Date: Wed, 27 Oct 2010 23:38:04 +0000
From: Jake Audio <jakeaudio@hotmail.com>
Subject: Sonny Jan

It was the year that my wife died back in 1972. She left me and the kids
when she was killed in a car accident. That left us without the woman who
was important to us.  My three kids would never be the same. My daughter
June was 14 and she stepped into the role of woman of the house. John
Jr. and Jeff did the best they could. John Jr. was 11 and Jeff was 10.

About the same time I was looking for an errant boy. A young man to do
things that weren't that important for the rest of the staff of my hardware
store to do. In walked Sonny Jan Brace. He was a smart hard working 16 year
old. But there was something about him that told me he was hiding some dark
secret. After a about a month he came to me to talk about it.

    "Mr. Giels I need to talk with you about something."

    "Is it private Sonny?" I had asked.

He said yes and I told him to shut the door to my office. He sat down in
one of the chair that was on the other side of the desk from where I sat.

   "Mr. Giels I'm sorry I can't work here any more."

   "Why not Sonny?" I asked He was a good worker.

   "Well sir."

   "You can call me John like everyone else."

   "Yes sir, I mean John."

He was so sad at that moment. He just sat there not saying a word.

  "Sonny, you can tell me anything. I heard it all and nothing shocks me."

He smiled and started to talk...

   "Well, you know I live with my mom and all. And how she's a prostitute
and all."

   "I am too John until I came to work here. I mean I still help a few
friends for cash. My mom doesn't do anything for me. I may live with her
but since I was 10 I be doing sexual favors, often just to eat. She told me
when I turned 10 that it was time to take care of my own needs money wise."

OK I wasn't suspecting that. But I show not emotion toward Sonny. I wanted
to see what he was leading up to.

  "I really don't want to do it anymore, but the money is good. I need more
than I am making here. I only do it for that reason. I mean I'm not even
Homosexual John."

  "I can give you a raise if that would help."

  "You couldn't pay me enough money..."

  "How about 30 thousand a year and I don't want sex from you."

  "How can you do that."

  "My sons have desire to work in the store. I have no one to pass along
all my knowledge let alone a son. I'm looking for someone to take over some
day. You will be here all the time. Is that understood."

He got up and started to cry. I got up and walked around my desk. He then
lunged for me. I let him hug me for a moment. Then he stepped back.

  "I do have one other requirement."

He face got a look on it like "O No".

   "How is your school grades."

  "They could be better. I want you making A's."

  "Is there anyway you can help me."

  "Yes, You can also live here at the shop if you need a place away from
you mom."

Again he lunged for me and started to ball like a baby. I told him as he
stopped crying that I know how he loves working with tool. He had a natural
gift for mechanical stuff. As time went on he became a straight A student
with my help. I dated a number of girls but never connected with them
except sexually. But it was nothing I wanted, just sex. As time went on
further Sonny fell in love with Jan and her with him. They married two
years later and he started college at 18 with one kid on the way. They
lived with me as Jan was still running things in my house. She was also
only 16 at that time too. So I had to give my permission to allow then to
marry.

It was during this time that things happen in strange way. Jeff and John
Jr. were now 12 and 13 so everyone in the house knew what sex was about. We
three men said nothing rude to Jan or Sonny about what they did as a couple
and no one said anything to me.

Sonny hadn't gone back to give sex for money. But some that changed was
when she had the baby. We had talked about it during the prenancy when she
hadn't want sex. He had dealt with it by masturbating a lot he told me. But
it hadn't been more than two weeks. but now it was at least 6 weeks before
they could have sex.

We talked about it a lot it was into the third week when Sonny talked to me
in my office. He had started calling me father John or dad at times.

  "Dad it's really bad. I mean I masturbate twice a day. but I crave
contact with another person, namely Jan. She's also dealing with some
depression, that's part of the post pardon. She lets me hold sometimes. But
it the interacting that I miss."

I looked at him and wonder what he was leading up to.

  "Dad, It's so bad that I almost want to go back to giving sexual favors."

  "I sorry Sonny."

  "What am I going to do. I didn't mind it when I was younger. But now I am
a different person and my mind is different."

I had never told anyone about his past life. He knew that to as I had told
I would never do that to him.

  "I know I shouldn't ask Dad. But could I service you."

I was shocked. I don't know why but my dick started to get hard. I knew
that he would get hurt with me. But no this idea was crazy. I had never
remarried. I didn't see that happening.

He got up and came around to sit on my lap. Now I was scared. I didn't want
our relationship to be like this. This was my son as far as I was
concerned. He had married my daughter and given me a wonderful
grandson. How could we be sexual together. I started to sweat.

  "Dad, it will be just between you and me. know one will know. I promise."

At this point he had reached for my dick and had my pants down.  He had his
head and then mouth on my dick and then I was no longer in control. My dick
was. I just grabbed his head and grunted to one of the best blow jobs I had
ever had. But then I was over run with guilt.

  "Sonny I can't do this. I'm your father in law and you are my son in all
sense of the word."

He had stood up and back away from me.

  "Dad, don't worry. I'm 18 and love you to much to cause you harm. I'm
filling a need for us both."

  "Not like this. It's wrong. I mean it was wonderful. But it's wrong."

  "Well how can you getting pleasure that gives me pleasure be wrong. This
isn't like what happened two years ago with guys or gals for money."

I was confused. I loved this boy as much as my own kids. He was infact part
of my family. But he had just sucked my dick.

  "Dad, you tell me you didn't enjoy it and wanted it and I'll never do it
again."

He was right. I had loved it and needed it. I hadn't been seeing anyone for
two months. I wasn't unhappy with being alone. But something about the sex
was wonderful. I looked at him and smiled.

  "I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy it. No I loved it. I will be you
temporay lover son."

He smiled at me and came over. I grabbed his dick and undid his pants. I
dropped to my knees and took his 7 inches of cut meat. It was the same size
as mine. He fell into me and I did what I hadn't done since I was 13. I
suck a dick. I had enjoyed giving friends pleasure. But at 14 I had had sex
with the babysitter. She was there to watch my brothers and sister. I had
grown up and moved away after college.

I fell right back into dick sucking and Sonny soon came in my mouth. I
swollowed it down. He started to cry.

  "Dad that was incredible. Better than Jan does."

I was a bit worried but pushed that out of my mind. I dropped my pants and
sat in my chair. He want back to my dick. Then he did something I didn't
except. He got up and pull a tube of lube out of his pants pocket. He put
some on my dick and sat down on it facing me. I was lost in the
feeling. And he just smiled at me. He leaned into my face with his. I
didn't even think about it as he kissed me deep and long. We stayed like
that for a while. Then he started to move up and down on my dick. I held
him tight as he put his head back. He then grabbed his dick. I made him
move his hands from it and took over jerking his dick. We came at almost
the same moment. I felt his rear tighting on my dick and I started to feel
my orgasm start.

We both came hard and strong and just stay together for a few minutes. Then
I heard him start to sob. He started to mutter how he loved me so much. I
told him the same. We just stayed that for awhile and he stated to fall
asleep in my arms while we were in the chair.

I was wondering where this was going to lead. I had never had sex this way
with a male. But suddenly I loved it and wanted more. How would it effect
my life. After that all I thought about was sex with Sonny. I hadn't done
anything since I was 13 with another male. I hadn't wanted to. I was only
34 and a grandpa. My daughter had been born when I was but 17. I had loved
my wife. Now my daughter had had my grandson at 17, me 34. I had just had
sex with my grandson's father. I wanted more of the stud...a lot more. I
hoped my desire or his didn't rune our happy family.

Jake Audio.

jakeaudio@hotmail.com