Date: Sat, 12 May 2012 10:21:06 +0200
From: Shawn Edwards <shawnedwards92@gmail.com>
Subject: The dream cum true 4a

"Hey," i said in a voice filled with suprise as he walked into my
bedroom and sat on my bed.
     "Hie," he said smiling.
     "What are you doing here?" i asked sheepishly then realised i was
naked and on top of the bed cover. I started covering up.
                                                          "I just came
to see my lovely cousin,did i come at a wrong time?"
                                    I wanted very much to say yes.
Gerald my cousin would ruin my date tomorrow and i wasnt about to let
that happen. It was bad enough that i couldnt have him but i wouldnt
tolerate him ruining my date and preventing me from having someone
else. I would go on that date tomorrow against all odds. I told my
cousin he was welcome but i sensed from my tone that he could see
something was up. I had to call Mike and tell him not to enter but to
call me when he was at the gate. I left my room and went to make the
call naked. I swore i saw Gerald checking my ass but i pushed the
thoughts away. Normaly i would have had an erection but i had somebody
in my life. Who had taken my mind off my cousin. I walked in and he
stared at me. I acted oblivious of the fact that he had his eyes on my
package. He had seen it and all the times he didnt react like this. I
ignored it and went to take my shower. I walked naked again this time
showing him my naked wet body. I swore he was close to drooling. If i
had looked closer i would have seen an erection on him.

 If he had done this two weeks ago i would have ran and kissed him but
it was different now. I had a boyfriend who i couldnt stand cheating
on. Who i was crazy in love with. A boyfriend i wanted to keep. Though
they were both hot and my cousin was a bit hotter than my Mike i
seemed to careless. My crush on my cousin was officialy over.

I rubbed lotion on my hot muscular body slowly and seductively,
flexing my muscles so my cousin could have a taste of what was
nolonger his if he wanted it.                                   "Fancy
going out?" i asked.                                       "Yeah
sure," he replied.                                           "Good i
have just the perfect thing in mind, so what brings you here? Aint ya
supposed to be working?" i asked.
             He told me he wanted to spend time with his favourite
cousin since he didnt see me at the party that much and that he missed
me. Normaly i would have been over the moon with that statement but i
took it casualy. I finished applying my lotion and dressed in jeans
and a t-shirt. Gerald was ready so we took my car and went to town. We
would grab something to eat in town. We went to Mcdonalds first them
got a table. I ordered burgers. Beef for me and cheese for him. I knew
what he liked and that made me realise we were connected at the primal
level. That sort of stirred up some familiar feelings. We ate mostly
in silence and i didnt need mind reading to notice something was
wrong. Gerald had not just come to see me. There was something wrong
with his life. I wouldnt ask jus yet but if he didnt tell me during
the day. I would ask him at night. I wasnt happy to see him like this
even though he pretended he was alright. We left and went shopping. I
knew he liked it and it took his mind off things. It was 4:30pm when
we finished. He had released some tension and he had regained his
spunk and spark. He had returned to his normal state which had made me
fall in love with him and i was sure it was making me do the same and
i tried by all means to fight it but i didnt know how long i could put
up the fight. He was my first crush and he was not easy to let go. I
thought i had but seeing him act like this made it impossible. He was
managing to rekindle the weakness for him in me. We walked to the
elevator.

We were two in the elevator and now i was resisting the urge to pounce
on my cousin and have sex with him. The feelings had resurfaced and
were back to haunt me. I was fucking sure of that. We were standing
side by side in silence. It was not just silence but awkward silence.
He dropped his shopping bag and i instinctively bent down to pick up
the bag for him. He had thought of the same thing and i felt his hand
on top of mine on the handle of the bag. I let go. Withdrawing my hand
and he held the bag. We stood up facing each other and when i was
upright his gaze caught mine. I got lost in his intense blue eyes that
seemed to be deep with a longing and a passion. I could tell he was
lost in my green eyes. He was an archangel. His blue eyes contrasting
his light blond hair. My head pulled closer to his and i could see his
was pulling closer to me aswell. I felt his warm breath on me when our
lips were closer. I wasnt thinking straight. Infact i wasnt thinking
at all.
                     The elevator door dinged and opened and we drew
away from each other. Coming to my senses i realised i almost kissed
my cousin. My dick got erect that same minute and i felt embarrased.
He felt the same way and we drived in silence to the movies. I didnt
enjoy the movie. It was my favourite, Changeling by Anjelina Jolie but
i didnt even have fun. Deep down i felt realy ashamed of myself for
nearly cheating on Mike. I knew if Gerald wanted me i would let him
have me he was my dream my cousin and that dream nearly came true.
Above all i kept asking myself, was he gay?. There was no answer to
that in my brain. I had to find out for myself yet i was nowhere near
ready to talk about the elevator. I wanted so badly to find out what
would happen when we got home. I then felt the need to be with Mike. I
missepd him. Maybe he would take my mind off Gerald but if i got with
him would it feel the same?

"Why are you here Gerald?" i finaly asked when we got home at 8pm. I
felt a little resentment for him. Why had he come to complicate my
life? Why was he here to ruin my relationship? Yes i knew he would
ruin my relationship and complicate my life. I he turned out gay i
would have no choice but to love him. What would happen to Mike?
                                        "Tracy dumped me,because of
you, because i couldnt please her coz all tha time i be thinkin of
you,"
                           The iceberg of anger i had melted that
instant. The words tasted sweet to me and what made it more sweet was
the fact that he was crying seated on my bed. He thought about me in
the same way i did about him and yes she had dumped him because he was
gay and in love with me. Without thinking straight i walked over to
him and stood him up. I cupped his face and wiped his tears with my
thumb. We stared the same way as in the elevator and he bowed his head
to kiss me for i was shorter than him. We locked lips and wrestled our
tongues. He was a good kisser. Mike never kissed me this good. Gerald
did and he sucked and bit on my lips and it was awesome. He tasted
sweet like the kiss of true love. He lifted me up and threw me on the
bed. He stripped naked and i saw his dick. It was the most beautiful
dick i had ever seen. It was 8in and thick with a pink mushroom head.
He was hung. His balls hung four inches like tha dick of a small boy.
He was shaved. He was cut just like Mike. He bend over and ripped my
clothes off my body. My own 7.5 was fully charged. He kissed me again
and then went for my hole. He licked it good. His tongue entering me
at times. It felt ecstatic and i never wanted it to end. I felt the
waves of pleasure and felt my pre cum falling on my belly. His tongue
was like a tornado devastating my ass with pleasure. He stopped and
wasted no time in entering me. He filled me with his thick dick.

Gerald removed his hot dick and started playfuly rubbing it on my
hole. It was just like the dream. This time however i wouldnt beg.
                "You dont know how long i been waitin for this," he
said.
    "Just fuck me," i demanded. He rammed his dick inside and started
his fucking frenzy. Gerald fucked me so bad he was an animal. I
thought i had seen it all with Mike but i realised it was just the
beggining. I moaned from the pain and pleasure. He was my guilty
pleasure and I loved it. This was the dream cum true. Not anything
else, and not Mike but this. He was experienced and i felt sorry for
Tracy. She had lost something real good and i was getting it. Geralds
dick got hotter inside me and i knew he was cumming for he had grown
tense. He breathed heavily and his pace increased. I stroked my dick
thrice and i came,shooting on my face. He bent over and licked my face
dry whilst he fucked me. He removed his dick from my ass and pointed
it to my mouth. He wanked and shot jet after jet of cum around my
lips. I licked it. It was sweet and delicious. I loved it. He licked
the remaing cum on the places my tongue couldnt reach and then french
kissed me, feeding me with the remainder of his seed. He lay on top of
me and smiled.
                                      I smiled half heartedly as i had
come to my senses. I had cheated on Mike with my cousin and that wasnt
the rest of it. Two men in my life were in love with me and i was in
love with them. My life had gone from loneliness to crowdedness in an
instant and i was indecisive. Neither of them knew about the other or
so i hoped. Was i going to two time them or let go of one and keep the
other. I knew it would be hard. Like choosing between Trey Songz and
Chris Brown. They liked the things i liked and they were quite
similar. I pushed away the thoughts and seized the moment.