered my head till it was completely
resting on his stomach, about four inches from his cock, that was starting
to harden.  It was at this point that I started to become frustrated,
because what I really wanted was to get a good look at his hairy cock and
balls.  With me acting like I was sleeping, there was no way to get his
underwear down to free him. So close yet so far.  All of a sudden, he
lifts his hips and pushes down his jockeys.  I used this motion to inch
myself closer to my target.  Now his cock was touching my cheek, just
below my eye, and my hand was cupping his balls. Since I was facing away
from him, I had my eyes wide open, and with the windows and blinds open,
the street lights were lighting up the room so that I had a great look at
his fat cock and huge balls.  He obviously wasn't asleep any longer.  I
still didn't want him to know I was awake, so I just lay there with his
dick against my face.  I couldn't believe how warm and smooth it was.

That's when Jerry took his cock in his hand and pressed it up against my
lips.  Now, I can see why he thought I was there to suck his dick, but I
really hadn't thought that far ahead. I was there just to get a good look
at his equipment.  Because I was acting like I was asleep, my mouth was
slack and he was able to push part of the head into my mouth. Then he
actually placed his free hand on my chin and opened my mouth further.  I
couldn't believe I was tasting his cock on my tongue.  He was starting to
hump his dick at my face but was only getting the head past my lips and on
my tongue.  Then I felt his hand at the back of my head pressing my lips
further down his cock.  I started to taste a slightly salty fluid coming
out of the end of his dick and figured he was cumming in my mouth, because
it seemed like an endless stream.  I remember thinking how gross, but it
was really turning me on to think Jerry was cumming in my mouth.  As
ridiculous as it sounds, I was still acting like I was asleep with my lips
stretched obscenely around Jerry's fat cock.  He was now starting to get a
little rougher, sliding his cock all the way in and out of my mouth. 
Because his dick wasn't very long (4-5 inches, I'm guessing), he would be
all the way in and still not in my throat, but because of how thick it
was, it filled my entire mouth, and there was this growing fear of
suffocation.  I could feel his pubic hair on my face and going up my nose.

Because I thought he had cum in my mouth already, I was in no way ready
for what was about to happen.  He had developed a steady pace going in and
out of my mouth, when I noticed his other hand had left his cock and was
also on my head so that he was meeting his thrusting cock with my face. 
His dick then got noticeably harder and fatter and the skin on his balls
tightened, as well as getting real crinkly.  Jerry seemed to then
completely lose control of his legs as they started to shake violently. I
thought I might be hurting him, as the head of my dick would always get
real sensitive after one of my dry orgasms, and the way he was kind of
twisting my head, my tongue was gliding over the front and side of his. 
But he was still jabbing away at my face.  I felt his cock start to pulse
and surge in my mouth, when all of a sudden, it exploded.  Huge blasts of
thick, clumpy sperm were fired at such velocity that while trying to
recover from the first volley, a second caught in the back of my throat
causing me to choke and cough to where cum actually came out my nose.  It
was similar to getting water up your nose, only in reverse.  For a second
I thought I was going to throw up.  Because I was acting like I was
asleep, I couldn't make a big move to get his ejaculating cock out of my
mouth, so I just kind of endured it as best I could.  Jerry was oblivious
to the fact, or could care less (I'm inclined to think the latter), that I
was gagging and sputtering around his fat, raging cock.  He just kept
pumping cum into my mouth.  I finally realized that I was either going to
start swallowing, or drown.  The problem was that it was so thick, it was
virtually impossible to swallow.  I was finally able to get his fire hose
out of my mouth, only to have  four or five more huge globs land on my
face, the first one going directly in my eye.  I can't begin to tell you
how much that burnt.  He then took his cock back in his hand and stuffed
it back in my mouth.  Trying to remain under the guise of sleep, I
couldn't exactly protest, although I could have just closed my mouth.  I
guess I'd have to say I was enjoying it.  He finished pumping the remnants
of his orgasm into my mouth, and then had the gall to wipe the cum from
his hand onto my face.  He shoved my head off his stomach, and me onto my
side of the bed, before using my covers to wipe his stomach.

Being as I was supposed to still be asleep, and not wanting to confront
him after our little tryst, I ended up having to sleep with all that sperm
on my face and in my mouth. It was so thick it was impossible to swallow.
It just stayed in my throat all night. I very quietly humped my mattress
till I reached an orgasm.  It was one of the most exciting experiences in
my entire life, although I'm not sure I enjoyed his ejaculation, mainly
because of the amount and thickness, and it really hurt coming through my
nose when I about threw up (that would have been hard to play off). 
Luckily I woke before Jerry and ran into the bathroom. I actually burped
and could taste his sperm.  It felt like I couldn't clear my throat the
following day.  My eye was literally glued shut and it looked like someone
had painted my face with thick paste. Looking back now, it still amazes me
how much sperm he shot and how thick it was. Jerry and I never discussed
our sexual play, even though the same sort of thing happened many more
times. Amazing, huh?