Date: Mon, 5 Aug 2013 05:47:52 -0400
From: Taylor Thoresen <taylorthoresen@gmail.com>
Subject: Taylor's Secrets - 1

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This is about a boy discovering sex with the help of his older brother and
his college buddies.  It includes totally consensual acts of sex between
them, starting when the boy was 10 and as he gets older.  If that offends
you or you are too young by the laws of your country to be seeing the stuff
on this website, or if websites and material like this are illegal in your
area, please do not read on. Just leave this site now.

I think this is where I tell you this is all made up in my head.  Just
total fiction.  It isn't true.  It didn't really happen.  None of these
people really exist.  I changed everyone's names.  And I am a really old
guy and this stuff is just my fantasies.

Copyright, 2013.  This is my story and no one has a right to reproduce it,
link it to other sites, or use it without my permission.

If you want to email me about what I am writing, that is ok with me and I
will try to reply to you if you want me to.  This is my first time to write
and post something like this, so I hope it is ok.

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TAYLOR'S SECRETS

Part 1

Last Saturday I was the Best Man for my brother's wedding.  I am so happy
for him and so proud to be his brother that I almost had tears in my eyes
when he turned to me during the ceremony so I could give him the rings.
But he grinned and winked at me and that made me smile again.  My big bro
Trevor is just so fuckin awesome!

Trev graduated from college two years ago and got a great job with a big
company in Boston.  Unfortunately, that is about three hours away and now I
can't see him as much as I would like.  He just married this really
beautiful girl, and it is great that they totally love and understand each
other.  He was really lookin good in his tux.  Trev is 23 years old and
6'5". He carries 205 pounds of lean muscle, and has light brown hair and
dark blue eyes.  Everyone says he is very handsome, and it's true.  I see
lots of people look at him when he is walking along the street or when he
comes into a room.  It is easy to tell women and men both, of all different
ages think my big bro is a totally sexy dude.

Standing up with Trevor in front of the crowd of people at the wedding
Saturday was really exciting, except for that moment when I was afraid I
was going to cry.  (That would have been SO embarrassing.) Standing with us
were his three closest friends that he went to college with.  They are in
the same fraternity with Trev and two of them were on the college lacrosse
team with him.  All three of them are really good buddies with me too.  I
spend a lot of time at their fraternity house and we all know each other
very well.  We will always be best friends.

When they were taking pictures after the ceremony and at the reception I
heard some people say stuff like us guys all looked as handsome as the
girls were pretty.  Yeah, we did. The group of us guys were maxing out the
stud meter, all dressed up in our tuxes.  We were talking and joking about
it when the five of us were all getting dressed together earlier Saturday
before things started.

Aiden is a lean 22 year old swimmer, about 6'1", with short blond hair and
green eyes.  Mike is just a little taller, so he's about 6'2" and built
bigger so he weighs a little more but it is all muscle. He's 23 (same as
Trevor). Mike keeps his dark brown hair cut really short, and he has brown
eyes.  Jon is 20 and 5'10"; he doesn't weigh as much as Mike but his
awesome build is about the same.  Mike and Jon were on the lax team with
Trev.  Jon's hair is dark reddish-brown.  You can kind of say he has red
hair but it's like it's mostly brown, but in the sunlight you can see the
dark red a little better.  His eyes are hazel.

Really, all three of them are great looking guys no matter what they're
wearing.

And my name is Taylor.  I am 5'10" tall and weigh 165 pounds. My hair is
light brown and my eyes are blue, like my brother.  They say I look like a
younger version of Trev.  Mom says our blue eyes are probably from our
Swedish grandparents.  I'm eight years younger than him.  I hope I keep
growing so I'm built about like him when I get to college in three more
years.

As his Best Man I had to make a speech or say a toast or whatever you call
it at the wedding reception.  I was really nervous about doing that and I
worked really hard on it for like the last three weeks.  While I was trying
to figure out what to say I thought about a lot of things I really want to
tell the whole world about my brother and me, but they are things we gotta
keep secret from most people.  So I couldn't put any of that in my speech.
I came up with lots of other good stuff to say and I guess I did it ok, or
at least a lot of older people kept coming up to me later and saying I did
a good job. One old lady said I made her cry because I was so "sweet and
cute" (UGH!) and she said it was nice that I showed everyone how much I
love my brother.  (LOL) I was afraid she was gonna hug me or something; but
I was nice to her and just said, "Thanks, ma'am."

Well anyway, I've still been thinking about the secret stuff that I can't
tell most people.  But I really want to tell someone.  So I finally decided
I'm gonna tell you guys that read the stuff posted on this website.  I've
been reading stories here for like four years and sometimes I think about
all the other guys that read these stories too.  I think maybe you will be
interested in the secrets I want to tell now.  Of course I am going to say
this is all just stuff I am making up in my head and it isn't really true,
because I see that everyone says that at the start of their stories so I
think I have to say that.  So, ok.  None of this is true and I am really
like 98 years old.  Honest!  LOL

Trevor was a really good lacrosse player in high school and got a
scholarship to play at the college in our hometown.  He kind of wanted to
go away to a bigger college, but he accepted the scholarship anyway.

He could have lived at home while he went to college but he really wanted
to live on campus with the other students and mom finally agreed he could
do that, even though it costs a lot more money.  He moved into a dorm at
first, but then he joined a fraternity and moved into the fraternity house
later.  We are both really good students and we study hard and get good
grades.  He told me it was hard to adjust to living in the fraternity house
and hard to make himself study as much as he needed to, but he finally
adjusted and did well with his classes.

At the start of Trev's junior year in college, things changed at home.  Mom
is a nurse and she was offered a really big promotion because of how long
she's been at the hospital and all the extra training she had been taking.
They wanted to make her a supervisor and pay her a lot more money, but she
would have to work really long hours on like every other weekend.  I was 12
and she didn't want me to be alone that much on weekends.  (Our dad lives
out in California and we don't see him much but that's ok with me.)  I
tried to tell her I would be ok and she could trust me.  She said she
trusted me but she was still afraid something bad would happen or
something.  She almost turned down the promotion but then Trev said I could
hang out with him and his bros at the fraternity house when she was at work
and I wasn't in school.  She thought about it and agreed and so she took
the new job.  We were all really happy about it because she really deserved
to get promoted.  She is really good at her job and she is a great mom.

Some of you reading this might think it sounds crazy for a mom to say it is
ok for her 12 year old kid to hang at a "frat house" with a bunch of
college students.  But campus isn't very far from our house, and we knew
Mike and Aiden and a lot of Trev's other friends from the fraternity and
the lacrosse team because he brought them over to the house sometimes and a
lot of times they came for dinner or a cookout or whatever.  A few times
some of them came over and helped us do things like the summer Trevor and I
painted the house.  Mom and I like all his friends.  He is really good at
picking friends.

Now I am old enough to stay home alone and I do that sometimes, but I still
hang at the fraternity house a lot just because I really like all the guys
and we have a lot of fun.  Trev, Mike, and Aiden have graduated, but Jon is
still there.  And I know all the new members that have joined in the past
three years. They are cool and some of them are becoming really good
friends too.  A lot of them made the trip and were at the wedding Saturday.
Some of the sorority girls that visit the fraternity house a lot joke and
call me the fraternity's mascot.  I can't wait for the college to start
again in a few weeks and all the guys will be back on campus.  I have
missed them during the summer.

But anyway when this started when I was 12, most of the fraternity guys
already knew me and some of them, like Mike and Aiden, I already thought of
as being friends for me too. They were almost like two more big brothers
for me.  Trev said he explained to all the guys at one of their meetings
what was going on with mom and they all agreed it would be cool for me to
hang there.  The old alumni members of the fraternity were cool about me
being around the place too.  Trev told the guys no one better give me any
beer or alcohol to drink or weed or anything like that.  I don't think
Trevor has ever been in a fight in his life, and like he hardly ever gets
really pissed off even, but I know no one wants to take a chance on maybe
pissing him off and they probably all knew he was very serious about taking
care of his little brother, so even though I tried to get some of them to
sneak me a beer they wouldn't do it.

But I have a lot of fun there anyway.  They include me in things like
shooting baskets on their court behind the house, playing volleyball with
the girls that come over, they taught me how to play pool and poker (they
don't let me bet real money), I go with them when they swim at the college
pool, and stuff like that.  One weekend six of us went camping and
whitewater rafting; that was really awesome!  They even help me study.  The
guys that are really good at different subjects go over my homework with me
after I do it.  They don't change it but after I get a grade they review
stuff with me.  They're also helping me improve my lacrosse skills.  Some
of them say they like having me around because I am like a substitute for
their little brother back home.

When I started hanging out there when I was 12 they made rule that I could
be at their parties on Friday or Saturday nights, but I could only drink
soft drinks.  A few of the guys said they were jealous because I got more
attention from the sorority girls than they did.  During parties they keep
someone guarding the front door and back door and if the dean or someone
comes to inspect the party, or the police show up, I have to go hide real
fast.  When I was 12 Trev and the bros made sure I went upstairs to bed at
midnight even though I always wanted to stay up later.  I got use to going
to sleep on the third floor even with the party noise still pretty loud
from the basement and first floor.

Until he graduated, I usually slept in Trev's room on a mattress on the
floor.  It was under his bed and I would just slide it out when I went to
bed, and slide it back under his bed when I got up in the morning.  But
sometimes on party nights they would tell me to sleep in Aiden's room or in
Mike's room.  They had extra mattresses like Trev had.  So I would just go
get my sheets and pillow and go to whichever room they said.  It didn't
take me too long to figure out they did that when Trev was probably going
to take a girl to his room for sex.  Aiden's room was usually the backup
room for me; it was right next to Trev's room.  But sometimes I was told to
sleep in Mike's room at the end of the hall, so I guessed Aiden was
probably planning on sex those nights too.  I guess I was lucky they didn't
all three have a sex partner on the same night.  But I know if that had
happened one of the other bros would have let me sleep in their room.

Yeah, I pretty much knew all about sex when I was 12.  Or at least I
thought I did.  I was 10 when Trev talked to me about sex and then taught
me about jacking off.  It was just before he started college.  When I was a
kid I always talked to my big bro about everything and he was really cool
about it.  Now I can see how really stupid some of that stuff was and I
know he must have thought so but he never made me feel silly for whatever
questions I asked him or stuff I said.  Well anyway when I was like 10 I
was noticing my dick a lot more and it seemed like it was getting hard a
lot.  I knew a little about sex but still had a lot of questions.  So
naturally I started going to Trev with the questions.  I had heard the
short, clean version of what sex is about, but Trev gave me the down and
dirty, plain language version with lots more details.  Trev's version
sounded a lot more exciting!

One day when mom was at work I went to his room when I was hard and dropped
my shorts and showed it to him.

I said something like, "See, this is what it does all the time. So you mean
this is normal and all guys' cocks do this?"  (He had taught me that older,
cool guys call their penis a cock.)

I remember he kind of laughed and said he had already explained that answer
to me and now I was just showing off my 10 year old cock for him to see it.
I thought about it and I guess that was kind of true.  Because of what he
had explained to me about sex and my body so far, I wasn't afraid of my
cock. I was fascinated by it, and I guess I kinda wanted him to look at it
too so I could see what he thought about it.

Back then my cock would have still been really small (sorry, but I don't
remember exactly how small it was when I was 10), and it was before I
started growing hair or making cum.  Trev looked at it for a few moments
and then told me I have an awesome cock.  I felt so proud then.

Without really thinking about it I asked if I could see his.  I think I was
as surprised as he was that I asked that.  But then I was thinking that I
really, really did want to see my brother's cock.  His surprised look went
away as he thought about it.

I said, "Pleaseee Trev?"

He smiled and I knew he was going to do it.  He stood up and pushed his
shorts and boxers down at the same time.  I don't know how long I stared at
it with my mouth open. I was shocked because it was like gigantic and it
wasn't even sticking out hard!  And his balls were big and hanging down
too.  And he had a nice nest of short curly hairs that looked so soft. I
kind of knew what to expect, but there was just so much more of it to stare
at than I expected.  Finally I noticed he was laughing at the look on my
face and he said I should close my mouth.  I think my brain started working
again and I said something stupid like "Damn!" but I kept looking at it.
He didn't move to cover it up and I was glad.

He finally sat down again in his desk chair.  I stayed standing in front of
him with my shorts at my feet and my little cock still hard, and staring at
his cock and balls.  He was looking at mine again, and back up at my face.
I said something about it being so big and it even looked like it was
heavy.

He said the only difference between us was that I am still growing.  He
said mine would probably look a lot like his by the time I'm 18.  The worry
and embarrassment that I was starting to feel about my little cock
immediately went away again.  He always knows the right things to say to
me.  I was excited to think that I will have a cock like his someday.  But
I was still really excited about looking at his cock and really curious
about it.

I asked if I could feel it.  He said he knew I was going to ask that.  He
said ok.  I wasn't scared to touch his 18 year old cock but I guess I was
just so excited because I remember my hand was shaking.  I wrapped my
fingers around it.  It was thick, very warm, soft, and it felt so alive
like a wild animal. It seemed like there were three of us in the room.  Me,
my brother, and his cock.

I held it up and looked at the pink head.  I ran my thumb over the head. It
was very smooth and soft.  Trevor shivered and moaned a little.  I asked if
I hurt him.  He was grinning and said no, it felt awesome.

He said "Let me show you."

He wrapped his fingers real lightly around my hard little cock, and rubbed
his thumb around my cock head.  I shivered and moaned too.  We looked at
each other and grinned.  Then I looked back at his cock because it was
moving, growing bigger in my hand.  It just kept growing.  Now I was a
little scared for some reason.  I think I was afraid it wouldn't stop
getting bigger and bigger.  My fingers couldn't wrap around it now.  It got
even thicker, and a LOT longer!  It was standing straight out like mine,
but when I took my hand off if, it sprung straight up and smacked against
his stomach.

Sometimes when I am scared or surprised I just laugh.  I was laughing like
that.  I felt his hand squeeze my shoulder and heard him say it's ok.  I
couldn't take my eyes off his bobbing hardon.

He said "This is all very normal. No worries Tay."  (That's his private
nickname for me.)

It was the first time I said "Fuck!" in front of him without him telling me
I shouldn't say that word.  He just laughed.  I think I said it two or
three times as I wrapped my fingers around as much of it as I could and
pulled it away from his stomach. Now it was HOT, not just warm.  And it was
VERY hard.

That is when he asked me if I jack off yet.  I said I didn't think so.  I
had heard the words but didn't really understand them.  He took his cock
from my hand, and wrapped his long fingers around it.  He nodded at my
little cock and said, "Do this."

He started stroking his cock up and down.  I started doing the same thing.
It felt good.  It felt better the longer we did it. A drop of clear liquid
came out of his cock.  He smeared it around on his cockhead.

He said "Precum."

I didn't understand.  I said "What's that."

He said it is really slick and gooey.  I asked if it was "pee."  He said no
and when another drop came out, it was bigger, and he said "Feel it. Smear
it around.  It's ok, Tay."

So I did, and he moaned again. I liked making my big bro moan.  He told me
I wouldn't start making precum for a long time yet, maybe not for years.
Not until after I started making sperm and shooting cum loads.

He pointed out that I stopped stroking my cock, so I started again.  After
just a few strokes I started getting weird feelings.  He must have known
it.  Maybe I had a look on my face. He told me not to stop, and he said it
would be ok, then he said it will be fuckin incredible.  It was exciting
when he talked dirty.  The feelings got stronger and I fell back on his bed
and took my hand off my cock.

He jumped out of his chair and said "Don't stop."

And he gently took my little cock and started stroking it for me.  I told
him to stop but he wouldn't.  He said trust him and he told me to ride with
the feelings, or something like that.  My eyes closed.  It was like
everything was black and the only thing was this amazing feeling that
connected my little cock and my brain and my toes.  It was kind of like an
explosion and I was kind of afraid of it and I finally pulled away and
turned over on my stomach to get away from it.  Just then I started feeling
wet drops spraying on my back and my bare butt.  And I heard my brother
moaning really loud.  I felt him fall down on the bed next to me.

Then it was quiet.  My breathing was slowing down, but I could still feel
my heart beating really fast.  My face was buried in his sheets.  I could
smell Trevor's smell.  I love that smell like I love my big brother.  I
finally turned my head and opened my eyes.  He was looking a little
worried, but then he smiled real big at me.

"You ok, Tay?"

I said, "Fuck!"

He laughed really hard and put his right hand on my bare shoulder and shook
me.  His hand was wet with something warm and slick.  We both slowly sat up
on the edge of his bed.  His cock was only half hard now, and it looked wet
and slimy.  It looked like his ball sack shrank and they didn't hang down
as much now.  He put his arm across my shoulders and pulled me against him.
We have hugged a lot of times all our life but this was a lot more special.
I didn't know the word back then, but now I know it was a very "intimate"
hug.  He rested his head on the top of my head and asked again if I was ok.
I said yeah and asked him what happened.

He said, "That's jacking off."

I said, "Fuck!"

He laughed and rubbed my head with that big, slimy hand.  I asked him what
that smell was.  He said it was the smell of his cum load.  He said jacking
off with me made him shoot a bigger load than usual.  I asked why.  He said
he didn't know, but he said it just felt very special to him this time.

I asked if the wet slimy stuff on his cock and his hand was cum.  He said
yeah but he said most of it was on my back and ass.  I said is that what I
felt spray on me?  He said yeah.

He said, "Sorry bro.  I didn't mean to shoot you with it but when I
exploded I was just pointing in your direction."

I said I wanted to see what it looked like, but he said now it was pretty
much all on his sheets or smeared into my skin.  When we had talked about
sex before, he had told me about cum and what it looked like, but I was
disappointed I didn't really get to see his load.

We took a shower together and we washed each other's body with our soapy
hands.  We both got hard again but we didn't jack off.  I was thinking
about it but I didn't say anything.  He asked me what I thought about
jacking off.  I said I understood why guys do it.  I asked if he thinks all
guys do it.  He said hell yeah.

While we were drying each other off he said we probably shouldn't do it
like that again.  He said a lot of people would say it's wrong.  I asked if
it is wrong.

He turned me around so we could look in each other's eyes and he said, "I
will never do anything wrong to you Tay.  I will never hurt you."

I said I know that.  He hugged me tight for a moment but the towel was
between us.  I wished it wasn't.  Then he said it would just be better if
we don't take any chance of getting caught doing anything like that
together.  I asked if jacking off like that together is like doing sex.  He
kind of laughed and said no, not really.

He said, "So you think you will be jacking off a lot now?"

I said, "Fuck yeah!"

We did jack off together one more time before Trevor moved into the dorm
and started college.  But we didn't touch each other.  We just kept staring
at each other's cock and I did whatever I saw him do, including rubbing my
balls a little too.  This time I got to see him cum and he shot streaks of
cum across his rippled abs and up to his neck.  It was amazing!  He let me
look at it before he cleaned it off with several Kleenex.  We didn't shower
together this time.  I was disappointed but didn't say anything.  I wanted
to do more sex stuff with Trevor and his awesome big cock, but I didn't
know what more there was that we could do.  And I knew he was worried about
maybe doing things with me might be wrong or might hurt me so he didn't
want to do anything that might not be good for me.

Before he left for college he told me about websites where I could find sex
stories.  He said reading stories on the net was a good way to improve my
sex education.  He showed me how to find ASSTR, ASSM, storiesonline, and a
couple others with pictures and videos.  He kind of explained what kink
means and tried to tell me the difference between normal sex and kink
stuff.  But that just made me have more questions that he couldn't answer;
finally he said don't worry about it and I will figure it out as I get
older.  After getting hooked on stories I read on these sites I started
surfing around and following links and found Nifty.org on my own.  I
discovered I was lots more interested in the hot stories about sex between
boys, and not very excited at all by stories about sex between boys and
girls.  I especially liked the stories about sex between brothers and sex
between boys and college guys.  I started thinking I might be gay, but I
was ok with that if that's the way I am.  I decided being gay was not one
of those kink things.  I decided gay must be normal, but just different.
But I knew I wasn't sure yet anyway.

By the time Trev was home for the long Thanksgiving weekend his freshman
year, I was jacking myself off at least once a day.  Sometimes three times
a day.  I was learning a lot about sex by checking out the video websites I
found, as well as the hot stories.  But I didn't think I wanted my 18 year
old brother to know all of this about me.  For the first time in my life I
thought I should hide something from Trevor.  That's pretty much how things
went for two years, until the deal about mom's promotion came up when Trev
was 20 and I was 12.

So anyway, let's get back to when I was 12 and starting to stay at the
fraternity house a lot.  The idea of occasionally sleeping in Aiden's or
Mike's room at the fraternity house because Trev was going to fuck a girl
didn't surprise me.  But I wished I could watch my brother having sex.  I
got really horny, thinking about that.  I saw Trev, and Aiden, and Mike,
and lots of the guys totally naked a lot when they changed clothes when I
was in their room, or at the pool, or in the shower room at the fraternity
house.  It was like no big deal to any of us.  They saw me naked a lot too
like that.  My cock was pretty small compared to theirs and I was just
starting to grow some light hairs but they didn't make fun of me and acted
like everything was normal.  No worries.  And I was really good at not
staring at their bodies and cocks, but I was secretly noticing what
everyone looked like and then whenever I was jacking off I would think
about having sex with some of those hot guys that I liked and trusted the
most, including my 20 year old brother.  I just thought if I could see him
fucking a girl that would be even hotter!

Usually I am a very sound sleeper.  Everyone knows it and sometimes the
guys joke with me about it.  Nothing wakes me up, and that's good if you
sometimes have to sleep in a noisy fraternity house with about 30 very
active college guys.  But one Friday night I was just starting to fall
asleep on my mattress on Aiden's floor when he opened the door and tried to
quietly enter the dark room.  He was pretty drunk and he made more noise
than he probably thought he did.  I almost said something to him but I
decided to pretend like I was asleep.  Aiden is a very hot guy.  He is a
year younger than Trev so he was 19 and a sophomore that year.  I was
really horny and hoping to see him take off his clothes to go to bed.  I
think most of us guys sleep in our underwear or sleep shorts or sleep
pants, or something like that.  But Aiden sleeps naked.  I stayed in his
room enough that it wasn't like a secret.  Even Trev and Mike and some of
the other guys knew it.  From things I heard at the house I knew a few of
the other guys sleep naked too.  Again, no big deal.  Fraternity bros tell
each other all kinds of stuff like that.  Or you find out by living
together.  It's cool.  Well so anyway I was hoping to get a good look at
Aiden's body if he would turn on a light while he got ready for bed.

He didn't turn on a light, but I could tell from the little bit of light
coming from the streetlight outside the window that he stripped off all his
clothes.  Then he tripped over the corner of my mattress and almost fell on
top of me.  He was trying to be quiet but he landed on the floor about a
foot from me and I could tell he was trying not to laugh. He was on his
hands and knees right next to me.

He looked at me for a moment and whispered something that sounded like,
"Fuck, Taylor, if only I could."

But I was sure I didn't really hear him right.

He stayed on his hands and knees and crawled over to the closet, by the
window. As he passed by the window I got a great view of his very round
hard swimmer's ass cheeks moving as he crawled, and it looked like his cock
was maybe hanging down extra-long.  I wondered if he was getting hard for
some reason.  He opened the closet door and quietly pulled out a box and a
suitcase that were stored on the floor of the closet.  Then he moved
something else and there was suddenly a little round hole of light. It
wasn't bright light, but inside the closet was very dark so you could see
this little bit of light.  It took me a moment but I figured out there was
a hole in the wall between the back of Aiden's closet and Trevor's room.
Suddenly I remembered the round hole in Trev's wall where he hit it with
the handle end of his lacrosse stick after they lost a game.  He accidently
poked a hole in the wall.  The hole is a little bigger than a quarter.  Now
I could tell Aiden was looking through that hole into my brother's room.

A few times in the past Aiden and I had joked about being able to hear Trev
having sex in his room, but now the noise was more clear.  There was some
moaning and some whispering, and a few giggles from the girl.  It didn't
sound like they were fucking yet, but they must have been doing other
things that felt good.

My 12 year old cock was hard.  I had been dreaming of watching my brother
have sex and now I knew how I could do it.  It was too bad Aiden was in the
room.  Then I realized how funny it was that Aiden was secretly spying on
the girl in my brother's room, watching her have sex.  I wondered why he
was doing that.  I was pretty sure Aiden had sex with this same girl two
weeks before this.  If he already knew what it was like to have sex with
her, why would he want to watch her have sex with another guy?

Then I heard his cell vibrate over on his desk.  Aiden quickly backed out
of the closet, stood up and moved by me to grab his phone.  His cock was
definitely sticking straight up, rock hard.  While he traded a couple quick
text messages with someone, I was laying there thinking how much I would
like to suck his cock.  I had never sucked a cock or even touched another
cock since Trev and I jacked off together that first time, more than two
years earlier.  But I knew I really wanted to suck Aiden's cock right then
like I read about in the stories and saw in the gay videos.

Aiden read the last text and whispered, "Piss!"

He started quietly getting redressed.  Obviously he had to go see somebody.
It was probably about 1:00 AM and I wondered about that for just a moment,
and then I heard a moan again from my brother's room.  I realized I was
going to get a chance to watch Trevor fucking a girl after Aiden left.
Just before he left, Aiden moved things back in place to cover up the hole
in the back of his closet, then closed the closet door, and quietly left
the room.

I didn't wait very long before I crawled like he had over to the closet and
opened the door.  I carefully felt around in the dark closet and pulled out
the suitcase and box like he had done.  Then I felt the back wall of the
closet and found there was a loose board that I removed very slowly and put
on the floor.  That uncovered the hole.  There was only one very dim light
on in Trev's room; but it was enough.  It was a straight shot across the
room from the hole to his bed.  They were making out.  She was naked.  He
still had his boxers on, but his huge hard cock was sticking out.  She was
moaning as he played with her tits and it looked like one of his hands was
between her legs.  After a couple minutes she wrapped her hand around his
cock and stroked him a couple times.  They changed positions and she
started licking his cock and playing with his balls.

I heard her say, "This is the biggest one I have ever seen."

That made me feel proud that she was talking about my brother's cock.  She
put his cockhead in her mouth and just a little bit more, but it looked
like that was all she could take.  I thought about all the gay guys I saw
sucking huge cocks on the porn videos and I was thinking I could suck his
cock better than she was doing.  I felt sorry that Trev was not getting a
better blow job like he and his cock both deserved.

I realized I had my hard 12 year old cock in my hand, stroking it slowly
while watching my brother.  Trev kind of looked bored, like he wasn't
really getting much out of her blow job.  I felt sorry for him.  He pulled
out of her mouth and took off his boxers.  He put her on his bed again and
started getting in position to fuck her.  I was memorizing as much as
possible about my brothers awesome naked body and hard cock, like the way
his muscles moved just under his skin, his sexy round ass, his super hard
BIG cock.

Suddenly I realized I wasn't alone in the closet.  I started to jump up but
Aiden wrapped one arm around me to hold me in place and wrapped his other
hand over my mouth so I wouldn't make any noise.  I relaxed as soon as I
knew it was him and could see he was grinning at me.  We quietly backed out
of the closet and he closed the door.  I could smell beer on his breath but
he didn't act as drunk as he did earlier.  He was still grinning at me and
I realized my cock was still hard and sticking out of my shorts.  I put it
away, but it made my sleep shorts stick out like a tent.  He winked at me
and we moved away from the closet and stood over by his desk.

Aiden whispered, "Guess I'm busted.  You know my secret.  Where you awake
when I was here earlier?"

I was kind of embarrassed and said, "Yeah. Sorry I didn't let you know I
was awake."

Aiden laughed quietly and said, "You feel bad about spying on me while I
was spying on your brother? You're such a really good guy and so innocent,
Taylor."  He grinned at me.  He added, "I shoulda known you were awake
after I almost fell on top of you.  Did you see that too?"

I laughed and said, "Yeah, I almost yelled and moved outta the way, but you
missed me.  It would have been kind of funny if you landed on me."

Aiden said, "Not if I hurt you."

I said, "I know you'll never hurt me bro."

Aiden put a hand on my shoulder.  We looked at each other's eyes in the
very dim streetlight.  His hand squeezed my shoulder a little and he
quietly said, "No, I'll never do anything to hurt you little bro."

Then he slid his hand from my bare shoulder to the back of my neck and
squeezed it a little. His hand was very warm on my skin.  I kind of
shivered and I remember noticing my cock was still hard, or else it was
hard again.  We were still looking at each other's eyes. I don't know if I
moved closer to him or if he pulled me closer, but we were really close.
Aiden blinked his eyes and turned his head away from me and said a quiet
"Fuck!"

He kind of shook his head and then smiled at me again and moved away from
me.  I was sorry he did that.  I looked down and he was holding one hand in
front of his pants but I could tell he was hard.  I didn't know what to
think about it, but I was glad and I thought it was probably a good thing.

I looked over at the shut closet door and said, "That was really hot.  Do
you get to watch the girls with Trev like that very often?"

Aiden grinned and said, "I watch whenever I can."  Then he said, "But don't
tell him!  Please, Taylor?"

I grinned and said, "Fuck; I won't tell on you if you don't tell on me."

He grinned and said, "Deal." And we fist bumped and laughed as quiet as we
could.

He said, "What did you think of what you saw?"

I said, "Trev has a really big cock when he's hard and I really like his
body!  He was getting ready to fuck her when you got back and I really
wanted to see him fucking."

Aiden looked surprised for a second, but starting smiling again.  Then I
noticed I was talking about my brother and how hot he was.  I know that is
not a normal thing for a guy to do.  So I said, "And she was really hot
too.  Big boobs."

Aiden really laughed then.  I know my face was red so I was glad the room
was pretty dark.  He said, "Little bro, I know you haven't seen a lot of
naked women yet, but this girl's boobs are far from being big.  Dude it's
ok with me if you were mostly checking out your brother.  Trev is a really
impressive guy.  I agree he is very hot.  I can't help looking at his huge
cock either.  So I guess you and me are the same about this."

I think we were both a little embarrassed but I was really glad he told me
all that.  He looked down at my hard cock in my shorts and I put my hand in
front to hide it.  He winked at me and said, "It's ok, little bro." and he
moved his hand from in front of his pants so he was letting me see his 19
year old cock was hard too.  He said, "We ok with each other bro?"

I smiled at him and said, "Fuck yeah big bro."

But then we just stood there for a moment. I was kind of nervous and didn't
know what to do or say.  I didn't know what to think for sure about Aiden
either.  I didn't know if he really meant we were alike in the same way I
hoped he meant it, and I didn't know how to get more clear about that.

He pulled his shirt off kind of slow and then started slowly unfastening
his pants while he kicked his shoes off.  He said, "Might as well get ready
for bed again."

I realized he was going to get naked with me watching.  I couldn't look
away.  As he bent over forward, toward me, and pushed his pants and shorts
all the way to his feet, I could see the top of his blond head, his bare
back, and the top of his bare round hairless butt, and he said, "I know my
body isn't as impressive as your brother."

He raised back up as he stepped out of the clothes on the floor. His hard
cock waved in front of me.  I was staring at it and I couldn't think of
anything but I said, "Fuck you are so hot bro."

He very slowly looked at me from my face to my feet and back up again.  I
was still wearing my sleeping shorts but I felt like I was totally naked
and he could see every bit of me.  I think my 12 year old cock was jerking
a little with each heartbeat. He put a hand on my bare shoulder and ran his
other hand slowly through my hair as he said, "I think you are really
fucking hot too bro."

I think he was going to pull me to him for a hug or something but we
suddenly heard a very soft knock on the door.  We both jumped and he looked
as scared as I felt.

We heard a door open and someone whisper something.  I realized someone had
tapped on Trevor's door (not Aiden's) and Trev apparently opened it.  It
sounded like he was letting someone in.  But that would be weird if he was
having sex with the girl.  Aiden looked through the peek hole in is door to
see who was in the hallway, then we heard the door to my brother's room
close quietly.  Aiden turned around and his smile turned into a big grin.

He whispered, "This is getting better and better."

He motioned for me to stay quiet.  He quickly moved back to the closet and
motioned for me to follow him.  He slowly opened the door and got on his
hands and knees so he could see through the hole.  He took my hand and
pulled me down to the floor next to him.

As I got on my knees I heard the girl in the next room say, "Kiss."

And it sounded like they started kissing. Aiden glanced through the hole
real quick and he was smiling but as he looked back at me he got a kind of
worried look on his face.  He raised up a little so he could get really
close to me and he whispered right in my ear, "Remember to stay quiet.
OK?"

I nodded my head yes, and he added, "I hope you are really open minded. Try
not to be shocked about what you are going to see, and please god don't be
mad about it.  Stay cool bro.  It's really pretty hot if you just think
about it the right way."

I had no idea what the fuck he was talking about and I think I looked at
him like he was crazy or something.  He pulled me down to where he was
right by the hole and he moved a little to the side so I could look into my
brother's room.

The first thing I saw was the naked girl on Trevor's bed (Aiden was right
about her boobs being smaller than girls I saw on the online porn sites).
Then I looked over close to the door and saw my brother and his best friend
unwrapping from what must have been a really tight hug and I realized they
were ending what must have been a very passionate kiss.  Trev's face was a
little red.

I was really shocked when I realized what I was seeing and I almost fell
forward against the wall.  That's when I felt Aiden holding me tightly so
something like that wouldn't happen.  I was glad he was expecting something
like that.

I heard her say kinda quietly, "You guys are so fuckin hot."  I looked back
in the room.  Trev still had his left arm around Mike's waist.  I had to
agree with her, Trev and Mike were definitely hot.

The girl moved over to them and she and Trevor started undressing
Mike. They had him naked fast and he was just as rock hard as Trev, Aiden,
and me.  It was the first time for me to see him hard and his cock was
really nice and I guess big but it looked like he was still maybe 2 inches
shorter than Trevor's gigantic cock.

Aiden had his handsome blond head pressed next to mine, trying to see
through the hole too. I liked feeling his smooth warm cheek next to mine.
But I guess he couldn't see too well.  He shifted around a little behind me
and kind of pressed me down so I was almost laying completely on my stomach
but I was resting on my elbows so my head was still high enough to see
through the hole.  He was still on his hands and knees.  He moved my legs
apart a little and put his left knee on the floor between my knees, put his
left arm over me so his left hand was resting on the floor by my left
elbow.  Most of the left half of his naked chest, hip, and thigh were
pressed against my backside.  I could definitely feel his hard cock pressed
against the thin shorts on my right butt cheek.  His head kind of rested
against mine, right behind my right ear.  We could both see through the
small hole and he could whisper very low in my ear.  When he said
something, his breath kind of tickled my ear.

He said, "You ok like this Tay?"

I was really surprised he used my brother's secret nickname for me.  But I
liked it too and I just nodded my head yes.  I was shocked but excited
about what was happening in the next room, and I was really liking what was
happening between sexy Aiden and me in his closet.

The girl pulled Trev and Mike over by the bed and said to Mike, "Let's see
you suck his cock. I tried but he's just way too big for me.  See if you
can do better."

I saw Trev and Mike smile at each other as Mike got down on his knees and
took my brother's cock in his hand.  It was like Mike did three practice
dives on Trev's big cock and on the fourth time he buried it all in his
throat and his lips were stretched tight around the base of Trev's cock.
Trevor groaned really loud.

The girl's eyes were really big and she said, "OH fuck!"

Mike pulled back and that is when I noticed you could see the big lump in
his throat moving and it was Trev's cock coming back out.  After he pulled
it out Mike licked the big cockhead and then had to take several deep
breaths to get air.  He and Trevor smiled at each other again and Trev kind
of petted Mike's head.  The way they looked at each other made me want to
see them kiss.  I thought they looked like they were really in love with
each other.

The girl said, "You've swallowed that monster before."

Mike said, "A few times."

They all laughed and Trevor motioned for them to be more quiet again.  Mike
reached over and started rubbing the girl's pussy and she moaned.  I saw
his finger go in her as he started sucking Trevor's balls.  He was making
them both moan.  I looked at his hard cock and wished I could be sucking on
it.  I saw a clear drop leak from Mike's cockhead to the floor.  I knew it
was precum.  I really wanted to suck his cock.

Then I noticed Aiden's hard cock rubbing a little, very slowly, back and
forth against my right butt cheek.  I thought it felt a little wet.  I
wondered if that was precum too. He was breathing hard right in my ear.  I
thought it was really sexy.  I pushed my hard cock against the floor a
little.  Mike was sucking Trev's cock again.  Trev was moaning.  I moaned
just a little because of everything I was seeing, feeling, and hearing.  I
felt Aiden laugh a little, then he licked my ear with his wet tongue really
slowly.  He covered his teeth with his lips and kind of chewed on the edge
of my ear, then he licked my shoulder and put a little kiss on it.  My
whole body shivered and I pressed my cock harder against the floor.  Aiden
pressed his cock hard against my butt cheek.  The girl moaned really loud
because Trev was sucking on one of her tits and rubbing the other one and
it looked like Mike was licking her pussy.  (I didn't want to think about
that so I focused on their throbbing cocks; they were both leaking precum.)

Aiden whispered very softly, "Do you want to have sex with that girl?"

I shook my head no.  I felt him laugh a little.  He said, "Would you rather
have sex with Mike and your big brother?"

I nodded my head yes.  He licked my ear again, kissed the edge of it, and
said, "So would I."

As we watched Mike, Trevor, and the girl making out with each other in the
next room, Aiden was touching me more with the rest of his body.  Resting
more of his warm body on top of mine.  Moving against me.  It felt so good.
I was trying not to moan out loud. He was whispering in my ear about how he
wanted to suck Trev's and Mike's hard cocks, he wanted to feel them all
over and lick all their muscles.

Then he started saying, "You'd like to do that with them too, wouldn't you
Tay?  You want to suck on Mike's hard cock, feel his muscle body with your
hands and make love to his muscles with your tongue?  I know he would love
it if you would do those things Tay.  But you really want to make love all
night with your big bro Trevor, don't you?  You want to suck on that big
cock and learn how to take it down your throat like Mike does; don't you?
You want to suck on those big balls.  You want him to shoot his big load of
cum all over you; don't you?

I shook my head no.  He said, "You don't want to make your brother cum?"

I whispered, "In me."

That made Aiden moan softly in my ear.  He said, "Fuck yeah you are one
really HOT little brother, Tay."

He poked me with his hard cock when he said hot.  He said, "You want to
feel your brother's big cock shoot his hot load in your mouth?"

I was nodding my head yes.  He said, "You want to swallow his big, thick
load of hot cum down your throat?"

I nodded and he licked my ear again.  "You want to have his creamy, thick
load of big bro cum deep in your stomach?"  I kind of whimpered and nodded
yes.  Aiden was rubbing his cock harder against my ass and had moved to the
left so now he was completely over me. His hard cock was centered now and
pressing against my ass crack, and I was wishing I didn't still have my
sleep shorts on.  What he was doing was also rubbing my cock against the
carpeted floor.

In the next room Mike was mounting the girl and starting to fuck her.  He
paused and Aiden and I both held our breath while Trev very slowly and
gently slid his huge cock up his best friend's ass.  I was really shocked
and a little upset I think to see them doing this.

Mike groaned, "Oh god yeah."  It seemed like he liked it.

The girl just repeated, "You guys are so fuckin hot!"

Trev started fucking Mike while he fucked the girl.

Aiden whispered, "Holyshit!  Think what that feels like Tay. You ever
fucked anyone before?"

I shook my head no.

"You ever been fucked by another guy little bro."

I shook my head no really slow.  I know Aiden had to feel me shiver again
as I thought about what that might feel like.  Thinking about getting
fucked was scary to me.

"Do you want to be fucked Tay?"

I didn't reply.

"Do you want to be fucked by Mike?"

I was confused about it so I didn't reply again.

Aiden said, "I do bro. I think I want to try getting fucked by Trevor's big
cock too."

I was really surprised to hear him admit this stuff.

He added, "Look how much Mike is liking that monster up his ass.  It must
be awesome."

Aiden's bare cock started moving more against the shorts that covered my
ass.  It wasn't just rubbing against me now. It was a definite fucking
motion, and I knew if I wasn't wearing the shorts he would fuck me like I
read about in the porn stories, like we were watching in the next room, and
like I was starting to wonder what it would be like if Aiden would do for
real to me.

Then he asked me, "Tay?" (he paused and put a couple little kisses on my
neck and licked it with his hot tongue, that made me moan softly) "Tay,
will you have sex with me?  I want to do all these things with you.  You
are so sexy and hot.  And you are definitely one of the coolest guys I
know."

His cock was pushing harder at my ass, and fucking my own cock against the
carpet.

"I want to suck your cock.  I want to taste your load.  I want to make love
to your whole body.  And I really want to fuck your hot little virgin ass.
Pleaseeeee, Tay."

Aiden sounded so hot, like he was begging me for sex.  I wanted it, just as
much as he did, except I wasn't so sure about the fucking part yet.  But
for some reason I was pushing my ass back against his cock now without
thinking about it.

I heard all three of them cuming together in the next room.  They were
louder.

Aiden whispered in my ear "Oh god." and jammed his 19 year old cock hard
against my 12 year old ass and I could feel it throbbing and his hot wet
cum load started soaking through my thin shorts.

I shot my smaller watery load of cum, smeared between the front of my
shorts and my belly.  I completely collapsed on the floor and Aiden
collapsed completely on top of me.  I liked feeling his bigger, heavier,
hot body covering me.  It just felt good. He kissed my neck, and licked my
ear, and I felt his hot moist breath as he was panting against the back of
my head.

Aiden took his weight off me and whispered, "Turn over little bro."

I quietly turned over onto my back. He was on his hands and knees again,
directly above me now.  The dim light from Trev's room showed through the
little hole and lit up Aiden's face just enough for me to see his serious
look.  His forehead was wrinkled a little. I remember thinking god I even
like this stud's green eyes.

He whispered, "Are you ok, Tay?"

I nodded yes and smiled at him.

"I mean really ok, about all this?"

I nodded again.

"Even about you and me (he paused) doing stuff like this together?"

I reached up and grabbed the back of his head with both hands and brought
his head down next to mine and I whispered in his ear, "Fuck yeah bro.  I
am so happy right now because all of this is like my biggest dreams coming
true. My answer to your questions is yes.  I want to do real sex stuff with
you.  The only thing I'm not so sure about is getting fucked. That kind of
scares me.  But fuck yeah I want to do lots of other stuff with you."

He groaned real softly in my ear, then pulled back so he could look at me
in the eyes.  Then we kissed.  It was my first time to kiss like that.  I
wasn't sure what to do but I let his tongue into my mouth and it was really
hot.  When I stuck my tongue in his mouth he grabbed it with his lips and
kind of sucked on it and I slid it in and out between his sucking lips and
it was like I was fucking his mouth with my tongue.  It was hot.  I was
hard again. I knew I would do about anything Aiden wanted to do with me.  I
knew it would be ok with him, and I would love it.

He pulled back and we were both panting for air.  A wet drop hit my cheek
and then I saw there were tears in his eyes.  He whispered, "Ohmygod,
little bro."

I don't know what kind of look I had on my face. But then he added, "And
you have no fucking clue how awesome and special you are. I really do love
you like if you were my own little brother."

I didn't know what he meant, so I didn't know what to say, but I knew he
was making me feel even better about everything.  It was all good.  I
pulled him down and hugged him tight.  I could feel he was hard too. I
kissed the side of his neck and licked a spot there. I tasted his sweat. I
liked it.  He moaned.  I remembered making Trevor moan a long time ago.
Just then I knew I liked making these guys I love moan.  Then I thought for
the first time, I really do love Aiden and Mike like brothers.  I was very
happy with that thought.

Aiden interrupted my thoughts by pushing up on his hands and knees again.
He peeked through the hole, then stood up.  I rolled over and got on my
hands and knees and peeked back into Trev's room to see what they were
doing now.  I watched as the girl finished dressing. Trev and Mike were
laying together on his bed, watching her too.  She kissed them both and
said something, but I didn't catch what she said and what Mike said back to
her, because Aiden's hand was massaging my ass.  My shorts and ass were
soaked with the cum load he shot on me a few minutes ago.  His finger
pressed the cloth of my shorts into my crack and I felt it pressing at my
asshole for just a moment before he removed his finger.  The cum-soaked
cloth stayed wedged there. I was moving my ass back and forth.  I think I
wanted to feel more feelings back there, but that still kinda scared me.  I
opened my eyes again and saw Trev's room door closing as the girl left.  I
saw Trev and Mike give each other a little kiss and Mike said, "Goodnight
bro."

I thought again that they looked like they really love each other too.
Then Trevor pulled his sheet over both of their naked bods and turned off
the little light and it was dark in their room.

Aiden quickly replaced the board to cover the hole from our side.  (He told
me later that if it is dark in the other room, Trev could easily see any
little bit of light in Aiden's room if the hole is uncovered, and then he
would know the hole goes all the way through the wall.  I was glad he
warned me about that.)

We very quietly put everything back in the closet and closed the door.  We
moved back over by his desk and talked softly.  The fraternity house was
very quiet now.  He kept asking me if I was really ok about everything and
it got to be kind of funny.  I told him he was worrying way too much.  Both
of our cocks were soft again when we were just talking.

We talked about Trevor and Mike.  Aiden said they are bisexual.  He said he
saw them together one other time, but it was just the two of them in Trev's
room that night.  He thought some of the other bros in the fraternity are
bi too but he wouldn't tell me who.  He didn't know about other guys on the
lax team with Trev and Mike, but he said he knew for sure that two guys on
the swim team with him are bi. I had a feeling I didn't need to ask how he
was certain.

I asked if he is bi.  He said he has had sex with some girls, but he really
likes it better with guys and would rather just stick with guys.  But he
said he sometimes has sex with a girl because it seems like the right thing
to do for her, or because he knows some of the other guys expect it, or
sometimes just because he's horny and it's a little better than jerking off
alone.

He asked if I had done anything with a girl yet.  I said no and I didn't
even think I wanted to.  He said that's cool, but I shouldn't pass up an
opportunity to at least try it if the right girl comes along. He said I
might like it.  I doubted it; but I didn't say that to him.  I was glad he
was cool with the idea I might just be gay and only into guys.

Aiden put on some old sweatpants and after looking through the peek hole in
his door to be sure the hallway was empty, he quickly went to the bathroom.
He came back with a couple washcloths that were wet with very warm water.
He closed his curtains and then took one of my sheets off the floor and
hung it over the window too.  He took off the sweatpants and laid them
along the crack at the bottom of his door, then turned on his desk lamp.  I
realized no one outside the house or in the hallway would be able to tell a
light was on in his room.

He gave me one of the washcloths and I started to take off my cum-soaked
shorts.  He said, "No. Let me." and he untied the drawstring and let the
shorts fall to my feet.

He got on his knees in front of me and slowly and gently washed my stomach,
cock, and balls.  I got hard pretty fast and he smiled at it but didn't say
anything.  With his hands on my legs, he motioned for me to turn around.
He moaned a little when my bare 12 year old ass was in front of his face.

He gently and slowly washed my lower back and both ass cheeks.  He pressed
my feet further apart so I spread my legs more.  He gently moved the warm,
wet cloth through the crack of my ass, nudging the back of my balls, slowly
moving back up through the crease again, pausing to circle my hole a few
times, and then washing across it and on up to the top of the crease.  I
spread my legs a lot wider and he said, "Good boy."

He repeated the trip through my crease a couple more times.  He could tell
I liked it.  He stayed on his knees behind me while he dried my ass with a
soft towel. Then he reached around to the front with the towel and gently
dried my stomach, cock, and balls.  While he was drying my front, he leaned
his head against my butt and rubbed his smooth warm face cheeks against my
smooth ass cheeks.  I didn't understand why, but I liked it a lot, and we
both moaned softly.

He stood up behind me and put both hands on my shoulders and pressed me
down to my knees.  On my knees, I turned around and was facing his hard
cock.  Up close it was beautiful.  I guess the sliminess of his cum load
had dried by now, but I washed it very gently with the warm wet cloth.  It
looked like his public hair was trimmed; there wasn't very much of it and
there wasn't any on his balls.  I cleaned from his hard stomach to his
knees.  I loved feeling his strong thighs.

He turned and spread his legs, presenting his ass in front of my face.  His
round ass was beautiful too, like the rest of him.  I washed it too, like
he washed mine.  I was thinking he didn't get cum smeared all over his ass
like I did, so there wasn't really anything to clean off, but I liked doing
it anyway. His ass cheeks were firm and round, and he flexed them and they
were hard as stone.  I was really impressed with his ass.  I washed in his
crease like he did mine, but he spread his legs really wide and bent over
and rested his hands on the floor.  (He's really flexible.)  That opened
his ass crack so much I could look at his small, puckered asshole.  It
flexed when I washed around and over it.  He moaned.  I liked making him
moan again.

I don't remember dropping the cloth, but I was massaging his ass cheeks
with my hands.  They were so smooth and amazing.  I don't know why, but I
was rubbing my face against his ass like he did mine.  I really liked it.
I thought an ass would be really gross, but it wasn't.  I think maybe
because it was my friend Aiden's.  I gave both ass cheeks a little kiss.  I
had never seriously thought about literally kissing a guy's ass before, but
I did it just because I was really attracted to it.

Aiden turned around and started to pull me up from the floor, but I pulled
away from him and stayed on my knees.  His cock was hard and leaking
precum.  I had to suck his cock.  It was time for me to do this for the
first time and I hoped he wouldn't stop me.

I wrapped the fingers of my right hand around it while my left hand slowly
rubbed up the back of his right leg, from the hard calf, over back of his
smooth hard thigh, to squeeze his firm right butt cheek.  I looked from the
rock hard 7 inch cock in my hand up to his face. He looked a little unsure
about what to do or say.

I said, "I have to do this bro; please let me suck your cock.  I need to do
this."

His voice kind of croaked when he asked, "Your first time?"

I felt his cock throb in my hand when I nodded yes, so that must have
excited him a little to be my first.

He said, "I love you little bro. I'm all yours."

It looked like he was going to get tears in his eyes again so I couldn't
face him anymore.

I looked back at his cockhead and saw a large drop of clear precum just
starting to drip to the floor.  It must have come up from his nuts when his
cock throbbed a moment ago.  Without hesitating I caught it on my tongue
just as it fell from his tip.  I brought my tongue up to the bottom of his
cockhead and smeared the precum back where it belonged.  I closed my lips
around his smooth, soft, hot cockhead.  I licked around his head.  I loved
the texture, the taste, the smell, everything about it; but I mostly loved
the deep moan that came from Aiden's throat.  I licked up and down his
smooth cock shaft.  I licked his balls and then sucked them one at a time
into my mouth and washed them really well.  They were really warm.  I tried
to fit them both in my mouth at the same time but they were just too big,
and I felt them slowly drawing up a little closer to his body.  I put his
cockhead back in my mouth and started sucking and bobbing my head on his
cock, trying to take it gradually a little deeper.  I gagged a little when
I had about half of it and it hit the opening to my throat.  I backed off a
little and licked around the head again, enjoying his soft moans.  I looked
up and he was staring down at me.

I stood up, stretched to wrap my arms around his neck and pulled him down
to meet me in another really hot kiss.  We were both panting again when we
stopped. He hugged me to him and I kissed his smooth chest. I felt his very
firm swimmer pecs with my hands and licked one of his hard little nipples.
I looked up at his face and I said, "I want it all bro. Help me take it. I
gotta do this. Please help me."  The look on his face said he didn't know
what I meant, until I dropped to my knees again and looked up into his eyes
while I slowly put his cockhead back in my mouth and licked over the
tip. Now he knew what I meant. His cock throbbed and a gush of precum
coated my tongue. I swallowed it and loved the taste.  I hoped it helped
make my throat slick.

Aiden looked worried and was slowly shaking his head no.

I was nodding my head yes with his cock between my lips.  It was like slow
motion. His eyes closed and his hands folded behind my head.  I started
bobbing on his cock, taking a tiny bit more each time, stopping to lick his
cockhead again, bobbing some more, feeling a little gentle pressure on the
back of my head, not letting me back off so much, starting to match my
breathing through my nose with the moments I had the least of his cock in
me.  I gagged a little, a few times, but I started getting use to the
pointed head scratching at the opening to my throat, then slowly going
further, nudging at the back of my throat.

I felt my lips hit the fingers I had wrapped close to the base of his cock.
My lips had to stretch more near the thicker base. The pressure on the back
of my head got firmer. I didn't resist or struggle at all.  I really wanted
this. I wanted all of him. This was Aiden. He was giving himself to me so I
could finally suck a cock.  I loved my bro and I wanted to do this for him.

I kept thinking of seeing Trev's thick long cock down in Mike's throat.  I
was glad Aiden's cock wasn't very thick.  I knew I could do this.

Finally it was like a break through or something. I realized my lips were
around the base of his cock where my fingers had been. My nose was pressed
tight in his short hairs and I could hardly breath, but he smelled
wonderful. He groaned and let go of my head.  My head bounced back off his
cock and I gasped for air.  I felt drool all around my lips.  I must have
been grinning like an idiot when I looked up at him.  He looked like he was
in shock, but he started laughing at the look of satisfaction on my face.
I tried to speak but I had to clear my throat and swallow a couple times,
then my voice still sounded hoarse when I said, "Again."

He started to shake his head no but I ignored him and buried half his cock
in my mouth again, sucking and licking as I went.  Repeating the bobbing up
and down on his cock again, I was almost to my goal before I felt his
strong hands on the back of my head again, helping me, pulling my head onto
his cock a little further each time.  This time I at least imagined there
was more precum or something making my throat a little slicker.

When I had most of him in my throat I swallowed. It was hard to do because
he pretty much filled my throat.  But it made his moan turn into a deep
groan. I knew that must feel good to him. The next time I bobbed down on it
I swallowed again and again.  Then I needed air. I pulled off and licked
his cockhead while I breathed a few times.

He said, "God Tay, I'm really close; you better stop."

Right then, that was the wrong thing to say to me.  I looked up and smiled
with his cockhead in my mouth.  I started bobbing on it again and on the
fifth time I buried all of him in my throat.  I swallowed and I felt his
body shake. I reached up to squeeze his balls but they were already pulled
up so tight to the base of his cock I couldn't find them with my hand.  His
shaft throbbed in my throat and got even thicker.  I thought I might not
survive but I was really, really happy. Then his cock throbbed like five
times in a row and I knew he was cumming straight down my throat, into my
stomach. I swallowed a couple more times.

I started feeling dizzy and light-headed.  I knew I should pull off his
cock but part of me didn't want to and I wasn't sure I had enough strength
to back off.  He was moaning and also pulling away from me, pushing on my
shoulders to back me off. I realized I was hugging his legs so he had to
gently force me off his cock.

Apparently I blacked out for a second and he dropped to the floor and was
holding me tight.  My eyes focused and he smiled down at me.  I could taste
him on my tongue. My first taste of cum (other than my own).  I liked
it. My throat felt raw and a little sore. I was breathing ok, but I didn't
feel like trying to speak for a couple minutes.  He held me and rocked me
in his strong arms.

Finally, I cleared my throat and whispered, "Fucking awesome!"

He burst out laughing and squeezed my head against his bare smooth chest.
He let up on his hold and looked at me and said, "You are so fucking
amazing, bro."

I grinned and was really happy with myself.  I said, "I knew I would like
sucking cock. Especially yours bro. Thanks for being my first."

He said, "No. Thank you, Taylor for wanting to be with me, and for that
mind-blowing blowjob! Goddamn boy! You're a natural born cocksucker!"

I grinned and said, "Thanks!"

We both laughed.  Then he said, "Shit!" and reached out and touched my hard
cock.

He grinned at me and said, "My turn."

He actually totally picked me up in his arms as he stood up from the floor,
and carried me to his bed and gently put me down.  He laid down beside me
and kissed my cheek, the tip of my nose, and then another hot kiss on my
mouth.  By now I knew I love kissing.

He massaged, licked, and kissed his way from my mouth, to my neck, to my
throat (I groaned big time there), my chest and my nipples, down my abs,
tickled my navel with his tongue, and then swallowed my whole cock on the
first go.  His strong hands were massaging my thighs and balls as he worked
my cock with his mouth.  I didn't last long at all.  I was way too excited
from sucking my first cock and the feelings this 19 year old stud was
giving my virgin body.  He gently squeezed my balls while he also rubbed
the area right behind my balls and got close to touching my asshole. That
set me off and as I flinched and my toes were curling he knew what was
happening and he buried my whole cock again and swallowed so I could feel
what that is like.  I shot my load of kid cum into his throat and we were
both moaning.

He climbed back up to lay beside me.  We just looked and grinned at each
other.  We kissed.  We quietly talked a little more.  We were both getting
sleepy.  I knew it would be ok with him if I stay in his bed and sleep
naked with him.  We both had to piss so I picked up his old sweatpants and
slipped them on and rolled up the legs because they were way too long, and
he put on the pants he wore earlier that night. We quietly went down the
dark hallway to the bathroom. We stood next to each other as we peed. I
felt his foot next to mine and looked down at it. It was a lot bigger than
my foot.  Like his cock was a lot bigger than mine.  I thought about what
Trevor said two years earlier about I was still growing and might be as big
as him someday.  I looked up and Aiden was smiling at me.

I was totally happy.

We didn't speak as we finished, walked back to his room, slid off our
pants, turned off the light, took the sheet off the window, and got in bed
together, naked.  Aiden laid on his back with his arm wrapped around my
shoulder. I was snuggled up to his bare side, with my head laying on his
chest, feeling him breath and listening to his heartbeat.  My fingers
played with one of his nipples and I felt it get hard.

He kissed the top of my head and said, "Goodnight, Taylor."

I kissed the warm smooth skin of his chest and said, "Goodnight,
Aiden. Thanks again bro."

I felt his silent laugh.

His big strong hand slid from my shoulder, down my back and cupped my bare
ass. He squeezed it gently.  I slid my hand down his hard smooth body and
wrapped my fingers around his soft warm cock and gave it a gentle squeeze.
That's how we fell asleep.

************

So there are some of my secrets.  My big brother taught me to jack off.  My
big brother has a really big cock.  My big brother showed me how to find
porn on the net.  I started thinking I might be gay when I was 10 but I'm
still not sure about that yet.  By the time I was 12 I was horny for my
brother and his hot friends that were friends of mine too.  I spied on my
brother and watched him having real sex, and found out he and his best
friend are bi and like to do sex together.  My first real sex was with
Aiden, when I got to suck that hot swimmer stud's 7" cock when he was 19
and I was 12.

I have a lot more secrets like this about my sex life and the guys I do
things with.  But I guess this is a good place to stop for now.

Typing all this stuff up to tell you guys takes a lot more time than I
thought it would.  I am really sorry if this is too long.  I just kept
typing while I remembered all this stuff.  I thought about this stuff while
mom drove home from Trevor's wedding Saturday evening.  I had my shirt
pulled out and covering the front of my shorts so she couldn't see I was
hard for most of the 3 hour trip.  I started typing after we got home, and
typed until I fell asleep about 2:00 AM. I continued working on it off and
on for about six hours Sunday while mom did other stuff and then went out
to dinner with some of her friends for the evening.  Now I am going to stop
because it is 10:00 PM and I am tired and very horny.  I have to figure out
yet how to send this to someone to get it posted on the website. I've never
done this before.  Another first for me.  I'll figure it out.

I love remembering this stuff.  My cock has been hard a lot while I typed
all this. (and now I leak precum too, like the older guys!)  So I need to
stroke out a big load, take a shower and go to bed.

Oh yeah.  I keep forgetting; I'm really 98; so that makes mom like 128.
LOL But she still drives ok.

Honest!

Well anyway this is a lot of work to tell you about these secrets but it is
fun too.  So let me know if you think I should tell you more of this stuff,
or if it is really just boring to you guys.  I bet lots of you have sex
secrets that are more interesting than mine.

If you want to, you can email me at taylorthoresen@gmail.com and let me
know if I should tell you more.  I am not a good writer like a lot of you
that post stuff on this site, so if you have questions about what I told
you that's ok to ask too.

Later guys.

Taylor