Date: Thu, 17 May 2012 15:13:31 +0200
From: Shawn Edwards <shawnedwards92@gmail.com>
Subject: After the dream came true 3

Gerald kissed me tenderly on the lips. I broke away from him.
                 "Mike can walk in," i said cautiously.
              "Thats what makes it fun,taking the risk plus we got a
full hour to kill before he comes," Gerald sat on my lap and started
kissing me on the lips. He forced his sweet tongue in my mouth and
started greasing my body and stripping me. I wanted to say no but
failed. An oppotunity had present itself and it never knocked twice.
This was a risk i was willing to take and he was right it was always
fun when you are scared somebody might walk in. Mike wasnt due until
8pm so we had a full hour to kill. I got in tune and we started
kissing passionately. We stood up. By now i was naked. He still had
his clothes on so i took the oppotunity to take his clothes off while
we kissed. We pressed our bodies against each other and our hands
wrapped around each other as our hot skins touched. It felt so good to
feel his body heat on me. I lowered my hands and touched his butt and
began squeezing it. He did the same to me and i removed mine and put
them on his crotch. He had a semi hard on which i made full by jerking
his dick together with mine in the same hand. Our heads rubbed against
each other. He enjoyed it for he let out moans during our kissing. I
seperated our lips and knelt then took his hard cock in my mouth and
began working on it.
                              I slid it out then took his hung balls
in my mouth. They tasted salty from his sweat but they were so divine
to the tongue. I let them out and they hung loose again. He turned me
away from him and then bent me over the couch. I humped my back and
revealed my fuck hole for him to enjoy. He wasted no time and soon he
was all up in me,buried deep like he was never coming out again. He
started thrusting a few seconds after he had entered.

I positioned my cock such that it rubbed on the couch as he fucked the
hell outta me. I was worried tha Mike might walk in so i knew my
thoughts were disturbed so i would cum late or maybe not at all.
Gerald gripped the back of neck and started going harder behind me.
After a few minutes he put his hands on both my shoulders then he bent
over and continued with his fucking frenzy. His breathing increased
and i felt the sweat on my back as it became slippery between his
belly and my back. Feeling him breath hot air on my ear and knowing he
was realy enjoying turned me on and i felt my dick get harder as it
began to throb awaiting eruption of my seed. Gerald took one last
thrust. It was hard and painful on my ass cheeks but the intense
orgasm i was having was far greater than the pain so it was quite easy
to ignore. I began moaning and he joined me. I looked up and opened my
mouth wide.
                                               Mike stood at the door
with a look of anger and disgust on his face. I had been caught and
all hell had broken loose. For a minute everything was in slow motion
and i began to see everything and every detail clearly. I felt ashamed
and like a slut. I had been caught cheating and not with just someone
but my cousin who i clearly said was straight! Gerald must have seen
him for he stopped moaning and thrusting. I was still at the hight of
my oragasm. We both were and our dicks were still erupting cum. His
was throbbing and releasing warmth inside me. I wanted so badly to
shout and tell him its not what he thought and that i could explain. I
wanted so dearly to run to him and tell him how much i loved him and
how sorry i was but i couldnt. I felt so good from the sex i couldnt
react. We were at the peak of our orgasms and not one of us was
moving. Both our sexual desires were overpowering and stopping us from
reacting. I stared into Mikes eyes and everything must have went
silent.

All i could hear was our heavy breathing and we got low on orgasmic
fuel and came to the reality of what had just happened. We had just
been caught and a thousand questions entered my mind. There was no
orgasm to help me feel better and to hinder me from facing the
reality. Gerald pulled out of me and dropped to the floor drowning
himself in pitty. I then stood up and began walking towards the door
where Mike stood. He shook his head and ran out into the darkness
leaving me to a million questions. Why had he come earlier? Why did i
take this risk? Above all why had Gerald thought of this? What would
happen next? Was it over between me and him?. These questions made me
angry and realising i hadnt made an effort to follow him made it
worse. I just knelt there like a whore under him doing nothing but
enjoying cheating on him. Yes he had seen i was enjoying thats why i
hadnt even got the strength to say anything. I was enjoying another
man infront of him. I wasnt going to be angry at myself. I had to
channel the anger to someone and that was Gerald. He had caused this.
I had warned him but he didnt take my advice. I was blaming him for
this and for the first time in my life i hated him so much. Much more
than anything in my life. For that brief moment he became my sworn
enemy.
               Gerald had cost me something special in my life. It was
his fault. I resented him because he had just wormed his way into my
life after i had found somebody to love. Why couldnt he have come way
before i found Mike? Then none of this would ever have happened. I
wouldnt have cheated and i wouldnt have to feel as ashamed as i was.
He couldnt come. He was busy enjoying Tracy then when my time to enjoy
had came he comes and ruins it. I looked back at the couch. He had
stood up and was wearing a dumb quizical look on his face. I wanted to
punch him out of it. I went over to him deliberately ignoring him.

I dressed and he sensed the tension and asked me.  "Where are you
going?"                                           "To explain myself,"
                                                "Leave him. He is just
a friend he will come around,"
                       "He is my lover. I found him way before you and
i have to make things right," i had to tell the truth now. It would
set me free and even if it meant losing them both, i didnt care. I
would find somebody. I saw Gerald wanted to shout and scream and ask
me questions. He had every right to. He had just found out as well
that i was cheating on him. He exclaimed a what of surprise and i
darted out of the room. I would deal with him later. I had to set the
record straight with Mike. The choice i had been dreading to make and
running away from had finally caught up with me. Who would i choose if
things got out of hand? They were going to get outta hand. Nether
Gerald nor Mike was willing to share me so i would have to choose.
These were the thoughts that occured to me as i drove to Mikes house.
I knew who i wanted so i would apologise to one of them and be with
the one i loved. Be with my first. They were both my first. Gerald was
the first man of my dreams and Mike was the first man to take my
virginity and the first i was inlove with. Who was it going to be?

                      I pulled up infront of Mikes house and got up to
his apartment. I found the door locked. I pulled out my cell phone and
tried calling. It was on voice mail and there was no way i was leaving
a message. I went to the next apartment and asked for a paper and pen.
His neighbhour gave it to me and i wrote my note. I knew i would never
see him again. My mind was made and i already had a plan. I would
leave Houston, rent or sell my house then look for an office and
probably open a new branch for my law firm.

I would go wherever love took me. In my note i wrote:

DEAR MIKE,
                                                 I AM REALLY SORRY YOU
HAD TO FIND OUT THIS WAY AND I REALLY DIDNT MEAN TO BREAK YOUR HEART
BUT I DID SO I HOPE YOU WILL FORGIVE ME FOR THAT.I HAD NO INTENTIONS
OF HURTING YOU BUT I WAS ALREADY IN LOVE WHEN YOU FOUND ME THOUGH THAT
LOVE HADNT BLOOMED YET. IT DID BLOOM AND I INTEND TO KEEP THAT LOVE
THAT EXISTS BETWEEN ME AND MY COUSIN. I HAVE TO BE WITH HIM AND THAT
MEANS I CANT BE WITH YOU ANYMORE. DONT TRY TO FIND ME. I WILL LEAVE
HOUSTON AND START A NEW LIFE SOMEWHERE AND I HOPE YOU SHALL DO THE
SAME. FORGET ABOUT ME AND I SHALL TRY AND DO THE SAME THOUGH IT WILL
BE HARD. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FROM AFAR AND CHERISH WHAT WE HAD. YOU
WERE MY FIRST BUT YOU SHALL NOT BE MY LAST.......

                                                I folded my letter and
put it under his drawer. My plan was simple now. I would explain to
Gerald my reasons for two timing him and he would understand and we
would leave for Dallas and started a new life. We would move to a new
suburb and Mike would be cut out of our life forever. It wasnt that
simple however. The plan had some flaws. Would Gerald accept me? Would
he trust me again? Would my dream of being with him come true? What if
Mike wanted to forgive me and start over? Had i made the right choice
by dumping him for my cousin? I couldnt answer these questions now. I
first had to know what would happen AFTER THE DREAM CAME TRUE.....